Last night, i was laying bed waiting for Mistress to join me. She got into, complaining that she was more tired than she wanted to be at the moment. She uncharacteristically came over to my side of the bed, peeled back the covers to uncover my naked body, and slide in behind me. She was wearing only panties.
The fact that i was nearly asleep and because she was complaining about being so tired caused to be believe that this was merely going to be a cuddle till we go to sleep session, and that Mistress was being slightly playfll by entering the bed on my side.
I was wrong. Earlier in the day Mistress had promised me a treat later in the day for some incredibly small things that i had done to please. They were so small in fact that I completely forgot about her "promise" and assumed she said it in jest. With her spooning me, she told me to scoot over and roll over. I scooted over to give her more room but since i was laying on my side, i asked for clarity as to how she wanted me to be be when she said roll over. She said i want you on your back, then she said, wait, first i want you to lay on your stomach for a few minutes. She proceeeded to rub my back and bare bottom softly and seductively. I can't go five second with Mistress's hand on my naked bottom without getting aroused, especially when she is tender and intentional about why she is rubbing. i cant even begin to tell how muc i love the glancing finger traces up and down crack, teasing me that they want and intend to probe further, yet don't. Next pass with hand a little more perhaps and then next a little less. Always keeping me guessing ... hoping.
After a 5 minutes of that Mistress said "roll over onto your back". I rolled over onto my back revealing my hard cock. Mistress was softly rubbing all over my body, everywhere BUT my cock and balls when all of a sudden she takes my cock into her hand and guides it to her mouth. Every time i am able to look down and she my gorgeous Mistress lovingly taking my cock into my mouth, my heart just fills with honor, and joy and, well ... love. I was lost in the joy of what i was watching and for some reason, i wasn't feeling like i needed to ward her that I was going to cum in 3.2 seconds. It was beautiful. Of course eventually the urge to cum was upon me and of course, like a dutifl submissive husband, i let Mistress know that i wa nearing the edge. She just melted me in every way when she pulled her mouth off of my cock, still firmly holding it at the base and looked me in the eye and told that I would not be coming this night. With that she immediately returned to my cock with her mouth.
Over the next 45 minutes or so, Mistress so very expertly brought me to (and here comes the important part) held me at the very edge of orgasm like she has never done before. I was so lost in the pleasure her mouth, hands and body were giving me physically that i would've agreed to do absolutely anything at that moment. The building urge to relase and to experience the pleasure of what i knew would be a fully body orgasm, was getting to something i didn't know if I was strong enough to avoid. I was begging Mistress to allow me to have a release, a ruined orgasm, just something. She smiled sweetly and politely declined, then immediately went back to concentrating on bringing me to the edge.
I had always wanted to be in an involuntary tease & denial session where i was repeatedly brought to the edge of release, and repeatedly denied the permission to release. This was by far the most tease and denial session i have ever experienced and was comporable to the kind of T&D session i had in my fantasy. I can tell you that if Mistress had commanded that i fuck the air and then ordered me to orgasm from it, i could've.
The picture above is what I was certain was my fate last night. It has been so long wince i had a real orgasm (well over a month) and i was certain that Mistress was bringing me closer and closer to the edge, intending for me and expecting me to fail to withhold my orgasm, at which point I expected she would ruin my orgasm and then inform me that i was now entitle to a significant punishment for failure to control my orgasm urges. Instead, while Mistress was lying alongside, stroking my cock and simultaneously squeezing my balls, and once again, whil i was right at the very edge of orgasm, she looked at me with her stunningly beautiful face and said "you know what lover? This is all for tonight and stopped. She left the bed to tend to something in the kitchen for about 15 minutes during which time i was able to come back down to earth and actually fell asleep. When Mistress returned, she looked over at me laying there naked, in exactly the same position i was when she left the room. She crawled into bed to tuck me in, kiss me goodnight, only to then discover that I was asleep. She was very pleased, very impressed that my cock was still ROCK HARD even while i was dozing and as an added treat, edged me 2 other times before sending off to sleep for the night.
Sadly, i was not able to have a ruined orgasm as depicted in the picture above. Mistress seems to be incresingly interested in preventing me for having any orgasm more and more as time goes on. Don't get me wrong, i am not complaining about that, i am merely making an obsevation. If that is what Mistress wants for me, than that is what i want as well.
Thank you Mistress for the most incredibly evening of treats i cold imagine. I love you Mistress.