Friday, January 31, 2014

Still Denied

On the way home from my trip last Sunday afternoon, I talked with Mistress on the phone and She sounded like She felt like shit ... and She did.  She said in Her scruffy voice that She had big plans that night for the use of my body when I got home, but that now, none of that was going to happen.  i was disappointed to be sure.  i hadn't had an ejaculation in almost 2 weeks (ruined orgasm) at that point, or a real orgasm in almost a month.  Now it is the following Friday morning and none of that has changed. 

Since returning home on Sunday, i have been teased to the edge and denied probably a dozen times.  On Tuesday morning, after getting out of the shower, i was told to get on all fours in the bedroom and wait for Mistress before i got dressed for the office so Mistress could properly tease and deny me.  She smeared a ton of lube on my/her cock, balls and ass and proceeded to bring me to and keep me at the edge of orgasm.  i wanted to come soooo bad, but alas it wasn't going to happen.  i thought She was going to milk me.  Instead She just teased my hole while She expertly kept me on the edge.  She smeared the lube all over my ass and proceeded to spank me as punishment for my pouty, bitchey behavior while She was ill.  Suddenly She stopped and told me to get dressed for work. 

W/we have rules in O/our house.  Many of which i will explain further as this blog continues.  One of those rules is that i required to inform her that when i about to get dressed so She can tell me what i am to wear on or in my body, under my clothes that day.  Some days it's nothing underneath.  Other days it could be that i am to wear my chastity cage, panties or a cock ring.  Still other days it is a butt plug.  On that particular day, i was told to wear a balls splitting cock ring.  It is a delicious leather device that is a cock ring with a strap that lifts and separates my balls.  It is a constant reminder throughout the day of who owns my sex.  Yesterday morning i was told to wear lacey purple thing panties to the office.  Usually at bedtime i told to remove them as i usually required to be naked in bed for her but last night i was told to wear them for sleep. 

i was waiting in bed for Her to join me.  The TV was the only thing lighting the room and when She emerged from closet, i could from the light of the TV that She was naked.  Holy shit She looked incredible and i immediately got hard in my panties.  When She got into bed W/we started kissing and cuddling like teenagers and She was just so beautiful.  She wasn't wearing any cologne but She smelled incredible. i just love her natural smell.  She allowed me to place light kisses all over Her back and ass, which is one of my favorite things in the world to do.  She informed me that there would be no cummies for me because She wanted to sleep.  Realizing this, i asked, no begged, to be allowed to get between Her legs while she laid on Her back, and just allow me to look into Her eyes while I slowly entered Her.  i promised i wouldn't attempt to pump my cock and that all i wanted to do was be inside Her for a moment before we went to sleep.  She looked at me like an absolute angel (she has never looked as beautiful as she did right then), kissed me softly and said ............  "not tonight my love".

i spooned her with my aching hard cock pressed against Her for 15 minutes or so before she drifted off to sleep.  OMG i love this woman!

Tomorrow is another day.

Wednesday, January 29, 2014

On Thursday past, i was leaving town for a trip with my buddies.  i took the day off in order to get ready and that allowed Mistress and i to be alone most of the day. A rare treat for U/us.  my departure was delayed until early evening so O/our time together was even more than W/we expected.

She was working from home and throughout the day, She would summon me to stand next to her while She worked on the computer.  Being already naked (required when W/we are alone together), Every 45 or so, She instructed me to masturbate next to her while She conducted her business.  Of course no orgasms were allowed, although i do admit that i was hopeful that i would be required/allowed to ejaculate prior to leaving on my trip.  It was deliciously humiliating to be required to stand there and stroke Her/my cock for Her pleasure. For the day, i was required to bring myself to the edge of orgasm at least 10 times.  She commented later about how lovely it was to have Her naked slave standing next to Her, stroking.  There would be no such orgasms, ruined or otherwise.  She said She wanted me to be reminded of Her via my aching blue balls for the duration of my trip.

When my buddies arrived to leave for our trip, i finally realized then that no orgasm would take place.  ;-(  Trust me, i thought about her loving domination all weekend.  i couldn't wait to get home.

Thursday, January 23, 2014

Unexpected time alone for us

On Monday (MLK Day), my Wife and i were lucky enough to have the house all to O/ourselves for a couple of hours.  i was out running errands when that happened and then i received a text that said "come home and have me".  You can imagine how much excitement a guy like me immediately has when receiving a text like that.  Not knowing what was in store for me, i hurried home.

Immediately upon entering the house, and then confirming that there were no little ones about, i became naked because the rule in O/our house is that when W/we are alone, i am required to be naked in Her presence at all times, without being told, unless otherwise instructed.

She informed me that for the short time that W/we would be alone, that i was going to bathe and cleanse Her body.  Yummy!  She then drew a bath in O/our oversized bathtub.  i excused myself to go to the bathroom and when i returned, She was laying in the tub with the rising water just below Her gorgeous breasts,  Her beautiful red hair was slicked back and She couldn't have looked more Goddess-like and i just gazed at Her in awe.

After getting permission to enter Her bath, i stepped in lowered myself to a position between Her widened legs.  W/we chatted for a while the tub finished filling and once it was full, She turned, re-wetted Her hair and handed me a bottle of shampoo.  i was in an awkward position so it was difficult to give Her the kind of scalp massage my Goddess deserves.  She let me know that She expected me to become better at washing her hair. i know what that means! Next She told me to stand and She began to clean my body with a soapy scrubber.  Even though i was clearly very, very, very hard, She continued in a very business-like manner and was merely washed my body.  Other than what was needed to clean my body, there was no attention paid to my swollen cock and ass.  i wanted so bad for Her to edge me right there but alas that didn't happen.  She instructed me to rinse and then She stood, faced the wall, spread Her legs slightly and arched Her back before instructing me to clean Her body.  OMG what a sight that was. After that, i shaved her legs.  I have never done that before.  It was wonderful.  Then, she allowed me to watch Her shave her glorious pussy.  OMG yes!  i can't adequately explain the joy i get by merely looking at Her naked body and with the pending task before me, i was sooooo excited.  i took great care in washing Her gorgeous body.  i thoroughly enjoy exploring and worshipping every inch of Her body.  Often She will require me to worship Her entire naked body and basically massage her with light kisses and soft bites.  She especially likes bites on Her neck, back and shoulders while i am doing this.  Quite literally, i can almost achieve an orgasm while paying this kind of attention to Her gorgeous body.  But ..... i digress ............

After thoroughly cleaning my temple (her body), She opened the stopper and let the water drain until there was only about 2 inches in the tub.  She had me lie on my back and offered me a treat that i so desperately always want.  She straddled my face with Her legs and slowly lowered Her freshly shaved, freshly washed pussy onto my face.  She says this is not her favorite position so it is not something i get to enjoy often, if ever, but i was in heaven. For me, like most submissive husbands i suppose, the mere contact of my mouth on Her pussy and ass is heaven on earth, with the ultimate joy being able to feel and see Her have an orgasm.  She stood and changed Her position facing away from me and then lowered Her warm mouth to my aching hard on.  i almost came right then and there. It took every ounce of energy i had to keep from coming because She expressly forbade me from coming. 

Side note ..... although i have never had an orgasm without her permission (or without being in her presence for that matter) since we officially began our wife-led-marriage odyssey, i am smart enough to know that coming without permission would result in a severe punishment.  The likes of which i know wouldn't be pleasant.  I've asked Her on occasion what exactly the punishment would be if i actually did come without permission and her response was mysterious, ominous and chilling.  It was all those things but it was also very non-specific.  i only was told that it would be something very, very unpleasant should it happen.

Back to the bathtub ......... She changed her possession and with Her mouth on my aching cock, She pressed a finger against my bottom hole.  She stopped suddenly and i could tell She was gathering soap on Her hands and fingers in order to fuck me with.  She returned Her mouth to my cock and Her finger to my rear hole. Sensing i would come if She continued sucking, immediately pulled Her mouth off of me but her finger remained at my rear entance.  She was nearing an orgasm and as the flood of orgasmic pleasure ran through Her, She thrust her finger inside my hole.  It was glorious!  As i tried desperately to rub my cock against Her (or anything) She told me to continue licking Her pussy and i was able to bring Her to another orgasm. 

As i have said before, for me, there is nothing more beautiful and satisfying than to witness my Wife, my Goddess, my Keyholder, my Mistress have an orgasm.  i got to see two!!!!

After a short recovery for Her, She got off of me and told me that She was done with me.  i knew better than to argue or beg but i'm certain that She was able to see the pouty lip as I realized that my sexual fun was over for now.  It didn't matter to her (and it shouldn't) because it is only about Her sexual pleasure and not mine.  Orgasms for me are only something i am able to have when, and if She believes i should have one.  That's how W/we roll and i wouldn't want it any other way.

Oh, coming soon ..... a picture of the aftermath of being punished well.