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Monday, March 9, 2015

We never really fight

But last night we had a tiff.  Mistress was explaining what had just happened with one of our kids and I was rolling my hand as if to encourage her to get to the point.  That's when the trouble started. It was an incredibly rude thing to do and she let me know she wasn't at all happy with me by immediately sopping the conversation, leering at me and then going silent.  For about 15 minutes following, I brooded thinking she shouldn't be so upset over something so small. 

We went about our business getting dinner ready which required some interaction.  It was clear that she remained unhappy with me.  I thought about the many wise words from my dear friend I'm Hers (  http://im-hers.blogspot.com/  ) and quickly realized that my actions were both unnecessary and disrespectful.  I sincerely apologized to Mistress K and she quickly accepted my apology.  I immediately felt that I may have avoided one of those "severe punishment spankings".  The kind where Mistress K. forces me to masturbate to orgasm proceeding a hard spanking.  Quickly things got back to "normal" and we were having a nice, wonderful evening enjoying each other's company.

I went to bed before Mistress K. and fell asleep quickly.  I had showered before going to bed and thought I'd surprise her by having her sub laying naked in bed, wearing a hint of her favorite cologne that she loves so much.  When she came to bed she nuzzled beside me and started rubbing my butt, running her fingers lightly over and barely between my ass cheeks.  She knows how much I love that.  She whispered to me that I had angered her earlier and that this was now that second offense for which I had a spanking pending, while she continued to rub my bottom.  She abruptly removed the sheets, exposing my bare ass and gently placed a kiss on my ass.  I was both horny and worried about what was to come next.  She stopped rubbing me and then rolled over and settled in for the night.  She said goodnight, placed a hand on my ass and drifted off to sleep.  I tried to entice some more of her tender attention to my bottom but she was not interested.  We both fell asleep.

This morning was like any other morning.  Mistress retrieved the coffee I had made for and set about getting ready for her day.  After her shower, while she was about to blow dry her hair, she called me into the bathroom, had me lock the door, told me to get some lube and instructed me to sit on the floor and masturbate while she dried her hair.  She was naked expect for the Uggs boots she likes to wear in the morning.  I began to masturbate while watching her dry her hair.  She was a vision of gorgeousness occasionally leaning over to offer me a view of hat ass I love to worship so much.  She stopped and said "you will not be cumming"!  When I told her I was going to cum if I didn't stop stroking, she said "you'd better figure it out".  OMG it was torture.  I was successful in continuing without cumming but it was the most intense edging I have had in some time.  When she was done drying her hair, she said "you may stop now.  Get cleaned up and return to what you were doing."  I'm not certain, but I'm pretty sure that was a form of punishment because Mistress wouldn't let me stop, and she wouldn't let me cum, and she wouldn't let me touch her.

As I write this, my blue balls ache while my mind considers my pending punishment(s).  I am so sorry Mistress.

12 comments:

  1. It's never a good idea to act annoyed and impatient with your Mistress. Naughty! I would also be very upset with that.

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    1. I couldn't agree more Mistress Marie. Thank you.

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  2. I'm not sure I'd be happy with that being your only punishment. I can make punishments last a number of days just to reinforce that I won't be crossed. Maybe you'll get off lightly

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  3. Oh goodness, my bad, I wasn't clear. That wasn't my punishment. It may have been a punishment but not THE punishment

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  4. Great minds think alike. I read this from my phone and couldn't reply at the time but I was very much thinking, it was a punishment but maybe not THE punishment.

    That being said, your post cuts to the thick of the matter. Your Mistress deserves better from you and you know that- you don't need me to tell you. I know you to be a serving and loving submissive husband to your Wife, your Mistress K, and she leads you with everything she has. Honor that SHIP, don't wait and anticipate the punishment. Honor all you have promised to be for her and keep your focus there.

    XOXO Pearl

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    1. Thanks so much for the encouragement Pearl. I very much do honor my commitment and although I don't always perfectly execute on that commitment, I absolutely desire to. Although the anticipated punishment is something that will always be something top-of-mind until it happens, it's never the worst part of making a mistake. Not by a long shot. It truly is the regret I feel for having disappointed Mistress K.. My focus may need slight adjusting from time to time, but that's only because I have a continuous desire to keep my field of view clear.

      Thank you as always for your kind words and continued support Pearl.

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  5. WOW self edging now that is hard I imagine. No I'm sure that was not your punishment that will come later when you are bent over with a bare bottom and maybe after a good long spanking some pegging would follow. I'm sure you will keep us advised. Also my friend I wish I could be more open but I can't as no one except people here know my wife spanks me and I'm her submissive. If I was more open and my kids were to discover this site not only would Mistress be up set but it would probably end our FLM.
    archedone

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    1. I understand and support your anonymity my friend. Was just wondering. You are always welcome here anytime and in any level of discretion.

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  6. Sub,

    That is my number one sin against Her Royal Highness as well!
    When I get in 'task mode' and she stops me to start telling me something that she feels is important I do at times totally 'surrender my will' to her and listen with rapt attention and at other times I am bad and I get impatient that she is not 'getting to the point'!

    Those are the worst! Showing disrespect is the worst!

    I suppose that being flexible to HER will and HER schedule IS getting to the real point and I need to live in that moment without ceasing. I (probably like you) wish it was easier, but it is what it is and we simply continue onward as best we can...

    SH

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    1. Thanks so much SH for stopping by and commenting. It is disrespectful and it causes a great deal of regret on my part when it happens. But, like most other things that deserve correction, it is a learning experience which helps to lessen the likely hood of it happening (as often) in the future. I'm thankful that I am at least able to see where I have gone so much sooner after it happens.

      Thanks again for coming by.

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