Hi everyone. I hope each of you had a lovely weekend. Our family just returned from another visit to the mountains of Arizona where we really enjoy going in the summer. Gets hot in Phoenix in the summer you know!
While there, we stayed with friends and there were kids running about as well. There was a particular moment where we would have 15 minutes or so of known alone time. I was in the garage on my way into the house when Mistress opened the door, poked her head out and said "get hard and come put yourself inside". At first I didn't think I heard her correctly because I wasn't expecting it so when she repeated herself, the getting part was accomplished in about 2.3 seconds.
Once inside, I found her in the bedroom was had just removed her pants and was lowering her panties. Side note .... seeing Mistress bottomless while still wearing something on top has always been one of my favorites visions of her. She has such a sexy and hips area and when being bottomless, it is perfectly accentuated. But I digress ............
Mistress leaned over the bed and ordered me to put my cock inside her. In instants like this, when something so sexy is unexpected, I can sometimes last for a good long time. This wasn't one of those times and it wasn't even a minute or so before I had to pull out and fight real hard not to cum, or ejaculate. As much as Mistress is aware that the orgasm denial lifestyle and frequent edgings that I am subject to do a good job of keeping me in a constant state of arousal, she also knows that it plays hell on my ability to last long enough sometimes for her to get the kind of pleasure she wants in spontaneous moments like this. She didn't express too much disappointment, but I could tell that she had some. At least a little. I offered to put pinky (cock extension) on and give her a good, hard fucking but she felt we were running out of "safe alone time". She stood up from the bed, turned to face me, kissed me tenderly and told me I was not allowed to clean her juices from my cock. She also said, "we are going to have to work on you lasting longer". I reminded that not too long ago we were doing cock therapy for this very reason. You can see some of the posts regarding cock therapy by clicking on "cock therapy" under the Labels section on the right side and at the bottom of the page here. Basically though, cock therapy was an exercise she would put me through by declaring a certain number of thrusts inside I was expected to complete without stopping and without having to pull out. Any number less than the prescribed number meant that was how many hard paddle swats I was to receive immediately. Say the number she gave was 100 and I go only go (nonstop) to 30. I'd get 70 spanks right then!
She smiled, kissed me again and said, "yeah, maybe we'll start that again and went to the bathroom. when she returned, she was instantly reminded that I was still scheduled for a 48 (a spanking she declared was due within 48 hours because of an infraction). Actually, I was due for 2 of them. Still naked, I was ordered to the close and told to wait. A few seconds later she entered, fully clothed and started spanking my bottom with her bare hand. She's a strong girl and packs a wallop, even with her hand, but Mistress prefers an implement and asked if I had packed her paddle. After saying no, because she hadn't told me to, she spotted the belt still in my shorts in a clump on the floor. She immediately pulled the belt from the shorts and proceeded to redden my ass with the belt. I always my best to remain still because i want Mistress to see me being brave for her paddlings but sometimes the paddle (in this case the belt) stings like a mother and I'll instinctively move away. After being ordered back into position, Mistress resumed then completed my spanking and had me kneeling on the floor, red assed and naked, for some after care. She pulled my face into her belly and lifted her shirt so that I could kiss and nuzzle in her belly. She knows that it is my happy place to be after a spanking. I apologized for my behavior and thank her for giving me my spanking. Just I was about to ask Mistress if I could ask her for something special in the punishment department, everyone starting returning to the house, which require that discussion to happen at a later time.
What I wanted to ask her was .... while we are in the mountains and when we are with so many others, which is most of the time, when Mistress declares that's a spanking was necessary, could we take a drive into the forest and have my punishment be executed there?
More to come bur for now, real life needs my attention.
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Monday, June 1, 2015
Wednesday, April 22, 2015
Sunday, yummy Sunday (continued)
I mentioned in my previous about other yummy things that happened last Sunday, so here goes:
After receiving the surprisingly hard spanking earlier in the day, and the beautiful aftercare that followed, I found myself with a kind of "walking on air" feeling for the rest of the day. It was getting close to bedtime. We had finished a lovely dinner as a family and Mistress was putting the kids to bed. She had informed me that we were going to sit outside and enjoy the beautiful Arizona evening before we went to bed. You know, we time. There were no sexual overtones. It was just supposed to be the two of us sitting outside, enjoying quiet paradise. It's something we do from time to time and is very relaxing. I was still grimy from the activities of the day (working on the car and around the yard) so I went to take a shower so I could be clean, smelling good and better to cuddle with when were went outside.
In the shower I put a fresh shave on my down-there regions because Mistress had recently told me that there were be more frequent inspections of that area in order to confirm compliance of the rule that I always be freshly shaved around my cock, balls and ass. Spanking punishment would be the result of non-compliance and with Mistress' recent, renewed enthusiasm for harshly punishing me, and mostly because I don't want to disappoint Mistress, I have started to shave there every other day, sometimes on consecutive days. For those of us that shave down there, you probably know that sometimes you just can't seem to get s nice, close shave, and other times you can get a beautiful smooth-all-over shave. When that happens, at least for me, it makes me feel especially sexy. This night was one of those awesome shaving experiences and I was as smooth and buttery I can ever remember. Getting out of the shower and applying the Tend Skin, I was feeling especially proud and decided that I would accompany Mistress outside wearing only a t-shirt. The one I wore went down about an inch or so past my but and in that moment, it felt like I was a naked girl, wearing no panties under a short dress. It was hot.
I went outside dressed like, expecting to see Mistress but she was still putting the kids to bed. After about 10 minutes, she emerged and came to join me on the outside bench couch to enjoy the quiet of the night. Since it was dark, she didn't know that I was naked under my short "dress". After a few minutes, we were cuddling and she went to put her hand on my cock and was surprised to find me naked down there. She very much approved and began to inspect my down-there region of signs of hair. She was very pleased with me that I was buttery smooth. As she does often, she purposely avoids direct contact with my penis during inspection, as a way to tease me and to keep the act of inspection all business. Jokingly, I mentioned that she didn't need to ignore my shaft during her inspection because there are the occasional hairs that grow there that she should be certain were removed. She giggled and said no and removed her hand and we resumed our cuddling. I was left with a growing cock and no expectation of anything further.
She pulled away from me slightly, sat up and lifting my little shirt that was barely covering my parts and without warning, leaned down and took me into her mouth and starting to give me a beautiful, tender, lovingly sincere blow job. I was in heaven. I won't go on to explain the obvious joy of receiving a blowjob but I will tell you that for me, I consider it such an incredible honor anytime Mistress allows my penis to enter any part of her body. Her body is my temple and to look down and see my beautiful queen making love to my cock with her mouth is almost an indescribable joy. I immediately feel like I am the luckiest man in the world. It's hard to explain, but it's more of an emotional euphoria than physical. On this beautiful night, in this beautiful setting, my Queen, my Mistress was pleasuring my cock with her mouth. It was absolute heaven.
Event though I hadn't cum in forever, I was surprised at how long I could go without informing Mistress that I was near orgasm. It was like 10 minutes of pure bliss. When I was approaching orgasm, Mistress would stop for a moment and lay her head on my chest leaving my rock hard cock bobbing and wanting more attention. About 2 minutes later, without saying a word, Mistress resumed her oral gift and it went on for another 7-8- minutes before she stopped to prevent me from cumming. She then decided it was time for us to go to bed and ordered me to my feet. She stood in front and pulled up my shirt as if her little slut was standing there, naked under her dress, waiting to be revealed. That feeling of objectification that moment was magical. "let's go to bed" she said and turned to walk inside.
Once in bed, I asked Mistress (like I do every night before we go to sleep) if she would like an orgasm this night. She said she would and she instructed me to stand at the side of the bed bed. She then instructed me to knell on the floor beside the bed. Once I was properly kneeling, she scooted to the edge, opened her legs and without saying a word, silently commanded me to service her orally. Being allowed to put my mouth on her pussy or anus gives me the same feeling of true honor of being allowed to worship at her temple like this. She had me stop when she said "put your cock inside me". My cock was never harder. Being allowed to worship at her temple always gets me that way. I stood immediately and slowly entered her while she was marinating in sexual pleasures. Looking down at her as I slowly slide my cock inside was yet another glorious moment of honor for me. I slowly filled and began to slowly push in and out of her when the feeling of a pending orgasm came rushing toward me. I stopped and at that point she could sense why and without skipping a beat, she said "get back down there". This was something new an different because normally Mistress doesn't like the idea of me putting my mouth where my cock had just been. It's probably for the same (or similar) reason that she doesn't like the idea of me having to consume my cum like so many other submissive men are required to do.
I alternated between cock and tongue for what seemed like forever when she instructed me to hand her the vibrator. When I did, she rolled onto her tummy then pushed her ass up in the air and ordered me to resume fucking her, but this time with my penis extension (pinky) on. It was obvious she didn't want her orgasm being pre-empted by me finding myself on the edge of orgasm. With the vibrator doing it job nicely on her clit while my cock was buried inside her, she had two intense orgasms, one after the other until finally collapsing on the bed. I stepped back and stood dutifully at the side of the bed while she recovered. That vision was yet another experience that I was honored to be allowed to have. Seeing lead up to an orgasm, have 2 of them and then watch her lay there in post-orgasmic joy. I stood there a very proud and thankful submissive husband, relishing in the gifts that my benevolent Mistress Wife had bestowed upon me.
As she was getting her "legs" back following her orgasm, she asked me when was the last time I had an orgasm. "Early February Mistress" was my reply. Of course I was hopeful that her question was an indicator that I may be having one this evening until she next said, "put everything where it belongs and come cuddle me in bed. You'll be going to sleep with a hard cock tonight". After cleaning everything and putting things where they belong, I climbed into bed, nuzzled up next to my naked Mistress Wife that was still feeling the physical effects of her incredible orgasms, and held her close while she fell asleep. Before she dozed off, I was able to whisper into her ear how grateful I was for the entire day and for her ownership of me. She let out a moan that sounded like a contented smile and quickly fell asleep.
What a lucky man I am. My God, what a lucky man I am.
After receiving the surprisingly hard spanking earlier in the day, and the beautiful aftercare that followed, I found myself with a kind of "walking on air" feeling for the rest of the day. It was getting close to bedtime. We had finished a lovely dinner as a family and Mistress was putting the kids to bed. She had informed me that we were going to sit outside and enjoy the beautiful Arizona evening before we went to bed. You know, we time. There were no sexual overtones. It was just supposed to be the two of us sitting outside, enjoying quiet paradise. It's something we do from time to time and is very relaxing. I was still grimy from the activities of the day (working on the car and around the yard) so I went to take a shower so I could be clean, smelling good and better to cuddle with when were went outside.
In the shower I put a fresh shave on my down-there regions because Mistress had recently told me that there were be more frequent inspections of that area in order to confirm compliance of the rule that I always be freshly shaved around my cock, balls and ass. Spanking punishment would be the result of non-compliance and with Mistress' recent, renewed enthusiasm for harshly punishing me, and mostly because I don't want to disappoint Mistress, I have started to shave there every other day, sometimes on consecutive days. For those of us that shave down there, you probably know that sometimes you just can't seem to get s nice, close shave, and other times you can get a beautiful smooth-all-over shave. When that happens, at least for me, it makes me feel especially sexy. This night was one of those awesome shaving experiences and I was as smooth and buttery I can ever remember. Getting out of the shower and applying the Tend Skin, I was feeling especially proud and decided that I would accompany Mistress outside wearing only a t-shirt. The one I wore went down about an inch or so past my but and in that moment, it felt like I was a naked girl, wearing no panties under a short dress. It was hot.
I went outside dressed like, expecting to see Mistress but she was still putting the kids to bed. After about 10 minutes, she emerged and came to join me on the outside bench couch to enjoy the quiet of the night. Since it was dark, she didn't know that I was naked under my short "dress". After a few minutes, we were cuddling and she went to put her hand on my cock and was surprised to find me naked down there. She very much approved and began to inspect my down-there region of signs of hair. She was very pleased with me that I was buttery smooth. As she does often, she purposely avoids direct contact with my penis during inspection, as a way to tease me and to keep the act of inspection all business. Jokingly, I mentioned that she didn't need to ignore my shaft during her inspection because there are the occasional hairs that grow there that she should be certain were removed. She giggled and said no and removed her hand and we resumed our cuddling. I was left with a growing cock and no expectation of anything further.
She pulled away from me slightly, sat up and lifting my little shirt that was barely covering my parts and without warning, leaned down and took me into her mouth and starting to give me a beautiful, tender, lovingly sincere blow job. I was in heaven. I won't go on to explain the obvious joy of receiving a blowjob but I will tell you that for me, I consider it such an incredible honor anytime Mistress allows my penis to enter any part of her body. Her body is my temple and to look down and see my beautiful queen making love to my cock with her mouth is almost an indescribable joy. I immediately feel like I am the luckiest man in the world. It's hard to explain, but it's more of an emotional euphoria than physical. On this beautiful night, in this beautiful setting, my Queen, my Mistress was pleasuring my cock with her mouth. It was absolute heaven.
Event though I hadn't cum in forever, I was surprised at how long I could go without informing Mistress that I was near orgasm. It was like 10 minutes of pure bliss. When I was approaching orgasm, Mistress would stop for a moment and lay her head on my chest leaving my rock hard cock bobbing and wanting more attention. About 2 minutes later, without saying a word, Mistress resumed her oral gift and it went on for another 7-8- minutes before she stopped to prevent me from cumming. She then decided it was time for us to go to bed and ordered me to my feet. She stood in front and pulled up my shirt as if her little slut was standing there, naked under her dress, waiting to be revealed. That feeling of objectification that moment was magical. "let's go to bed" she said and turned to walk inside.
Once in bed, I asked Mistress (like I do every night before we go to sleep) if she would like an orgasm this night. She said she would and she instructed me to stand at the side of the bed bed. She then instructed me to knell on the floor beside the bed. Once I was properly kneeling, she scooted to the edge, opened her legs and without saying a word, silently commanded me to service her orally. Being allowed to put my mouth on her pussy or anus gives me the same feeling of true honor of being allowed to worship at her temple like this. She had me stop when she said "put your cock inside me". My cock was never harder. Being allowed to worship at her temple always gets me that way. I stood immediately and slowly entered her while she was marinating in sexual pleasures. Looking down at her as I slowly slide my cock inside was yet another glorious moment of honor for me. I slowly filled and began to slowly push in and out of her when the feeling of a pending orgasm came rushing toward me. I stopped and at that point she could sense why and without skipping a beat, she said "get back down there". This was something new an different because normally Mistress doesn't like the idea of me putting my mouth where my cock had just been. It's probably for the same (or similar) reason that she doesn't like the idea of me having to consume my cum like so many other submissive men are required to do.
I alternated between cock and tongue for what seemed like forever when she instructed me to hand her the vibrator. When I did, she rolled onto her tummy then pushed her ass up in the air and ordered me to resume fucking her, but this time with my penis extension (pinky) on. It was obvious she didn't want her orgasm being pre-empted by me finding myself on the edge of orgasm. With the vibrator doing it job nicely on her clit while my cock was buried inside her, she had two intense orgasms, one after the other until finally collapsing on the bed. I stepped back and stood dutifully at the side of the bed while she recovered. That vision was yet another experience that I was honored to be allowed to have. Seeing lead up to an orgasm, have 2 of them and then watch her lay there in post-orgasmic joy. I stood there a very proud and thankful submissive husband, relishing in the gifts that my benevolent Mistress Wife had bestowed upon me.
As she was getting her "legs" back following her orgasm, she asked me when was the last time I had an orgasm. "Early February Mistress" was my reply. Of course I was hopeful that her question was an indicator that I may be having one this evening until she next said, "put everything where it belongs and come cuddle me in bed. You'll be going to sleep with a hard cock tonight". After cleaning everything and putting things where they belong, I climbed into bed, nuzzled up next to my naked Mistress Wife that was still feeling the physical effects of her incredible orgasms, and held her close while she fell asleep. Before she dozed off, I was able to whisper into her ear how grateful I was for the entire day and for her ownership of me. She let out a moan that sounded like a contented smile and quickly fell asleep.
What a lucky man I am. My God, what a lucky man I am.
Tuesday, February 10, 2015
I am ready to get dressed for work Mistress
Yesterday morning, I was done with my usual morning routine. I had showered, shaved my face balls, ass and cock after my long weekend away. I was in the kitchen, naked, having just finishing the morning dishes when Mistress K. walked in the door from taking the kids to school. I walked over to her and we canoodled for a few minutes. Those moments of embrace are just so very special. Just holding each other, my face buried in her neck, taking in her aroma in deep breaths.
Like I do every morning, I told Mistress that I was ready to get dressed. As many of you know, I have conditioned myself not let Mistress know I am waiting for her instructions on what to wear under my clothes by asking if I can wear this, or that, or ......? Instead, I only advise her that I am ready to get dresses, offering her the opportunity to determine what, if anything I am to wear under my clothes. Anything from panties, to cock rick, balls separator to butt plug.
On this particular morning, Mistress took my hand and led me into the bedroom. I first thought she was going to take me into the closet where that collection of items is so we could look over them together, like she sometimes likes to do. Instead, she took me to the edge of the bed and had bend at the waist, face in the bed. her instructions were to not move. I heard rustling in the closet for a minute or two then heard her walking toward me. I didn't know what to expect. Was she going to punish me? Did she have me in this position because she was going to fuck my ass? I didn't have any idea and not knowing was so very erotic. Suddenly she slipped a blindfold over my eyes, stood me up straight, grabbed my hand and led me blindly behind her. I knew we were headed in the direction of the bedroom entrance or the bathroom. After banging my shoulder on the wall I couldn't see, Mistress stopped. I heard the double doors to our bedroom close. Mistress pushed me against the door, facing it with instructions to put my feet together and keep my wrists together with my arms stretched fully and placed on the door above my head. Mistress began to use bondage tape to tape my ankles together. Then she had me turn around and present my wrists to her for the same reason. Once my wrists and ankles were bound together, I was again turned to face the door and pressed against, while Mistress put a ball gag in mouth and securely fastened it to my head.
I began to get a little nervous about what might be my fate. Was this the time that Mistress felt that a good hard maintenance spanking was in order? Was it going to hurt so much that Mistress felt like she need the ball gag, even though we were alone in the house? I was pretty certain that with the way I restrained and the way I was positioned, facing and pressed against the closed door, that I was about to receive a severe punishment. For what? I didn't know, but there doesn't really need to be reason, now does there?
I was left in that position while Mistress attended to something else. I couldn't tell what she was doing but being bound in that position. I was certain that I was merely waiting to be punished severely. That Mistress was in a particularly sadistic mood and wanted to see me suffer from infliction of a little bit of pain. (Mistress a little sadistic streak in her. Nothing serious, but she can genuinely get off by watching me accept a little pain from her). Still facing the door, my cock still hard as rock for the delicious mixture of anticipation and fear, I felt one hand on my as and one wrap around my cock. She fondled me for a minute or so then turned me around so my back was against the door. I felt lube being applied to my cock and then something being pressed onto it. At first I was certain that Mistress was placing my cock sleeve on me so that she could get a good fucking. I soon realizes that it was Mistress herself. She had removed her pj's and panties and was sliding her pussy up and down on my hardness. It didn't take long at all before I was on the edge and told her so. She immediately removed herself, quickly turned me around, pressed the front of body to the closed door and proceeded to paddle my ass with her bare hand for not being able to control my cock better. Then she turned me around and climbed right back on. Again, same result, quickly brought to the edge, a quick warning that I was about to cum and another turn at facing the door and receiving 5 -10 rapid, firm spanks. Mistress turned me again, mounted me again and this time, before I could get near the edge, she stopped and simply said ........... "that's what your wearing under clothes today. Now get dressed." She removed the bondage tape from my wrists and ankles and pointed to the closet ordering me to get dressed. Then she turned on her heels and walked to the bedroom door, smiling at me and kissing me on the cheek on the way.
Like I do every morning, I told Mistress that I was ready to get dressed. As many of you know, I have conditioned myself not let Mistress know I am waiting for her instructions on what to wear under my clothes by asking if I can wear this, or that, or ......? Instead, I only advise her that I am ready to get dresses, offering her the opportunity to determine what, if anything I am to wear under my clothes. Anything from panties, to cock rick, balls separator to butt plug.
On this particular morning, Mistress took my hand and led me into the bedroom. I first thought she was going to take me into the closet where that collection of items is so we could look over them together, like she sometimes likes to do. Instead, she took me to the edge of the bed and had bend at the waist, face in the bed. her instructions were to not move. I heard rustling in the closet for a minute or two then heard her walking toward me. I didn't know what to expect. Was she going to punish me? Did she have me in this position because she was going to fuck my ass? I didn't have any idea and not knowing was so very erotic. Suddenly she slipped a blindfold over my eyes, stood me up straight, grabbed my hand and led me blindly behind her. I knew we were headed in the direction of the bedroom entrance or the bathroom. After banging my shoulder on the wall I couldn't see, Mistress stopped. I heard the double doors to our bedroom close. Mistress pushed me against the door, facing it with instructions to put my feet together and keep my wrists together with my arms stretched fully and placed on the door above my head. Mistress began to use bondage tape to tape my ankles together. Then she had me turn around and present my wrists to her for the same reason. Once my wrists and ankles were bound together, I was again turned to face the door and pressed against, while Mistress put a ball gag in mouth and securely fastened it to my head.
I began to get a little nervous about what might be my fate. Was this the time that Mistress felt that a good hard maintenance spanking was in order? Was it going to hurt so much that Mistress felt like she need the ball gag, even though we were alone in the house? I was pretty certain that with the way I restrained and the way I was positioned, facing and pressed against the closed door, that I was about to receive a severe punishment. For what? I didn't know, but there doesn't really need to be reason, now does there?
I was left in that position while Mistress attended to something else. I couldn't tell what she was doing but being bound in that position. I was certain that I was merely waiting to be punished severely. That Mistress was in a particularly sadistic mood and wanted to see me suffer from infliction of a little bit of pain. (Mistress a little sadistic streak in her. Nothing serious, but she can genuinely get off by watching me accept a little pain from her). Still facing the door, my cock still hard as rock for the delicious mixture of anticipation and fear, I felt one hand on my as and one wrap around my cock. She fondled me for a minute or so then turned me around so my back was against the door. I felt lube being applied to my cock and then something being pressed onto it. At first I was certain that Mistress was placing my cock sleeve on me so that she could get a good fucking. I soon realizes that it was Mistress herself. She had removed her pj's and panties and was sliding her pussy up and down on my hardness. It didn't take long at all before I was on the edge and told her so. She immediately removed herself, quickly turned me around, pressed the front of body to the closed door and proceeded to paddle my ass with her bare hand for not being able to control my cock better. Then she turned me around and climbed right back on. Again, same result, quickly brought to the edge, a quick warning that I was about to cum and another turn at facing the door and receiving 5 -10 rapid, firm spanks. Mistress turned me again, mounted me again and this time, before I could get near the edge, she stopped and simply said ........... "that's what your wearing under clothes today. Now get dressed." She removed the bondage tape from my wrists and ankles and pointed to the closet ordering me to get dressed. Then she turned on her heels and walked to the bedroom door, smiling at me and kissing me on the cheek on the way.
Friday, January 30, 2015
The afterglow
This is not an actual picture of us this morning, but it very well could've been.
*** picture removed to comply with Blogger's new rules ***
Mistress and I were cuddling in bed. I was naked, she was still in her jammies. She was bring me up to speed on all the activities in our regular suburban existence. Then, she decided she wanted to have and orgasm. Not surprisingly, I had an erection. Mistress got up to go to the bathroom and when she returned, she was wearing only her pj tops and was naked on the bottom. She climbed back into bed and immediately straddled my body and slowly lowered herself onto me and inside of her. She was rocking back and forth and was got herself right to the very edge of her own orgasm when I informed her that I was right at the edge and that seeing her actually have an orgasm would send me over the edge. She informed me that I would NOT be cumming this morning, even a ruined orgasm. She was forced to stop right as we was about to orgasm. GUH!
She hopped off of me and retrieved her favorite vibrator and climbed right back on top of me. I didn't take long and she had a really good orgasm. I felt terrible that my inability to avoid orgasm cause her to have to stop. I really do hate that. I want to be the kind of dependable lover she can always count on.
Coincidently, we were I this very same position, doing the very same thing while she was recovering for her orgasm. So as to not leave any doubt, I did not have an orgasm, which is how Mistress wanted it. As such, it is exactly what I wanted too.
I love you Mistress!
Tuesday, November 11, 2014
Edging
I awoke this morning at 4:48 am because the dog was restless. Frustrated, I decided I would rise for the day and when I did, I woke Mistress from her slumber. She asked me if I was up for the day or if i intended to go to the couch and try to fall back to sleep. When I told her I was up for the day, wihtout hesitating and mere seconds after behind awakened, she told to go put on some pink lace panties and that beginning at 5am, I was to go into the bathroom every 15 minutes, lower those panties and edge myself, until 16 am. It is 5:53 as I write this and I can tell you that my cock is so eager to cum that it almosr goes of when the light shines it.
I love how my Mistress uses me.
I love how my Mistress uses me.
Friday, September 5, 2014
Cock-Therapy contnued
This morning was crazy.
On her way out the door to take the kids to school, Mistress whispers to me "be naked, have your bowels empty and your ass ready for me when I get home". Oh boy ...............
I wasn't sure if Mistress was intent on continuing the cock-therapy training this morning or not. I did have an idea that something was going to end up in my ass though. I did as I was told and she returned, I was working at the computer. She stopped by me, kissed me and said "stay here until I call for you" and disappeared into our Master suite. 10 minutes or so later she summoned me in with her and there she was, naked, gorgeous and wearing her strap on harness and blue rubber dildo. The blue one is still small, but it is bigger than the red one we had been using. She also had her pink leather paddle in her hand.
She called me over to the side of the bed and had me bend over the bed. She informed me that she was gong to give me a punishment spanking right now because i forgot to do something with the dog yesterday and in the caused the dog to pee in the house. She was not happy about that! Mistress proceeded to punish me with the paddle. it was obvious to me that she was intent on giving more severe, more significant paddling's when a punishment spanking was due. She seems to be adopting more and more the idea that a punishment spanking really is beginning once the whimpering and complaining starts. It hurt. Only on very rare occasion have I been able to feel the lingering effects of a spanking hours later. Now, as I write this 7 hours later, i can definitely feel the lingering effect of my spanking this morning. When it was over , Mistress had me stand, turn and then kneel before her for aftercare. Remember, she was wearing her strap on with the dildo in place, so it was something different for to kneel before her with her cock staring me straight in the face. I didn't think she had designs on me acknowledging her cock when she had me kneel because it's not her style, but I didn't know. She didn't. She pushed it to the side and it basically rested on my neck and shoulder while she administered the aftercare.
Next, she had me stand, then sit on towel she had laid out on the bed. The coarseness of the towel was immediately felt on the stinging, burning part of my ass i was resting on. She left the room to go into our closet. My cock was soft as i was recovering from my punishment. It was starting to come to life like it always does during aftercare but this was a harsh enough punishment that it was still soft. I was sitting on the side of the bed when she re-emerged in the room and informed me that we were going to continue with our cock therapy now. this time she had me count the number of strokes of her well-lubed, beautiful little hand on my cock. I can hardly last at all when she strokes my cock with her hand, but this time I was able to go well over 35 strokes before I had to tell her to stop. if you remember, our goal was 30 and anything less than 30 would result in that many more swats from the paddle.
Mistress was so proud of me and in turn I was proud of myself. I felt empowered and was rock hard and horny. She was sweet and tender when she told me to turn over so she could fuck my ass. She turned me over, bent over the side of the bed, told me to put my hands behind my back and tied them together. She smeared lube all over my rear hole and pushed a small silicone plug into my ass. At first it didn't have a lot of lube on it so it was burning. I immediately became discouraged that i wasn't going to be in any condition to take her strappy that looked so sexy on her. She did everything right. She didn't let me whine my way out of being fucked like she had intended. She forced me to find a way to deal with it and to give her what she was there to take ... my ass.
She expertly smeared lube all over the cock and my bottom hole and gently but firmly pushed her condom covered cock into my surprisingly eager hole. It was amazingly comfortable, even natural and my bottom accepted the intruder easily. Mistress smeared tons of lube all over my cock, ball and ass and methodically massaged my balls and perineum while slowly working the cock in and out of my ass. I could've gone on like that for Mistress for hours but she abruptly stopped, told me that she has business to attend to and told me to clean up the toys while she got ready to shower.
I had never felt like that before. I was so eager to continue. i was so eager to be taken to places that i had never ben before. To have my boundaries pushed. I was getting lost in the deep abandonment of the whole thing when it was abruptly over. I felt completely used. I loved it!
I think Mistress and I discovered a few of things this morning. A most severe and significant punishment routine is effective and useful. The sub will likely perform so much better when it comes to premature issues following a ruined orgasm, even the next day, and lastly, the subs ass can take Mistresses cock better, faster and easier than ever before.
It was a crazy good morning. I love you Misrtess K.
On her way out the door to take the kids to school, Mistress whispers to me "be naked, have your bowels empty and your ass ready for me when I get home". Oh boy ...............
I wasn't sure if Mistress was intent on continuing the cock-therapy training this morning or not. I did have an idea that something was going to end up in my ass though. I did as I was told and she returned, I was working at the computer. She stopped by me, kissed me and said "stay here until I call for you" and disappeared into our Master suite. 10 minutes or so later she summoned me in with her and there she was, naked, gorgeous and wearing her strap on harness and blue rubber dildo. The blue one is still small, but it is bigger than the red one we had been using. She also had her pink leather paddle in her hand.
She called me over to the side of the bed and had me bend over the bed. She informed me that she was gong to give me a punishment spanking right now because i forgot to do something with the dog yesterday and in the caused the dog to pee in the house. She was not happy about that! Mistress proceeded to punish me with the paddle. it was obvious to me that she was intent on giving more severe, more significant paddling's when a punishment spanking was due. She seems to be adopting more and more the idea that a punishment spanking really is beginning once the whimpering and complaining starts. It hurt. Only on very rare occasion have I been able to feel the lingering effects of a spanking hours later. Now, as I write this 7 hours later, i can definitely feel the lingering effect of my spanking this morning. When it was over , Mistress had me stand, turn and then kneel before her for aftercare. Remember, she was wearing her strap on with the dildo in place, so it was something different for to kneel before her with her cock staring me straight in the face. I didn't think she had designs on me acknowledging her cock when she had me kneel because it's not her style, but I didn't know. She didn't. She pushed it to the side and it basically rested on my neck and shoulder while she administered the aftercare.
Next, she had me stand, then sit on towel she had laid out on the bed. The coarseness of the towel was immediately felt on the stinging, burning part of my ass i was resting on. She left the room to go into our closet. My cock was soft as i was recovering from my punishment. It was starting to come to life like it always does during aftercare but this was a harsh enough punishment that it was still soft. I was sitting on the side of the bed when she re-emerged in the room and informed me that we were going to continue with our cock therapy now. this time she had me count the number of strokes of her well-lubed, beautiful little hand on my cock. I can hardly last at all when she strokes my cock with her hand, but this time I was able to go well over 35 strokes before I had to tell her to stop. if you remember, our goal was 30 and anything less than 30 would result in that many more swats from the paddle.
Mistress was so proud of me and in turn I was proud of myself. I felt empowered and was rock hard and horny. She was sweet and tender when she told me to turn over so she could fuck my ass. She turned me over, bent over the side of the bed, told me to put my hands behind my back and tied them together. She smeared lube all over my rear hole and pushed a small silicone plug into my ass. At first it didn't have a lot of lube on it so it was burning. I immediately became discouraged that i wasn't going to be in any condition to take her strappy that looked so sexy on her. She did everything right. She didn't let me whine my way out of being fucked like she had intended. She forced me to find a way to deal with it and to give her what she was there to take ... my ass.
She expertly smeared lube all over the cock and my bottom hole and gently but firmly pushed her condom covered cock into my surprisingly eager hole. It was amazingly comfortable, even natural and my bottom accepted the intruder easily. Mistress smeared tons of lube all over my cock, ball and ass and methodically massaged my balls and perineum while slowly working the cock in and out of my ass. I could've gone on like that for Mistress for hours but she abruptly stopped, told me that she has business to attend to and told me to clean up the toys while she got ready to shower.
I had never felt like that before. I was so eager to continue. i was so eager to be taken to places that i had never ben before. To have my boundaries pushed. I was getting lost in the deep abandonment of the whole thing when it was abruptly over. I felt completely used. I loved it!
I think Mistress and I discovered a few of things this morning. A most severe and significant punishment routine is effective and useful. The sub will likely perform so much better when it comes to premature issues following a ruined orgasm, even the next day, and lastly, the subs ass can take Mistresses cock better, faster and easier than ever before.
It was a crazy good morning. I love you Misrtess K.
Saturday, August 23, 2014
I'm horny and want to be fucked hard and long ... right now.
So, Thursday morning, I'm sitting at the computer working on a tersely worded email to some a-hole I was dealing with. I was naked when Mistress arrived back from taking the kids to school, which was a good thing because those are the rules. The day before I did just barely get them off after Mistress had come into the house and she saw with my shorts on as I remembered at the last minute and scooted off to the other to remove them. She let it slide.
ON this day, walked up behind me and started kissing all over my rubbing everywhere on my naked body except for my cock, balls and ass. She loves to teases me that way. She left and 2 minutes later she called for me. She said to hurry. I asked her if I would finish this paragraph I was working and she said "NO! I want you in here now." I did finish my sentence then go toward the bedroom. I had my mind on my work and was frustrated when I entered the room, not knowing why I was even going in there. I thought she was going to show me something "interesting" she saw on TV, which kind of aggravated me a little given the state of mind I was in.
When I walked into the rook, Mistress was naked, on the bed and stacking pillows in the middle. She laid herself on the pillows, her beautiful ass high in the air when she said "I horny and want to be fucked long and hard, right now". With that she ordered my to fetch pinky (our cock extension) and to return quickly, hard and ready to fuck her. I asked her to rub my cock to get it started and that was all I needed. I went into the closet where we keep pinky and I lubed the inside of it and my cock with desensitizer lotion. Normally I would use lube to get it on and hold it in place but all of a sudden I was faced with Mistress using me, my body and my cock for pure, raw animalistic fucking, and I knew that even though I was going to be wearing pinky and could feel a single thing with my cock, the vision before and the sensation of thrusting my pinky covered cock into Mistress gorgeous, extremely eager pussy was going to cause me to want to cum inside the extension.
I was fucking Mistress good and hard for a good 5-10 minutes when the urge to orgasm was slowly coming on. I let Mistress know and she told me to go get the rubber but realistic feeling large dildo, complete with ball, put a condom on it and use both it and my pinky covered cock to give her the fucking she demanded right then. That's exactly what she got. I caught a second wind and went back and forth with the two different cocks and fucked her hard! She was so lost in being fucked like that and it was a beautiful thing to see. She was doggie style the whole time, face and shoulders on the bed, legs wide, back arched and ass high. She got fucked good. I would put my hand on her head and force her head into the bed while fucking her to make her feel like she was just being taken, I even slapped her ass a few times to let her be lost in the sensation of not having a choice of whether or not she was going to be fucked like this. Looking down, watching my pinky covered cock stretch her pussy and slide in and out, her tiny rear hole was begging for some attention .... so I pressed my thumb against the opening. There was barely any resistance at her anal opening and so I took that as I sign that my thumb as being invited inside. It slide in very easily and Mistress let out a guttural groan and came from her very core. She reached for the vibrator she was holding nearby, turned it on placed it against her clit and had one of the most intense orgasms I have ever seen her have. Ever!
When she collapsed, I got off the bed and walked over to the other side and tenderly kiss her sweat soaked face. Her hair was wet from her sweat and sticking to her face. She was the epitome of freshly fucked hard. She was as beautiful as I have ever seen here at that moment. I went to clean to the equipment and when I returned 5 minutes later, she hadn't moved an inch.
Yeah, I fucked her good!
ON this day, walked up behind me and started kissing all over my rubbing everywhere on my naked body except for my cock, balls and ass. She loves to teases me that way. She left and 2 minutes later she called for me. She said to hurry. I asked her if I would finish this paragraph I was working and she said "NO! I want you in here now." I did finish my sentence then go toward the bedroom. I had my mind on my work and was frustrated when I entered the room, not knowing why I was even going in there. I thought she was going to show me something "interesting" she saw on TV, which kind of aggravated me a little given the state of mind I was in.
When I walked into the rook, Mistress was naked, on the bed and stacking pillows in the middle. She laid herself on the pillows, her beautiful ass high in the air when she said "I horny and want to be fucked long and hard, right now". With that she ordered my to fetch pinky (our cock extension) and to return quickly, hard and ready to fuck her. I asked her to rub my cock to get it started and that was all I needed. I went into the closet where we keep pinky and I lubed the inside of it and my cock with desensitizer lotion. Normally I would use lube to get it on and hold it in place but all of a sudden I was faced with Mistress using me, my body and my cock for pure, raw animalistic fucking, and I knew that even though I was going to be wearing pinky and could feel a single thing with my cock, the vision before and the sensation of thrusting my pinky covered cock into Mistress gorgeous, extremely eager pussy was going to cause me to want to cum inside the extension.
I was fucking Mistress good and hard for a good 5-10 minutes when the urge to orgasm was slowly coming on. I let Mistress know and she told me to go get the rubber but realistic feeling large dildo, complete with ball, put a condom on it and use both it and my pinky covered cock to give her the fucking she demanded right then. That's exactly what she got. I caught a second wind and went back and forth with the two different cocks and fucked her hard! She was so lost in being fucked like that and it was a beautiful thing to see. She was doggie style the whole time, face and shoulders on the bed, legs wide, back arched and ass high. She got fucked good. I would put my hand on her head and force her head into the bed while fucking her to make her feel like she was just being taken, I even slapped her ass a few times to let her be lost in the sensation of not having a choice of whether or not she was going to be fucked like this. Looking down, watching my pinky covered cock stretch her pussy and slide in and out, her tiny rear hole was begging for some attention .... so I pressed my thumb against the opening. There was barely any resistance at her anal opening and so I took that as I sign that my thumb as being invited inside. It slide in very easily and Mistress let out a guttural groan and came from her very core. She reached for the vibrator she was holding nearby, turned it on placed it against her clit and had one of the most intense orgasms I have ever seen her have. Ever!
When she collapsed, I got off the bed and walked over to the other side and tenderly kiss her sweat soaked face. Her hair was wet from her sweat and sticking to her face. She was the epitome of freshly fucked hard. She was as beautiful as I have ever seen here at that moment. I went to clean to the equipment and when I returned 5 minutes later, she hadn't moved an inch.
Yeah, I fucked her good!
Friday, August 15, 2014
i try to be good
I sent the following GIF picture to Mistress K. from the ONLYSHECUM's tumblr site.
It was Friday, a fun kind of day, i was feeling playful, so i sent it to her and told her in the text that the caption was
*** picture removed to comply with Blogger's new rules ***
It was Friday, a fun kind of day, i was feeling playful, so i sent it to her and told her in the text that the caption was
"it keeps him from getting over zealous"
I thought Mistress would get a kick out of it, plus i thought it was a super hot picture. Mistress promptly replied with a picture of her own. It was a picture of a sink full of dirty dishes and she had her own caption, which read "so does this". SHIT! I had kind of shitty morning and after i got dressed i forgot to check the sink before leaving for the office. It wasn't 30 seconds later that the next text came and it merely said "48".
For you new followers, that is the signal Mistress gives to me to let me know that I am required to see to it that the punishment takes place within the next 48 hours. Failure means a further infraction.
Damn it!!!
Wednesday, July 23, 2014
Something new to wear today
As most of you know, each morning, when I am completely naked and prepared to dress for the day, I will let Mistress K. know that I am ready to get dressed. Notice that I am not asking what, if anything, I am to wear that day under my clothes. I have made a very concerted effort to not "ask" for things, even if disguised as being a helpful question for my beloved Mistress. Instead of asking, each day I merely inform Mistress than I am ready to dress for the day, and without asking, I am offering Mistress the opportunity to decide what, if anything she would like for me to wear that day. Yesterday is was my favorite pair of panties (favorite because they truly do make me feel like a sexy, pretty slut when I wear them. probably mostly because they fit me) Some days last week it my balls separator while other days it was my cock ring. The week before that, it was my new (favorite) glass butt plug. As an aside, I wore the very same sexy panties on the day I wore my glass plug and feeling like a pretty, sexy slut in just my panties was magnified 100 times by the plug that was so firmly held in my willing ass under those pretty panties.
Anyway, back to today .......... Finally, after threatening to do so for 2 weeks, Mistress "de-bear-ed" me. In other words, she trimmed (almost shaved) the body hair that was left un-groomed for almost 2 months. I don't know about you, but I feel my horniest/sexiest/sluttiest right after a fresh shave/trim. I love when she grooms me this way because it is a time where I am required to stand before her, completely naked and exposed, while she prepares my body the way she likes. I adore the objectification that goes along with it. Today, while grooming me, she was in regular old t shirt and panties that she slept in. She was also wearing a regular, normal robe that she left untied. Her beautiful red hair was disheveled and in a knotty pony tail. In other words, she didn't spend one second preening in front of the mirror before attending to the task of grooming me. Even so (maybe even especially so) when I looked down at her kneeling on the floor in order to be able to groom me, looking the way she did in her utter natural state, I was taken back by her beauty at that moment. Sure she is a beautiful woman when she prepares her makeup and clothes to make herself feel presentable to the outside world, but to me, in the just-woke-up condition, she is at her most stunning, her most beautiful. Needless to say, that when looking down at her like I was, my super hard, super erect cock kept blocking my view.
So, on this particular morning, after having the bulk of my yucky body hair removed, and then after a fresh, smooth shave to my cock, balls, anus area and ass cheeks, I was feeling incredibly horny/pretty/slutty. Mistress could've done anything she wanted to/with me at that moment and I would've gladly gone along. When the time came for me to tell I was ready to get dressed, she had me follow her into the closet saying something like, "let's see, what should we have you wear today?" She had me sit on the stool then she straddled me, pulled her panties to the side and slowly lowered herself onto my rock hard cock. She leaned and in said today, "you will wear me". Those words got me as close to an unauthorized orgasm as I have ever been. With that, she stood up, pulled her panties back over her beautiful pussy and turned to walk out of the closet. She stopped to say "you will wear me on you today", and out she went.
OMG! I touched my cock and balls, gathered her smell on my hand and put it to my nose. Honest to goodness, the smell of her sex was almost enough to allow me to orgasm right then and there. This woman owns me, in every sense of the word.
Monday, July 21, 2014
Familiar things
No matter how nice vacation is, it's always good to get back home too. It's nice to be able to rediscover all the familiar things in your hoe that one tends to take for granted. One of the things I was most looking forward to was being able to shave my cock, balls and ass smoothly, the way I am supposed to always be fore Mistress L. Among the familiar comfort things that were at home were all the things that use for shaving. The biggest thing that wasn't available to me while on vacation was SOFT WATER. Every-time I have tried Mistress's property in the mountains, I would always look like a wounded soldier when it was done because of all the nicks from using hard water. In fact, Mistress thought long and hard about whether to punish me for merely assuming that I somehow had a hall pass from keeping myself smooth for her at all times. She very well may still be considering it.
Back at home, in my shower with soft water last night, using my pink razor, I was able to give myself an incredibly close shave (without any nicks) in all areas in and near my cock, ball and ass. I usually feel sexy and slutty right after an especially close shave, and last night was no exception. After I was done in the shower, and was ready to go to bed, I walked naked over to Mistress to say goodnight, strutting my newly recent smoothness and was prepared in case there was to be an impromptu inspection. Frankly, I was hoping that once she got a look at me all freshly showered and shaved, that she would see me for the available slut that I am and take right then. Alas that was not to be the case. The kids were still awake and clinging all over her. So off to bed I went .... alone.
This morning, Mistress awoke about an hour after I did and was milling around the house earlier than usual. As required each day, I prepared her coffee and delivered it to her. I thanked her for all of the "attention" that she had paid during our vacation and let her know that it has had a noticeable positive impact on my outlook in life. She was feeling generous and told me to edge myself in the shower this morning. We have a big walk-in shower that has no doors. She walked tot he edge and summoned me over and instructed me to fill her hand with lube from the bottle we keep in the shower. I walked over to her, filled her hand full of lube, placed the bottle down, widened my legs, place my hands behind my hand and presented myself for her.
There is just something special about looking right into her eyes when she edges me. In this particular tease and denial, I came as close to having an accidental orgasm as I ever have in the past. Luckily, I was able to hold it off. She edged me three more times (took like 60 seconds I was so horny) and turned and left telling me to get ready to go to work.
I was instructed to wear my balls separator harness to the office this morning. Another familiar thing I miss, wearing the neoprene harness that gently but firmly separates my balls from body.
I love you Mistress.
Saturday, July 19, 2014
Tap on the shoulder
Our family vacation has been awesome. Relaxing in the mountains of Arizona. Perfect weather, the kids are having a blast and my Mistress had been happy, beautiful and awesome.
Last night, it was late, almost 11pm. She was in the bathroom getting ready for bed and thekids were playing on their xBox. I felt a tap on my shoulder and turned to find Mistress standing there in her regular nightgown (which i think she is incredibly gorgeous in) giving me the "come here" finger and disappeared into the bedroom Before our FLM began, i would've asked he what she wanted. Now, of course i know better than to ask her "why" about anything.
i assumed that i was about to be given a spanking ... but for what i wondered. All my previous infractions had been settled and mistress and i had just returned from a lovely dinner with friends where we had a ball. When we got home from dinner, she even kissed me softly and said "thank you or a lovely evening". Why was i about to be punished, i wondered.
I got up from the chair and quickly cleaned up around me. i went into the bedroom and Mistress was lying on her back with her nightie pulled up past her waist, legs spread wide, revealing the sexiest, prettiest pussy on any woman ever. I stood there and stared for a minute. Then she said "come here". I was wearing a light jacket and quickly took it off before trying to climb on the bed. "Take your pants off" she said. I took off my pants and underwear and climbed on the bed and crawled between her legs. Often i am overwhelmed with lust, appreciation and utter joy in that moment before i am about to be allowed to pleasure her pussy with my mouth. This was one of those times.
I licked her pussy lovingly, tenderly and with purpose for several minutes, then she said "enter me with your fingers while you do that" i slide one finger then another into her then continued to savor and pleasure her pussy. She was nearing orgasm and she told me to put my cock inside her so she could orgasm with me inside her. It didn't take long for the urgent need to orgasm was upon me. She told me to stop and "get pinky" (the pet name we have for our cock sleeve). Quickly i got pinky, some lube and a towel and returned to find her feverishly rubbing her clit, keeping herself at the edge of orgasm. I lubed my cock and put pinky in place and it was then that noticed the towel.
"You won't be needing that tonight lover", she said, which of course meant that i was not going to be ejaculating this night. Undaunted, i got in between her legs and slowly pushed my now sleeve covered cock inside of her while she continued to rub her clitoris. She told me to not fuck her slowly, instead she wanted me to fuck her fast. Even though i was wearing the cock sleeve (that feels like i am wearing 100 condoms), i very easily could've orgasmed right there at the sight that was before me. I've said it before ... i'm certain i could orgasm merely by watching my beloved Mistress wife have an orgasm. For some reason however, i was able to fight off any urge to come and was able to give her the long, hard, fast fucking she wanted without having to stop in order to either ask permission to cum, or prevent myself from cumming.
She had a glorious orgasm and of course i did not. This morning, when i was dutifully delivering her morning coffee, i enthusiastically thanked her for summoning me for her sexual use. She didn't wonder or care what i was doing or if i was willing. She didn't have to. Even now, as i write this, i am basking in the afterglow of my love and devotion for her. I am hoping that Mistress will be wanting similiar treatment tonight, our last night of vacation. I can only hope.
As an aside ... yesterday during the day, Mistress sent me a naked selfie of her before she got into the shower. I thought it was stunning and of course told her so. Since the picture did not reveal her face, i (only a little) jokingly asked her if i cold post it here, on my blog. I told if I was allowed to tha i would be bragging. *smile
She said she would think about it and as of now, is thinking about it. We'll see what she decides.
Tuesday, July 15, 2014
She let me watch
We had an hour or so where the kids where occupied with activities that allowed us to be alone. I dropped off the kids and walked back into the cabin and Mistress said "go downstairs and get naked". Yes Mistress, was my response and i walked downstairs. She quickly followed and removed her clothes. She told me to go put "pinky" on. In case you don't already know, pinky is a cock sleeve that makes me thicker, longer and basically allows me to fuck her without any feeling on my cock whatsoever.
She climbed on the bed and summoned me between her legs. "I want you inside me", she said. I moved closer and eased the my thicker, longer cock inside her slowly. Once She felt comfortable with how it felt inside her, She rolled over onto her tummy and told me to fuck her. Since i was selfish and forgot to bring her vibrator, She had to use Her fingers to get herself off quickly (we don't have much time). It wasn't 2 minutes before She was having a deep orgasm with me inside. i have to admit though, even though pinky is thick (like 100 condoms thick), the urge to orgasm was upon me. frankly, i can almost orgasm by watching my beloved Mistress have an orgasm and even with my cock securely encased in rubber, having it inside her while She has an orgasm was almost too much. i asked for permission to have a ruined orgasm and She said "that won't be happening today".
When She was finished, i asked if i could slide myself inside her for one slow thrust in the missionary poisition because it is one of my favorite things to be looking into her eyes when i enter her. She said "no, not today".
She shooed me awa so She could get ready and told me to do he same.
Maybe tomorrow.
Thank you Mistress K. for allowing me see your naked body, for allowing my cock to be inside you and for allowing me to witness your orgasm. If the day was over now (it's 11:30am), my day would be complete.
i just love Her.
She climbed on the bed and summoned me between her legs. "I want you inside me", she said. I moved closer and eased the my thicker, longer cock inside her slowly. Once She felt comfortable with how it felt inside her, She rolled over onto her tummy and told me to fuck her. Since i was selfish and forgot to bring her vibrator, She had to use Her fingers to get herself off quickly (we don't have much time). It wasn't 2 minutes before She was having a deep orgasm with me inside. i have to admit though, even though pinky is thick (like 100 condoms thick), the urge to orgasm was upon me. frankly, i can almost orgasm by watching my beloved Mistress have an orgasm and even with my cock securely encased in rubber, having it inside her while She has an orgasm was almost too much. i asked for permission to have a ruined orgasm and She said "that won't be happening today".
When She was finished, i asked if i could slide myself inside her for one slow thrust in the missionary poisition because it is one of my favorite things to be looking into her eyes when i enter her. She said "no, not today".
She shooed me awa so She could get ready and told me to do he same.
Maybe tomorrow.
Thank you Mistress K. for allowing me see your naked body, for allowing my cock to be inside you and for allowing me to witness your orgasm. If the day was over now (it's 11:30am), my day would be complete.
i just love Her.
Tuesday, July 1, 2014
Questions for you. Kindly reply with an answer
In a previous post (the one right before this one), I posted a few pictures of sub men being pegged in various positions. I used these particular pictures because I felt that each of them had their own apects that made them unique, yet similar, and all of them erotic and not "pornish" so much. You may disagree about the lack of "pornish" qualities. Each of them was an image that depicted the some of the following:
Apologies to Anonymous Mistress A. and to all the other Dommes that follow/read/comment on this blog for considering that you too may wish to weigh in. So, here goes .....If you are a dominant, what is your favorite position to place your sub in when taking them anally? and .....If you are a submissive male, what is your favorite position to be in when you are taken anally.
I eagerly await your input. Thank you
- loving pegging between a male sub and his Domme
- genuine arousal and desire from the sub male at being taken this way by his Mistress
- a romantic, sensuous quality that seemed less "pornish" and more of a realistic portrayal of the desire and joy a sub male feels when being penetrated by his Mistress, unless of course the sub is being pegged harshly as a punishment.
- a variety of positions that promoted sensuality and total, unquestioned, loving domination and genuine submissive desire
Apologies to Anonymous Mistress A. and to all the other Dommes that follow/read/comment on this blog for considering that you too may wish to weigh in. So, here goes .....If you are a dominant, what is your favorite position to place your sub in when taking them anally? and .....If you are a submissive male, what is your favorite position to be in when you are taken anally.
I eagerly await your input. Thank you
Wednesday, June 25, 2014
Fantasy Daydreaming
While i sit and ponder my fate in the 30 minutes, i can't help but daydream about things. Things like this:
That little device that squeezes the sub's balls at their base and separates them from the body is my absolute favorite thing for mistress to choose for me to wear under my clothes. The added torment of a rubber-gloved finger over a slippery cock that wants to go off is just so wonderful.
Then, there is this:
i just love it when i am allowed the pleasure of putting my mouth on Mistress anywhere, but especially here and especially while She is in lost abandon with pleasure while gently rubbing my head in an encouraging manner. i just love it and frankly wish i was allowed to pleasure her more there. Everyday even!
Hopefully after having pleased Mistress well enough for her to think i may have earned a reward, She might feel the need to not make me to go sleep with the unfulfilled thoughts of wanting Her to take me like a wanton slut and use my ass with her strap on. Like this:
After all, falling asleep wanting it like a cheap ass-whore, laying on my tummy subconsciously rubbing my cock against the sheets while reaching behind and spreading myself for a Mistress-cock that isn't there ... well, that is a miserable way to try and fall asleep, right, and decent Mistress would want for Her submissive husband to have to be tormented like that right? OK, sometimes She would. OK, OK, usually She would ... not tonight. Mistress has a surprise for Her dutiful sub husband. She won't deny him the fullness and utter submissiveness of her strappy cock. No, instead, when he has reached the pinnacle of lust and desire and after having fulfilled 3 of Her subs favorite desires, and he is begging for release, She simple pulls out, leans over and kisses him and tells him that release will not be happening tonight and that he should probably get some rest because at 8 am in the morning, he is going to be punished.
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That little device that squeezes the sub's balls at their base and separates them from the body is my absolute favorite thing for mistress to choose for me to wear under my clothes. The added torment of a rubber-gloved finger over a slippery cock that wants to go off is just so wonderful.
Then, there is this:
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i just love it when i am allowed the pleasure of putting my mouth on Mistress anywhere, but especially here and especially while She is in lost abandon with pleasure while gently rubbing my head in an encouraging manner. i just love it and frankly wish i was allowed to pleasure her more there. Everyday even!
Hopefully after having pleased Mistress well enough for her to think i may have earned a reward, She might feel the need to not make me to go sleep with the unfulfilled thoughts of wanting Her to take me like a wanton slut and use my ass with her strap on. Like this:
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After all, falling asleep wanting it like a cheap ass-whore, laying on my tummy subconsciously rubbing my cock against the sheets while reaching behind and spreading myself for a Mistress-cock that isn't there ... well, that is a miserable way to try and fall asleep, right, and decent Mistress would want for Her submissive husband to have to be tormented like that right? OK, sometimes She would. OK, OK, usually She would ... not tonight. Mistress has a surprise for Her dutiful sub husband. She won't deny him the fullness and utter submissiveness of her strappy cock. No, instead, when he has reached the pinnacle of lust and desire and after having fulfilled 3 of Her subs favorite desires, and he is begging for release, She simple pulls out, leans over and kisses him and tells him that release will not be happening tonight and that he should probably get some rest because at 8 am in the morning, he is going to be punished.
Sunday, June 22, 2014
Come here
The past 2 weeks since Mistress returned from Her trip have been awfully hectic for a variety of reasons i won't get into (cuz they'll bore you). All is well it's just that there hasn't been much time or opportunity to for intimate time together for U/us.
This morning i woke before Her and was making coffee. She called me into the bedroom, flung the sheets off of Her body and said "come here". I went over to Her and started kissing on her body thinking She was just warm under the sheets. She wasn't. She wanted to cum! She told me to get inside Her. Did i hear that right? Yes, get inside her.
i was rock hard in an instant and climbed on the bed when She said "be rough with me". I pulled Her panties down as if She was my willing little slut, waiting there for me take my pleasure from Her. I slide my cock inside Her and starting fucking Her, but it only took a few strokes before i wanted to cum. i begrudgingly told Her i was close and She said "no coming". I ground into her forcefully but in a way that not make me cum right away but the feeling was building and i told her again. She said again "no cumming". i rested for a moment while She relished my cock being inside Her and then tried again to be the forceful lover that was just going to take her and fuck Her. She was on Her tummy with Her left leg pulled up to her chest. i leaned forward and with my hand pressed Her face into the pillow to hold her there while i fucked Her. She loves it when i do that. As i was approaching orgasm again She said "pull my hair". Holy fuck, i can't hold off having an orgasm with the most gorgeous woman in my world telling me to take Her like a slut. i finally had to tell Her that i wasn't going to be able to hold off my orgasm if She wanted me to continue fucking Her this way. Had i known earlier, i would've sprayed my cock with desensitizer and put the cock sleeve my numbed cock so i could fuck Her the way She wanted to be fucked right then. One of the downsides of orgasm denial is when i finally get to be inside Her, or She strokes my cock, or She makes me masturbate for Her, i can't last long before cumming.
In any event, She was well on her way to orgasm but wanted her fave vibrator (actual picture below)
i gave it to her and continued to fuck Her while struggling not to cum. She came hard while i alternated pulling Her hair and pressing Her face into the pillow. When She was through, She said thank you and i was excused.
God I love her!
Postscript note: i do love it when She wants it to be rough. i love seeing be a wanton slut, begging to be fucked and used, albeit for a short period of time. i know the unmitigated joy of surrender and release and know that She occasionally likes to feel that way too. It now has me wishing for a day where She wishes to be the sub and have me dominate her. Wishful thinking? Perhaps. A boy can dream
This morning i woke before Her and was making coffee. She called me into the bedroom, flung the sheets off of Her body and said "come here". I went over to Her and started kissing on her body thinking She was just warm under the sheets. She wasn't. She wanted to cum! She told me to get inside Her. Did i hear that right? Yes, get inside her.
i was rock hard in an instant and climbed on the bed when She said "be rough with me". I pulled Her panties down as if She was my willing little slut, waiting there for me take my pleasure from Her. I slide my cock inside Her and starting fucking Her, but it only took a few strokes before i wanted to cum. i begrudgingly told Her i was close and She said "no coming". I ground into her forcefully but in a way that not make me cum right away but the feeling was building and i told her again. She said again "no cumming". i rested for a moment while She relished my cock being inside Her and then tried again to be the forceful lover that was just going to take her and fuck Her. She was on Her tummy with Her left leg pulled up to her chest. i leaned forward and with my hand pressed Her face into the pillow to hold her there while i fucked Her. She loves it when i do that. As i was approaching orgasm again She said "pull my hair". Holy fuck, i can't hold off having an orgasm with the most gorgeous woman in my world telling me to take Her like a slut. i finally had to tell Her that i wasn't going to be able to hold off my orgasm if She wanted me to continue fucking Her this way. Had i known earlier, i would've sprayed my cock with desensitizer and put the cock sleeve my numbed cock so i could fuck Her the way She wanted to be fucked right then. One of the downsides of orgasm denial is when i finally get to be inside Her, or She strokes my cock, or She makes me masturbate for Her, i can't last long before cumming.
In any event, She was well on her way to orgasm but wanted her fave vibrator (actual picture below)
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i gave it to her and continued to fuck Her while struggling not to cum. She came hard while i alternated pulling Her hair and pressing Her face into the pillow. When She was through, She said thank you and i was excused.
God I love her!
Postscript note: i do love it when She wants it to be rough. i love seeing be a wanton slut, begging to be fucked and used, albeit for a short period of time. i know the unmitigated joy of surrender and release and know that She occasionally likes to feel that way too. It now has me wishing for a day where She wishes to be the sub and have me dominate her. Wishful thinking? Perhaps. A boy can dream
Wednesday, May 28, 2014
The human mind
The human mind can be a scary place when one is not fully confident. Not too long ago, i had a number of health related symptoms that cause me to self-diagnose by going to the internet. By the time i was through, i was certain i had SARS, AIDS, cancer, polio, small pox, diabetes, malaria, rickets, a cold, the flu, lymphoma, pneumonia, Lou Gehrig's disease and a host of other ugly things. Seeing things on the screen has a way of having an impact on how you think things may turn out. i'm happy to report i have none of things but there was a time when i was scared that i did.
This morning, i was browsing some FLM/FLR/Femdom resource sites and came across a blog that some things in it that scared me a bit. i was on a site that was intending to be one of those amateur advice sites that tends have it's own clearly defined path for how things have to be in a FLR/FLM/ Femdom relationship. Some of it was actually pretty good. i eagerly clicked on the link that talked about strap-on training, because, well, um, er, uh .... it turns me on a great deal. i've told Mistress before of my desire to be have my bottom properly trained and to be Her personal ass whore. That's a story for another time though.
It concerned me when i came across a passage that basically said that in every instance when a man is taken anally by his wife with a strap on, it will sequentially lead to things like abandonment of all previous rules of the marriage, dismissal of limits, sissification, mild feminization, moderate feminization, full feminization, cuckoldry, and finally culminating in the woman losing all respect and desire for her husband and that she would ultimately seek out a new lover that she actually did respect in order to satisfy her sexually, yet still keeping her husband around in complete non-sexual, non intimate capacity.
Now ... i reject this notion wholeheartedly of course. You can find "words" on the internet to support or deny any opinion one might have, on any subject. i get that . It did, however briefly, bring me back to how i felt when i was looking for the cause of what were my health related symptoms that i mentioned earlier. i sat there for a moment in abject fear.
In my loving FLM relationship with my beautiful Goddess Mistress Wife, i have come to understand that it is HER that i desire to submit to. It is only Her that i have a true desire to offer my gift of submission, to allow to control my sex in the way the She deems appropriate. Other than fantasy, i don't feel submissive to all women, just because they are women. At the same, i certainly don't feel that i am in any way superior to any woman. i have always been a courteous, loving, friendly, masculine, virile, strong, honorable, dominant but caring man in my vanilla life. If you were to run into me on the street you would never know that i am the submissive husband portrayed here, by my outward appearance. I am the common "man-in-my-position" man that is in control all day type. Executive Business owner with more than 65 people that work for me. There are a lot of people that count on my strength, my honor and my ability to lead others. i give everyone the benefit of the doubt. i think it is important as a human being that must the space on the planet with everyone else to be friendly to all folk.
Just because when i am alone with my Mistress i feel i need to be naked, objectified, used, loved, vulnerable, dutiful and to be completely and utterly available for her, at her pleasure at any given time doesn't mean that Mistress will ultimately lose respect and desire for me. In fact, the man i am becoming as a result of my dedication and devotion to my Mistress Wife has made me a much better, kinder, more loyal, more trustworthy, stronger and more virile man to all other humans that aren't Mistress K as well.
I would love to know your thoughts?
This morning, i was browsing some FLM/FLR/Femdom resource sites and came across a blog that some things in it that scared me a bit. i was on a site that was intending to be one of those amateur advice sites that tends have it's own clearly defined path for how things have to be in a FLR/FLM/ Femdom relationship. Some of it was actually pretty good. i eagerly clicked on the link that talked about strap-on training, because, well, um, er, uh .... it turns me on a great deal. i've told Mistress before of my desire to be have my bottom properly trained and to be Her personal ass whore. That's a story for another time though.
It concerned me when i came across a passage that basically said that in every instance when a man is taken anally by his wife with a strap on, it will sequentially lead to things like abandonment of all previous rules of the marriage, dismissal of limits, sissification, mild feminization, moderate feminization, full feminization, cuckoldry, and finally culminating in the woman losing all respect and desire for her husband and that she would ultimately seek out a new lover that she actually did respect in order to satisfy her sexually, yet still keeping her husband around in complete non-sexual, non intimate capacity.
Now ... i reject this notion wholeheartedly of course. You can find "words" on the internet to support or deny any opinion one might have, on any subject. i get that . It did, however briefly, bring me back to how i felt when i was looking for the cause of what were my health related symptoms that i mentioned earlier. i sat there for a moment in abject fear.
In my loving FLM relationship with my beautiful Goddess Mistress Wife, i have come to understand that it is HER that i desire to submit to. It is only Her that i have a true desire to offer my gift of submission, to allow to control my sex in the way the She deems appropriate. Other than fantasy, i don't feel submissive to all women, just because they are women. At the same, i certainly don't feel that i am in any way superior to any woman. i have always been a courteous, loving, friendly, masculine, virile, strong, honorable, dominant but caring man in my vanilla life. If you were to run into me on the street you would never know that i am the submissive husband portrayed here, by my outward appearance. I am the common "man-in-my-position" man that is in control all day type. Executive Business owner with more than 65 people that work for me. There are a lot of people that count on my strength, my honor and my ability to lead others. i give everyone the benefit of the doubt. i think it is important as a human being that must the space on the planet with everyone else to be friendly to all folk.
Just because when i am alone with my Mistress i feel i need to be naked, objectified, used, loved, vulnerable, dutiful and to be completely and utterly available for her, at her pleasure at any given time doesn't mean that Mistress will ultimately lose respect and desire for me. In fact, the man i am becoming as a result of my dedication and devotion to my Mistress Wife has made me a much better, kinder, more loyal, more trustworthy, stronger and more virile man to all other humans that aren't Mistress K as well.
I would love to know your thoughts?
Monday, May 19, 2014
Deep in sub space
There are times when i naturally find myself very deep in subspace. Of course i am naturally there when i am naked and with Mistress, but there are also other times (like now) where i find myself deep in subspace without being in a scene or session with my beloved Mistress. Mistress has me wearing my favorite balls harness and that only adds to my desire.
It is time like these when i find myself looking to be brought to the very edge of my limits by Mistress. It's scary but also feels very natural. i wonder if this is progression that D/s couples naturally go through. It is times like now that if limits were to be tested, limits very well could be expanded. i know in the bottom of my heart this comes from safe place i find myself under the control of my beloved Mistress K.
I love you darling!
It is time like these when i find myself looking to be brought to the very edge of my limits by Mistress. It's scary but also feels very natural. i wonder if this is progression that D/s couples naturally go through. It is times like now that if limits were to be tested, limits very well could be expanded. i know in the bottom of my heart this comes from safe place i find myself under the control of my beloved Mistress K.
I love you darling!
Wednesday, May 7, 2014
Surprise !!!
Yesterday morning, i was emerging from the shower and just drying myself off when Mistress entered the bathroom. She looked at me and smiled and then uttered an audible hmmmm. She walked over and filled Her hand with lotion and summoned me to the center of the bathroom.
i was certain She was going to edge me. i was wrong. She stroked me to a surprise ruined orgasm. It was awesome. She expertly brought me right to the very edge and let go. A few seconds later and without stimulation, my cock just started ooze them pump then ooze again.
When it was done she said "clean up that mess on the floor", turned to wash her hands and walked out of the bathroom
Holy shit to i love this woman!
i was certain She was going to edge me. i was wrong. She stroked me to a surprise ruined orgasm. It was awesome. She expertly brought me right to the very edge and let go. A few seconds later and without stimulation, my cock just started ooze them pump then ooze again.
When it was done she said "clean up that mess on the floor", turned to wash her hands and walked out of the bathroom
Holy shit to i love this woman!
Friday, May 2, 2014
Appointment for Pegging Love
We had an appointment. i came home from the office at 10 am and found Her working on the computer. She looks at me and said "get naked". i asked Her if i could take a shower for her so i could be clean and freshly shaved. She said yes. Before i got into the shower, She told me to get Her some lube and bring it to Her. She edged me right there and it only took a minute or less to get me to edge. The She shooed me off to get clean and smooth. While i was in the shower, She came in (it's a large walk-in shower that does have a door) with lube still on Her hands and called me to the edge and proceeded to stroke my cock and bring me right to the edge again. i love that!
When i was done showering and shaving, i brushed my teeth and put her favorite cologne on. i felt like a little slut knowing what was about to happen to me. i was Her slut. She called me over to the computer, slid Her chair back and told m to put my hands on the desk and not to move. She disappeared for a moment then returned with something in Her hand. It was a small butt plug. She lubed me all up and eased the plug into my bottom. i just loved being there, naked with instructions to offer my ass and not to move. When the plug was She told me to sit on it and do some work while She went off and gathered other before getting into the shower Herself. When She returned, i was told to stand a reassume the position i was in before. She replaced the small plug with a larger one and had me sit on that and resume my work while she primped.
She returned with her strap on in place and a condom covered rubber cock protruding from it. It's rather small and i have told her before that i was hopeful to be trained to take bigger from Her. i was told to stand again and go remove the larger plug. It came out with a plop and my ass was ready for Her to be there. When i returned, again i assumed the position, standing while She nestled in behind me, placed the tip of the cock against my hole and slowly slid it inside. It was wonderful. i really loved being fucked like that, bent over and occasionally standing so i could kiss her over my shoulder while she fucked me. She started jerking my cock and i asked her not to let me cum. She informed me that it wasn't up to me and continued fucking and stroking. Before i knew i would come, i asked her if she would put me on the floor and take me. She pulled out took me to the bedroom and pointed to the floor and said, on your back. i laid down, spread my legs and pulled them up to my chest like a whore. my eyes pleading with her to fuck. She got on her knees, eased the cock inside me and was looking right into my eyes like hoped She would. She fucked me like for a few minutes and then started to stoke my cock again. i knew i couldn't resist but still begged for Her to deny me an orgasm. She declined and informed me i was going to cum. Knowing i had no choice, i then asked permission to cum and She ordered me to cum while She was slowly working the cock inside me, all the time staring into my eyes. God i loved that!!! i felt like her ass-whore girl. i came like a wildcat! All over my tummy and chest, and even on my neck under my chin. After i came, she did a little post-orgasm torture on me while i begged her not to. She stopped, stood and removed the strap on harness and dropped it next me on the floor, telling me that i had plenty of things to clean. i laid there for what seemed like hours before i could muster the strength to rise.
Oh my god what an orgasm! What a gift She gave to me. i love Her so much!
When i was done showering and shaving, i brushed my teeth and put her favorite cologne on. i felt like a little slut knowing what was about to happen to me. i was Her slut. She called me over to the computer, slid Her chair back and told m to put my hands on the desk and not to move. She disappeared for a moment then returned with something in Her hand. It was a small butt plug. She lubed me all up and eased the plug into my bottom. i just loved being there, naked with instructions to offer my ass and not to move. When the plug was She told me to sit on it and do some work while She went off and gathered other before getting into the shower Herself. When She returned, i was told to stand a reassume the position i was in before. She replaced the small plug with a larger one and had me sit on that and resume my work while she primped.
She returned with her strap on in place and a condom covered rubber cock protruding from it. It's rather small and i have told her before that i was hopeful to be trained to take bigger from Her. i was told to stand again and go remove the larger plug. It came out with a plop and my ass was ready for Her to be there. When i returned, again i assumed the position, standing while She nestled in behind me, placed the tip of the cock against my hole and slowly slid it inside. It was wonderful. i really loved being fucked like that, bent over and occasionally standing so i could kiss her over my shoulder while she fucked me. She started jerking my cock and i asked her not to let me cum. She informed me that it wasn't up to me and continued fucking and stroking. Before i knew i would come, i asked her if she would put me on the floor and take me. She pulled out took me to the bedroom and pointed to the floor and said, on your back. i laid down, spread my legs and pulled them up to my chest like a whore. my eyes pleading with her to fuck. She got on her knees, eased the cock inside me and was looking right into my eyes like hoped She would. She fucked me like for a few minutes and then started to stoke my cock again. i knew i couldn't resist but still begged for Her to deny me an orgasm. She declined and informed me i was going to cum. Knowing i had no choice, i then asked permission to cum and She ordered me to cum while She was slowly working the cock inside me, all the time staring into my eyes. God i loved that!!! i felt like her ass-whore girl. i came like a wildcat! All over my tummy and chest, and even on my neck under my chin. After i came, she did a little post-orgasm torture on me while i begged her not to. She stopped, stood and removed the strap on harness and dropped it next me on the floor, telling me that i had plenty of things to clean. i laid there for what seemed like hours before i could muster the strength to rise.
Oh my god what an orgasm! What a gift She gave to me. i love Her so much!
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Pegged .... Yes!
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This did happen! Subspace is one thing .... sliding down like an ass whore on to Her rubber cock while you stare into Her eyes is quite another. She allowed me the most glorious orgasm!!
I adore Her!
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