Unexpected but very welcomed

On Friday morning, I was waiting naked in my usual spot for Mistress to return from taking the kids to school.  Being able to greet her naked when she walks in the door is one of those simple little pleasures that mean the world to me.  I am grateful for being able to frequently do that during the school year.  I will sometimes daydream about it being this way at all times once we are empty-nesters ... someday.

She walked in the door and as usual said "hello there naked boy" and came over and held me close.  While we were hugging and I was pressing myself against (because she allows me to do that), she said "we need to trim your body hair.  Come with me".  With that she led me into the bathroom and instructed me to retrieve the clippers and get them set up.  She took me into our walk-in shower and proceeded to trim (very closely) on my entire body.  This process usually take about 10 minutes, not because I am that particularly hairy (she might disagree) but more because Mistress likes to do nice job.  It's a wonderful feeling to be required to "stand still" and be naked while Mistress attends to my body, even if it is for a trim. 

When we were done, I was cleaning up the hair from the shower floor (wasn't too much) and putting away the clippers and whatnot, Mistress was watching me intently.  A quick rinse in the shower followed and when I emerged, Mistress wanted to touch me.  Yummy.  I love it when Mistress touches me but I especially do when she is feeling amorous and frisky.  I love how she holds my ass cheeks open and reminds me that it is hers.  I love it how she will tease me unmerciful by moving her hands all over my body but avoiding my cock and balls.  On this morning however, she didn't avoid anything.  She had me sufficiently teased and edged in no time.  She'd bring me to the edge and then while I'm teetering on it, she tell me that I had better not cum.  Then she'll stop for a moment and do it again.  All this was happening while we were standing in the middle of the bathroom, in front of the mirror while she was having me look at what she was doing to me.  This process repeated six or seven times and in the mirror, I was able to see the ledge on the edge of our big tub where just 5 or 6 days earlier, Mistress had called me into the bathroom while she was in the tub.  She had me bring my phone to her.  On that ledge I was told to stand facing her, spread my legs as far as need to straddled that end of the tub, and then masturbate for her viewing pleasure while she bathed, shaved her legs and shaved her pussy.  Seeing the spot in the mirror brought my mind to what an incredible thing that was.  All this reminiscing was happening while Mistress was edging me mercilessly.  I was right on the verge, dangerously so and urgently I let Mistress know i was there.  She didn't stop.  I tried to wriggle away to avoid cumming without permission but she ordered me to not move.  She continued despite my pleas to stop or "I will come".  From experience I knew that Mistress had every intention of ruining my orgasm right then and so i asked her permission to ejaculate.  She didn't say a word but it was obvious that I was at the point of no return when Mistress abruptly stopped stroking me and simple, and calmly said "yes, you may ejaculate if you are able", and then starting to rub my ass and hole.  Within 10 seconds, my ejaculation was pouring out of me and on to the floor where I stood. 

Once all the cum stopped draining from my needy cock, Mistress removed her hands from my body, kissed me tenderly on the cheek and said "clean up your little mess and get dressed for work".  I said yes Mistress, thank You Mistress and went to retrieve a towel and some wet wipes while she walked out of the room.  With all the talk recently about cum eating, I paused for a moment and wondered how it would feel if my instructions were to eat my cum.  It was only a second and I was glad those weren't my instructions.  I cleaned up the mess on the floor, went into the kitchen where Mistress was and thanked her for my ruined orgasm, for the body maintenance and for loving me like she does.

It was a good morning. 

Would you?

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Would you be willing to permanently mark yourself as an outward gesture of your submission and devotion to your Mistress/Master?  Absolutely!!!  I would do it in a place that would be discrete and only be seen when undressed.

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Would you get branded?  Not no ... HELL no.  Ouchy.

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I'd even do this if Mistress wanted me to.  By "this" I mean the tattoo.  Still not a fan of chastity cages which is why I am a very, very, very good boy when it comes to following the rule about not touching myself without permission and supervision.  But I digress ...........

I've wanted to blog about it for some time because I occasionally have come across pictures like these and have wondered how prevalent it is.  In a D/s situation that includes marriage, I can totally see how and why a Domme/Dom would ask and a sub would agree to be marked permanently, because there was a commitment of "till death do you part".

What say you?

It may be working

Last night, Mistress K. allowed me to participate in one of the most erotic lovemaking sessions I have every had with her.  It was incredible. (the details of which may be described in a later post of Mistress allows it)  It was deeply moving and in the end I was allowed/required to have a full-on orgasm, even though I had previously asked Mistress to keep me denied.

Recently I discussed a cock-therapy training that Mistress has designed in an attempt to delay my need to ejaculate when my cock is being stimulated.  In other words, she wants me to last longer to pleasure her better.  Although I am making progress in that regard, we aren't where Mistress wants me to be ... but, I can tell you that the training has caused me to finda deeper level of desire for Mistress.  So much so in fact this morning, when I woke up, I had zero "orgasm hangover", which is something most of us men (submissive or otherwise) are subject to.  Not this morning ......... I could cut a diamond with the hardness of my cock thinking about last night.

I love you Mistress K.

Back from the Deep Woods

On Wednesday afternoon, I left for the mountains of Arizona and my wife and kids have every intention of meeting me there on Friday afternoon for the long Labor Day weekend.  Long story short, Mistress K. was unable to make it there because she had to attend to a family member that suddenly got very, very sick.  The good news is that the family member in question is doing much better and looks like will pull through.  The bad news is that i just spent the entire looong weekend alone, with my kids and Mistress K.  During our time apart we had some interesting conversations and texting (I'll get in to some of those in upcoming posts) as we were both very horny for each other.

I returned home this morning (Tues.) around 10 am.  Right before I arrived home, Mistress had just completed one of her runs and was still trying to cool down. The kids were already at school and once i unloaded the car, I removed all of my clothes in order to comply with our standing rule.  Mistress was on the phone with someone that was really annoying her. I stood dutifully beside her, naked, hands behind my back in order to ask her if she wanted to join me in the shower.  When she was able to break away from the call for a second, she told me yes.  I waited a few second more and she was done with the call.  She looked up at me from her chair and said (almost apologetically) that she wasn't in any kind of sexual mood whatsoever.  Without hesitation i replied, that's ok babe.  She was tired in the mind from tangling with the idiot on the phone and from the stresses of the previous 3-4 days and just wasn't in any mood to even think about sex. 

I tried very hard (and i think succeeded) not to let on that i was disappointed.  I knew i was disappointed and she knew it too.  At the of the day though, it truly DOESN'T MATTER if am disappointed because it is not at all about me.  I know that, and in an odd way I was proud to be able to demonstrate to Mistress that I wasn't going to try and impose on her good nature by pouting or talking her into playing, even though she didn't want to.

She joined me in the shower and shit was good to see her naked body after not seeing it for 6 days.  I want so bad to drop to my knees in the shower and wash every inch of her body, but she was not going to have any of that.  I went about my business and cleaned myself, shaved my cock, balls and ass smooth while she watched, and just went about my business of getting myself clean and smooth.  When I was done, I left the shower to shave my face and finish before getting dressed.  I walked back to the steamy shower, looked in and told mistress I was ready to get dressed.  She was rinsing her hair and simply said, "I don't know what to have you wear today.  let me think about it".  OK was all i could muster and left the bathroom to go sit in the in our bedroom to wait for her.  She emerged from the shower and since time was getting short, I went to her and hugged her from behind, pressing my cock against her beautiful ass and i began to kiss her neck.  She said "I want you to wear regular clothes today" and shooed me off to get dressed.  I just turned and dutifully walked to the closet to get dressed, not wanting her to get the impression I was pouting. 

After I was dressed and was ready to leave, i cam out into the family room to find her on the couch wearing a towel.  Her was still kind of wet and not styled.  She was wearing zero make up and she looked magnificent.  I leaned down to kiss her goodbye, lingering and taking in her freshly cleaned scent as I nuzzled in her neck.  I kissed her once more and stood up to say goodbye and she said "I want you to put your cock in me for just a minute".   I reached down to untie my shoes and she said "leave them on" just lower your pants.  I was hard in a nano-second while she opened the towel to reveal her beautiful naked body and freshly shaved pussy.  I lowered myself onto her as she guided my cock into her pussy.  I felt the urge to cum in just a few seconds and she warned me I had better not.  She made the comment that i need to work on not needing to pull out so quickly to avoid cumming.  I apologized for disappointing her that way.  I don't want for her to ever feel the need to find someone else to replace me when she has the need to feel a cock inside of her. 

After resting inside of her for a few minutes, she told me to remove my cock and to let her juices dry on me.  I asked her if I could put my mouth on her pussy and she said no.  She told me to get dressed.  While i was getting dressed I was thinking I will confer with Mistress on what she thinks is the best path for us when it comes to my feeling the need to cum so quickly.  I suggested that we go to dinner tonight to have our regular discussion about the status of our FLM.  It is my belief that we need to focus on my being trained to be the things that Mistress wants in a husband and lover, and that more frequent and severe punishments might be necessary to accomplish those things.  There is  no reason that any Mistress should ever have to accept anything less than what she wants sexually from her submissive.  Ever!   I know that I will probably regret saying this, but there should be swift and harsh punishment if she is disappointed in me. 

I went to the office and i could feel her juices drying on my cock and I could smell her on my hands.  It smelled like heaven.

Take off your pants and stand right there

I walked into the bathroom in the cabin we are renting and Mistress was about to get in the shower so she was naked. I came up behind her and rubbed her bare ass and started kissing her neck. She pulled away, turned around to face me and said "take off your pants and stand right there", pointing to a spot on the floor. She put some lube in her hand and started strokig my cock while watching us both in the mirror. When it came time for me to tell her i was nearing orgasm she said "you had better not. You are not going to be having an orgasm". She stopped, then did it again ... and then again ... and then again. Then she told me to clean up my oily cock and get back to getting ready for the drive home. What a great vacation! Still hoping she will let me post the selfie she sent me yesterday.

Pouty

i woke up a little pouty this morning and the reason is silly.  I didn't rousted from my sleep in the middle and used forcefully as Mistress's human sex toy.  It doesn't matter that the only expectation of such a thing happening was all in my mind, does it?

i came home last night around 10pm from outdoor physical activities with my son.  When i got home, Mistress and my other son where down at the neighbors swimming (son) and drinking wine with the ladies on the street.  Mistress had just returned from a lovely night out with Her friends at a local chain (but still very upscale) restaurant.  She was having fun.  The kids were all having fun and my buddies (the husband of the ladies on the street) had already left for the bar.

So there i was with choices.  Do i swim with kids?  Sometimes fun, but nah.  Do i sit with the ladies and participate on the "hens clucking" (as we joke about here in the neighborhood)?  Now this has some possibilities because Mistress is already loose from the drinks She had throughout the night, and since She had just returned from being out at a nice restaurant, She was looking FINE!  I chose no to that too because i would've been the only one in the room that hadn't had a drink, i was dead tired and sweaty stinky from being on the baseball field all night.  Instead, i would kiss my Mistress and then all the ladies goodnight to walk down the street, take a shower and get into my comfy bed. 

In the shower, i shaved my cock, balls and ass as good as they have ever been shaved before.  i don't know about y'all, but it can't hardly get 5 seconds into shaving my cock, balls and hole before i get hard and horny.  Since it was a pretty thorough shave job, i was pretty horned up when it came time to rinse and dry.  I was rubbing the aftercare lotion all over the shaved parts and was convinced that Mistress would appreciate the meticulous shave job as much as i was right then.

Nonetheless, i got into bed and my mind began to conjure up a scene (one of my favorites) where i'm sleeping in deep REM sleep, and Mistress will wake and immediately expect my full attention to her pending, urgent need to orgasm. 

When my eyes opened, and i saw that it was light outside, i couldn't help be disappointed.  i know, i know, my disappointment was self induced and all on me, but still ..................

Suggested Long Distance Instruction

One of my favorite regular commenters, Hannah Jay, made a comment on a recent post called "Free Day" where she explained how she enjoyed having her husband plunge his cock and balls into a bucket of ice water.  She described it as "fun" for her husband.

Well, Mistress must've been able to set aside some reading time while on the road because here is the text i received from Her last night;    

 

Hmmmm...

Tonight you are to chill your balls in a bowl of ice water 4 times. Each for 15 seconds with 30 second rests in between. At the end you are to masturbate to full erection and on the edge of ejaculation. Then dip your balls 1 last time for 15 seconds. Do not touch your cock after that for the rest of the night. =

 

I have never done that before and was a little apprehensive because, well, shit it was ice water and i was supposed to submerge my balls in it.  As i was preparing the bowl with ice and water, my cock got rock hard and i know it was because i was about to do something that i normally would not at all like to do, but doing it for my Mistress gave me immense erotic pleasure.

i placed the bowl on a short stool and lowered my trembling balls into the icy exactly as instructed above and then went on to complete the task as instructed.

How did it go?  IT WAS COLD!  It wasn't painful but it was cold.  During the last plunge into the icy water, i left my balls submerged for 30 seconds instead of only 15 because i wanted to see if i could do.  Of course i was able to do it but just barely.  i later texted Mistress and asked if this was an activity that She now liked and her reply was an ominous "maybe".  We'll see.

Well Hannah Jay, as promised, if it happened i was going to tell you about it, so here you go, consider yourself told.  Mistress seemed to enjoy your suggestion very much. 

Free Day

i was just informed by Mistress that this evening i will have free access to the pleasure of by body , in any way i want, to do anything i wish to myself sexually.  Not only that ....... get this, i am required to bring myself to orgasm.  Yes, that's what i said, i am required to bring myself to orgasm.  What a special treat, a special that Mistress had given to me.

When i first saw the words on the text, i thought she must be kidding.  Maybe it was a typo?  So i asked for her to confirm that not only was i allowed to cum, i was REQUIRED to cum.  Holy crap!!  It didn't take long for me to realize that this would be the first time in 2 years that will orgasm fully and ejaculate without her being a witness.  my initial reaction was unsettling.  i have lovingly and willingly committed myself to only ever ejaculating while in the presence of my Mistress.  So late, when i am done teasing and denying myself repeatedly, and i am done repeatedly filling my hungry bottom with her strappy cock, i will have an orgasm.  One hour from now, i will be going to have dinner with some buddies.  While there i will be wearing my new glass plug (wearing it now) and will have my balls-stretcher harness on in tribute to my Mistress Wife.

There is an old joke .....  "I had sex last night and i was nervous.  Yeah, I was all alone."  Genuinely, i will be nervous.

I love you Mistress.  You are a glorious Mistress, lover, Wife and friend.  Thank You.

What to wear

As many of you may know, it is my morning ritual to approach Mistress naked, and then inform Her that i am about to get dressed.  She will then tell me what i am to wear under my clothes for the day.  It varies, but sometimes, She just wants me to wear "normal" stuff, and that is what She had decided for today.

Then, while She was on the way to the gym, She called and caught me before i went to work.  She said She changed Her mind and wanted to be reminded of Her all day by wearing the neoprene cock ring.  It looks like this.

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Isn't She the greatest?

Imagination

Imagination can be a great way to fantasize and escape.  It can also allow you to set yourself up for disappointment.

This past weekend, Mistress and i were busy, busy, busy with family/kid activities that went in separate directions and caused U/us to pass each other like ships in the night.  Private moments were fleeting and few and far between.  Yesterday afternoon the whole family finally was able to re-gather at home and settle in for a Sunday night together.  Naturally, my thoughts went to being able to be with Mistress and even more so, i had the hope that Mistress might want to catch up on lost time.

Then she said it ........   "I think I'll edge you tonight!" 

That's when my imagination went into overdrive.  Did She mean that after the kids were in bed, She would expect me to be freshly showered, freshly shaved and my body prepared for Her to use, abuse, tease and deny all night?  Who knew, but that's what i was going with.  my imagination was fueled by the recent comment/warning from Mistress that i was going to be thoroughly pegged in the next few days, as She was currently being visited by Her monthly friend.  But alas, it was not meant to be.

During the day, Mistress had been exposed to the sun a lot.  She used sun block everywhere .... except on Her beautiful legs (She forgot).  A a result, Her legs were paining!  my thoughts now turned to the likely prospect that my little hopes of being included the prospect that She would have no interest in anything other than tending to Her aching legs. 

As i was laying on the couch, about to settle in to Baseball Tonight on ESPN, i was suddenly summoned from the doorway of the hall bath.  "Come here, now!", or words to that effect.  I walked over to Her standing in the hall and was going to seductively kiss Her and cuddle with Her but instead, She pointed into the bathroom and i entered.  She closed the door and locked it behind Her.  She placed my hands on the counter and with a guilty conscious immediately panicked (well not really panicked) because i thought i was about to be punished.  She immediately pulled my shorts to my ankles when i asked "what did i do"?  "Nothing" She said.  She put lotion in Her hand and immediately started stroking my/Her flaccid cock.  Within 10 seconds it was hard as a rock.

For what seemed like several minutes (probably more like one), i locked eyes at my beautiful Mistress in the mirror while she expertly stroked my cock.  It was glorious.  All of a sudden the urge to come was RAPIDLY approaching and i let Her know and She said that i was not allowed to ejaculate.  She stopped and used Her slippery hands to caress my balls while my purple-headed cock struggled mightily not to lose it's cargo.  She brought me to the edge one more time and this time when She let go, She simply turned and walked out of the room.

After a few minutes, i composed myself and returned the house where the family was.  I walked over to Her and kissed Her and said thank You!  It left me with hope that She had bigger plans in mind for the evening.  When i woke up on the couch at 2am, i realized it wasn't going to happen.  W/we were both so very tired and so when She went to watch The Good Wife in bed and i stayed to watch Sports Center on the couch, well that settles that.

i love her so much!

Surprise Inspection

This morning, my Mistress did something that She had only done once or twice before since beginning O/our WLM.  She called me into the bathroom where She was sitting in Her sexy little nightgown, Her beautiful legs crossed, arms crossed and simply ordered me to present myself for inspection.  Inspection! Oh shit!  This meant i was to remove my shorts and reveal to Her the condition of hair around my cock, ball and ass.  Being smooth and hair free on my cock, balls and ass is a rule in our relationship and an infraction of that rule means there will be a punishment spanking.  :-(     Usually am I absolutely on top of keeping Mistress's boy parts free from hair, even though i have only had 1 or 2 inspections for that in the past.  On this day though, such was not the case.

To make matters worse, Mistress reminded me that there were 2 other previous unrelated infractions that were pending resolution, and when Mistress asked what they were for, i did not remember.  Nor did it matter that it was for an infraction from over 2 weeks ago.  It is my responsibility to know and remember what i am facing a future punishment for.  i'm a little nervous

If there is anything in my WLM that had the power to be able to change, it would be that Mistress would always mete out whatever punishments She deems i deserve immediately.  Of course i know that isn't always going to be possible, and it is even more difficult when there are kids around like we have.

Getting back to "Normal" whatever normal is

Mistress is feeling better today and i am very glad for that.  She has me in my favorite velcroed balls harness for the day.  As i have said before i love wearing this device because it holds my/her balls out in front of me and are constantly being moved by my legs as I move about.  That sensation alone is a constant reminder that those balls, the cock they are attached to and the hole that is nearby are mere playthings that Mistress owns and to use for Her amusement .... or not.

Speaking of "or not" .... Honestly, lately, i've been feeling that it has been more ignore and denial than tease and denial.  Life gets in the way, and things don't always get to work out the way i want them to.  i realize this is normal and sometimes unavoidable, but i still am subject to feeling this way from time to time as i am sure many subs are. 

my inner slut has been screaming to get out and as such, my body is craving contact.  Any contact.  Even the pain of a severe punishment.  i want to be objectified by Mistress, taken by Her, used as her human sex toy, seduced and fucked.  yes, i know, it isn't at all about what "I" want ................ but