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Monday, October 5, 2015

Nervous and eager (update)

In my most recent post, I talked about what it was like to be on the verge of receiving a spanking that I suspected (knew) would be a harsh one.  When I wrote it, I was waiting, naked for Mistress to return from taking the kids to school.  On this particular day, instead of going right to her office after dropping the kids off, Mistress was going to return home to get ready for work.  I suspected then that since I was about to leave town for a long fun weekend of golf and guy stuff, Mistress would indeed give me the punishment spanking that was pending and due.

When Mistress walked in the door I was naked (as I knew I should be) and working at the computer.  She walked by trailing her nails across my back and mentioned that she would be spanking me shortly.  Gulp!  She disappeared into the closet in our bedroom.  I could hear her open and close some drawers before summoning me to the closet.  I fully expected to be ordered onto the long counter in our closet so Mistress could execute on the spanking.

When I arrived in the closet, Mistress was standing in the doorway pouring lube into her right hand.  Without any expression on her face, she ordered me to stand in the doorway and to place my hands on the top of it and do not let them fall.  She immediately started rubbing my cock for a few strokes then turned her attention to my balls.  She cupped them, rolled them in her hands and continued to massage my aching balls.  I was lost in lust.  Then it occurred to me that Mistress was milking me.  She would occasionally rub the head of my cock with her slippery hand to speed up the process, but concentrated on the massaging of my balls. 

Mistress was looking me directly in the eyes, without any expression on her face.  She was methodical and determined to coax the semen from deep within my balls.  At that moment, and because of the expression on her face, that Mistress intended to give me my spanking punishment immediately following my milking.  I begged Mistress not to spank me after extracting the cum from my balls, knowing that receiving a spanking after ejaculation is so much worse.  I begged her with everything I had to give me my spanking first and then milk me after.

Mistress would have none of it.  She continued to massage my balls knowing that it would be stimulation enough to produce my ejaculate.  She remained expressionless and continued in a clinical fashion rubbing my aching balls.  After several minutes of begging and pleading, I resigned myself to the fact that my spanking would come AFTER my milking and not the other way around.  Standing naked with my arms at the top f the doorway, Mistress silently held her palm in front of my cock.  It was her silent instruction that it was time for me to produce my mess into her.  As if on cue and from only the stimulation of Mistress squeezing and massaging my balls in her hand, my ejaculate oozed from the head of my cock and into her hand.  She continued to squeeze my balls and coax out as much as she could.  When the cum stopped oozing in her hand, she abruptly let go of my now-slippery ball sack, she paused and looked into my eyes for what seemed like a long time.  For a moment there, I thought she was going to feed me my cum because seemed to be in the mood of making me do something that neither of us want to do.  Instead, she walked past me and into the bathroom to wash her hands.

She returned from the bathroom quickly, grabbed my outstretched arm and led me to the bed.  Pointing to it she instructed me to stand next to it and bend over the side.  I begged her some more not to give me my punishment right then but I'm afraid that only caused her to be more determined.  I bent over the bed, offering my bare, sweat covered ass to her for my spanking.  She had me stand for an adjustment and that's when she noticed that I had dribbled some of my cum on the freshly washed sheets.  Trust me, that didn't help my situation.

For what seemed like an eternity, Mistress spanked me the gruesome wooden spoon with the rounded back.  It was awful.  I came as close as I ever have to crying from the pain I was receiving at that moment.  The combination of the wicked rounded spoon and the temporary loss of erotic desire as a result of my milking seconds earlier, conspired to give me the worst spanking to date.  Didn't spank hard.  She didn't have to with that spoon.  The pain was deep, real and all I wanted her to do was finish.  My pleas only seemed to make her want to continue.

Mercifully it was over.  My face buried in the bed, panting, sweating and feeling the burn on my ass, I was trying to catch my breath.  I didn't dare move, assuming it was over because I hadn't been given the instructions to move.   She pulled me upright by my shoulder, turned me around and had me kneel before her for aftercare.

I was milked and spanked hard.  I was ashamed, feeling the pain, glad it was over and so very much in love with my Mistress Wife at that moment.  After a few minutes, I was instructed to stand, clean up, but the implements away and to get ready for my trip.

I will be working on letting my frustrations come out in the presence of Mistress.  I don't want to have to endure that again.

28 comments:

  1. Do you have a safe word in case things get too bad?

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    1. Yes. And thanks for asking. It was nowhere near safe word territory even if it hurt like a bitch. And it did.

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  2. *taking notes again here* lol.

    Working on a post for you on this subject after reading your comment on my current post, and after reading this post. So many thoughts, per usual. lol.

    xxxxxxxxxx

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  3. Ouch sub hub, I know how our wooden spoon feels! I'm sorry you were punished, but as always love that it made you b even closer to your Mistress and more in love. I bet it also acted as a rreminder during your trip, which I suspect was partly why she chose the timing. I hope you had a great weekend away.

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    Roz

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    1. Hi Roz and thank you as always for commenting. Ye, that damn wooden spoon with the rounded back. Ouch! ESPECIALLY after a milking. I believe she intended for me to go on my trip with something to remember her by. Boy did I.

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  4. I'd much rather feel the belt or strop kissing my bottom than the wooden spoon. the pain is very deep but you took it well. I would think for messing on the bed another spanking is in order. I know you both are not into it but at that point R would have had me lick what I could off the bed. But then at times she feeds me my cum. I hope your tender bottom did not effect your golf game.
    archedone

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    1. You're probably right archedone, another punishment should've been in order for messing the sheets, but I think she took that into account when delivering my punishment.

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  5. Hi sub hub, the punishment does sound very strict, and I am sorry that this happened. However I love that your Mistress took the time and gave you aftercare. I fully get you on feeling more love for her afterwards, because even though it hurts, it also helps to clean the slate and shows you your place and all of it done with love from her side too. I hope you had a great weekend and an even better reconnection afterwards.

    hugs

    Nina

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    1. Hi Ni Na. Yes, Mistress is always certain to give aftercare, which is SO important. So important! Clean slate status is always a good thing. My weekend was great. I did miss her very much though.

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  6. Eek...the wooden spoon... Sorry my friend. But at least its over! Clean slate!

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    1. Hi sweetheart. Yes ... at least it is over. Have you ever cried from a spanking?

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    2. Oh absolutely...especially punishment spankings. Punishment is a whole different headspace and I am generally crying as much from the disappointment in myself as I am the pain. I have cried during other spankings before too, just depends on how far he chooses to push me at that moment.

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    3. There really is something special about being taken to that "punishment headspace", isn't there? I have never cried from either the pain or the disappointment of my infraction, but I was close here.

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    4. Hello SubHub,
      You were very brave and very obedient. She must be very proud of you. You must have been very naughty to earn a post orgasm spanking.Jay does not get many spanking like that but he remembers every one just as you will this one. One word of unsolicited advice and that is to give yourself permission to cry when you reach that point. It cleanses your soul while that wooden spoon is doing its job on your naughty ass. I encourage Jay to cry and it thrills me when he does.
      Marisa

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    5. Hi Marisa,

      thanks for coming by and saying hello. She was proud of me and fell deeper in love with her, as I always do everytime she goes through the trouble of punishing me.

      It wasn't that I was necessarily especially bad, but more of a timing thing. I had a punishment spanking pending while I also had my regularly schedule monthly milking that was postponed, and so therefore was also pending. I think Mistress just wanted to use the convenience of the circumstance to give the not often used, post orgasm spanking. Ouch!

      Thanks so much for your obvious good advice. I'm not certain how Mistress K. would feel about her making me cry by paddling my ass, but my guess is that she would be thrilled by it as well.

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    6. I read so many accounts written by men noting they did not cry or don't often cry. Tears are a natural result of severe corporal punishment and I suspect their absence is caused by deep inhibition tied to concern about how their wife would react to penitential tears.Many woman might be uncomfortable and I was until it happened.But if a wife doesn't want tears, that's fine . But if she does she should encourage her husband to let go, making it clears she not only approves but expects tears when they are appropriate
      Marisa

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  7. Hope your golf swing was not seriously affected by a sore bum.

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    1. My golf swing was affected by something. I played like shit! I don't think it was the paddling though.

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  8. Yikes! Can't imagine all that went through your mind. A clean slate makes it all worth it!

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    1. Thanks HS. At least it was an impromptu post-ejaculation punishment and I was subject to the anticipation leading up to it. *smile

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  9. Hello friend. Another great post. I enjoy your blog. I think it would've been a great opportunity for her to introduce you to the taste of your own cum. Especially knowing that she was about to give you a hard spanking afterward. Imagine getting that same spanking with the taste of cum in your mouth. This post describes a very familiar way I like to punish my husband .... post orgasm. Only I don't milk him or allow him the comfort of a ruined orgasm. I make him cum all the way!

    Mistress A.

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    1. Hello Mistress, and thank you for stopping by once again. I always appreciate hearing from you and am thankful that you take the time to leave comments. I still do wish that there was a way to know you other than anonymous so we could interact more than just me replying to you here every couple of months or so. That being said, however you make contact here is very much appreciated.

      Thank you.

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  10. It certainly sounds like your Mistress knew you needed a very good harsh punishment that would be lasting for a long time to come. Good for her! Glad you endured it!

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    1. Hello Mistress Marie. It is always an honor to have you stop by and leave a comment. Thank you.

      Mistress K. seems to always know when a good harsh punishment is needed. Thank you for your encouragement!!

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  11. It certainly sounds like your Mistress knew you needed a very good harsh punishment that would be lasting for a long time to come. Good for her! Glad you endured it!

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  12. It certainly sounds like your Mistress knew you needed a very good harsh punishment that would be lasting for a long time to come. Good for her! Glad you endured it!

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  13. Your description of what it's like to hear the *sounds* as you wait hit home. i've not been milked before a spanking, but it sounds dreadful! sara e

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