It's not what you want

"Please Mistress, may I please have a ruined orgasm?"

Last night, Mistress K. roused me from my slumber on the couch and informed me it was time for bed.  I got up, stumbled toward the bed, removed my clothes and climbed in.  The room was dark except for the light from the TV.  One of my favorite views ever is when Mistress K. is naked, walks in front of the TV in order to get into her side of the bed.  There is just something so thrilling about seeing that beautiful creature making her way to get in the very same bed I am laying.  I am always so honored at a moment like this, just to know that she is married to me.

On this night, she was feeling frisky and ordered me to lie on my right side, facing away from her.  She began to lightly stroke my ass, teasingly barely running a finger along the crack of my ass,  She likes to get near the spot I wish she would concentrate on (my bummy hole) no matter how much I arch my back offer it to her.  Her other hand went to my cock, which was already hard as a rock, and she began to stroke me repeatedly to the edge of orgasm.  I would try to turn and face her but she would have none of it, instead ordering me to remain on my side while she continued to run her hands over my body.  I was in heaven.

Then, abruptly, she turned me to my back and straddled me, guiding my cock inside of her.  She was using my cock and body for her pleasure as she continued to march toward her orgasm.  She reached into the night stand and retrieved the wand vibrator as she neared her orgasm.  Within seconds she was having the most glorious orgasm.  She then fell off of me and laid beside me as she recovered from her bliss.  I so much love that moment right after she's had an orgasm.  Seeing her in her euphoria is just so rewarding.  I began to worship her body and rub myself against her.  I was so full of desire, I actually began to beg Mistress to allow me to cum on this evening.  She was sweet about it but said "not tonight my love, although I do love to hear you beg".  Those words gave me hope as I continued to plead with her for relief.  I then begged for the kind of ruined orgasm that is my favorite ... straddling her naked body and allowing my come to gently land on her belly.  It seemed like she was considering it and I was getting excited at the prospect that she may allow it.  Her beautiful eyes met mine, and in angelic fashion, she once again said "not tonight"

Then, she looked at me and said "I'll tell you what.  If you can ejaculate without any stimulation to your cock or balls, you may ejaculate on my tummy."  I have been able to accomplish in the past and was so grateful at the opportunity.  The only stimulation I was allowed to use to achieve my ruined orgasm, was the air, and my mind.  I immediately straddled her body and set out to accomplish my goal.  As much as I tried, as much as I let fantasies run through my mind and as much as I was humping the air, I was not able to achieve a ruined orgasm this time.  I was desperate with desire and pleaded with Mistress .... "Please Mistress, I want to ejaculate so bad".   She touched my face and said "I know pet, but it's no what you want that matters."  She rolled onto her side facing away from me and ordered my to come spoon her to sleep.  I thanked her for allowing me to be present during her orgasm and for being strong in the face of my desperate pleading.  My cock stayed hard for 45 minutes as I laid there, holding my beautiful sleeping wife in my arms.  I am such a lucky man.