A stolen moment

It was Saturday (yesterday).  One of our kids had a friend over and the house was filled with the joy of children at play.  We had a kid's sports related event to go to at 5pm, followed by a gathering of the team at one of the parents house.  At around 3:30, the kids ended up going over to the friend's house before going to the event.  Mistress put them in the car and ran them over.

Then, at 3:50, this text string began ... MK: "Lover, get naked.  I will be home in a few minutes.  I want a glass of ice water waiting",  SHIP:  yes Mistress   MK:  Are you empty?  SHIP:  Not really   MK:  Can you be in the next 5 minutes?   SHIP:  Yes   MK:  Do it.

Mistress arrived.  I was naked and empty.  I just love being told to be naked in order to greet her when she comes home.  She came into the house, put her purse down and started kissing me passionately, rubbing her hands all over my exposed body.  She confirmed that I was "empty" and then pointed to the bedroom and said "in there ... go".  Once inside, she removed her pants and matter-of-factly instructed me to get the thigh harness and whatever I wanted to put into that would end up in my bottom.  

She told me to hurry because we didn't have much time.  While is was in the closet getting the harness and the dildo that would fuck me, Mistress retrieved her wand vibrator.

When I returned, she was sitting in Queen chair, vibrator in hand and instructed me to kneel between her legs and install the harness on her left thigh.  She promptly scooted toward the edge of the chair.  I put a condom on the rubber cock and slid it into place in the harness, and then secured the Velcro harness to her thigh.  She spread her legs wide, turned on the vibrator and placed it on her panty covered clit.  She pointed to the cock sticking up from her leg and said "come on, get over it and lower yourself on to it".  I straddled the rubber cock, smeared lube all over my bottom hole and it, positioned it at it's intended target and lowered myself on it.  Mistress was rapidly approaching the first of two orgasms she would have as I slowly lowered myself onto her cock.  After just a few seconds to allow myself to comfortable accept the intruder, she ordered me to fuck myself on her cock.  I moved my and down while watching her have an incredible orgasm.  The sight before me and the realization that this actually happening to me had brought me to the very edge of orgasm.  It was so hot.  I felt so very objectified and as you know, just witnessing Mistress having an orgasm can almost produce an orgasm for me and with my ass filled, facing her and witnessing an especially fast and strong orgasm, I was right there.

After her orgasm subsided, Mistress ordered me to place some lube in her hand.  I was almost whimpering at the prospect of her slippery hand on my cock while all this was going.  I was certain that her hand would take past the point of no return in seconds.  Seconds later, while she was stroking me, telling me to fuck her cock and warning me not to come .... I begged her to let go because I was a second away from not being able to control it.  She did let go and just then, clear pre-bum oozed from the tip of my cock and onto her thigh.  Her eyes got huge, thinking I had disobeyed her allowed an ejaculation without permission.  I took every ounce of strength I had to prevent that from actually happening, but in the end it was only clear pre-cum. 

My thighs were killing me but I was still bobbing up and down on her thigh, fucking myself when she put the vibrator back on her panty covered pussy.  I asked her if I could turn, facing away from her while fucking myself on her leg and she said yes.  I came off of the rubber cock, turn facing away from, held the cock at my bottom and lowered myself back on it.  In this position, Mistress got a front row view of the cock going in and out of my ass and in seconds was having a second massive orgasm.  After recovering from her orgasm, she told me to stop, get off of her cock and clean everything up and put everything away.   Ughhhh!   I was just getting started but the clock is also an un-yielding Mistress.   I cleaned everything, put everything away and hastily left to the kids sports event.  I was wanting so much more so very badly, but also wallowing in the appreciation of the treat Mistress just gave me.  Later, after the sports event, I returned to the house to pick Mistress up for the after event.  She was naked and had just completed showering and putting on her makeup and was about to get dressed, but before doing so, came right up to me and said ... "you may worship me for a few seconds before we go" while pushing me to my knees.  She had just put a fresh shave on her pussy and it was as smooth and as beautiful as I have ever seen, felt or tasted.  After about 30 seconds, she pulled away and told me to get ready for the party. 

Thank you Mistress!

How did your punishment go this morning (by request)

Details of the punishment spanking I received this morning (see blog post title "will be kneeling and waiting" from yesterday as to why), as requested by my friend, Florida Dom:

Yesterday, after Mistress informed me that was to be punished within 48 hours, I texted her and asked if I should be naked, kneeling and prepared to receive my spanking this morning.  She texted right back with a simple "yes". 

This morning, as Mistress left the house to take the children to school, I immediately got in the shower.  i wanted to be sure this  body, that Mistress owns and was about to be presented to her, was freshly cleaned and freshly shaved.  Quickly but thoroughly is scrubbed my body clean and put a fresh shave on my cock, balls and ass.  After my shower I went over and quickly brushed my teeth, cleaned up the clothes I was wearing before I got in the shower and straightened up a little.  I went into the closet to retrieve her pink, leather paddle.  I had every intention of being kneeled, naked and holding her paddle in the palms of my hand when she entered the house.  As I was making my toward the door to kneel and wait, she walked in the door.  i wasn't kneeling but i was naked and I did have her paddle in my hand.  She was very pleased.

At that moment I informed Mistress that I was in a bit of a rush because i was hosting a conference call and needed to get to the office to do that.  Depending on the length and severity of the punishment she had in mind, I wanted to offer her the option of having enough time to get what she wanted accomplished, whatever she wanted that to be.  There was still 24 hours left the 48 hour window.  We had like 6-7 minutes.  She looked at me a moment and simply said ... "go to the bedroom". 

I walked in the bedroom, faced the door and stood there with my hands behind my back.  In 30 seconds or so, she walked through the door toward me and pointed to the ground and said "get on all fours".  I did so right away.  She retrieved a throw pillow from her chair (the "Throne") that she uses in our bedroom, placed it on the floor and told me to bury my face in the pillow with my ass in the air.  I began to worry because for me, this is the most painful position to receive a spanking in because it stretches the skin on my bottom tight.  She stood before me then straddled my body facing away from me.  In no time WHAP.  The first swat came and it was no warm-up kind of slap.  She repeated those until i received (guessing) 20-25 hard swats of the leather paddle.  It was quick.  It was purposeful and it hurt!!!  When she was done, she rubbed my hot bottom with her warm hands for about a minute, then said "up", which means I am to kneel before her so I can thank her or my spanking and so she can apply after care.  I wrapped my arms around her and pull my face into the favorite part of her body right after I get punished.  Her belly.  She rubbed my head and told me it was over and that she loved me.  Then, she pulled her night shirt up so my face could rest on her bare tummy.  Up to that moment, my cock was not hard.  It was not a sexually arousing spanking.  The she symbolically offered me her bare belly to recover in, my cock got rock hard (love boner) as I wallowed there in my sub space.  After another minute she told me to get dressed and go to work.  On this day, under my clothes ... my instructions were to wear nothing, including underwear. 

When I got to the office and shut off the car, I texted her to tell that my bottom was still feeling it ... and then I said "Thank you".

Yep, it's that time again

Being Thankful ......................

there are so many obvious things in each of our lives to be thankful for.  Our families, our friends and everyone that we love and that loves us.

That being said, I think it is important to say who and what we are thankful for.

• I am thankful for my beautiful family.  I have the most amazing kids, the most amazing wife and live a life that I only dreamed of when I was a young man, and was wondering how my life would be when i was the age that I am. 
• I am thankful for being a completely loved husband in a loving Female dominated marriage with Mistress K., and all of the joy that comes with it.
• I am thankful for having been officially collared by my wife, the beautiful Mistress K. just one short month ago.
• I am thankful that Mistress K. owns my orgasms and owns all my sexual activities.
• I am thankful that Mistress K. is not the kind of Mistress that restricts visual and physical access to her beautiful body.
• I am thankful that Mistress K. loves me enough to correct me with punishments each time she believes it is necessary to do so.
• I am thankful for being kept in constant, voluntary chastity.
• I thankful for the ability to be able to express myself in this blog, and for the it's ability to be able to create new friends along the way.  Even though as a group, we are (kind of) "weird", we are a very loyal, lovable and intelligent group and I adore my time spent with each one of you
• I am thankful that each day Mistress decides what I will wear or in my body that will be a constant reminder of my dedication of servitude to her that day.
• I am thankful that today Mistress K. has instructed me to wear both my glass butt plug and my favorite pair of red, lacy thong panties.

I am so looking forward to the future as Mistress K. and I continue to discover the depths of our love and dedication to each other.  I am excited to continue to learn and to continue to have my/our limits tested and expanded.

Happy Thanksgiving to each of you, my beloved friends, followers and lurkers!

Post Script edit .... I've reached a milestone of sorts.  this is my 200th post.  yay!

Annual Physical

Today, I go and get my full annual physical with a new doctor that posted about before here:

http://subhubphx.blogspot.com/2014/09/went-to-visit-new-doctor.html

At my request, Mistress K. will be present for my physical.  Now I know what you are thinking, and that is not why I asked Mistress to be there.  I want Mistress to be there so she can hear first hand the things that the female doctor will be saying to me about my health.  Mistress cares very much about being in the know when it comes the physical health of her beloved submissive husband and frankly, like most guys, I fail to communicate the information shared between my doctor and myself. 

Since it is a full physical, I am sure there will be a moment where my nudity will be necessary and yes, being a man of a certain age, i fully expect to have my prostate checked.  What remains to be seen is whether or not the doctor will feel comfortable enough to allow my wife to stay in the examination room for that.  AS much as I have no intention of turning this into anything sexual, I'd be lying if I said I wouldn't fantasize about that. 

Wish me well.  Let's hope the doctor give me (and Mistresses collared and owned husband) a clean bill of health.

The Paddle and the Plug

this morning after showering, shaving and otherwise being ready to get dressed for work, I approached Mistress as I usually do to inform her that I was prepared to dress for work.  I also  had a particularly good shave of my cock, balls and bottom this morning, so I kind of wanted to show it off for her.  The time was 7:30am.  30 minutes later would have been the expiration of the most 48 hour notice of a punishment that was intended for me for a stupid, stupid, stupid infraction that occurred on Monday morning.  I did not prepare and deliver Mistress' coffee. 

Mistress told me that I would be wearing my glass plug day and was prepared to dismiss me to insert it and get dressed. 

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As I am obligated to do, I informed Mistress that the 48 hour period for which receiving my mandatory spanking was about to expire.  Without hesitation, Mistress acknowledged that indeed that was the case, and that she was proud of me for not allowing another infraction to occur by not informing her.  She also informed me that only one of my pending punishments would be administered that morning. The other punishment was because I did not have her glass of wine prepared for her when she arrived home from running an errand ... something she had specifically instructed me to do before she left. She then instructed me to go get her paddle, go lie on the bed with it and wait for her.  She said she expected to find that my plug was already inserted when she arrived to administer my spanking.

Mistress walked into the bedroom and found me naked, laying on the bed face down with the pink paddle laying across my bottom for her to use. 

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She administered the punishment while expertly admonishing me for being forgetful and inattentive to her daily needs.  She spanked me good.  Not as hard as some of my recent punishment spankings (nor as hard as the "playful"  one she gave me when she returned that wonderful Friday after drinking with her friends), but let's just say that I knew I was getting spanked. 

As I receive my spankings, I am trying to become better at not reacting to the sting of the paddle as much so as to not put Mistress K. in a position of having to wrongly be concerned about whether or not she is spanking too hard.  It's a goal of mine for Mistress to only have to decide on how hard and how long my spankings should based on all factors other than my willingness or ability to take what she is giving. 

When she was done, she told me to lay on my side and she came in and lay herself beside me, spooning me and rubbing my freshly reddened bottom.  it was the first time our aftercare was like that and it was wonderful.  i did not want to leave and I found myself wanting to be swallowed up inside her.  When she said it was time to get up, I asked her if I could lay on top of her, insert my cock inside of while i stared into her eyes.  "I promise, just slide it in and no pumping", I said.  She said no.  I asked then if I could lay on her and look into her eyes for a few minutes while she remained fully clothed and she said yes!  Yay!  I love moments like those!

A few minutes later she told me to get up because she had to go to the bathroom.  I got right up, stood next to the bed and watched rise from it.  When she started toward the bathroom I wanted to follow her like a puppy but she told me top get dressed.  Get dressed is exactly what I did.

The next punishment time is unknown.  Mistress did not place a "48 hour" tag to the infraction of not having her wine ready.  I think it would be best however to inform Mistress that the 48 hour period for that is expiring this evening, in case she believes she did make it a 48 hour notice.

Shit, you'd think I would learn.  Guh!  I really do not like it when i earn a punishment spanking.  Yes, the spanking hurts but worse, I have disappointed Mistress K.

Cock-Therapy contnued

This morning was crazy. 

On her way out the door to take the kids to school, Mistress whispers to me "be naked, have your bowels empty and your ass ready for me when I get home".   Oh boy ...............

I wasn't sure if Mistress was intent on continuing the cock-therapy training this morning or not.  I did have an idea that something was going to end up in my ass though.  I did as I was told and she returned, I was working at the computer.  She stopped by me, kissed me and said "stay here until I call for you" and disappeared into our Master suite.  10 minutes or so later she summoned me in with her and there she was, naked, gorgeous and wearing her strap on harness and blue rubber dildo.  The blue one is still small, but it is bigger than the red one we had been using.  She also had her pink leather paddle in her hand. 

She called me over to the side of the bed and had me bend over the bed.  She informed me that she was gong to give me a punishment spanking right now because i forgot to do something with the dog yesterday and in the caused the dog to pee in the house.  She was not happy about that!  Mistress proceeded to punish me with the paddle.  it was obvious to me that she was intent on giving more severe, more significant paddling's when a punishment spanking was due.  She seems to be adopting more and more the idea that a punishment spanking really is beginning once the whimpering and complaining starts.  It hurt.  Only on very rare occasion have I been able to feel the lingering effects of a spanking hours later.  Now, as I write this 7 hours later, i can definitely feel the lingering effect of my spanking this morning.  When it was over , Mistress had me stand, turn and then kneel before her for aftercare.  Remember, she was wearing her strap on with the dildo in place, so it was something different for to kneel before her with her cock staring me straight in the face.  I didn't think she had designs on me acknowledging her cock when she had me kneel because it's not her style, but I didn't know.  She didn't.  She pushed it to the side and it basically rested on my neck and shoulder while she administered the aftercare.

Next, she had me stand, then sit on towel she had laid out on the bed.  The coarseness of the towel was immediately felt on the stinging, burning part of my ass i was resting on.  She left the room to go into our closet.  My cock was soft as i was recovering from my punishment.  It was starting to come to life like it always does during aftercare but this was a harsh enough punishment that it was still soft.  I was sitting on the side of the bed when she re-emerged in the room and informed me that we were going to continue with our cock therapy now.  this time she had me count the number of strokes of her well-lubed, beautiful little hand on my cock.  I can hardly last at all when she strokes my cock with her hand, but this time I was able to go well over 35 strokes before I had to tell her to stop.  if you remember, our goal was 30 and anything less than 30 would result in that many more swats from the paddle.

Mistress was so proud of me and in turn I was proud of myself.  I felt empowered and was rock hard and horny.  She was sweet and tender when she told me to turn over so she could fuck my ass.  She turned me over, bent over the side of the bed, told me to put my hands behind my back and tied them together.  She smeared lube all over my rear hole and pushed a small silicone plug into my ass.  At first it didn't have a lot of lube on it so it was burning.  I immediately became discouraged that i wasn't going to be in any condition to take her strappy that looked so sexy on her.  She did everything right.  She didn't let me whine my way out of being fucked like she had intended.  She forced me to find a way to deal with it and to give her what she was there to take ... my ass.

She expertly smeared lube all over the cock and my bottom hole and gently but firmly pushed her condom covered cock into my surprisingly eager hole.  It was amazingly comfortable, even natural and my bottom accepted the intruder easily.  Mistress smeared tons of lube all over my cock, ball and ass and methodically massaged my balls and perineum while slowly working the cock in and  out of my ass.  I could've gone on like that for Mistress for hours but she abruptly stopped, told me that she has business to attend to and told me to clean up the toys while she got ready to shower.   

I had never felt like that before.  I was so eager to continue.  i was so eager to be taken to places that i had never ben before.  To have my boundaries pushed.  I was getting lost in the deep abandonment of the whole thing when it was abruptly over.  I felt completely used.  I loved it!

I think Mistress and I discovered a few of things this morning.  A most severe and significant punishment routine is effective and useful.  The sub will likely perform so much better when it comes to premature issues following a ruined orgasm, even the next day, and lastly, the subs ass can take Mistresses cock better, faster and easier than ever before.

It was a crazy good morning.  I love you Misrtess K.

Back from the Deep Woods

On Wednesday afternoon, I left for the mountains of Arizona and my wife and kids have every intention of meeting me there on Friday afternoon for the long Labor Day weekend.  Long story short, Mistress K. was unable to make it there because she had to attend to a family member that suddenly got very, very sick.  The good news is that the family member in question is doing much better and looks like will pull through.  The bad news is that i just spent the entire looong weekend alone, with my kids and Mistress K.  During our time apart we had some interesting conversations and texting (I'll get in to some of those in upcoming posts) as we were both very horny for each other.

I returned home this morning (Tues.) around 10 am.  Right before I arrived home, Mistress had just completed one of her runs and was still trying to cool down. The kids were already at school and once i unloaded the car, I removed all of my clothes in order to comply with our standing rule.  Mistress was on the phone with someone that was really annoying her. I stood dutifully beside her, naked, hands behind my back in order to ask her if she wanted to join me in the shower.  When she was able to break away from the call for a second, she told me yes.  I waited a few second more and she was done with the call.  She looked up at me from her chair and said (almost apologetically) that she wasn't in any kind of sexual mood whatsoever.  Without hesitation i replied, that's ok babe.  She was tired in the mind from tangling with the idiot on the phone and from the stresses of the previous 3-4 days and just wasn't in any mood to even think about sex. 

I tried very hard (and i think succeeded) not to let on that i was disappointed.  I knew i was disappointed and she knew it too.  At the of the day though, it truly DOESN'T MATTER if am disappointed because it is not at all about me.  I know that, and in an odd way I was proud to be able to demonstrate to Mistress that I wasn't going to try and impose on her good nature by pouting or talking her into playing, even though she didn't want to.

She joined me in the shower and shit was good to see her naked body after not seeing it for 6 days.  I want so bad to drop to my knees in the shower and wash every inch of her body, but she was not going to have any of that.  I went about my business and cleaned myself, shaved my cock, balls and ass smooth while she watched, and just went about my business of getting myself clean and smooth.  When I was done, I left the shower to shave my face and finish before getting dressed.  I walked back to the steamy shower, looked in and told mistress I was ready to get dressed.  She was rinsing her hair and simply said, "I don't know what to have you wear today.  let me think about it".  OK was all i could muster and left the bathroom to go sit in the in our bedroom to wait for her.  She emerged from the shower and since time was getting short, I went to her and hugged her from behind, pressing my cock against her beautiful ass and i began to kiss her neck.  She said "I want you to wear regular clothes today" and shooed me off to get dressed.  I just turned and dutifully walked to the closet to get dressed, not wanting her to get the impression I was pouting. 

After I was dressed and was ready to leave, i cam out into the family room to find her on the couch wearing a towel.  Her was still kind of wet and not styled.  She was wearing zero make up and she looked magnificent.  I leaned down to kiss her goodbye, lingering and taking in her freshly cleaned scent as I nuzzled in her neck.  I kissed her once more and stood up to say goodbye and she said "I want you to put your cock in me for just a minute".   I reached down to untie my shoes and she said "leave them on" just lower your pants.  I was hard in a nano-second while she opened the towel to reveal her beautiful naked body and freshly shaved pussy.  I lowered myself onto her as she guided my cock into her pussy.  I felt the urge to cum in just a few seconds and she warned me I had better not.  She made the comment that i need to work on not needing to pull out so quickly to avoid cumming.  I apologized for disappointing her that way.  I don't want for her to ever feel the need to find someone else to replace me when she has the need to feel a cock inside of her. 

After resting inside of her for a few minutes, she told me to remove my cock and to let her juices dry on me.  I asked her if I could put my mouth on her pussy and she said no.  She told me to get dressed.  While i was getting dressed I was thinking I will confer with Mistress on what she thinks is the best path for us when it comes to my feeling the need to cum so quickly.  I suggested that we go to dinner tonight to have our regular discussion about the status of our FLM.  It is my belief that we need to focus on my being trained to be the things that Mistress wants in a husband and lover, and that more frequent and severe punishments might be necessary to accomplish those things.  There is  no reason that any Mistress should ever have to accept anything less than what she wants sexually from her submissive.  Ever!   I know that I will probably regret saying this, but there should be swift and harsh punishment if she is disappointed in me. 

I went to the office and i could feel her juices drying on my cock and I could smell her on my hands.  It smelled like heaven.

Sub Space

There are logical times when a submissive "marinates" in subspace.  Then there are times when it isn't so obvious.  This morning was one such time.

I was standing in the shower, having just completed putting a fresh smoothness on my cock, ball and ass with a razor and shaving cream.  I always feel genuinely more sexual, more horny, even slutty at this very moment.  I found myself growing unusually excited about being able to present myself naked to Mistress K. in order to inform her i was about to get dressed.  I do this everyday, so no big deal right? But today I couldn't wait. 

I didn't exactly know why I was unusually eager this morning .... and then it hit me.  I, having been freshly shaved smooth (including my face) and being naked before her awaiting her attire instructions, I was found myself deep in subspace.  At that moment and since i have felt so incredibly grateful that this beautiful woman would not only accept me as her husband, but also accept my submission and the ownership of my sex.

I love you Mistress K.

Punished

Early last evening, before dinner, we had a few moments we knew we would be alone in the house.  Mistress looked at me and said "let's go and get this spanking out of the way".  She led me into the bedroom and locked the door, then led me into the close where she keeps her paddle.  I followed and immediately upon entering the closet, I removed my shorts and underwear.  As is the case, that moment right before getting my punishment spanking is cause for much anxiety.  Mistress has been more and strict and severe with her spankings recently.

She ordered me to stand against the wall at the far end of the closet and took her position behind me and started right in on spanking me.  There was no tenderness.  There was no warm up.  She told me to massage my balls which had been firmly encased in the splitter cock ring all day and to stroke my cock while I was being spanked.  Mistress could tell from my recoiling and my complaining that it was hurting pretty good.  Mistress told me to be quiet and that we didn't have much time. In no time my bottom was really stinging and it had Mistress asking me if I was sorry.  I told her I was so very sorry and began to plead with her to stop.  I begged while she continued to bring the paddle down to meet my red ass.  While still spanking and at what turned out to be near the end of my spanking, Mistress would ask if I thought I could take any more.  I didn't answer.  She asked me again if I thought I could take any more.  I still didn't answer.  Mistress finally stopped and told to sit up on my knees so she could hold me and I could hold her.  This has always been a favorite moment for me because it when is feel super close of Mistress.  There is just something so very special being naked with a burning ass and in an intimate embrace with my Mistress while she is telling me how much she loves me.  It is a very vulnerable moment that we have together that I truly cherish!

After it was over, Mistress made me look at my very red ass in the mirror.  I did and it was very, very red.  As we were returning to the living room to wait for our children to return from the neighbors house, I asked Mistress why she asked if I could take any more.  She didn't answer.  She just grinned at me then kissed me gently.  I told that I wasn't trying to be defiant by not answering when she asked, it's just that I was afraid to give the wrong answer.  I felt that both a yes or no answer would be disrespectful to her.  It was at that very moment when the correct answer occurred to me.  I told Mistress that "whether nor not I was capable of taking more hard spankings was not something for me to decide".   She just smiled and walked toward the kitchen.  While we were still waiting for our kids, I had a very strong urge to reveal to Mistress K. that I felt that I needed to be truly punished more often.  She just smiled and said "OK" with a small smirk on her face.  Just then the kids came running in the door.

Ouch

There were 2 postponed punishments that were to come my way during that past week.  Real life had prevented Mistress from punishing me for a variety of reasons.  I knew that I was due the punishments, but frankly had allowed the knowledge to slip back into the middle of my mind rather that at the top of it.

This morning was a lovely morning.  I was working on the computer like I do most mornings.   Mistress had taken the kids to school, like she does most morning and while she was gone I got into the shower.  It was a wonderful shower.  I put a nice fresh smooth shave on my cock and balls for Mistress.  After I was all done preening, I was naked and walked into the kitchen to fix a little breakfast before work.  Mistress was back from taking the kids to school.  We exchanged some delightful small talk when Mistress said ........... "Let's go take care of at least one of those punishments that you have coming."   A giant lump appeared in my throat as I watched walk toward our bedroom.

I followed dutifully and walked right to the drawer in our closet where she keeps her paddle.  I returned to our bedroom to find that she had prepared the padded arm of an easy as the place where I was to be punished.  I dutifully laid my naked body across it and Mistress proceeded to administer my punishment.

Holy shit!  It hurt today.  A lot!!!  Mistress was clearly uninterested in my begging for her to stop and continued to paddle my naked bottom over and over.  It hurt!.  I begged her to think that she had paddled me enough but for a few minutes, that was met with silence.  Finally, she said "tell me your sorry".  I said I was sorry and began to plead with her some more.  She did stop then but did shortly thereafter.  Did i mention that it hurt?

Then she walked to the middle of the room and called me over, told me to kneel at which point i wrapped my arms around her while she was standing.  She asked me to tell her that I loved her, which of course i did, with emphasis, and held her tighter.  She told me to stand up, handed me the paddle to put away and told me to get dressed for work.  My previously rock-hard cock was soft, my ass was on fire and i had a thin layer of sweat over my entire body.

Um, yeah ...............

As I always do, i informed her that i was about to get dressed and she told me to wear my naughty-girl panties today because i was naughty.

I went to get dressed.  I slipped those naughty-girl thong panties up my legs and over my still-stinging bottom.  Right then i knew that the spanking i had just received was harder than normal.  I finished getting dressed, my erection had returned in full forced and on my way to leave i went over to Mistress and hugged her from behind.  I told her i was wearing my naughty panties because i was naughty.  I don't know why, but I chose that moment to tell her that my slut hole was always available to her.  She looked at me and paused for a moment, and then said simply said "of course it is". 

I thanked her for my spanking and kissed her on the neck and left for the office with a completely full tank of energy.  i love you Mistress.

Plugged and pouty

Shortly after Mistress told me to insert my plug, she informed me that she was going to visit a friend for "a few minutes" and then she would be back home in plenty of time to go the neighbors party.  One of the things about Mistress K. is that she is often late.  When she is late, and it only affects me, there is no problem of course because I am a dutiful sub.  When her being late affects others, I can't help but get a little frustrated.

Well, on this night, she was late.  On this night, when our friends and neighbors were expecting us to arrive with our portion of appetizers to contribute to the party, Mistress was still with her friend going over decoration options for a bit of a remodel she is doing.  I went to the neighbors house alone (wearing the plug) with a cocktail in my hand.  Apologies all around for showing up empty handed but promising that Mistress would be along shortly with our contribution to the party.

45 minutes later, Mistress calls me home to help carry over the food.  I was clearly unhappy that Mistress's lateness was going to be the cause of us being the last one's to arrive with our contribution to the party.  She apologized to me for making it appear that we are rude and not appreciative of other people's time.  She told me the same things she always does and that is nice she and her friend got to talking, she lost track of time.  She told me that her friend felt so bad about keeping Mistress and causing her to be late, that she begged Mistress to give me a blow job in order to make it up to me. 

Mistresses friend is not aware that we live in an true FLM and that Mistress doesn't have to give me a blow in order to make it up to me.  She doesn't know that Mistress could've just come home and told me that there was no problem and that I would be punished for being pouty with her, and the situation would be smoothed over right then and there.  Her friend only knows that Mistress and I have a great deal of love for each other and that Mistress like to make me happy (if she only knew ...).  Anyway, Mistress still made it fun by teasing me that her friend begged her to suck my cock.  Even though it was not intended to fit in as part of our lifestyle (even in an ironic way), it was still a sexy dynamic. 

The party was fun but I left earlier than Mistress because the effects of my cocktails were wearing off and I was getting sleepy.  I went home laid down on the couch, while the kids were running around the house having fun.  While at the party, I asked if Mistress was going to do "what she was told" by her friend and suck my cock when she got home.  She simply asked .... "did you shower?"  I said I hadn't .... yet but was going to later. 

When she got home from the party she told me to meet her in our bedroom.  When the door closed behind me she told me to take off my shorts and get some lube.  She was going to edge me.  While edging me, she noticed that I was not smoothly shaved and asked me what this was about.  I told I was sorry for not being smooth for her at that moment.  While stroking me, she looked me in the eye and said "48 hours" (9:30 on Sunday night).   SHIT!  That feeling of regret for having disappointed her came rushing back.  I hate how I feel when she has determined that I will be punished because it means she is disappointed with me.  She brought me to the edge.  I pleaded with her not to make me cum and then she stopped stroking my cock  and simply turned and walked away.  not only was I wallowing in my regret, I had been a particularly bratty sub husband this evening because of Mistress being late and all.  Yes, I was teasing but I was also being a brat to emphasize my point and Mistress had mentioned on more than one occasion that she was well aware of my bratty behavior.  We were with friends when she made comments like "I'm going to beat you later" and "He'll pay for that later".  Even though our friends believe it is just harmless kidding, I knew that Mistress meant it and that she would remember it the next time she punished me.  I'm afraid there will be some extra stinging on my bottom in the next 48 hours.  We'll see.

After Mistress walked away, I jumped into the sower and cleaned my body really good.  I shaved and very carefully made myself as smooth as possible in those areas Mistress requires it of me.  I couldn't wait to show her.  You know, like a child that knows he is in trouble, has a punishment coming and tries to "soften the blow" by eagerly demonstrating what a good boy he is?  When I emerged from the bathroom she was tending to the children.  I returned to the couch.  When she was finished with the children, she called me into the bedroom once again, locked the behind us, turned to face me and pushed me gently so that my back was against the door.  The she pulled my t-shirt up and had me hold it in my teeth and then grabbed the waistband of my shorts and roughly pulled them down, stripping me naked.  Then she got on her knees and started to suck my cock.  It was amazing.  She held me against the door and sucked my cock like I had no choice in the matter (I don't actually, but ...).  When she could tell that I was getting to the point of having an orgasm, she stopped, stoop up, kissed me on the cheek and whispered .... "that was from _______________ (her friend)".  She then informed me she was going back to the neighbors house for one more drink and some chat with the lady of the house and that she was only going to be a few minutes.   Here we go again ............

She returned from the party, went into the bedroom and 5 minutes later texted me and told me to meet her there.  I went in and she was laying on the bed wearing only panties.  "Take off my panties and then come and put your cock in me"  Holy shit!  That was the sexiest I thought I had ever heard!  I did and climbed up on the bed, got between her legs, paused for just a moment to look at the beauty before me and relish in the fact that I was about to be allowed to be inside of her.  I am always so appreciative f the fact that she will allow for me to touch her body and especially will allow me the honor of being inside of her.  I never take that for granted.

It wasn't long before I knew I would be coming.  For some reason I felt that she was intending for me to have a ruined orgasm this way.  She's done it before and it was the most amazing thing ever.  Then, I was to thrust inside of her until I am there and then pull out and without any direct stimulation, I was required to empty my balls on her tummy.  It was so fucking awesome ... then ... but alas, I was not meant to be this night.  She said "DON'T YOU DARE CUM!  You will not be cumming tonight".  She told me to go get my cock sleeve (pinky) and come back to finish the job.  After putting it on and resuming my dutiful place between her open legs, I re-entered her with pinky and could feel her melt in pleasure before me.  She was moaning in delight, lost in the pleasure of being fucked properly.   Then it happened ............. KNOCK, KNOCK, KNOCK, followed by "Mom, are you in there?"  followed by jiggling of the locked door handle.  That was it, over.  "we're done" she said and got up to go tend to the children.  "Go clean up", she said as she made her way to her robe and to the door. 

Later I asked her if she wanted me to remove the butt plugged I had been wearing for her all afternoon and evening.  She thought about letting me sleep in it for a moment but decided against it and told me to remove it.

I loved every minute of it.

Familiar things

No matter how nice vacation is, it's always good to get back home too. It's nice to be able to rediscover all the familiar things in your hoe that one tends to take for granted. One of the things I was most looking forward to was being able to shave my cock, balls and ass smoothly, the way I am supposed to always be fore Mistress L. Among the familiar comfort things that were at home were all the things that use for shaving. The biggest thing that wasn't available to me while on vacation was SOFT WATER. Every-time I have tried Mistress's property in the mountains, I would always look like a wounded soldier when it was done because of all the nicks from using hard water. In fact, Mistress thought long and hard about whether to punish me for merely assuming that I somehow had a hall pass from keeping myself smooth for her at all times. She very well may still be considering it. Back at home, in my shower with soft water last night, using my pink razor, I was able to give myself an incredibly close shave (without any nicks) in all areas in and near my cock, ball and ass. I usually feel sexy and slutty right after an especially close shave, and last night was no exception. After I was done in the shower, and was ready to go to bed, I walked naked over to Mistress to say goodnight, strutting my newly recent smoothness and was prepared in case there was to be an impromptu inspection. Frankly, I was hoping that once she got a look at me all freshly showered and shaved, that she would see me for the available slut that I am and take right then. Alas that was not to be the case. The kids were still awake and clinging all over her. So off to bed I went .... alone. This morning, Mistress awoke about an hour after I did and was milling around the house earlier than usual. As required each day, I prepared her coffee and delivered it to her. I thanked her for all of the "attention" that she had paid during our vacation and let her know that it has had a noticeable positive impact on my outlook in life. She was feeling generous and told me to edge myself in the shower this morning. We have a big walk-in shower that has no doors. She walked tot he edge and summoned me over and instructed me to fill her hand with lube from the bottle we keep in the shower. I walked over to her, filled her hand full of lube, placed the bottle down, widened my legs, place my hands behind my hand and presented myself for her. There is just something special about looking right into her eyes when she edges me. In this particular tease and denial, I came as close to having an accidental orgasm as I ever have in the past. Luckily, I was able to hold it off. She edged me three more times (took like 60 seconds I was so horny) and turned and left telling me to get ready to go to work. I was instructed to wear my balls separator harness to the office this morning. Another familiar thing I miss, wearing the neoprene harness that gently but firmly separates my balls from body. I love you Mistress.

Summoned for punishment

OK, so here's what happened.  i was told to be home by 3pm. The kids are out of school so during the summer, when they are off to a friends house, Mistress will inquire about whether i am able to leave work at a moments notice.  Mistress didn't explain why i was being summoned .... but i knew why.  It was to be spanked.  It was a hot day so i was instructed to get a cold fountain drink on the way home.

i walked in to the house and went to Mistress to give her the cold drink.  I started to go around the house and lock all the doors.  Once all the doors were locked, She told me to close all the blinds and curtains, but i had better remove everything i was wearing except the cock ring that i had on.  Once naked, i went over to Her for further instructions while She sat on the couch.  She informed me that we didn't have much time and that i should rush off and get Her pink paddle.

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i ran off and got it as She told me i had better hurry because we didn't have that much time because the kids were at a movie and it would be over soon.  When i returned She was patting her lap.  She pointed which direction She wanted me to lay my head.  i laid my naked body across her lap as she began to rub my bare bottom and begun to review with me the reason(s) i was there in the first place.  This was to be a corrective punishment, not a fun one.  As She was paddling, the spankings were pretty hard, yet they were comfortable.  Yes they stung, but they stung in a yummy way and frankly i laid there motionless in utter joy at being naked over my Wife's lap, under Her hand. 

While She was administering my spankings, She received a text from the mother of the kids my children were with saying that they were on their way home.  SHIT!!!!  W/we figured we had 10 minutes or so.  Mistress had planned to have me worship Her and plant soft kisses all over her body (her favorite way to relax) when the punishment was over.  With time running out, She immediately had me get off Her lap and stand before.  She laid on Her tummy and told me to start Her all over.  It was an attempt for her to get at least a little of the comfort and joy of my body kisses on Her body before the kids got home.  While kissing Her, i made my way down Her expose back and lifted Her skirt to reveal Her glorious ass.  God i love her ass.  I love the sight of Her ass and when i know that i may even be allowed to worship it, well it is one of my favorite things. Right then She quickly rolled over onto her back.  One of my other favorite things is to worship Her tummy and front with soft kisses as well.  "Resume" were my instructions.  i was absolutely filled with lust and without asking, pulled the top of her dress down and her skirt up and began my worship ritual on the front of Her body.  i quickly made my way down her gorgeous tummy to Her pussy and boldly pulled the front of Her panties down.  i pulled back so i could take in the full picture of the beauty that was before me>  There She was ..... my Goddess with her skirt pulled up, top pulled down and the fron of Her panties pulled down just enough to reveal Her gorgeous, smooth pussy.  Longing eyes and angelic face were irresistible and so i lowered my head and went right for her clitoris.  Normally, She will not allow me to go right at it but i took a risk knowing that time was short.  i didn't know if She had wanted an orgasm or wanted merely to luxuriate for a while and be worshipped.  as soon as my mouth touched her pussy i knew She wanted an orgasm ..... so i went to work.  She had an orgasm very quickly. 

i asked for relief and asked to cum and She quickly said no.  i asked if i could be given a ruined orgasm and She quickly said no.  She rose from the couch, grabbed my rock hard cock and while stroking it said "there will be none of that for you ... now stand there (pointing to the floor) and face away from Me".  She grabbed the paddle again and told me to stand still.  She resumed her spankings, only this time they were HARD.  In her post orgasmic glow, She was really letting me have it.  She gave 10 or so hard spanks, with the last causing me to take a few steps forward because it hurt so bad (good).  

She grabbed me, turned me around, pulled toward and gently pushed me to my knees before Her so She could administer after care.  She hugged me and told me She loved me.  I love these moments!  While kneeling and hugging her tight, my cock jutted up and out between Her legs and I tried to find friction there.  She merely widened Her legs and while tenderly rubbing my head and back as I kneeled She simply said "there will be none of that today".  After a few minutes of aftercare, she released me and told me to get dressed and return to the office.  I stood and looked Her in the eyes and sincerely thanked Her for the honor of allowing me to put my mouth on Her and for allowing me to view Her having an orgasm.  I promptly got dressed and returned to the office.

While i drove to the office, i reviewed what had just happened.  Being naked while in the presence of my Mistress Wife is such a joy for me.  Being required (allowed) to worship her body with my mouth and kisses is a wonderfully emotional experience for me.  Being required (allowed) to have my mouth on her pussy or ass for the purpose of having an orgasm is the kind of joy that almost cause me to have an orgasm while doing it!  

I couldn't help but feel like my punishment spanking was interrupted.  When Mistress received the text that said the kids would soon be home, i think She was only at place where She was just getting started.  i mentioned in a previous about how i felt i needed to be honest with Mistress about my tolerance for pain not being reached when i sometimes receive a punishment spanking. i have never really had my limits really tested and pushed when getting spanked.  i can only remember once that there was a small bruise on my ass the following morning from a spanking i had received the night before.  More on this in a future post but for now i often think about the delicious arousal and anxiety of anticipating something that logically you won't want have to do at the time but are required to in order to demonstrate your devotion to your Mistress.  Among other things, a "past-the-limits" punishment spanking is one of those things.

For the rest of the day, i was walking on air.  My business partners even asked if took some happy pills while i was out of the office.  i just nodded and said "yes, yes i did"!

I love you my Mistress Wife!

Appointment for Pegging Love

We had an appointment.  i came home from the office at 10 am and found Her working on the computer.  She looks at me and said "get naked".  i asked Her if i could take a shower for her so i could be clean and freshly shaved.  She said yes.  Before i got into the shower, She told me to get Her some lube and bring it to Her.  She edged me right there and it only took a minute or less to get me to edge.  The She shooed me off to get clean and smooth.  While i was in the shower, She came in (it's a large walk-in shower that does have a door) with lube still on Her hands and called me to the edge and proceeded to stroke my cock and bring me right to the edge again.  i love that!

When i was done showering and shaving, i brushed my teeth and put her favorite cologne on.  i felt like a little slut knowing what was about to happen to me.  i was Her slut.  She called me over to the computer, slid Her chair back and told m to put my hands on the desk and not to move.  She disappeared for a moment then returned with something in Her hand.  It was a small butt plug.  She lubed me all up and eased the plug into my bottom.  i just loved being there, naked with instructions to offer my ass and not to move.  When the plug was She told me to sit on it and do some work while She went off and gathered other before getting into the shower Herself.  When She returned, i was told to stand a reassume the position i was in before.  She replaced the small plug with a larger one and had me sit on that and resume my work while she primped.

She returned with her strap on in place and a condom covered rubber cock protruding from it.  It's rather small and i have told her before that i was hopeful to be trained to take bigger from Her.  i was told to stand again and go remove the larger plug.  It came out with a plop and my ass was ready for Her to be there.  When i returned, again i assumed the position, standing while She nestled in behind me, placed the tip of the cock against my hole and slowly slid it inside.  It was wonderful.  i really loved being fucked like that, bent over and occasionally standing so i could kiss her over my shoulder while she fucked me.  She started jerking my cock and i asked her not to let me cum.  She informed me that it wasn't up to me and continued fucking and stroking.  Before i knew i would come, i asked her if she would put me on the floor and take me.  She pulled out took me to the bedroom and pointed to the floor and said, on your back.  i laid down, spread my legs and pulled them up to my chest like a whore.  my eyes pleading with her to fuck.  She got on her knees, eased the cock inside me and was looking right into my eyes like hoped She would.  She fucked me like for a few minutes and then started to stoke my cock again.  i knew i couldn't resist but still begged for Her to deny me an orgasm.  She declined and informed me i was going to cum.  Knowing i had no choice, i then asked permission to cum and She ordered me to cum while She was slowly working the cock inside me, all the time staring into my eyes.  God i loved that!!!  i felt like her ass-whore girl.  i came like a wildcat!  All over my tummy and chest, and even on my neck under my chin.  After i came, she did a little post-orgasm torture on me while i begged her not to.  She stopped, stood and removed the strap on harness and dropped it next me on the floor, telling me that i had plenty of things to clean.  i laid there for what seemed like hours before i could muster the strength to rise.

Oh my god what an orgasm!  What a gift She gave to me.  i love Her so much!

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It doesn't take much

First of all, Happy Easter to those of you that celebrate it.

Yesterday afternoon, W/we found ourselves alone in the house unexpectedly.  Yesterday morning, Mistress told me to wear panties for the day.  i chose the small (they are hers) black thong with the sheer panel in the front.  She likes to see me in that because She can see my cock strain through the sheer material.

As many of you know, without being told, i am required to be nude when W/we are alone together unless otherwise instructed.  On this day She said She wanted to see me in my panties.  Later, i was alone on the couch looking at naughty pictures of submissive men being ass-whores (wishing i was one of them), when Mistress came over and wanted to take a nap.  She lowered herself on to the couch, laid her head in my lap and ran one of her arms under my leg so her hand could rest on my pantied cock.  In order for Her to find comfort enough to nap, i had to spread my legs wide and hold them there.

She napped for about 20 minutes but it was an incredibly wonderful 20 minutes for me.  i have been whining about not being touched enough lately and here She was, with her beautiful face resting on my panties cock, Her delicate hand gently cupping my aching balls and i am forced to keep my legs spread in order to give Her the most comfortable place to lay her head.  I sat there and wallowed in the joy before me.  She didn't tease me (although i so wanted her to).  She didn't want anything other than a soft place to lay her beautiful head and rest and it was one of the most amazing 20 minutes i could imagine.  When She rose a short time later, She did linger a tiny bit at my balls started to pinch them a bit (I so wanted her to grab me harshly at the base of balls and ____(_fill-in-blank-here___)____), but alas, it wasn't to be. 

Later last night, W/we entertained Her relatives that are visiting from out of town. After everyone left, i was lying on the couch watching Sports Center when Mistress decided it was bedtime for me.  She called out to me and told me it was time for me to come to bed.  i turned everything of, secured the house and then went into the bedroom where She was all curled up in bed.  i walked over to Her side of the bed to remove my clothes.  I will strip down to my panties (when wearing panties), pause and then symbolically, almost ceremoniously lower them like a little slut girl, while She witnesses.  Only when i am naked after that am i willing to enter bed for sleep.

All it took was the contact of my body to My Mistress for those 20 minutes.  It doesn't take much. 

Man i love this Woman!

Surprise Inspection

This morning, my Mistress did something that She had only done once or twice before since beginning O/our WLM.  She called me into the bathroom where She was sitting in Her sexy little nightgown, Her beautiful legs crossed, arms crossed and simply ordered me to present myself for inspection.  Inspection! Oh shit!  This meant i was to remove my shorts and reveal to Her the condition of hair around my cock, ball and ass.  Being smooth and hair free on my cock, balls and ass is a rule in our relationship and an infraction of that rule means there will be a punishment spanking.  :-(     Usually am I absolutely on top of keeping Mistress's boy parts free from hair, even though i have only had 1 or 2 inspections for that in the past.  On this day though, such was not the case.

To make matters worse, Mistress reminded me that there were 2 other previous unrelated infractions that were pending resolution, and when Mistress asked what they were for, i did not remember.  Nor did it matter that it was for an infraction from over 2 weeks ago.  It is my responsibility to know and remember what i am facing a future punishment for.  i'm a little nervous

If there is anything in my WLM that had the power to be able to change, it would be that Mistress would always mete out whatever punishments She deems i deserve immediately.  Of course i know that isn't always going to be possible, and it is even more difficult when there are kids around like we have.