I will start this post off by saying two things .... 1. I haven't had a full orgasm since October of last year, with only 3 ruined orgasms since; and 2. I am not at all complaining about that fact.
In fact, after our latest incredibly sexy session
while I was telling Mistress K. thank you and that we had been to a couple places together that we hadn't been to before, I made the comment that although my orgasms are now few and far between during the past 18 months or so, the sex I have been lucky enough to be allowed to have has been beyond incredible. I've been thinking about this ever since we discussed it. Thinking about how unlikely it is that I would ever be able to explain to someone outside the realm of understanding the basic dynamics of a FLM, what an incredible and sexually satisfying ride it has been. They'd never believe it .... because they wouldn't be able to. My beautiful, skilled Mistress Wife seems to know exactly when her devoted, submissive husband should be allowed (or required) to orgasm, be it ruined or full. In fact, Mistress K. was so in tuned to having conditioned me to restricted orgasm that when we were in the hottest part of our recent incredible sex, Mistress warned me that she was going to ruin me that day. there was no asking, no negotiating, just a statement of fact from my Mistress of how my sex was going to conclude.
Have I mentioned before that I love ruined orgasms? yeah, I'm pretty sure I have.
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I guess to illustrate my feelings about this, here I am writing a post about how my orgasms are so few and far between .... and .... I'm hard as a rock. Makes me really want to ................
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Or ........
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It's a little more incredible and less satisfying of a ruined orgasm when Mistress takes me there with ZERO direct stimulation to my penis. I wonder what it's like to entirely own the sex of someone that you love and lust for so deeply. I'm hoping it's as incredible as having someone that you love and lust for deeply, owning it completely.
I love you Mistress.