Wednesday, December 31, 2014

Free Day Update

Mistress called me yesterday to have a talk.  She wanted to let me know a few things while they were fresh on her mind.  First, she wanted me to know that I was in deed going to be punished for failing to pleasure myself this past Sunday.  Mistress first was of the opinion that a punishment wasn't necessary but after further reflection, she changed her mind.  She said that knowing and hearing about the kind self pleasure I was engaged in is a source of pleasure for her.  Since I decided to have no self pleasure (other than inserting and wearing a butt plug that day), I had taken that pleasure away from Mistress K.  She understands that it wasn't my intention to deny her that pleasure (or any pleasure), but that n fact is what happened on that day.    So after further contemplation, I am in store for a punishment.

Also, we talked a few minutes about how we may have let some our "anchor points" in our FLM slide, and that Mistress was aware of that and has every intention of "righting the ship".  Her assertive manner and tone as she was describing how things were and were going to be gave me an instant hard on.  In fact, when she was done, I reminded her that being in service to her is what truly makes me happy and that letting me (or things) slide only had the effect of making me act out more.  Although never my intention, I tend to get bratty, snippy and possibly even a bit disrespectful when we get away from our core beliefs in our marriage.  In any event, Mistress has her eye on the ball. 

When I was done reaffirming my dedication to her and to her service, she said "I know you do my pet and I'll bet you cock is hard just thinking about it".   IT WAS.  We didn't talk about a sex act, or fantasy or anything like that.  We only talked about the foundation for our marriage.  BOING!  Love boner!

I am so much in love with this woman!  Thank you Mistress K. for loving me, owning me and trusting in me enough to allow me to be yours.

Sunday, December 28, 2014

Another Free Day

Mistress and the kids are away for the whole day today.  When she kissed me goodbye while I was still laying in bed, she told me that she wanted me to play today with the only rule being that I was not allowed to orgasm.  

What to do?

Wednesday, December 24, 2014

Merry Holidays friends

I know that every blog and blogger uses their forum to wish a widespread merry Christmas to their friends.  I am no exception.

I want to sincerely wish all my friends that I have made a very Merry Christmas and a successful, prosperous and happy New Year.  Bless you all.

Cheers to each of you dutiful, loyal, trusted submissives and slaves that give of yourselves without question.  Cheers to our beloved Doms, Dommes and Dominants, who carefully and skillfully receive our submission and love us for it.  Most of all, Merry Christmas and a heartfelt I Love You to my beloved Mistress, Goddess, Keyholder, Queen and Owner .... Mistress K. 

I give to you this single white rose, which you have taught is the symbol for the gift of loving submission.  I love you my beloved Wife more than I will ever be able to properly tell or show you. 

Monday, December 22, 2014

It was an incredible 90 minutes

It was an incredible 90 minutes of worshipping and orgasms.  3 for Mistress, 1 (ruined) for me.  I'll just leave it at that. It was wonderful. 

One thing of note, after Mistress had her 3rd orgasm, she asked me, legitimately asked me if I wanted to have an orgasm.  She left it entirely up to me.  I was allowed the rare freedom to decide my immediate orgasm fate.  I was conflicted.  Of course I wanted a full orgasm ... who doesn't want a full orgasm. 

But wait, I so love it when Mistress denies me an orgasm, especially when I am so very horny, you know, like now.  But wait, that's not what is happening here is it?  No, Mistress is not denying me an orgasm, in fact, she's allowing one.  I'd be denying myself an orgasm.  Hmmm, not the same thing.

I was kneeling in between Mistress' legs when she told me I would be deciding my own orgasm fate. I had decided that a nice, ho-hum ruined orgasm was needed now as I was looking down at my cock resting on her tummy.  How lovely it seemed if a nice pool of ejaculate was deposited there, I thought.  I had just  pulled my cock from her altar (that's what we'll be calling her pussy from now on in real life, we'll have to see if it translates well here) having just staved off an ejaculation that would've unauthorized.  I asked Mistress if she would assist me in having a ruined orgasm and she said "of I would pet".  With that, she simply placed her warm, cupped hand under my tights balls and just held it there.  She asked me "can you cum like this?  With me just holding your balls like this?"  I was just so deep in lust at that moment that I didn't answer verbally, my body just started make it happen.  At the mere suggestion of her question, my body began produce all the feeling that precede a man's ability to ejaculate.  It was as if my cock was pumping furiously in and out of any one of her beautiful body opening.  The feeling was cumming fast and as it became apparent that I was indeed about to cum without any direct stimulation to my penis, Mistress started to root for it to happen and said "this is so impressive" as semen began to leave my body onto her gorgeous belly. 

I fancy myself as someone who is becoming more and more qualified to judge a good ruined orgasm when I see one ..... this was the best ruined orgasm I've ever had.  So intensely satisfying like a full orgasm, yet all of the benefits of continued sexual desire of a ruined one. 

Afterward, I laid there, on my back, watching the ceiling fan spin, the very first things that entered my mind was "is that going to be the last orgasm for me for the year?"  I never thought I'd be this guy but I'm pretty certain that during 2014, I've only had 4 full orgasms.  The rest (I'm going to guess 6 or 8) were ruined orgasms. 

Merry Christmas everyone!

Sunday, December 21, 2014

We get some alone time

Mistress and I are about to enjoy a couple of hours alone time in our house.  Mistress is showering as I write this and will be taking the kids to an activity that will keep them occupied for 2 hours or so.  As soon as she leaves to take, I am to prepare for her arrival which means I need to be clean, shaved and naked when she returns.  I am just so excited and for some reason, a little nervous.

Watching Her Sleep

It's nearly 8 am on a Sunday morning and I just went into our bedroom to see if Mistress might be stirring.  I wanted to prepare her coffee so I could hand it right to her literally seconds after she opened her eyes.   She wasn't stirring!  Instead she was still sleeping like a beautiful Angel Baby Goddess.  I couldn't help but stand there for a few moments and drink it all in.

Saturday, December 20, 2014

Update to "Restless"

Earlier this month is wrote a post about being restless.  You can read is here.  Recently, while Mistress was sitting in her favorite chair in our bedroom watching her favorite program on TV, and I was watching football, I got up from the couch, walked into the bedroom, closed and locked the door behind and walked over to her chair.  I kneeled in front of her just simply say ... "Mistress, may I ask you something?  Of course you can pet, she said.  "I would appreciate it if you would consider testing my limits, even our limits within our relationship.  I am not complaining in any way because I have absolutely nothing to complain about, but I keep thinking about having my limits tested."  She then asked "In which ways do you want to test your limits?"  .... and the only thing I could say was that I didn't know specifically, which is why I asked if she would take some to consider it.  The unknown is what I seek I think.  Maybe we can explore together. 

With that, I leaned down, kissed her feet which were curled under legs on the chair, then I leaned in and kissed her, told her I loved her and left the room.  She's an amazing woman and I so very much want to explore life with her dramatically.

I've thought about it and maybe it is true that perhaps I am merely mistaking a desire interact in our acknowledged D/s roles more frequently, with wanting to "push limits", especially when I can't define them ... perhaps.  The idea of Mistress attaching a literal and figurative leash to my recently acquired collar, and leading us down a new road, is both exhilarating and scary.  Then again, maybe she just needs to paddle the fuck out of my ass and tell me to stop daydreaming.  *smile

Friday, December 19, 2014

Mistress Ivey's Post - Becoming a Mistress: For Him or For You?

Hi everyone.  Every so often I come across a collection of words that I find insightful, helpful or funny.  This link is to a post by Mistress Ivey that I think is essential reading for anyone involved in any Female Led Relationship. It's very possible that you are already familiar with Mistress Ivey's blog, but in case you aren't, take a look.

I really enjoy her blog mostly because it is a helpful resource for women who have had the suggestion of being dominant with their mate thrust upon them by their mate, who usually has spent a lot of time fantasizing and then building up the courage to reveal his feelings to his wife. It's practicable and useful information and not swimming in hyperbole or cheesy porno-like settings.  In addition to this particular post, I suggest you look at her other posts.  I think you'll like it.


Becoming a Mistress: For Him or For You?

UPDATED 12/22/14 at 8:05am   -   Additional post from Mistress Ivey:

Becoming a Mistress: Anything???

Thursday, December 18, 2014

Times like these

Lately, I have been a much more obedient pet and therefore able to deliver a more familiar level of service and pleasure to Mistress K.  I think she would agree.  I feel that way because this morning, while Mistress K. was taking the little ones to school, I was in the kitchen, naked, finishing the dishes and anything I needed to have done before going to get dressed for work.  Once I was done, I called her to tell her that I was ready to get dressed. I do this every morning of course as her preferred way of allowing Mistress K. to decide what I will on or in my body for that particular day.  She happened to be pulling into the driveway and simply said "I'll be inside in a minute.  Wait there". 

When she came in she put her purse down, grabbed me by the hand and led me to the bed in our bedroom.  I was certain Mistress has decided that it would be a good time for a spanking.  I was wrong.  She told me to get on the bed and lay on my back.  When I did, she all but jumped on top of me and started kissing my body all over in a very loving, compassionate almost worshipping kind of way.  Kind of like I do when she tells me to worship her.  She made her way down my tummy and took my cock into her mouth for a second then proceeded to kiss her way back up my tummy and chest to my mouth and kissed passionately.  Then she rolled me over onto my tummy and started kissing and giving me light bites on my bottom.  She would run her fingers and kiss me very lightly over my crack in the most delicious teasing fashion, then continued to caress with her hands and lips.

I wondered what I had done to be such a lucky recipient of such attention from the most beautiful woman that ever lived.  I was in obvious heaven.  While still on my tummy, she positioned her legs between my and very forcefully spread them as wide as they would go.  She then began to grind her pussy against my anus area in a way that mimicked her fucking me.  I was in a different, better heaven.  She whispered in my ear "you want me to do this to you, don't you pet?"  My god yes Mistress, was my reply.  She mimicked taking me that for a minute or so more then rolled me over and pulled her PJ top down to reveal her gorgeous breasts.  She allowed me to worship, suck and kiss them for a few minutes and then abruptly said .... "that's enough.  get dressed now".

On my way to the office, I was so overcome with appreciation that when I got to my office, I texted her this. 

Mistress, I want to tell you how incredibly grateful I am to have you in my life, as my beloved wife and as the one person I so proudly call my owner. I truly relish being your husband and being the one you chose to wear your collar. Thank you Mistress for the loving attention this morning. In times like those there is truly no other things that exist in my mind other than the honor I feel being the recipient of your attention. I want nothing more than to be kneeling while being "warm and naked by your side". 
Love, your devoted husband
I am such a lucky man.

Wednesday, December 17, 2014

Yes Today

Whereas Mistress declined to allow me to edge myself and finger my bottom while in the shower the day before, yesterday she did allow it.  Check that ... she did require.  OMG, when she told I got so excited like a little puppy that knows he is about to get a treat.  "Not only that", she said as she was walking out the door, "you will wear your glass plug today".   I just looked at her with those .... holy crap I love you eyes.

In the shower I did my required edging and did so with a finger firmly inserted into my bottom hole.  It was wonderful.  I wish my arms were longer so as to make that process easier, but this is how god made.  Still, having a finger inside me while edging is glorious.

After showering and before getting, I went through one of my favorite routines.  Inserting the plug.  Last night while laying in bed, Mistress asked how my 15 hours of wearing my plug went. I told her that it is my favorite constant physical reminder of her ownership of me and of my devotion to her.  Perhaps that is because it presses on my prostate all day, or perhaps it is because it appeals to my ever growing desire to be fucked there.  I replied by telling her that the glass plug was the best sex toy that we have ever bought.  She giggled and said, "well, maybe you think so, but why should I think so?" I joked and said I'd be happy to get it and help with understanding why.  She giggled again and declined the offer.  She wanted to sleep.  

But first, she grabbed my hardening cock.  I had just told her that the part of wearing the plug is the process of inserting it.  She told me to explain.  I told her first, I am naked as I always when receiving instructions from her on what to wear under my clothes on any given day.  Second, it makes me feel like her wanton slut to position myself in such a way to take her anal intruder.  I told that I slowly insert the tip and allow my anus to accept the intruder and then relax just a moment.  Being glass, it doesn't require much lubrication and so in order to help my bottom to relax and accommodate the plug, I will twist it slightly while pressing a little harder.  This relaxes the hole and allows it accept a little more.  Mind you, while doing all this, I am bent over while in a standing position with my right foot on a bench that is about 12 inches high and my head resting on a counter in our closet.  A very submissive position to be in and one that I love.  It presses my desire to be a slut.  Her slut, and I am in this position for the sole purpose of accepting an intruder into rear hole.  Yummy! 

I will continue to ease the plug inside of me as it continues to open me wider and wider.  Once I get to the widest part, I will hold the plug there for a moment or two and just relish in the fullness that it offers.  I have become familiar enough with both my rear hole and the plug that I can always seems to find the spot on the plug that I can naturally hold it in place with my anus at the widest spot, remove my hand from and literally pull it into it final resting place.  My ring securely surrounding the smallish base of the plug, while the widest part rests comfortably inside me.  I love that process.

15 hours later (last night), I asked permission to remove my plug and was told to do just that.  After giving it a thorough cleansing, I put it back in it's designated place in the drawer. 

Until we meet again old friend.  Soon I hope.

Tuesday, December 16, 2014

Not Today

Yesterday morning Mistress told me I would be wearing panties under my clothes for the day, then she left to take the kids to school and run some errands, so she wouldn't be there when I left the house to go to the office.  I was thinking about having to wear panties during the day and got aroused.  These pink lace always make me feel like such a slut because they are so low in the front.  I enjoy feeling like a slut, I really do.  I've always enjoyed the notion that I would be called to present myself to Mistress wearing panties, only to have them removed from me in preparation for sex that I was going to be required to have.  Yum.  But I digress ..............

I texted her ... "May I edge myself and use a finger on myself while in the shower?"  Her reply was simply "Not Today", to which I replied Yes Mistress.  A short time later I thought I would be cute and texted "would it be pushing my luck to ask if I could wear my plug under my panties today?"  "No plug, not today" was her response.  The only thing I could think to do then was reply "OK, then I won't ask".   She simply replied with a wink.

I love how she regulates me!

Sunday, December 14, 2014

She needed it now

We have the greatest neighborhood.  We can spontaneously end up at any of our neighbors house, have dinner together, get our drink on and just have a great time.  Last night was one of those occasions.  We were dancing, listening to music and having a great time.  Mistress K. came over to tell me that I had an "infraction" that I would be punished for at a later time.  I asked her what for and she said "I don't know.  All I know is that Julie (not her real name) just told me that you were being a bad boy".  I'm certain it wasn't in the context of Julie actually knowing our FLM dynamic and that she was just kidding but nonetheless, it seems I have earned a punishment.  Even tough she was only joking, Mistress replied to Julie very loudly for everyone to hear that she was gong to spank me later for that.  This was while the girls were all dancing with each other.  Laughs all around and nothing else came of it.  We'll see if Mistress really does intend on giving me a true punishment.

Mistress and I came home around 11pm and after made quick work of a temporarily, emotionally, needy child, she pulled me into the bedroom, locked the door and proceeded to the closet where she told me to get out of my clothes.  It wasn't 10 minutes earlier that each of us was saying how we regretted having drunk too much earlier in the evening and how we each hoped it wasn't going to be one of those regrettable nights hugging the toilet.  Now, Mistress is getting out of her clothes, telling me to do the same and she had that unmistakable look of "you are going to fuck me hard" in her eyes. 

Honestly, I wasn't in the mood but the mere thought that I was being called upon to fuck my Mistress, hard and dirty like she wanted me too got my cock to begin to grow.  She told me to get pinky, which of course is our cock sleeve.  Wearing it means that I feel virtually nothing on my cock and so therefore I can fuck Mistress as long as she wants usually.  That being said, even though it is like wearing 1000 condoms, eventually the mere fact that I am sexually satisfying my Mistress in this way is eventually enough for me to eventually have to tell Mistress that an ejaculation is near.  That didn't happen for a good 15 minutes of hard "fuck me like a whore" fucking, but alas, the need to informed Mistress I was nearing the edge was upon me.  She forbade me from coming.

She had already had one orgasm and although she was also fighting off the effects of maybe too much alcohol, Mistress needed to orgasm again.   This time she wanted me to put a finger in her ass while she held the vibrator against her clit.  What an incredible scene it was being behind Mistress with her ass in the air, face on the bed, vibrator on her sex, finger in her ass and a pinky covered cock in her pussy.  She was completely lost in the abandonment of being fucked like a wanton slut and I wasn't going to anything but encourage her.  When my finger entered her bottom hole and she let out a guttural moan of delight, I knew she wanted more.   So I leaned to where her head was resting on the bed and while she was being fuck, fingered and vibed, I whispered a suggestion that she would probably prefer to have my cock in her ass than her finger.  No response.  Nothing.  So I continue fucking her hard, pressing her head in the bed as if to hold her down while she was being fucked and she was loving every second of it. 

With that she said "you're right, I do need your cock in my ass" and she lifted her head from the bed, ordering me to remove pinky and to put some lube on my cock.  By the time I remove the sleeve, applied the lube to my cock and returned, she was laying on her side with one leg extended and the other leg had her knee pulled up to her chest.  She was working the vibrator feverishly against her clit and was inviting me to enter her bottom by pulling her cheeks apart slightly.  As much as she tried, she just couldn't find my cock entering her ass comfortable in the position, which was too bad because it was the sexiest that I have witnessed in a long time  The sight of my Mistress inviting my cock into her most intimate orifice was just so amazing.  She told me to lay on my back and when I did, she straddled me with her beautiful ass hovering over my cock.  She wanted to be able to control the penetration and she slowly lowered herself onto my cock while keeping the vibrator right on the sweet spot.  I could feel my cock slowly enter her warm, tight hole and I could the primal lust on her face and in her body as she hovered over.  Once inside, she began to slowly move and while never allowing the head of the vibrator to leave her clit, and while my cock fully buried in her most intimate hole, Mistress began to have the most incredible, powerful, intense orgasm she has had in some time.  It was just so awesome to see.

When she was done and after she recovered, she laid on top of me, holding me tight and with so much love I could feel it in my toes.  She left my cock in her bottom while we laid there for a while and then after a few minutes, she eased herself off the intruder in her bottom, rolled to the side and said, "go clean up.  It's time for sleep".  I did as I was told, cleaned myself, the toys and put everything away and waited for her to return to the bed after doing her thing in the bathroom.  She climbed in to bed naked and looking like a just ravaged Mistress that wanted to get some sleep.  I welcomed her in to bed, kissed her goodnight and laid there for a few minutes with my still rock hard cock, thinking how much I was glad that Mistress denied me any kind of ejaculation this night. 

Friday, December 12, 2014

Balls Harness (stretcher)

One of my frequent commenters mentioned recently that he couldn't visualize what the "balls harness" or "balls stretcher" looked like, and asked that I post a picture.  Here are a couple:

This one is neoprene and is very comfortable, although it does not have a D-ring attached:

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A different one I have is similar to this except it uses Velcro to close (so it is adjustable) and has a D-ring, to which Mistress can attach a leash to lead me around with, or even a clasp that she can attach to the handle of a drawer (or?) to hold me in place.

Here is another version of essentially the same thing, although again, no D-ring:

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Wearing my balls harness is probably my favorite thing to wear under my regular clothes (other than my glass butt plug).  It pulls and holds my ball comfortably away from my body in such a way that I always aware they are there, and therefore constantly reminded that they are the property of my beloved Mistress.

These pictures have absolutely nothing to do with the topic at hand.  They just make me horny  (smile) :

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Have a great weekend everyone.  Submissive brothers and sisters out there, love your Dominants!  Dominants, love your submissives.  We are all so very lucky to have each other in our lives.

Thursday, December 11, 2014

Once again still

This morning, Mistress returned from taking the kids to school to find me working dutifully in the kitchens, taking care of all of the dishes.  Of course i was naked as I am required to be.  Mistress was very loving and when i finished, I walked over to her to let her know I was about to get dressed and was waiting for what to wear under my clothes.  She hugged me warmly and started to rub my ass with her hands and rub her body against my rapidly hardening cock.  She did something that is so much one of my favorite things.  With her arms around me and with both hands on my ass, she spread my ass cheeks, exposing my bottom hole.  I love it when she does that.  it makes me feels as though she is preparing my body for something to go in my ass. 

After getting me all heated up, she told me to wear the Velcro and neoprene strap harness that separates my balls from my cock.  She made a point to say, "you know, the one that has the D-ring on it".  I thought that last part was odd, but off I went to get dressed.  When I emerged fully dressed, she looked at me and said "oh no, no, no.  I did not want you to get fully dressed.  I only wanted you to put on the harness."  I apologized profusely but when i mentioned that she never told me that she wanted me to present myself to her wearing only the ring, she realized that was the case and told me it was ok.  Only a small misunderstanding. 

She told me to remove my clothes right there and come to her when i was done.  When naked, I came to her in the bedroom.  She commented on how cute I looked all naked and harnessed and then walked over to me, grabbed my cock and led me into the closet where she promptly attached a leash to the balls harness and went to the drawer where she keeps her paddle and pulled it out.  I asked why she had her paddle and she honestly had thought that there was yet another outstanding punishment that was due to me.  When she realized there wasn't one, she said that I probably deserved one anyway, and then proceeded to lead me into the bathroom by the leash.  She walked over to where my gym shorts and t shirt were laying next to the tub.  The same place they had been for several days.  Even before our recent "come to Jesus" talk and spanking that I had received in the previous 2 days.  She pointed at them with the leather paddle and said, very nicely I might add, that this was an example of something that she expected me to take care of on my own without having to be told to do so.  Basically put my stuff away.  She pulled me closer to the tub by tugging on the leash, and by my balls, I was led to where the offending clothes were laying.  She gave me 8-10 good hard swats with the paddle right there and without saying anything, led me back into the closet where is would be folding the clothes and putting them away.

While folding, she continued to spank my ass with paddle.  Standing like I was, several of the swats that were intended for one, allowed for the corner of the paddle to bridge over the crack of my and catch the other cheek.  Holy shit does that hurt!!!  Mistress was telling what a good boy I was while she was paddling and then she took some responsibility for me being the less than trained condition she felt I was in.  When she was done punishing me, she laid the paddle down and pushed me to my knees in front of her so she could she hug me and administer her aftercare.  It was wonderful and I felt a very deep connection with my Mistress at that moment.  Deeper than I usually feel during aftercare.

It's clearer to me each that Mistress K. is intent on dominating me more thoroughly and has no intention of letting there be the kind of slack that has existed recently.  My ass will likely be routinely reddened and stung more frequently in the near future, but we both know that it is for our own good.  I am so much in love with the woman!

As an aside, Mistress is on the verge of having her period.  As you may already know the only time Mistress will even entertain the idea of fucking me with her strapon is while she is on her period.  I do plan to respectively ask her to consider it, if for no other reason then to consummate the renewal of our vows and the placing of her collar on me.  I need to figure out how to effectively behave like a wanton slut, hoping to get fucked.  Wait, what, did i just say that?  *smile

Ouch ... again!

Yesterday I wrote about how Mistress K. gave me a surprise spanking on Tuesday morning.  It was because I did not follow the simple instructions of completed a form from an insurance company that would've taken literally 20 seconds.  Not only did I not do it, I didn't do it twice.  That surprise spanking was one of two I was to receive because, as Mistress put it, there isn't enough time to properly punish you a second time.  Yesterday morning, after emerging from the shower, I was giving that second spanking.  It was accompanied by a very serious talk about what appears to be a lack of commitment on my part, and how she will not be tolerating my behavior any longer. 

Before Mistress had me kneel on the floor to receive my spanking, she had me get lube.  Sometimes Mistress will have me masturbate while I am being spanked because she believes that the contrast of having to concentrate on maintain an erection and being dangerously brought to the edge of orgasm, is distraction enough to significantly increase the force of her swats.

Friends, I have heard your comments and suggestions and I do realize that your right.  I need to get my shit together and stop being a bad submissive husband.  My Goddess Wife deserves me at my best, and no less.

Wednesday, December 10, 2014

Sometimes the spankings hurt more than others

Yesterday morning, I was naked, and ready to get dressed.  Mistress had not returned from taking the little ones to school and it was getting late.  I had to go to a meeting.  I called Mistress and she said to wait for her, she would only be a minute or two.  I waited patiently in the closet for her to arrive and instruct me on what to wear.  Instead, she bent me over the island in the closet and proceeded to spank me for not having completed some paperwork she had told me to do 2 days earlier.

From the very first swat of her leather paddle, I knew it was going to be one of those times when it hurt waaaaaay more than other times.  I was begging her to stop in no time.  She went very light on me because she knew I was in a hurry to make my meeting, but holy shit, every time that leather met my ass I was squealing like a pussy.

I think it may have been for 2 reasons,  One, I had just emerged from the shower and had given myself a touch-up shaving on my ass, so my ass was as bare as possible, but was also wet and warm.  The other reason I think is because I was totally not expecting to be spanked.  I don't, is that thing?

In any event, it was 2 hours later and I had to text Mistress to tell that I could still feel the sting on my ass.  Oh, that reminds me, I forgot to thank her for my spanking yesterday morning.  She'll be waking up in a few minutes .......... I'll get right on that.

Tuesday, December 9, 2014

What are you doing in the morning?

On Sunday night, Mistress K. asked what I had going on in the morning.  Earlier in the day she had mentioned that I was going to be pleasuring her later that night.  No specifics, just those words.  I don't normally need specifics and this was no exception.  The idea that I was going to have to (get to) pleasure Mistress K. was worth waiting for.  Then ...... I FELL ASLEEP ON THE FLOOR IN FRONT OF THE TV.  SHIT!

When I awoke it was late.  The hard floor made my back hurt and my hip, which was digging into the floor was throbbing.  I looked around and saw that Mistress had cleaned all the dishes.  I was thrilled.  Then I was worried.  Was I going to be in trouble for not having done the dinner dishes?  I walked into the bedroom and there was, getting the bed ready for sleep.  She was naked and gorgeous, but was clearly not in the mood for sex.  She wasn't angry ... at all, but it was late and she was tired.  So was I.  After that hard floor, the bed was a welcomed sight.  When we eventually got under covers, Mistress asked me what I had planned for the morning (work wise).  When I told that I didn't have much going, she told me to be prepared to be used for sex.

The next morning, while she was taking the kids to school, I showered and freshly shaved (face and the rest).  When I came out of the bathroom, I was naked and she was reading some mail.  I kissed her good morning and immediately went to the sink to take care of the breakfast dishes.  Mistress kept commenting on how wonderful a sight it was that was naked and at the sink doing the dishes.  If you didn't already know, when we are alone, I am required to be naked while in her presence unless she tells me otherwise.  Since our house is Grand Central Station for kids, we are rarely alone. 

She rose and went to the bathroom without announcing her departure.  I heard the shower running and that, all by itself, made my cock hard.  I knew she was preparing her body to pleasured.  When I was done with the dishes, she was just finishing drying off from the shower (she has great timing).  She handed me a bottle of lotion and said "follow me".  We got to the bed and she laid on her back with her feet hanging over the edge.  She had me kneel and with the lotion, massage her feet.  Doing so gave me another hard cock, only Mistress couldn't see it since I was kneeling on the floor beside the bed to attend to her feet, and she was laying on her back.  She asked me to get her something and when I rose to my feet to walk to the kitchen, she could she that I had a nice hard cock from massaging her feet, and that made her smile with pride.  Made me smile to see her smile at that.

I spent the next 30 minutes massaging her upper back and shoulders.  I was specifically not allowed to massage her lower back or ass.  I later found out why.  Mistress wanted me to worship those areas with my mouth after massaging her shoulders.  I got to worship her ass for 20 minutes or so and in doing so, I almost came .... twice.  I just want someone to take a picture of me worshipping her ass because it's where I always want to be!  My mouth eventually found it's way to her beautiful holes and clit she was loving it when suddenly she pushed me off and told me to go into the closet and grab the blue dildo that is used in the harness that straps to your thigh.  It's bigger than the cock that goes in her strap on, but is not ginormous.  I emerged with it and she told me to put it on the floor and she wanted to see me lower myself onto it while it went in my ass.  I struggled.  Not with getting it in there, but being able to lower my bottom hole all the way to floor, so I squatted and just used my hand to insert it.  She had moved the pillows to the end of the bed to get a better look at the show she had me give her.  I had mentioned that I usually needed too work up to getting a dildo in my ass and she just looked at me and said "I'm sure you'll be able to do this for me".  It slipped into my ass but it was accompanied by an uncomfortable pain.  Not too bad, but not at all comfortable.  Mistress said "take it out and insert it again".  I did, and this time ... she slipped right in and felt like she belonged there. 

She had me get on my knees and lower my head to floor and let her watch me fuck myself with the dildo.  OMG ... that was so hot.  I LOVED putting on a dildo show for her.  LOVED IT!  I want to do it more!  Did I mention I loved it?

She rose from the bed and went into the closet and emerged with the thigh mounted strap harness I mentioned earlier.  In it was the rubber cock she likes the most.  She told me to roll over on my back, not lose the plug in my ass and to be still while she mounted the harness to my thigh.  Once in place, she straddled my face and rode my face for a few minutes and then moved back, past my rock cock and to the rubber cock firmly in the harness, she lowered herself onto and fucked herself silly.  Then she ordered me to my knees while she went and got her new favorite vibrator, the wireless wand.  She got on her knees facing away from me backed herself onto the harnessed cock and fuck and vibrated herself to near orgasm.  All the while I was slowly moving the blue dildo in and out of my ass, daydreaming that Mistress was wearing it and was fucking me with it.  The sight before of Mistress kneeling, head on the floor, big rubber cock going in and out of her beautiful pussy, just below the sight of her gorgeous bottom hole between her spread cheeks, plus the feeling of sliding blue dildo going in and out of my ass was almost too much.  Mistress was close to orgasm when she ordered me to place my cock into her backward reaching hand.  She started stroking my cock because it was her intention that we would cum simultaneously.  We did!  Oh boy, did we!  It was awesome. 

Mistress had cum and was concentrating on what seemed some moderate post-orgasm torture of my cock.  I finally had to pull away from her hand.  There was a small moment of awkwardness because I couldn't tell if I had just gotten myself in trouble for pulling my cock away from Mistress, or if she wasn't sure if I had already had an orgasm.  I was fully expecting to spanked (post-orgasm spanked no less) for the act of pulling what was her property, away from her before she was done using it. 

I wasn't going to be spanked.  It didn't appear as though she was angry, although this is the second time in a row that Mistress has practiced some form of post-orgasm stimulation on me.  I wonder if she is ................

Sunday, December 7, 2014


I'm restless and I can't figure out why.  Mistress is as loving, caring, attentive and beautiful as ever.  I couldn't be more pleased to be subject to her whims.  I still yearn for something dramatic.  I don't know exactly what might quench that desire, but I feel like I need to subject to something that absolutely pushes my limits and I would have no say in it.  A dangerous comment, I know, but ...................