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Wednesday, January 27, 2016

It's not what you want

"Please Mistress, may I please have a ruined orgasm?"

Last night, Mistress K. roused me from my slumber on the couch and informed me it was time for bed.  I got up, stumbled toward the bed, removed my clothes and climbed in.  The room was dark except for the light from the TV.  One of my favorite views ever is when Mistress K. is naked, walks in front of the TV in order to get into her side of the bed.  There is just something so thrilling about seeing that beautiful creature making her way to get in the very same bed I am laying.  I am always so honored at a moment like this, just to know that she is married to me.

On this night, she was feeling frisky and ordered me to lie on my right side, facing away from her.  She began to lightly stroke my ass, teasingly barely running a finger along the crack of my ass,  She likes to get near the spot I wish she would concentrate on (my bummy hole) no matter how much I arch my back offer it to her.  Her other hand went to my cock, which was already hard as a rock, and she began to stroke me repeatedly to the edge of orgasm.  I would try to turn and face her but she would have none of it, instead ordering me to remain on my side while she continued to run her hands over my body.  I was in heaven.

Then, abruptly, she turned me to my back and straddled me, guiding my cock inside of her.  She was using my cock and body for her pleasure as she continued to march toward her orgasm.  She reached into the night stand and retrieved the wand vibrator as she neared her orgasm.  Within seconds she was having the most glorious orgasm.  She then fell off of me and laid beside me as she recovered from her bliss.  I so much love that moment right after she's had an orgasm.  Seeing her in her euphoria is just so rewarding.  I began to worship her body and rub myself against her.  I was so full of desire, I actually began to beg Mistress to allow me to cum on this evening.  She was sweet about it but said "not tonight my love, although I do love to hear you beg".  Those words gave me hope as I continued to plead with her for relief.  I then begged for the kind of ruined orgasm that is my favorite ... straddling her naked body and allowing my come to gently land on her belly.  It seemed like she was considering it and I was getting excited at the prospect that she may allow it.  Her beautiful eyes met mine, and in angelic fashion, she once again said "not tonight"

Then, she looked at me and said "I'll tell you what.  If you can ejaculate without any stimulation to your cock or balls, you may ejaculate on my tummy."  I have been able to accomplish in the past and was so grateful at the opportunity.  The only stimulation I was allowed to use to achieve my ruined orgasm, was the air, and my mind.  I immediately straddled her body and set out to accomplish my goal.  As much as I tried, as much as I let fantasies run through my mind and as much as I was humping the air, I was not able to achieve a ruined orgasm this time.  I was desperate with desire and pleaded with Mistress .... "Please Mistress, I want to ejaculate so bad".   She touched my face and said "I know pet, but it's no what you want that matters."  She rolled onto her side facing away from me and ordered my to come spoon her to sleep.  I thanked her for allowing me to be present during her orgasm and for being strong in the face of my desperate pleading.  My cock stayed hard for 45 minutes as I laid there, holding my beautiful sleeping wife in my arms.  I am such a lucky man.

15 comments:

  1. Sounds like a wonderful evening. I'm amazed that you have been able to 'think' yourself to an orgasm previously - I have never really tried but maybe Madam will allow me to attempt it, sometime. I enjoy your blog, thanks for the great posts.
    Bear

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  2. Thanks so much for stopping by and commenting Bear. I very much appreciate it. Yes, I have been able to "think" myself to an ejaculation on 2 occasions in the past. That being said, it surely doesn't hurt if Mistress were to grab me by the base of my balls and then tickle my testicles with her nails. *smile

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  3. it shows that you are submissive and she is in control when she says, "Not tonight.'' It might actually be more exciting for you to be denied, knowing she calls all the shots.

    FD

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    1. You know me too well my friend. It is more exciting to be subject to what she wants (or doesn't want) for me.

      Thanks for commenting!

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  4. That's one lesson that never grows old.

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    1. Never does. Thanks for stopping by my friend!

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  5. sub hub you always make me smile :)

    Hugs
    Roz

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    1. Well how convenient is that? You always make me smile too so ... we have that going, huh? *smile <------ See, there it is again.

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  6. Hi SubHub
    What an awesome post! It reminded me of a time Mistress and I stayed in a hotel and it was so ridiculously hot, so hot that Mistress laid on top of the covers (which she never ever does), so when I woke up in the night she was lying next to me on her back sleeping, in the light of a clock radio. Stunning!
    Loved that she let you try to cum, that was so nice and I really felt for you trying your best to ruin... so frustrating, loved your Mistress' response to your begging as well. Perfect!
    :)

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    1. Thanks my friend and thanks for stopping by with your comments. I hope the next time she let's me try to cum that way that I can answer the bell.

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  7. Awesome that you've been able to cum without any stimulation at in the past. You must be channeling some amazing inner arousal! Wet dreams/nocturnal ejaculations come without physical stimuli so it is obviously doable as you have shown. If Mistress K. could harness and master that power you guys might have a future!

    Happy subbing,
    sublove

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    1. Hi sublove. thanks for stopping by and commenting. When I was able to in the past, it wasn't so much that I was able to channel inner arousal, but Mistress K.'s ability to channel it for me, take me to and leave me hovering at the very edge of orgasm.

      The only way to master/harness that power is to practice, practice, practice. *smile

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  8. SH- love all the visuals here...sounds like you had a most excellent night! Seeing Her euphoria, special. :) Luv the idea of trying to hump the air and cum on Her. Sorry it didn't happen.. but She does know what's best for you! Cannot imagine how you felt, spooning Her as hard as you were, afterwards... ouch!
    Funny, just this morning i had this vision of Wife doing a "reach around" tease of me in bed, me laying on side... so weird on the timing. Well, of the thought; not like it happened! :) sara

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    1. sara, thanks for stopping by. I swear, the more I am immersed in being a submissive husband to this beautiful, female creature, my definition of satisfying sexual experiences is constantly morphing, and hardly ever (if ever) includes an orgasm for me. I am sitting here, hard as a rock as I recall my futile, failed attempt to be able to cum by straddling my Mistress's naked body, humping the air and trying to cum. How does that happen?

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  9. Sounds like one heck of a wondeful experience. Thank you so much for sharing such special moments in your life with all of us.

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