Hi everyone. I hope each of you had a lovely weekend. Our family just returned from another visit to the mountains of Arizona where we really enjoy going in the summer. Gets hot in Phoenix in the summer you know!
While there, we stayed with friends and there were kids running about as well. There was a particular moment where we would have 15 minutes or so of known alone time. I was in the garage on my way into the house when Mistress opened the door, poked her head out and said "get hard and come put yourself inside". At first I didn't think I heard her correctly because I wasn't expecting it so when she repeated herself, the getting part was accomplished in about 2.3 seconds.
Once inside, I found her in the bedroom was had just removed her pants and was lowering her panties. Side note .... seeing Mistress bottomless while still wearing something on top has always been one of my favorites visions of her. She has such a sexy and hips area and when being bottomless, it is perfectly accentuated. But I digress ............
Mistress leaned over the bed and ordered me to put my cock inside her. In instants like this, when something so sexy is unexpected, I can sometimes last for a good long time. This wasn't one of those times and it wasn't even a minute or so before I had to pull out and fight real hard not to cum, or ejaculate. As much as Mistress is aware that the orgasm denial lifestyle and frequent edgings that I am subject to do a good job of keeping me in a constant state of arousal, she also knows that it plays hell on my ability to last long enough sometimes for her to get the kind of pleasure she wants in spontaneous moments like this. She didn't express too much disappointment, but I could tell that she had some. At least a little. I offered to put pinky (cock extension) on and give her a good, hard fucking but she felt we were running out of "safe alone time". She stood up from the bed, turned to face me, kissed me tenderly and told me I was not allowed to clean her juices from my cock. She also said, "we are going to have to work on you lasting longer". I reminded that not too long ago we were doing cock therapy for this very reason. You can see some of the posts regarding cock therapy by clicking on "cock therapy" under the Labels section on the right side and at the bottom of the page here. Basically though, cock therapy was an exercise she would put me through by declaring a certain number of thrusts inside I was expected to complete without stopping and without having to pull out. Any number less than the prescribed number meant that was how many hard paddle swats I was to receive immediately. Say the number she gave was 100 and I go only go (nonstop) to 30. I'd get 70 spanks right then!
She smiled, kissed me again and said, "yeah, maybe we'll start that again and went to the bathroom. when she returned, she was instantly reminded that I was still scheduled for a 48 (a spanking she declared was due within 48 hours because of an infraction). Actually, I was due for 2 of them. Still naked, I was ordered to the close and told to wait. A few seconds later she entered, fully clothed and started spanking my bottom with her bare hand. She's a strong girl and packs a wallop, even with her hand, but Mistress prefers an implement and asked if I had packed her paddle. After saying no, because she hadn't told me to, she spotted the belt still in my shorts in a clump on the floor. She immediately pulled the belt from the shorts and proceeded to redden my ass with the belt. I always my best to remain still because i want Mistress to see me being brave for her paddlings but sometimes the paddle (in this case the belt) stings like a mother and I'll instinctively move away. After being ordered back into position, Mistress resumed then completed my spanking and had me kneeling on the floor, red assed and naked, for some after care. She pulled my face into her belly and lifted her shirt so that I could kiss and nuzzle in her belly. She knows that it is my happy place to be after a spanking. I apologized for my behavior and thank her for giving me my spanking. Just I was about to ask Mistress if I could ask her for something special in the punishment department, everyone starting returning to the house, which require that discussion to happen at a later time.
What I wanted to ask her was .... while we are in the mountains and when we are with so many others, which is most of the time, when Mistress declares that's a spanking was necessary, could we take a drive into the forest and have my punishment be executed there?
More to come bur for now, real life needs my attention.
Showing posts with label scheduled punishment. Show all posts
Showing posts with label scheduled punishment. Show all posts
Monday, June 1, 2015
Monday, March 9, 2015
We never really fight
But last night we had a tiff. Mistress was explaining what had just happened with one of our kids and I was rolling my hand as if to encourage her to get to the point. That's when the trouble started. It was an incredibly rude thing to do and she let me know she wasn't at all happy with me by immediately sopping the conversation, leering at me and then going silent. For about 15 minutes following, I brooded thinking she shouldn't be so upset over something so small.
We went about our business getting dinner ready which required some interaction. It was clear that she remained unhappy with me. I thought about the many wise words from my dear friend I'm Hers ( http://im-hers.blogspot.com/ ) and quickly realized that my actions were both unnecessary and disrespectful. I sincerely apologized to Mistress K and she quickly accepted my apology. I immediately felt that I may have avoided one of those "severe punishment spankings". The kind where Mistress K. forces me to masturbate to orgasm proceeding a hard spanking. Quickly things got back to "normal" and we were having a nice, wonderful evening enjoying each other's company.
I went to bed before Mistress K. and fell asleep quickly. I had showered before going to bed and thought I'd surprise her by having her sub laying naked in bed, wearing a hint of her favorite cologne that she loves so much. When she came to bed she nuzzled beside me and started rubbing my butt, running her fingers lightly over and barely between my ass cheeks. She knows how much I love that. She whispered to me that I had angered her earlier and that this was now that second offense for which I had a spanking pending, while she continued to rub my bottom. She abruptly removed the sheets, exposing my bare ass and gently placed a kiss on my ass. I was both horny and worried about what was to come next. She stopped rubbing me and then rolled over and settled in for the night. She said goodnight, placed a hand on my ass and drifted off to sleep. I tried to entice some more of her tender attention to my bottom but she was not interested. We both fell asleep.
This morning was like any other morning. Mistress retrieved the coffee I had made for and set about getting ready for her day. After her shower, while she was about to blow dry her hair, she called me into the bathroom, had me lock the door, told me to get some lube and instructed me to sit on the floor and masturbate while she dried her hair. She was naked expect for the Uggs boots she likes to wear in the morning. I began to masturbate while watching her dry her hair. She was a vision of gorgeousness occasionally leaning over to offer me a view of hat ass I love to worship so much. She stopped and said "you will not be cumming"! When I told her I was going to cum if I didn't stop stroking, she said "you'd better figure it out". OMG it was torture. I was successful in continuing without cumming but it was the most intense edging I have had in some time. When she was done drying her hair, she said "you may stop now. Get cleaned up and return to what you were doing." I'm not certain, but I'm pretty sure that was a form of punishment because Mistress wouldn't let me stop, and she wouldn't let me cum, and she wouldn't let me touch her.
As I write this, my blue balls ache while my mind considers my pending punishment(s). I am so sorry Mistress.
We went about our business getting dinner ready which required some interaction. It was clear that she remained unhappy with me. I thought about the many wise words from my dear friend I'm Hers ( http://im-hers.blogspot.com/ ) and quickly realized that my actions were both unnecessary and disrespectful. I sincerely apologized to Mistress K and she quickly accepted my apology. I immediately felt that I may have avoided one of those "severe punishment spankings". The kind where Mistress K. forces me to masturbate to orgasm proceeding a hard spanking. Quickly things got back to "normal" and we were having a nice, wonderful evening enjoying each other's company.
I went to bed before Mistress K. and fell asleep quickly. I had showered before going to bed and thought I'd surprise her by having her sub laying naked in bed, wearing a hint of her favorite cologne that she loves so much. When she came to bed she nuzzled beside me and started rubbing my butt, running her fingers lightly over and barely between my ass cheeks. She knows how much I love that. She whispered to me that I had angered her earlier and that this was now that second offense for which I had a spanking pending, while she continued to rub my bottom. She abruptly removed the sheets, exposing my bare ass and gently placed a kiss on my ass. I was both horny and worried about what was to come next. She stopped rubbing me and then rolled over and settled in for the night. She said goodnight, placed a hand on my ass and drifted off to sleep. I tried to entice some more of her tender attention to my bottom but she was not interested. We both fell asleep.
This morning was like any other morning. Mistress retrieved the coffee I had made for and set about getting ready for her day. After her shower, while she was about to blow dry her hair, she called me into the bathroom, had me lock the door, told me to get some lube and instructed me to sit on the floor and masturbate while she dried her hair. She was naked expect for the Uggs boots she likes to wear in the morning. I began to masturbate while watching her dry her hair. She was a vision of gorgeousness occasionally leaning over to offer me a view of hat ass I love to worship so much. She stopped and said "you will not be cumming"! When I told her I was going to cum if I didn't stop stroking, she said "you'd better figure it out". OMG it was torture. I was successful in continuing without cumming but it was the most intense edging I have had in some time. When she was done drying her hair, she said "you may stop now. Get cleaned up and return to what you were doing." I'm not certain, but I'm pretty sure that was a form of punishment because Mistress wouldn't let me stop, and she wouldn't let me cum, and she wouldn't let me touch her.
As I write this, my blue balls ache while my mind considers my pending punishment(s). I am so sorry Mistress.
Monday, October 27, 2014
The day I was Collared - part 1
It feels awesome. There is a significant depth of joy and contentment knowing that Mistress K. felt enough about me and our lifestyle to want to officially collar me. For many years I've read stories abut subs being collared by their Master/Mistress, and I always thought I could understand the truly wonderful feeling of accepting the collar from someone that truly loved you enough to place it on one's neck, and everything it symbolizes. During those times, I never considered that i would be lucky enough to actually experience the joy of receiving a collar from the person I love most in the world.
OK, here are some details of our day. On the day that we were to exchange our vows for our (what turned out to be) collaring ceremony, Mistress K. ordered me to be shaved smooth and in my cage right away. I thought that it probably had something to do with the collaring ceremony later that evening but i wasn't sure because the only times Mistress would put me in the cage is when i was being punished. I did as i was told and soon was in my cage. Before putting it on, i worked really, really hard to be sure that I had the closest, smoothest shave I ever had. I stayed home from work that day and since we wouldn't check into our room until 3pm, we went about our business as if it were a normal day. That is until Mistress was reminded that I had 2 unpaid punishments coming my. She stopped what I was doing, came over to me and informed me that I was going to receive at least one of my 2 punishments right then. I was required to strip naked, go to our bedroom, retrieve the paddle and wait for her.
She walked into the bedroom, laid a large body pillow across a stool and told me to lie down over it. I had sent her a GIF of a punishment that I thought she would enjoy and it turns out she enjoyed it very much ... because she was about to recreate it! here it is:
Instead of a belt, she used her paddle. IT HURT!!!! There were no tears but there was absolute and genuine begging for Mistress to stop. Eventually she did. While receiving this spanking, I was certain that Mistress felt it was necessary for there to be bruises on my bottom for our ceremony. Come to think of it, what a beautiful sentiment. Sadly (gladly), there were no bruises on my bottom later that night, but it did hurt to touch my bottom for a while after being punished.
While packing for our trip to the resort, I asked Mistress what tools, toys and others implements did she want for me to pack. "Everything", she said. So, one suitcase was devoted almost exclusively to items we would need for our evening.
Once we arrived we discovered that the hotel upgraded us to one of their finest suites because it was available and because it was our anniversary. That was such a nice thing to do because it gave us multiple rooms which would come in handy when it was time for the officiant to join us in our room later.
We checked in and then invited our officiant to join us for happy hour prior to the festivities. Before we left for the nice bar, Mistress handed me a lovely pair of black lace panties to wear over my cage and under my shorts for our trip to the bar. She informed me then that i would be wearing them during the ceremony, which confirmed in my mind that i would also be wearing my cage during the ceremony. I'll be honest, i was not-so-secretly hoping that Mistress would have me wear my glass butt plug as well. After putting on the panties and allowing Mistress to see me before I got dressed, she walked over to me and rubbed my caged cock through the lace material. It strained to become erect but alas, it was going to happen. She then whispered ..... "you want to wear your plug during the ceremony, don't you pet?" I responded quickly and eagerly with a "YES". She said "we'll see. now get dressed"
We met our officiant in the bar and she was a tiny bit nervous because this was the first "one of these" she had ever done and even though we had talked through the ceremony several, she still wasn't quite sure what to expect. We'd have a cocktail or too, have some lovely food, chat awhile, get to know each other way, way, way better, and to ask and answer any questions any of us may have had. She joined us and we had a lovely time. She is such a nice lady and for someone that was almost literally a complete stranger, she made us feel completely at home and soon we were chatting openly about the most intimate aspects of our relationship. She even asked for some advice on how to get her husband to be more attentive. I offered 4 words ..... "Orgasm Control and Punishments". We all giggled but we also acknowledged that it was advice and not a joke.
Soon we retired to our suite to prepare for and have our ceremony ................. (to be continued)
OK, here are some details of our day. On the day that we were to exchange our vows for our (what turned out to be) collaring ceremony, Mistress K. ordered me to be shaved smooth and in my cage right away. I thought that it probably had something to do with the collaring ceremony later that evening but i wasn't sure because the only times Mistress would put me in the cage is when i was being punished. I did as i was told and soon was in my cage. Before putting it on, i worked really, really hard to be sure that I had the closest, smoothest shave I ever had. I stayed home from work that day and since we wouldn't check into our room until 3pm, we went about our business as if it were a normal day. That is until Mistress was reminded that I had 2 unpaid punishments coming my. She stopped what I was doing, came over to me and informed me that I was going to receive at least one of my 2 punishments right then. I was required to strip naked, go to our bedroom, retrieve the paddle and wait for her.
She walked into the bedroom, laid a large body pillow across a stool and told me to lie down over it. I had sent her a GIF of a punishment that I thought she would enjoy and it turns out she enjoyed it very much ... because she was about to recreate it! here it is:
*** picture removed to comply with Blogger's new rules ***
Instead of a belt, she used her paddle. IT HURT!!!! There were no tears but there was absolute and genuine begging for Mistress to stop. Eventually she did. While receiving this spanking, I was certain that Mistress felt it was necessary for there to be bruises on my bottom for our ceremony. Come to think of it, what a beautiful sentiment. Sadly (gladly), there were no bruises on my bottom later that night, but it did hurt to touch my bottom for a while after being punished.
While packing for our trip to the resort, I asked Mistress what tools, toys and others implements did she want for me to pack. "Everything", she said. So, one suitcase was devoted almost exclusively to items we would need for our evening.
Once we arrived we discovered that the hotel upgraded us to one of their finest suites because it was available and because it was our anniversary. That was such a nice thing to do because it gave us multiple rooms which would come in handy when it was time for the officiant to join us in our room later.
We checked in and then invited our officiant to join us for happy hour prior to the festivities. Before we left for the nice bar, Mistress handed me a lovely pair of black lace panties to wear over my cage and under my shorts for our trip to the bar. She informed me then that i would be wearing them during the ceremony, which confirmed in my mind that i would also be wearing my cage during the ceremony. I'll be honest, i was not-so-secretly hoping that Mistress would have me wear my glass butt plug as well. After putting on the panties and allowing Mistress to see me before I got dressed, she walked over to me and rubbed my caged cock through the lace material. It strained to become erect but alas, it was going to happen. She then whispered ..... "you want to wear your plug during the ceremony, don't you pet?" I responded quickly and eagerly with a "YES". She said "we'll see. now get dressed"
We met our officiant in the bar and she was a tiny bit nervous because this was the first "one of these" she had ever done and even though we had talked through the ceremony several, she still wasn't quite sure what to expect. We'd have a cocktail or too, have some lovely food, chat awhile, get to know each other way, way, way better, and to ask and answer any questions any of us may have had. She joined us and we had a lovely time. She is such a nice lady and for someone that was almost literally a complete stranger, she made us feel completely at home and soon we were chatting openly about the most intimate aspects of our relationship. She even asked for some advice on how to get her husband to be more attentive. I offered 4 words ..... "Orgasm Control and Punishments". We all giggled but we also acknowledged that it was advice and not a joke.
Soon we retired to our suite to prepare for and have our ceremony ................. (to be continued)
Wednesday, October 8, 2014
The Paddle and the Plug
this morning after showering, shaving and otherwise being ready to get dressed for work, I approached Mistress as I usually do to inform her that I was prepared to dress for work. I also had a particularly good shave of my cock, balls and bottom this morning, so I kind of wanted to show it off for her. The time was 7:30am. 30 minutes later would have been the expiration of the most 48 hour notice of a punishment that was intended for me for a stupid, stupid, stupid infraction that occurred on Monday morning. I did not prepare and deliver Mistress' coffee.
Mistress told me that I would be wearing my glass plug day and was prepared to dismiss me to insert it and get dressed.
As I am obligated to do, I informed Mistress that the 48 hour period for which receiving my mandatory spanking was about to expire. Without hesitation, Mistress acknowledged that indeed that was the case, and that she was proud of me for not allowing another infraction to occur by not informing her. She also informed me that only one of my pending punishments would be administered that morning. The other punishment was because I did not have her glass of wine prepared for her when she arrived home from running an errand ... something she had specifically instructed me to do before she left. She then instructed me to go get her paddle, go lie on the bed with it and wait for her. She said she expected to find that my plug was already inserted when she arrived to administer my spanking.
Mistress walked into the bedroom and found me naked, laying on the bed face down with the pink paddle laying across my bottom for her to use.
She administered the punishment while expertly admonishing me for being forgetful and inattentive to her daily needs. She spanked me good. Not as hard as some of my recent punishment spankings (nor as hard as the "playful" one she gave me when she returned that wonderful Friday after drinking with her friends), but let's just say that I knew I was getting spanked.
As I receive my spankings, I am trying to become better at not reacting to the sting of the paddle as much so as to not put Mistress K. in a position of having to wrongly be concerned about whether or not she is spanking too hard. It's a goal of mine for Mistress to only have to decide on how hard and how long my spankings should based on all factors other than my willingness or ability to take what she is giving.
When she was done, she told me to lay on my side and she came in and lay herself beside me, spooning me and rubbing my freshly reddened bottom. it was the first time our aftercare was like that and it was wonderful. i did not want to leave and I found myself wanting to be swallowed up inside her. When she said it was time to get up, I asked her if I could lay on top of her, insert my cock inside of while i stared into her eyes. "I promise, just slide it in and no pumping", I said. She said no. I asked then if I could lay on her and look into her eyes for a few minutes while she remained fully clothed and she said yes! Yay! I love moments like those!
A few minutes later she told me to get up because she had to go to the bathroom. I got right up, stood next to the bed and watched rise from it. When she started toward the bathroom I wanted to follow her like a puppy but she told me top get dressed. Get dressed is exactly what I did.
The next punishment time is unknown. Mistress did not place a "48 hour" tag to the infraction of not having her wine ready. I think it would be best however to inform Mistress that the 48 hour period for that is expiring this evening, in case she believes she did make it a 48 hour notice.
Shit, you'd think I would learn. Guh! I really do not like it when i earn a punishment spanking. Yes, the spanking hurts but worse, I have disappointed Mistress K.
Mistress told me that I would be wearing my glass plug day and was prepared to dismiss me to insert it and get dressed.
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As I am obligated to do, I informed Mistress that the 48 hour period for which receiving my mandatory spanking was about to expire. Without hesitation, Mistress acknowledged that indeed that was the case, and that she was proud of me for not allowing another infraction to occur by not informing her. She also informed me that only one of my pending punishments would be administered that morning. The other punishment was because I did not have her glass of wine prepared for her when she arrived home from running an errand ... something she had specifically instructed me to do before she left. She then instructed me to go get her paddle, go lie on the bed with it and wait for her. She said she expected to find that my plug was already inserted when she arrived to administer my spanking.
Mistress walked into the bedroom and found me naked, laying on the bed face down with the pink paddle laying across my bottom for her to use.
*** picture removed to comply with Blogger's new rules ***
She administered the punishment while expertly admonishing me for being forgetful and inattentive to her daily needs. She spanked me good. Not as hard as some of my recent punishment spankings (nor as hard as the "playful" one she gave me when she returned that wonderful Friday after drinking with her friends), but let's just say that I knew I was getting spanked.
As I receive my spankings, I am trying to become better at not reacting to the sting of the paddle as much so as to not put Mistress K. in a position of having to wrongly be concerned about whether or not she is spanking too hard. It's a goal of mine for Mistress to only have to decide on how hard and how long my spankings should based on all factors other than my willingness or ability to take what she is giving.
When she was done, she told me to lay on my side and she came in and lay herself beside me, spooning me and rubbing my freshly reddened bottom. it was the first time our aftercare was like that and it was wonderful. i did not want to leave and I found myself wanting to be swallowed up inside her. When she said it was time to get up, I asked her if I could lay on top of her, insert my cock inside of while i stared into her eyes. "I promise, just slide it in and no pumping", I said. She said no. I asked then if I could lay on her and look into her eyes for a few minutes while she remained fully clothed and she said yes! Yay! I love moments like those!
A few minutes later she told me to get up because she had to go to the bathroom. I got right up, stood next to the bed and watched rise from it. When she started toward the bathroom I wanted to follow her like a puppy but she told me top get dressed. Get dressed is exactly what I did.
The next punishment time is unknown. Mistress did not place a "48 hour" tag to the infraction of not having her wine ready. I think it would be best however to inform Mistress that the 48 hour period for that is expiring this evening, in case she believes she did make it a 48 hour notice.
Shit, you'd think I would learn. Guh! I really do not like it when i earn a punishment spanking. Yes, the spanking hurts but worse, I have disappointed Mistress K.
Friday, August 15, 2014
i try to be good
I sent the following GIF picture to Mistress K. from the ONLYSHECUM's tumblr site.
It was Friday, a fun kind of day, i was feeling playful, so i sent it to her and told her in the text that the caption was
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It was Friday, a fun kind of day, i was feeling playful, so i sent it to her and told her in the text that the caption was
"it keeps him from getting over zealous"
I thought Mistress would get a kick out of it, plus i thought it was a super hot picture. Mistress promptly replied with a picture of her own. It was a picture of a sink full of dirty dishes and she had her own caption, which read "so does this". SHIT! I had kind of shitty morning and after i got dressed i forgot to check the sink before leaving for the office. It wasn't 30 seconds later that the next text came and it merely said "48".
For you new followers, that is the signal Mistress gives to me to let me know that I am required to see to it that the punishment takes place within the next 48 hours. Failure means a further infraction.
Damn it!!!
Monday, August 4, 2014
Plugged and pouty
Shortly after Mistress told me to insert my plug, she informed me that she was going to visit a friend for "a few minutes" and then she would be back home in plenty of time to go the neighbors party. One of the things about Mistress K. is that she is often late. When she is late, and it only affects me, there is no problem of course because I am a dutiful sub. When her being late affects others, I can't help but get a little frustrated.
Well, on this night, she was late. On this night, when our friends and neighbors were expecting us to arrive with our portion of appetizers to contribute to the party, Mistress was still with her friend going over decoration options for a bit of a remodel she is doing. I went to the neighbors house alone (wearing the plug) with a cocktail in my hand. Apologies all around for showing up empty handed but promising that Mistress would be along shortly with our contribution to the party.
45 minutes later, Mistress calls me home to help carry over the food. I was clearly unhappy that Mistress's lateness was going to be the cause of us being the last one's to arrive with our contribution to the party. She apologized to me for making it appear that we are rude and not appreciative of other people's time. She told me the same things she always does and that is nice she and her friend got to talking, she lost track of time. She told me that her friend felt so bad about keeping Mistress and causing her to be late, that she begged Mistress to give me a blow job in order to make it up to me.
Mistresses friend is not aware that we live in an true FLM and that Mistress doesn't have to give me a blow in order to make it up to me. She doesn't know that Mistress could've just come home and told me that there was no problem and that I would be punished for being pouty with her, and the situation would be smoothed over right then and there. Her friend only knows that Mistress and I have a great deal of love for each other and that Mistress like to make me happy (if she only knew ...). Anyway, Mistress still made it fun by teasing me that her friend begged her to suck my cock. Even though it was not intended to fit in as part of our lifestyle (even in an ironic way), it was still a sexy dynamic.
The party was fun but I left earlier than Mistress because the effects of my cocktails were wearing off and I was getting sleepy. I went home laid down on the couch, while the kids were running around the house having fun. While at the party, I asked if Mistress was going to do "what she was told" by her friend and suck my cock when she got home. She simply asked .... "did you shower?" I said I hadn't .... yet but was going to later.
When she got home from the party she told me to meet her in our bedroom. When the door closed behind me she told me to take off my shorts and get some lube. She was going to edge me. While edging me, she noticed that I was not smoothly shaved and asked me what this was about. I told I was sorry for not being smooth for her at that moment. While stroking me, she looked me in the eye and said "48 hours" (9:30 on Sunday night). SHIT! That feeling of regret for having disappointed her came rushing back. I hate how I feel when she has determined that I will be punished because it means she is disappointed with me. She brought me to the edge. I pleaded with her not to make me cum and then she stopped stroking my cock and simply turned and walked away. not only was I wallowing in my regret, I had been a particularly bratty sub husband this evening because of Mistress being late and all. Yes, I was teasing but I was also being a brat to emphasize my point and Mistress had mentioned on more than one occasion that she was well aware of my bratty behavior. We were with friends when she made comments like "I'm going to beat you later" and "He'll pay for that later". Even though our friends believe it is just harmless kidding, I knew that Mistress meant it and that she would remember it the next time she punished me. I'm afraid there will be some extra stinging on my bottom in the next 48 hours. We'll see.
After Mistress walked away, I jumped into the sower and cleaned my body really good. I shaved and very carefully made myself as smooth as possible in those areas Mistress requires it of me. I couldn't wait to show her. You know, like a child that knows he is in trouble, has a punishment coming and tries to "soften the blow" by eagerly demonstrating what a good boy he is? When I emerged from the bathroom she was tending to the children. I returned to the couch. When she was finished with the children, she called me into the bedroom once again, locked the behind us, turned to face me and pushed me gently so that my back was against the door. The she pulled my t-shirt up and had me hold it in my teeth and then grabbed the waistband of my shorts and roughly pulled them down, stripping me naked. Then she got on her knees and started to suck my cock. It was amazing. She held me against the door and sucked my cock like I had no choice in the matter (I don't actually, but ...). When she could tell that I was getting to the point of having an orgasm, she stopped, stoop up, kissed me on the cheek and whispered .... "that was from _______________ (her friend)". She then informed me she was going back to the neighbors house for one more drink and some chat with the lady of the house and that she was only going to be a few minutes. Here we go again ............
She returned from the party, went into the bedroom and 5 minutes later texted me and told me to meet her there. I went in and she was laying on the bed wearing only panties. "Take off my panties and then come and put your cock in me" Holy shit! That was the sexiest I thought I had ever heard! I did and climbed up on the bed, got between her legs, paused for just a moment to look at the beauty before me and relish in the fact that I was about to be allowed to be inside of her. I am always so appreciative f the fact that she will allow for me to touch her body and especially will allow me the honor of being inside of her. I never take that for granted.
It wasn't long before I knew I would be coming. For some reason I felt that she was intending for me to have a ruined orgasm this way. She's done it before and it was the most amazing thing ever. Then, I was to thrust inside of her until I am there and then pull out and without any direct stimulation, I was required to empty my balls on her tummy. It was so fucking awesome ... then ... but alas, I was not meant to be this night. She said "DON'T YOU DARE CUM! You will not be cumming tonight". She told me to go get my cock sleeve (pinky) and come back to finish the job. After putting it on and resuming my dutiful place between her open legs, I re-entered her with pinky and could feel her melt in pleasure before me. She was moaning in delight, lost in the pleasure of being fucked properly. Then it happened ............. KNOCK, KNOCK, KNOCK, followed by "Mom, are you in there?" followed by jiggling of the locked door handle. That was it, over. "we're done" she said and got up to go tend to the children. "Go clean up", she said as she made her way to her robe and to the door.
Later I asked her if she wanted me to remove the butt plugged I had been wearing for her all afternoon and evening. She thought about letting me sleep in it for a moment but decided against it and told me to remove it.
I loved every minute of it.
Well, on this night, she was late. On this night, when our friends and neighbors were expecting us to arrive with our portion of appetizers to contribute to the party, Mistress was still with her friend going over decoration options for a bit of a remodel she is doing. I went to the neighbors house alone (wearing the plug) with a cocktail in my hand. Apologies all around for showing up empty handed but promising that Mistress would be along shortly with our contribution to the party.
45 minutes later, Mistress calls me home to help carry over the food. I was clearly unhappy that Mistress's lateness was going to be the cause of us being the last one's to arrive with our contribution to the party. She apologized to me for making it appear that we are rude and not appreciative of other people's time. She told me the same things she always does and that is nice she and her friend got to talking, she lost track of time. She told me that her friend felt so bad about keeping Mistress and causing her to be late, that she begged Mistress to give me a blow job in order to make it up to me.
Mistresses friend is not aware that we live in an true FLM and that Mistress doesn't have to give me a blow in order to make it up to me. She doesn't know that Mistress could've just come home and told me that there was no problem and that I would be punished for being pouty with her, and the situation would be smoothed over right then and there. Her friend only knows that Mistress and I have a great deal of love for each other and that Mistress like to make me happy (if she only knew ...). Anyway, Mistress still made it fun by teasing me that her friend begged her to suck my cock. Even though it was not intended to fit in as part of our lifestyle (even in an ironic way), it was still a sexy dynamic.
The party was fun but I left earlier than Mistress because the effects of my cocktails were wearing off and I was getting sleepy. I went home laid down on the couch, while the kids were running around the house having fun. While at the party, I asked if Mistress was going to do "what she was told" by her friend and suck my cock when she got home. She simply asked .... "did you shower?" I said I hadn't .... yet but was going to later.
When she got home from the party she told me to meet her in our bedroom. When the door closed behind me she told me to take off my shorts and get some lube. She was going to edge me. While edging me, she noticed that I was not smoothly shaved and asked me what this was about. I told I was sorry for not being smooth for her at that moment. While stroking me, she looked me in the eye and said "48 hours" (9:30 on Sunday night). SHIT! That feeling of regret for having disappointed her came rushing back. I hate how I feel when she has determined that I will be punished because it means she is disappointed with me. She brought me to the edge. I pleaded with her not to make me cum and then she stopped stroking my cock and simply turned and walked away. not only was I wallowing in my regret, I had been a particularly bratty sub husband this evening because of Mistress being late and all. Yes, I was teasing but I was also being a brat to emphasize my point and Mistress had mentioned on more than one occasion that she was well aware of my bratty behavior. We were with friends when she made comments like "I'm going to beat you later" and "He'll pay for that later". Even though our friends believe it is just harmless kidding, I knew that Mistress meant it and that she would remember it the next time she punished me. I'm afraid there will be some extra stinging on my bottom in the next 48 hours. We'll see.
After Mistress walked away, I jumped into the sower and cleaned my body really good. I shaved and very carefully made myself as smooth as possible in those areas Mistress requires it of me. I couldn't wait to show her. You know, like a child that knows he is in trouble, has a punishment coming and tries to "soften the blow" by eagerly demonstrating what a good boy he is? When I emerged from the bathroom she was tending to the children. I returned to the couch. When she was finished with the children, she called me into the bedroom once again, locked the behind us, turned to face me and pushed me gently so that my back was against the door. The she pulled my t-shirt up and had me hold it in my teeth and then grabbed the waistband of my shorts and roughly pulled them down, stripping me naked. Then she got on her knees and started to suck my cock. It was amazing. She held me against the door and sucked my cock like I had no choice in the matter (I don't actually, but ...). When she could tell that I was getting to the point of having an orgasm, she stopped, stoop up, kissed me on the cheek and whispered .... "that was from _______________ (her friend)". She then informed me she was going back to the neighbors house for one more drink and some chat with the lady of the house and that she was only going to be a few minutes. Here we go again ............
She returned from the party, went into the bedroom and 5 minutes later texted me and told me to meet her there. I went in and she was laying on the bed wearing only panties. "Take off my panties and then come and put your cock in me" Holy shit! That was the sexiest I thought I had ever heard! I did and climbed up on the bed, got between her legs, paused for just a moment to look at the beauty before me and relish in the fact that I was about to be allowed to be inside of her. I am always so appreciative f the fact that she will allow for me to touch her body and especially will allow me the honor of being inside of her. I never take that for granted.
It wasn't long before I knew I would be coming. For some reason I felt that she was intending for me to have a ruined orgasm this way. She's done it before and it was the most amazing thing ever. Then, I was to thrust inside of her until I am there and then pull out and without any direct stimulation, I was required to empty my balls on her tummy. It was so fucking awesome ... then ... but alas, I was not meant to be this night. She said "DON'T YOU DARE CUM! You will not be cumming tonight". She told me to go get my cock sleeve (pinky) and come back to finish the job. After putting it on and resuming my dutiful place between her open legs, I re-entered her with pinky and could feel her melt in pleasure before me. She was moaning in delight, lost in the pleasure of being fucked properly. Then it happened ............. KNOCK, KNOCK, KNOCK, followed by "Mom, are you in there?" followed by jiggling of the locked door handle. That was it, over. "we're done" she said and got up to go tend to the children. "Go clean up", she said as she made her way to her robe and to the door.
Later I asked her if she wanted me to remove the butt plugged I had been wearing for her all afternoon and evening. She thought about letting me sleep in it for a moment but decided against it and told me to remove it.
I loved every minute of it.
Wednesday, June 25, 2014
* Another UPDATE * Spanked Today
At 8am precisely, I was standing beside Mistress's bed, leather paddle in hand. i leaned to kiss Mistress awake and She was groggy and obviously was being roused from a deep slumber. i told her that it was 8 am and that i was present and ready to receive my punishment. She said ............... "I am so tired .... we will have to reschedule". my shoulders slumped and i let out an audible sigh that caught Her attention. She said "I'm sorry baby, i am just so tired. "Go put your butt plug in and go to work". All i could do was say "yes Mistress" and walk back into the closet to put away her paddle and to retrieve the glass plug". Why did She so effortlessly and without regard to how it made feel ... decide to postpone? Because She can!!! No other reason is needed.
i lubed a finger and inserted into my bottom to loosen it a bit before putting the plug in. It is not a large plug but larger that the one it replaced. After loosing myself with my finger for a minute or so, i pressed the plug against my bottom hole and slowly pushed it inside me. Since it was the initial attempt at entry, there was a small amount of resistance but nothing at all like i was used to. On the second attempt, it slide inside me comfortably as if it was meant to be there, and plopped into place. Now, off to the shower i go.
i am conflicted on how i feel. It is 8:15 as i write this and i am grateful for having bruises and deep redness on ass right now. On the other hand, i know that it has only been delayed and not forgiven and i get to relive the worry leading up to my punishment one more time. As an added bonus, i have my ass filled with a butt plug that my Mistress told me to wear. i believe it will be a good day.
i lubed a finger and inserted into my bottom to loosen it a bit before putting the plug in. It is not a large plug but larger that the one it replaced. After loosing myself with my finger for a minute or so, i pressed the plug against my bottom hole and slowly pushed it inside me. Since it was the initial attempt at entry, there was a small amount of resistance but nothing at all like i was used to. On the second attempt, it slide inside me comfortably as if it was meant to be there, and plopped into place. Now, off to the shower i go.
i am conflicted on how i feel. It is 8:15 as i write this and i am grateful for having bruises and deep redness on ass right now. On the other hand, i know that it has only been delayed and not forgiven and i get to relive the worry leading up to my punishment one more time. As an added bonus, i have my ass filled with a butt plug that my Mistress told me to wear. i believe it will be a good day.
Fantasy Daydreaming
While i sit and ponder my fate in the 30 minutes, i can't help but daydream about things. Things like this:
That little device that squeezes the sub's balls at their base and separates them from the body is my absolute favorite thing for mistress to choose for me to wear under my clothes. The added torment of a rubber-gloved finger over a slippery cock that wants to go off is just so wonderful.
Then, there is this:
i just love it when i am allowed the pleasure of putting my mouth on Mistress anywhere, but especially here and especially while She is in lost abandon with pleasure while gently rubbing my head in an encouraging manner. i just love it and frankly wish i was allowed to pleasure her more there. Everyday even!
Hopefully after having pleased Mistress well enough for her to think i may have earned a reward, She might feel the need to not make me to go sleep with the unfulfilled thoughts of wanting Her to take me like a wanton slut and use my ass with her strap on. Like this:
After all, falling asleep wanting it like a cheap ass-whore, laying on my tummy subconsciously rubbing my cock against the sheets while reaching behind and spreading myself for a Mistress-cock that isn't there ... well, that is a miserable way to try and fall asleep, right, and decent Mistress would want for Her submissive husband to have to be tormented like that right? OK, sometimes She would. OK, OK, usually She would ... not tonight. Mistress has a surprise for Her dutiful sub husband. She won't deny him the fullness and utter submissiveness of her strappy cock. No, instead, when he has reached the pinnacle of lust and desire and after having fulfilled 3 of Her subs favorite desires, and he is begging for release, She simple pulls out, leans over and kisses him and tells him that release will not be happening tonight and that he should probably get some rest because at 8 am in the morning, he is going to be punished.
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That little device that squeezes the sub's balls at their base and separates them from the body is my absolute favorite thing for mistress to choose for me to wear under my clothes. The added torment of a rubber-gloved finger over a slippery cock that wants to go off is just so wonderful.
Then, there is this:
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i just love it when i am allowed the pleasure of putting my mouth on Mistress anywhere, but especially here and especially while She is in lost abandon with pleasure while gently rubbing my head in an encouraging manner. i just love it and frankly wish i was allowed to pleasure her more there. Everyday even!
Hopefully after having pleased Mistress well enough for her to think i may have earned a reward, She might feel the need to not make me to go sleep with the unfulfilled thoughts of wanting Her to take me like a wanton slut and use my ass with her strap on. Like this:
*** picture removed to comply with Blogger's new rules ***
After all, falling asleep wanting it like a cheap ass-whore, laying on my tummy subconsciously rubbing my cock against the sheets while reaching behind and spreading myself for a Mistress-cock that isn't there ... well, that is a miserable way to try and fall asleep, right, and decent Mistress would want for Her submissive husband to have to be tormented like that right? OK, sometimes She would. OK, OK, usually She would ... not tonight. Mistress has a surprise for Her dutiful sub husband. She won't deny him the fullness and utter submissiveness of her strappy cock. No, instead, when he has reached the pinnacle of lust and desire and after having fulfilled 3 of Her subs favorite desires, and he is begging for release, She simple pulls out, leans over and kisses him and tells him that release will not be happening tonight and that he should probably get some rest because at 8 am in the morning, he is going to be punished.
Tuesday, June 24, 2014
*UPDATE* Spanked Today
It won't be today. Today is just not possible for a variety of real life reason.
i texted Mistress earlier today and asked if we could schedule the corrective punishment for 8 am local time, Wednesday morning. i did this because at 9:54, the 48 hours since Mistress declared a punishment was to take place will expire. If it were to expire, it would mean another, more significant punishment. She agreed and now i will be punished shortly after i wake in the morning.
Wish me luck.
i texted Mistress earlier today and asked if we could schedule the corrective punishment for 8 am local time, Wednesday morning. i did this because at 9:54, the 48 hours since Mistress declared a punishment was to take place will expire. If it were to expire, it would mean another, more significant punishment. She agreed and now i will be punished shortly after i wake in the morning.
Wish me luck.
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