Sunday, yummy Sunday (continued)

I mentioned in my previous about other yummy things that happened last Sunday, so here goes:

After receiving the surprisingly hard spanking earlier in the day, and the beautiful aftercare that followed, I found myself with a kind of "walking on air" feeling for the rest of the day.  It was getting close to bedtime.  We had finished a lovely dinner as a family and Mistress was putting the kids to bed.  She had informed me that we were going to sit outside and enjoy the beautiful Arizona evening before we went to bed.  You know, we time.  There were no sexual overtones.  It was just supposed to be the two of us sitting outside, enjoying quiet paradise.  It's something we do from time to time and is very relaxing.   I was still grimy from the activities of the day (working on the car and around the yard) so I went to take a shower so I could be clean, smelling good and better to cuddle with when were went outside.  

In the shower I put a fresh shave on my down-there regions because Mistress had recently told me that there were be more frequent inspections of that area in order to confirm compliance of the rule that I always be freshly shaved around my cock, balls and ass.  Spanking punishment would be the result of non-compliance and with Mistress' recent, renewed enthusiasm for harshly punishing me, and mostly because I don't want to disappoint Mistress, I have started to shave there every other day, sometimes on consecutive days.  For those of us that shave down there, you probably know that sometimes you just can't seem to get s nice, close shave, and other times you can get a beautiful smooth-all-over shave.  When that happens, at least for me, it makes me feel especially sexy.  This night was one of those awesome shaving experiences and I was as smooth and buttery I can ever remember.  Getting out of the shower and applying the Tend Skin, I was feeling especially proud and decided that I would accompany Mistress outside wearing only a t-shirt.  The one I wore went down about an inch or so past my but and in that moment, it felt like I was a naked girl, wearing no panties under a short dress.  It was hot.

I went outside dressed like, expecting to see Mistress but she was still putting the kids to bed.  After about 10 minutes, she emerged and came to join me on the outside bench couch to enjoy the quiet of the night.  Since it was dark, she didn't know that I was naked under my short "dress".  After a few minutes, we were cuddling and she went to put her hand on my cock and was surprised to find me naked down there.  She very much approved and began to inspect my down-there region of signs of hair.  She was very pleased with me that I was buttery smooth.  As she does often, she purposely avoids direct contact with my penis during inspection, as a way to tease me and to keep the act of inspection all business.  Jokingly, I mentioned that she didn't need to ignore my shaft during her inspection because there are the occasional hairs that grow there that she should be certain were removed.  She giggled and said no and removed her hand and we resumed our cuddling.  I was left with a growing cock and no expectation of anything further. 

She pulled away from me slightly, sat up and lifting my little shirt that was barely covering my parts and without warning, leaned down and took me into her mouth and starting to give me a beautiful, tender, lovingly sincere blow job.  I was in heaven.  I won't go on to explain the obvious joy of receiving a blowjob but I will tell you that for me, I consider it such an incredible honor anytime Mistress allows my penis to enter any part of her body.  Her body is my temple and to look down and see my beautiful queen making love to my cock with her mouth is almost an indescribable joy.  I immediately feel like I am the luckiest man in the world.  It's hard to explain, but it's more of an emotional euphoria than physical.  On this beautiful night, in this beautiful setting, my Queen, my Mistress was pleasuring my cock with her mouth.  It was absolute heaven. 

Event though I hadn't cum in forever, I was surprised at how long I could go without informing Mistress that I was near orgasm.  It was like 10 minutes of pure bliss.  When I was approaching orgasm, Mistress would stop for a moment and lay her head on my chest leaving my rock hard cock bobbing and wanting more attention.  About 2 minutes later, without saying a word, Mistress resumed her oral gift and it went on for another 7-8- minutes before she stopped to prevent me from cumming.  She then decided it was time for us to go to bed and ordered me to my feet.  She stood in front and pulled up my shirt as if her little slut was standing there, naked under her dress, waiting to be revealed.  That feeling of objectification that moment was magical.  "let's go to bed" she said and turned to walk inside. 

Once in bed, I asked Mistress (like I do every night before we go to sleep) if she would like an orgasm this night.  She said she would and she instructed me to stand at the side of the bed bed.  She then instructed me to knell on the floor beside the bed.  Once I was properly kneeling, she scooted to the edge, opened her legs and without saying a word, silently commanded me to service her orally.  Being allowed to put my mouth on her pussy or anus gives me the same feeling of true honor of being allowed to worship at her temple like this.  She had me stop when she said "put your cock inside me".  My cock was never harder.  Being allowed to worship at her temple always gets me that way.  I stood immediately and slowly entered her while she was marinating in sexual pleasures.  Looking down at her as I slowly slide my cock inside was yet another glorious moment of honor for me.  I slowly filled and began to slowly push in and out of her when the feeling of a pending orgasm came rushing toward me.  I stopped and at that point she could sense why and without skipping a beat, she said "get back down there".  This was something new an different because normally Mistress doesn't like the idea of me putting my mouth where my cock had just been.  It's probably for the same (or similar) reason that she doesn't like the idea of me having to consume my cum like so many other submissive men are required to do.

I alternated between cock and tongue for what seemed like forever when she instructed me to hand her the vibrator. When I did, she rolled onto her tummy then pushed her ass up in the air and ordered me to resume fucking her, but this time with my penis extension (pinky) on.  It was obvious she didn't want her orgasm being pre-empted by me finding myself on the edge of orgasm.  With the vibrator doing it job nicely on her clit while my cock was buried inside her, she had two intense orgasms, one after the other until finally collapsing on the bed.  I stepped back and stood dutifully at the side of the bed while she recovered.   That vision was yet another experience that I was honored to be allowed to have.  Seeing lead up to an orgasm, have 2 of them and then watch her lay there in post-orgasmic joy.  I stood there a very proud and thankful submissive husband, relishing in the gifts that my benevolent Mistress Wife had bestowed upon me. 

As she was getting her "legs" back following her orgasm, she asked me when was the last time I had an orgasm.  "Early February Mistress" was my reply.  Of course I was hopeful that her question was an indicator that I may be having one this evening until she next said, "put everything where it belongs and come cuddle me in bed.  You'll be going to sleep with a hard cock tonight".  After cleaning everything and putting things where they belong, I climbed into bed, nuzzled up next to my naked Mistress Wife that was still feeling the physical effects of her incredible orgasms, and held her close while she fell asleep.  Before she dozed off, I was able to whisper into her ear how grateful I was for the entire day and for her ownership of me.  She let out a moan that sounded like a contented smile and quickly fell asleep. 

What a lucky man I am.  My God, what a lucky man I am.

Can't wait to try it

Today, I went to the grown-up toy store to hopefully find some things that Mistress and I might need on our upcoming special night of vows renewal.  There was a double headed strap on that I saw that was something I always wanted to get for Mistress for when she pegs me.  The reason is of course, that I want it to be pleasurable for her as well.  I think it would be awesome for us to be able to get fucked simultaneously.  It was pricey and she ultimately said no.  Probably for the best because the dildo size was bigger than I have ever taken back there, although I have said before that I do aspire to be trained to take bigger.

Then, I came across this:

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Is was glass, which is now my favorite material for back there.  Plus, as you can plainly see, it is 2 headed.  It was inexpensive ($30) and very well could allow for us to simultaneously enjoy being penetrated even though it is not attached to a strap on harness.  I asked her if I could buy this one and she said ........... YES!

It's still bigger than the rubber cock that she currently uses in her harness and is a little bigger than the widest part of my butt plug, but I've got a great deal of confidence. 

I'll keep you posted!

I love it when She .......

I cherish that moment every single day, every morning, when I present myself before Mistress.   It's not a ritualistic event. Frankly, it's hardly anything more than me standing before her, naked and vulnerable.  It wasn't something that we talked about or planned.  it isn't in our official list of "rules" that have when we started our FLM.  it was just something that become a natural habit and as such, it is something I cherish.  At this moment every day, sometimes we have the opportunity for deeply moving, tender moments that can include all kinds of sexual activities;  or an opportunity to carry out a punishment if one is pending;  or an opportunity for Mistress to have me kneel before her and worship her, and many other wonderful things.  Other times, it may a hand gesture from the kitchen that means "I'm busy", or other types of real life things that can (and will) alter this daily moment.

On this particular morning, Mistress had me wear a butt plug to the office.  I especially love to wear the butt plug.  I love the process of preparing myself for the insertion of it.  I do it standing with one foot on a stool, leaning forward.  While I am gently working the plug into my bottom, i lean further forward , imagining that Mistress is behind me, entering my body with strap on.  The second i am able to visualize that, my body now seems to relax and accept the plug easier and easier each time.  I enjoy working it to its widest part, lingering there for a while and then allow my bottom to naturally pull it inside, where it just seems to belong.  Once my bottom has pulled it into place and has secured it at its base, it feels like it belongs there.  Like Mistress belongs there. 

Mistress knows that after a lunch meeting that I will have, I will be leaving town to head to the mountains in advance of her and the kids joining me there on Friday.  She instructed me to return home from my meeting, before leaving for the mountains so that I could properly say goodbye to her, and to remove the plug she had me plant i my bottom hole.  So, after lunch, i will return home to properly say goodbye to my beloved Mistress, and to remove the plug from my ass before making the drive to the mountains alone.  I already know that my bottom will feel vacant and will wish she was there.

I love it when She ......  tells me what to wear every day as a symbol of her ownership of me, my submission to her and as a constant reminder during the day that she is with me.  Even those days when she tells me i will be wearing nothing but "normal" clothes arouse me because I know that I wearing what I was instructed to wear to please her.    I love it when She does that.

an almost touch-free orgasm

It was this close from happening.

On Wednesday morning this week, after Mistress had taken the kids to school, she came back into the house to fin me working away at the computer, but completely naked as I am required to be when alone in her presence.  She kissed me nonchalantly and disappeared into our bedroom.  I resumed what I was doing on the computer. 

A few minutes later I hear "Please come here pet".  I immediately stopped what I was doing and went into the bedroom to see what Mistress wanted.  I walked in and found her laying on the bed in only her panties.  My already half hard cock (it got half hard just at being able to be naked in her presence, which is a rarity with kids in the house) started to get harder.  She summoned me over to the side of the bed and asked me if I had some time or did I need to leave for the office.  Not surprisingly, I had time!

She told me to get on the bed and to start worshipping her body.  I immediately got on the bed and started giving her those soft little kisses all over her body that she loves.  Kisses were delivered all over her nearly naked body, with emphasis on her new favorite spot to receive them ... behind the knee.  In any event, she rolled over and told me to put some lube on the end of my cock and to get her vibrator for her.  I handed her the vibrator and as instructed, slide my cock inside her.  She wanted to have an orgasm and damn it, she was going to have an orgasm.   Being inside her while she was having her first orgasm was almost too much.  I wasn't thrusting because there was no way I was going to be able to avoid cumming if I did.  Immediately after her orgasm, I pulled out quickly because I knew I would lose it.  She told me she wasn't done and informed me that I was going to e punished for pulling out of her without permission. 

When I told her that watching her have an orgasm, in and of itself was enough to make me cum, she said "Oh, really?  Let's see if that is true"  She had me straddle her tummy.  She told me that was allowed to cum if was able to do so without touching my cock with my hand, or without touching my cock anywhere on her body.  She then proceeded to have an incredible orgasm with the help of her favorite vibrator.  It was such a turn on and although it was a super hot scene and although I felt like I was an inch away from going over the edge and into orgasm land, I wasn't able to.  Instead I was savoring the place I was in ... teetering on the edge. 

Then all of a sudden she pinched the area of my ball-sack near the perineum and that was all it took.  I fell over the edge and felt a full on orgasm about to erupt.  Mistress, being the clever Mistress that she is, immediately recognized that I was about to ejaculate and let go of my ball sack, inducing the most incredible ruined orgasm I have ever had.  It was induced merely by the sigh of my Mistress, laying underneath me, and having an orgasm.  There was zero physical stimulation to my cock, making the absolute most frustrating, wonderful ruined orgasm I have ever had.  Mistress seemed pleased that I was able to get so close to an actual orgasm from just seeing her have the pleasure of an orgasm. 

What an incredible experience.

Are you naked under those shorts?

Mistress asked that question of me just now as she was walking out the door to bring some things over to our neighbors house for a party later today.

"Yes, I am naked under my shorts", I said.

"Go put your butt plug in and get busy putting that shelf up I told you about earlier!"

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Installed and now I am off to do what I was told!

You decide today

I woke before Mistress, as I usually do everyday.  Normally I can tell when is getting up and then I will rush over to her and ask her if she is ready for her coffee then or not.  On this day, she looked like she didn't feel good but asked for her coffee anyway.  Naked, I scurried off to the kitchen to fix her morning beverage.  She was outside walking the dogs so I left it on the counter, where I normally leave and hurried to get in the shower. 

Sidebar ....... while I was in the shower, I cleaned myself really, really, really, really good.  Lately, ever since Mistress trimmed, almost shaved my body hair, I am loving how it makes me feel (like a slut) and I find myself lingering in the shower.  Not inappropriately mind you, just lingering.

Anyway, after my shower, I went to Mistress, naked of course, to let her know I was about to dressed.  Then was when I discovered that she was dealing with a migraine and didn't want to be bothered.  I told I was sorry for bothering her and kissed her on the forehead (you know, to help with her headache).  She told me that it was up to me to wear whatever I wanted to wear today under my clothes.  I said yes Mistress, and turned to walk in the closet.  It took about 1.2 seconds for me to decide what I was going to wear.  it was ..............  this:

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I just got off the phone with Mistress.  She has recovered nicely from her migraine and asked what I had decided to wear.  When I told her what it was, she perked right up, and then called me a little slut.  I immediately smiled and began to adjust my pants because my cock was swelling rapidly.  She let me go because I was late for a meeting but I am so happy to know that this wasn't one of those headaches that completely immobilize her. 

I also had a dream last night that was troubling, and caused me to wake up in a bit of a panic.  Nothing life or death serious, but serious nonetheless.  It was a short dream. In it, I had just masturbated to orgasm in a room, behind a door when all of a sudden Mistress walked in to discover what I had just done.  She was pissed.  She didn't know I was doing that, she didn't authorized me to touch myself, pleasure myself and certainly did not allow to use an orgasm that she owns, yet there I was, in all my glory, covered in my own cum and immersed in shame.  She was pissed!!!!  Then I woke up.

Did you ever have one of those dreams that was so scary that it affected you for several minutes after you woke up?  Yeah, this was one of those times.

Familiar things

No matter how nice vacation is, it's always good to get back home too. It's nice to be able to rediscover all the familiar things in your hoe that one tends to take for granted. One of the things I was most looking forward to was being able to shave my cock, balls and ass smoothly, the way I am supposed to always be fore Mistress L. Among the familiar comfort things that were at home were all the things that use for shaving. The biggest thing that wasn't available to me while on vacation was SOFT WATER. Every-time I have tried Mistress's property in the mountains, I would always look like a wounded soldier when it was done because of all the nicks from using hard water. In fact, Mistress thought long and hard about whether to punish me for merely assuming that I somehow had a hall pass from keeping myself smooth for her at all times. She very well may still be considering it. Back at home, in my shower with soft water last night, using my pink razor, I was able to give myself an incredibly close shave (without any nicks) in all areas in and near my cock, ball and ass. I usually feel sexy and slutty right after an especially close shave, and last night was no exception. After I was done in the shower, and was ready to go to bed, I walked naked over to Mistress to say goodnight, strutting my newly recent smoothness and was prepared in case there was to be an impromptu inspection. Frankly, I was hoping that once she got a look at me all freshly showered and shaved, that she would see me for the available slut that I am and take right then. Alas that was not to be the case. The kids were still awake and clinging all over her. So off to bed I went .... alone. This morning, Mistress awoke about an hour after I did and was milling around the house earlier than usual. As required each day, I prepared her coffee and delivered it to her. I thanked her for all of the "attention" that she had paid during our vacation and let her know that it has had a noticeable positive impact on my outlook in life. She was feeling generous and told me to edge myself in the shower this morning. We have a big walk-in shower that has no doors. She walked tot he edge and summoned me over and instructed me to fill her hand with lube from the bottle we keep in the shower. I walked over to her, filled her hand full of lube, placed the bottle down, widened my legs, place my hands behind my hand and presented myself for her. There is just something special about looking right into her eyes when she edges me. In this particular tease and denial, I came as close to having an accidental orgasm as I ever have in the past. Luckily, I was able to hold it off. She edged me three more times (took like 60 seconds I was so horny) and turned and left telling me to get ready to go to work. I was instructed to wear my balls separator harness to the office this morning. Another familiar thing I miss, wearing the neoprene harness that gently but firmly separates my balls from body. I love you Mistress.

Questions for you. Kindly reply with an answer

In a previous post (the one right before this one), I posted a few pictures of sub men being pegged in various positions.  I used these particular pictures because I felt that each of them had their own apects that made them unique, yet similar, and all of them erotic and not "pornish" so much.  You may disagree about the lack of "pornish" qualities.  Each of them was an image that depicted the some of the following:

• loving pegging between a male sub and his Domme
• genuine arousal and desire from the sub male at being taken this way by his Mistress
• a romantic, sensuous quality that seemed less "pornish" and more of a realistic portrayal of the desire and joy a sub male feels when being penetrated by his Mistress, unless of course the sub is being pegged harshly as a punishment.
• a variety of positions that promoted sensuality and total, unquestioned, loving domination and genuine submissive desire

Then I posted a question (although I see now that I failed to include a question mark) that asked subs what their favorite position was when being taken anally by their Mistress.  One of my favorite followers/commenters (Anonymous Mistress A.) left a comment expressing her disappointment and not being asked what favorite position(s) she (and other Dommes) prefer to place their subs in when taking them with a strap on.  And she makes a very good point.

Apologies to Anonymous Mistress A. and to all the other Dommes that follow/read/comment on this blog for considering that you too may wish to weigh in.  So, here goes .....If you are a dominant, what is your favorite position to place your sub in when taking them anally?  and .....If you are a submissive male, what is your favorite position to be in when you are taken anally.

I eagerly await your input.  Thank you

What will it be today?

As i do every morning, i presented myself naked to Mistress to inquire about what i would be wearing under my clothes today.  At that moment Mistress K. was frustrated by O/our little shithead dog because all he wanted to do was sniff around the ground outside and play, while all She wanted him to do was poop.  In that frustration, Mistress was not necessarily able to focus on what my attire would be for the day and then just blurted "it's a free day for you to choose what you want to wear". 

Hmmm, now what?

my mind immediately to go through my options and of course i immediately went to all of the things that i enjoy wearing the most.  Was it going to be the Velcro balls-separator that comfortably hold my balls so deliciously out in front of my legs when i sit and walk, that cause me to constantly be reminded of who owns them? 

Was it going to be another one of my favorites, our new glass butt plug that feels like it was made for me, which constantly fills me and reminds me of who owns the cavity that holds it? 

Would i go with cock ring with balls splitter?

 

 

Decisions, decisions.  i went with panties!  Why panties?  i didn't know exactly except that when the thought crossed my mind, my knee-jerk reaction was one of submission in that panties always make me feel like Mistress's little slut girl.  Also because i concluded that the decision was "edgy" because it was the first time on my own that i made a decision to wear panties.  i don't have a desire to be feminized with a wig, eye lashes, lipstick and the like, but i do admit that i enjoy the feeling i get when Mistress will have me dress like a slut.  i still have fond memories of when Mistress put a corset on me, which only served to rev up those 'dirty-girl' thoughts.  In fact, panties are a very key component of one of my favorite fantasy sex photos where a strap-on wearing Mistress has her black thong wearing submissive laying on his tummy on a foot stool, while she is adorned with a lovely strap on, and his black thong panties are pulled to the side for the sole purpose of making his bottom accessible to his Mistress.

 

My first instinct was to wear the glass butt plug because the last time wore it, it was a pleasurable delight even after it being inserted for 13 hours straight.  If you've never worn a butt plug, it helps when your colon is clear and your tummy is at rest and not churning, even a little.  This particular morning, i wasn't convinced that my tummy was restful enough to be able to last the whole day.  After concluding that, the thought did cross my mind to give it a go though because, let's be honest half the fun of wearing a plug is the process of inserting it.  After a minute of contemplation, i realized that it would merely be an opportunistic and dishonest way for me to justify satisfying the desire to penetrate my own ass, under the guise of considering it.  Mistress probably never even would've know because She was off that f*ucking dog of ours trying to him to poop.  Still, i couldn't do it because it would've been akin to lying to Her.

 

So, here i am, in my panties, relishing the feeling of the lace that holds them up and the material that splits my ass cheeks and rests right up again my tiny rear hole.  I feel like such and ass whore!  Thank you Mistress.  I love you.

Free Day

i was just informed by Mistress that this evening i will have free access to the pleasure of by body , in any way i want, to do anything i wish to myself sexually.  Not only that ....... get this, i am required to bring myself to orgasm.  Yes, that's what i said, i am required to bring myself to orgasm.  What a special treat, a special that Mistress had given to me.

When i first saw the words on the text, i thought she must be kidding.  Maybe it was a typo?  So i asked for her to confirm that not only was i allowed to cum, i was REQUIRED to cum.  Holy crap!!  It didn't take long for me to realize that this would be the first time in 2 years that will orgasm fully and ejaculate without her being a witness.  my initial reaction was unsettling.  i have lovingly and willingly committed myself to only ever ejaculating while in the presence of my Mistress.  So late, when i am done teasing and denying myself repeatedly, and i am done repeatedly filling my hungry bottom with her strappy cock, i will have an orgasm.  One hour from now, i will be going to have dinner with some buddies.  While there i will be wearing my new glass plug (wearing it now) and will have my balls-stretcher harness on in tribute to my Mistress Wife.

There is an old joke .....  "I had sex last night and i was nervous.  Yeah, I was all alone."  Genuinely, i will be nervous.

I love you Mistress.  You are a glorious Mistress, lover, Wife and friend.  Thank You.

Deep in sub space

There are times when i naturally find myself very deep in subspace.  Of course i am naturally there when i am naked and with Mistress, but there are also other times (like now) where i find myself deep in subspace without being in a scene or session with my beloved Mistress.  Mistress has me wearing my favorite balls harness and that only adds to my desire.

It is time like these when i find myself looking to be brought to the very edge of my limits by Mistress.  It's scary but also feels very natural.  i wonder if this is progression that D/s couples naturally go through.  It is times like now that if limits were to be tested, limits very well could be expanded.  i know in the bottom of my heart this comes from safe place i find myself under the control of my beloved Mistress K.

I love you darling!

Appointment for Pegging Love

We had an appointment.  i came home from the office at 10 am and found Her working on the computer.  She looks at me and said "get naked".  i asked Her if i could take a shower for her so i could be clean and freshly shaved.  She said yes.  Before i got into the shower, She told me to get Her some lube and bring it to Her.  She edged me right there and it only took a minute or less to get me to edge.  The She shooed me off to get clean and smooth.  While i was in the shower, She came in (it's a large walk-in shower that does have a door) with lube still on Her hands and called me to the edge and proceeded to stroke my cock and bring me right to the edge again.  i love that!

When i was done showering and shaving, i brushed my teeth and put her favorite cologne on.  i felt like a little slut knowing what was about to happen to me.  i was Her slut.  She called me over to the computer, slid Her chair back and told m to put my hands on the desk and not to move.  She disappeared for a moment then returned with something in Her hand.  It was a small butt plug.  She lubed me all up and eased the plug into my bottom.  i just loved being there, naked with instructions to offer my ass and not to move.  When the plug was She told me to sit on it and do some work while She went off and gathered other before getting into the shower Herself.  When She returned, i was told to stand a reassume the position i was in before.  She replaced the small plug with a larger one and had me sit on that and resume my work while she primped.

She returned with her strap on in place and a condom covered rubber cock protruding from it.  It's rather small and i have told her before that i was hopeful to be trained to take bigger from Her.  i was told to stand again and go remove the larger plug.  It came out with a plop and my ass was ready for Her to be there.  When i returned, again i assumed the position, standing while She nestled in behind me, placed the tip of the cock against my hole and slowly slid it inside.  It was wonderful.  i really loved being fucked like that, bent over and occasionally standing so i could kiss her over my shoulder while she fucked me.  She started jerking my cock and i asked her not to let me cum.  She informed me that it wasn't up to me and continued fucking and stroking.  Before i knew i would come, i asked her if she would put me on the floor and take me.  She pulled out took me to the bedroom and pointed to the floor and said, on your back.  i laid down, spread my legs and pulled them up to my chest like a whore.  my eyes pleading with her to fuck.  She got on her knees, eased the cock inside me and was looking right into my eyes like hoped She would.  She fucked me like for a few minutes and then started to stoke my cock again.  i knew i couldn't resist but still begged for Her to deny me an orgasm.  She declined and informed me i was going to cum.  Knowing i had no choice, i then asked permission to cum and She ordered me to cum while She was slowly working the cock inside me, all the time staring into my eyes.  God i loved that!!!  i felt like her ass-whore girl.  i came like a wildcat!  All over my tummy and chest, and even on my neck under my chin.  After i came, she did a little post-orgasm torture on me while i begged her not to.  She stopped, stood and removed the strap on harness and dropped it next me on the floor, telling me that i had plenty of things to clean.  i laid there for what seemed like hours before i could muster the strength to rise.

Oh my god what an orgasm!  What a gift She gave to me.  i love Her so much!

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Pegged .... Yes!

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This did happen!  Subspace is one thing .... sliding down like an ass whore on to Her rubber cock while you stare into Her eyes is quite another.   She allowed me the most glorious orgasm!!

I adore Her!

Texting and Sexting

Sometimes i get inspired.  i sometimes find myself going into subspace at the mere thought of the love and devotion that i have for this woman ... this Goddess ... this Mistress ... my Keyholder.

Here is a text exchange W/we had yesterday during of those inspired moments for me:

Me:

I'm proud to be yours. To live in chastity as you deem appropriate. For you to own those parts on my body that can be used for sex. To wear your cage. To wear your panties. To wear your plug. To wear your harnesses. I adore my Keyholder. I love you my Mistress

Her:

I luv nothing more than a devoted pet!

 

Me:

I want to be good for you, but by your definition of what good for you is. I accept and need the punishments I receive from you in whatever firm you determine necessary, even if that means strong temporary pain and tears. Your punishments help me more than you may know.

Her:

Yes my love

Me:

I am so devoted (pictures included)
 

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Her:
Thank you for my pictures lover. You are my pet, I own every part of you, and you are the single most important part of my emotional well-being

Me:  *happy. *yours

Her:  (this was supposed to be a picture of sexy, red, Mistress lips.  The image did not come through)

I love her!

It doesn't take much

First of all, Happy Easter to those of you that celebrate it.

Yesterday afternoon, W/we found ourselves alone in the house unexpectedly.  Yesterday morning, Mistress told me to wear panties for the day.  i chose the small (they are hers) black thong with the sheer panel in the front.  She likes to see me in that because She can see my cock strain through the sheer material.

As many of you know, without being told, i am required to be nude when W/we are alone together unless otherwise instructed.  On this day She said She wanted to see me in my panties.  Later, i was alone on the couch looking at naughty pictures of submissive men being ass-whores (wishing i was one of them), when Mistress came over and wanted to take a nap.  She lowered herself on to the couch, laid her head in my lap and ran one of her arms under my leg so her hand could rest on my pantied cock.  In order for Her to find comfort enough to nap, i had to spread my legs wide and hold them there.

She napped for about 20 minutes but it was an incredibly wonderful 20 minutes for me.  i have been whining about not being touched enough lately and here She was, with her beautiful face resting on my panties cock, Her delicate hand gently cupping my aching balls and i am forced to keep my legs spread in order to give Her the most comfortable place to lay her head.  I sat there and wallowed in the joy before me.  She didn't tease me (although i so wanted her to).  She didn't want anything other than a soft place to lay her beautiful head and rest and it was one of the most amazing 20 minutes i could imagine.  When She rose a short time later, She did linger a tiny bit at my balls started to pinch them a bit (I so wanted her to grab me harshly at the base of balls and ____(_fill-in-blank-here___)____), but alas, it wasn't to be. 

Later last night, W/we entertained Her relatives that are visiting from out of town. After everyone left, i was lying on the couch watching Sports Center when Mistress decided it was bedtime for me.  She called out to me and told me it was time for me to come to bed.  i turned everything of, secured the house and then went into the bedroom where She was all curled up in bed.  i walked over to Her side of the bed to remove my clothes.  I will strip down to my panties (when wearing panties), pause and then symbolically, almost ceremoniously lower them like a little slut girl, while She witnesses.  Only when i am naked after that am i willing to enter bed for sleep.

All it took was the contact of my body to My Mistress for those 20 minutes.  It doesn't take much. 

Man i love this Woman!

Getting back to "Normal" whatever normal is

Mistress is feeling better today and i am very glad for that.  She has me in my favorite velcroed balls harness for the day.  As i have said before i love wearing this device because it holds my/her balls out in front of me and are constantly being moved by my legs as I move about.  That sensation alone is a constant reminder that those balls, the cock they are attached to and the hole that is nearby are mere playthings that Mistress owns and to use for Her amusement .... or not.

Speaking of "or not" .... Honestly, lately, i've been feeling that it has been more ignore and denial than tease and denial.  Life gets in the way, and things don't always get to work out the way i want them to.  i realize this is normal and sometimes unavoidable, but i still am subject to feeling this way from time to time as i am sure many subs are. 

my inner slut has been screaming to get out and as such, my body is craving contact.  Any contact.  Even the pain of a severe punishment.  i want to be objectified by Mistress, taken by Her, used as her human sex toy, seduced and fucked.  yes, i know, it isn't at all about what "I" want ................ but