It happened. It has never happened before but it happened. About a week ago, Mistress wanted me inside her while she was using her vibrator to have an orgasm. On this occasion, she had specifically told me that I would not be having an orgasm, ruined or otherwise. It is my job of course to pull out if I get too close to the edge but on this occasion, I pulled out too late. I didn't have an orgasm (not even a ruined one for that matter) but my body just took over and a small ejaculation happened. All over her tummy. My initial hope was that it was just a build up of pre cum, bit alas, it was the real thing.
This marks the first time that I have ejaculated without permission. Not only did I not have permission, but was specifically told NOT TO!
My friend little girl talked about the nervous anticipation that goes along with knowing that a punishment spanking is pending, and not knowing when or to what extend. You can read her words here:
http://submissivelittlegirl.blogspot.com/2015/04/crawling-back-to-you.html?showComment=1427987278030#c5562281381450916194
Nervously, I attempt to "prepare myself mentally" for what is coming, but it only seems to manifest itself in shame and regret for having displeased Mistress the way I did.
I'll keep you posted.
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Thursday, April 2, 2015
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