You will be milked tonight

Last night when we got into bed, we were both just so tired.  Even so, before Mistress's head could hit the pillow, I asked Mistress .. "would you like an orgasm this evening?", as I do almost every night.  She said "thank you pet, but not tonight.  I am just so tired."  I replied, "yes Mistress" and pressed my naked body against hers so we could fall asleep. 

A minute or so later, Mistress said "tomorrow night, after the kids are in bed, you are going to be milked!".  I replied with a simple but eager "Yes Mistress", and pulled her into me tighter and pressed my hardening cock into her.  Moments later she was asleep and then so was I.  Before I feel asleep, I wondered what exactly that meant.  Would she want to merely, as a matter of clinical-like maintenance, drain my balls of the months worth of cum that has built up in there. 

 

After all, I have denied orgasms for a longer period of time than ever before.  Was it going to be her intention to milk me through prostate massage?  Was she going to turn me into her little ass slut and fuck my ass with her strapon until I emptied all my cum?  Not knowing was killing me, but whatever it was to be, I am so excited for it.

This morning 5:52 am, I prepared her coffee in anticipation of my morning ritual of worshipping her tummy to wake her.  This particular morning, at 5:55 am precisely, I removed all my clothes and climbed onto the bed to wake her with my worship.  It has become my most favorite part of every work day.  I just love those few moments every morning where I can wallow in subspace and worship at the altar of the most beautiful woman in the world.  But I digress ............

There was no mention of the milking this morning and for fear of seeming to eager and pestering her, I didn't bring it up.  Mistress was on the way to her office when she called to inform me that in advance of tonight's milking "you will masturbate to the edge 4 separate times in the shower.  Then you will wear your plug today so you will be ready for your milking tonight".  Then there will be further instructions for you to follow this evening after work".  Oh boy ...............

Truth be told, whatever method intends to accomplish the emptying of my balls, I will not be distracted from her intended goal, which is of course.  Given a preference, I am hopeful that Mistress intends to accomplish this without allowing me to have a full orgasm.  It has been almost 3 months since my last full orgasm and I am actually more and more proud of each day that passes without needing or wanting one, while I am still in a constant state of desire for my beautiful Mistress.

Wish me luck!

Oh what a night!

When I came home from work last night, I intended to pour myself a cocktail and settle in for a nice, relaxing Friday night.  Mistress K. had other ideas about how my night was going to go. 

She said, "Here's what you will be doing tonight" .....................  She went on to explain how I was going to be her driver and deliver her to a friends house because there was going to be several women there for "happy hour", and she had decided she was going.  Then she said that after I delivered her to her party, I would then be gathering and shuttling kids to place across town for them to have an evening for themselves.  The kids would be at this place until 10pm, at which point they would be picked up and returned by the parents of one of the other kids.  After delivering the kids, I was return home and prepare myself for the return of Mistress from the party at around 8pm. After properly preparing myself, I was to drive to the party, naked under my loose clothes, and pick her up.  She would have been drinking and would be in no condition to drive.  By prepare myself, she meant be ready (and more importantly able) to give her multiple orgasms that evening.  I also knew it meant that I must be clean, clean-smelling, clean-shaved (face, cock, balls and ass) and to be prepared for whatever sexual adventure Mistress K. was in the mood for when I came to pick her up from the party. 

By this time, was fully immersed in subspace.  The very idea that I was to do these tasks, then to prepare myself like a slut-in-waiting for Mistress to return from drinking with her friends, and to be prepared for sexually pleasuring her in a yet-to-be-determined fashion, was the reason why I was in subspace. 

I'm not going to go into the intimate details of our play last evening because I don't want to cheapen how emotionally important it was to us.  I will tell you that I have never been as deep in subspace, as deep in love and as much in awe of the Goddess that owns me as I was last night.

However, the second we walked into the empty house and the second I was in my required naked condition, and present before Mistress K., she did feel the overwhelming desire to do this to me .............

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The stated reason she did this to me was "because I want to.  Because at this moment, it brings me pleasure to she you be inflicted with a little pain"

She used someone she has never used on me before for a spanking.  This wooden spoon ........

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She's used a wooden spoon on me before.  But not this particular wooden spoon.  And it hurt like FUCK!!!  I don't if it was the spoon itself, or more the fact that Mistress K. was a little drunk and therefore a tiny bit sadistic, but it hurt like FUCK!  The more I whimpered, the more pleasure she was getting from what she was doing.  The picture doesn't show it, but the marks she was leaving were the kind that red all around and white in the middle.  You know, the kind that really, really hurt?

What an incredible night.  The amount of orgasms obtained were plenty.  The actual amount unknown for Mistress.  For me, it was zero.  I thoroughly enjoyed being the one that was expected to be sex ready when Mistress came home from drinking with friends.  I enjoyed how it made me feel like her slut-in-waiting.  After it was all over and it was time for bed, I asked Mistress if I could keep wearing my butt plug overnight while I slept.  She said yes.  I was hopeful that it would inspire vivid sex dreams ... I wasn't at all disappointed.  I'll try and post about some of those later.

i try to be good

I sent the following GIF picture to Mistress K. from the ONLYSHECUM's tumblr site. 

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It was Friday, a fun kind of day, i was feeling playful, so i sent it to her and told her in the text that the caption was

"it keeps him from getting over zealous"

 

I thought Mistress would get a kick out of it, plus i thought it was a super hot picture.  Mistress promptly replied with a picture of her own.  It was a picture of a sink full of dirty dishes and she had her own caption, which read "so does this".  SHIT!  I had kind of shitty morning and after i got dressed i forgot to check the sink before leaving for the office.  It wasn't 30 seconds later that the next text came and it merely said "48".

 

For you new followers, that is the signal Mistress gives to me to let me know that I am required to see to it that the punishment takes place within the next 48 hours.  Failure means a further infraction.

 

Damn it!!!

an almost touch-free orgasm

It was this close from happening.

On Wednesday morning this week, after Mistress had taken the kids to school, she came back into the house to fin me working away at the computer, but completely naked as I am required to be when alone in her presence.  She kissed me nonchalantly and disappeared into our bedroom.  I resumed what I was doing on the computer. 

A few minutes later I hear "Please come here pet".  I immediately stopped what I was doing and went into the bedroom to see what Mistress wanted.  I walked in and found her laying on the bed in only her panties.  My already half hard cock (it got half hard just at being able to be naked in her presence, which is a rarity with kids in the house) started to get harder.  She summoned me over to the side of the bed and asked me if I had some time or did I need to leave for the office.  Not surprisingly, I had time!

She told me to get on the bed and to start worshipping her body.  I immediately got on the bed and started giving her those soft little kisses all over her body that she loves.  Kisses were delivered all over her nearly naked body, with emphasis on her new favorite spot to receive them ... behind the knee.  In any event, she rolled over and told me to put some lube on the end of my cock and to get her vibrator for her.  I handed her the vibrator and as instructed, slide my cock inside her.  She wanted to have an orgasm and damn it, she was going to have an orgasm.   Being inside her while she was having her first orgasm was almost too much.  I wasn't thrusting because there was no way I was going to be able to avoid cumming if I did.  Immediately after her orgasm, I pulled out quickly because I knew I would lose it.  She told me she wasn't done and informed me that I was going to e punished for pulling out of her without permission. 

When I told her that watching her have an orgasm, in and of itself was enough to make me cum, she said "Oh, really?  Let's see if that is true"  She had me straddle her tummy.  She told me that was allowed to cum if was able to do so without touching my cock with my hand, or without touching my cock anywhere on her body.  She then proceeded to have an incredible orgasm with the help of her favorite vibrator.  It was such a turn on and although it was a super hot scene and although I felt like I was an inch away from going over the edge and into orgasm land, I wasn't able to.  Instead I was savoring the place I was in ... teetering on the edge. 

Then all of a sudden she pinched the area of my ball-sack near the perineum and that was all it took.  I fell over the edge and felt a full on orgasm about to erupt.  Mistress, being the clever Mistress that she is, immediately recognized that I was about to ejaculate and let go of my ball sack, inducing the most incredible ruined orgasm I have ever had.  It was induced merely by the sigh of my Mistress, laying underneath me, and having an orgasm.  There was zero physical stimulation to my cock, making the absolute most frustrating, wonderful ruined orgasm I have ever had.  Mistress seemed pleased that I was able to get so close to an actual orgasm from just seeing her have the pleasure of an orgasm. 

What an incredible experience.

Familiar things

No matter how nice vacation is, it's always good to get back home too. It's nice to be able to rediscover all the familiar things in your hoe that one tends to take for granted. One of the things I was most looking forward to was being able to shave my cock, balls and ass smoothly, the way I am supposed to always be fore Mistress L. Among the familiar comfort things that were at home were all the things that use for shaving. The biggest thing that wasn't available to me while on vacation was SOFT WATER. Every-time I have tried Mistress's property in the mountains, I would always look like a wounded soldier when it was done because of all the nicks from using hard water. In fact, Mistress thought long and hard about whether to punish me for merely assuming that I somehow had a hall pass from keeping myself smooth for her at all times. She very well may still be considering it. Back at home, in my shower with soft water last night, using my pink razor, I was able to give myself an incredibly close shave (without any nicks) in all areas in and near my cock, ball and ass. I usually feel sexy and slutty right after an especially close shave, and last night was no exception. After I was done in the shower, and was ready to go to bed, I walked naked over to Mistress to say goodnight, strutting my newly recent smoothness and was prepared in case there was to be an impromptu inspection. Frankly, I was hoping that once she got a look at me all freshly showered and shaved, that she would see me for the available slut that I am and take right then. Alas that was not to be the case. The kids were still awake and clinging all over her. So off to bed I went .... alone. This morning, Mistress awoke about an hour after I did and was milling around the house earlier than usual. As required each day, I prepared her coffee and delivered it to her. I thanked her for all of the "attention" that she had paid during our vacation and let her know that it has had a noticeable positive impact on my outlook in life. She was feeling generous and told me to edge myself in the shower this morning. We have a big walk-in shower that has no doors. She walked tot he edge and summoned me over and instructed me to fill her hand with lube from the bottle we keep in the shower. I walked over to her, filled her hand full of lube, placed the bottle down, widened my legs, place my hands behind my hand and presented myself for her. There is just something special about looking right into her eyes when she edges me. In this particular tease and denial, I came as close to having an accidental orgasm as I ever have in the past. Luckily, I was able to hold it off. She edged me three more times (took like 60 seconds I was so horny) and turned and left telling me to get ready to go to work. I was instructed to wear my balls separator harness to the office this morning. Another familiar thing I miss, wearing the neoprene harness that gently but firmly separates my balls from body. I love you Mistress.

Special Day today

Today is a special day for U/us.  The reason is really not that important but nonetheless, it is special.  i had a meeting this morning that i had to rush out the door while She was sleeping.  Naked, standing by the bed, i told Her i was about to get dressed and She told me to wear my balls-stretcher and panties today.  She fell back to sleep.  once dressed, i leaned over to kiss her goodbye for the day and She told me to show Her my cock.  i unbuckled my pants and let them fall to the ground, revealing my panty clad body that couldn't contain my erection that emerged in 2.3 seconds. 

Sidebar ..... over the holiday weekend, we were with family in a cabin in the woods.  Close quarters meant there would be no D/s activities whatsoever.  During that time, it was natural to not want for attention because of the close quarters and family around, but once we got home, those needy feelings returned. 

Anyway, standing there with my cock jutting out, She returned from locking the bedroom door and walked over to me and knelt.  She took my cock into my mouth and started sucking it while massaging my harnessed balls.  needless to say, i was on the edge in less than a minute.  i thought She was going to have me ejaculate on this special day, if not a full orgasm, then certainly a ruined orgasm.  Neither was to be as She removed her mouth from my purple cock and said, "you won't be cumming today".  Now go to your meeting".  On the way out the door she told me that She was going to be alone in the house for at least 3 hours today and grinned.  i told her i would do what i could to get there during the day.  Perhaps lunch.  We'll see.  Gees i hope .....................

Fantasy Daydreaming

While i sit and ponder my fate in the 30 minutes, i can't help but daydream about things.  Things like this:

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That little device that squeezes the sub's balls at their base and separates them from the body is my absolute favorite thing for mistress to choose for me to wear under my clothes.  The added torment of a rubber-gloved finger over a slippery cock that wants to go off is just so wonderful.

Then, there is this:

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i just love it when i am allowed the pleasure of putting my mouth on Mistress anywhere, but especially here and especially while She is in lost abandon with pleasure while gently rubbing my head in an encouraging manner.  i just love it and frankly wish i was allowed to pleasure her more there.  Everyday even! 

Hopefully after having pleased Mistress well enough for her to think i may have earned a reward, She might feel the need to not make me to go sleep with the unfulfilled thoughts of wanting Her to take me like a wanton slut and use my ass with her strap on.  Like this:

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After all, falling asleep wanting it like a cheap ass-whore, laying on my tummy subconsciously rubbing my cock against the sheets while reaching behind and spreading myself for a Mistress-cock that isn't there ... well, that is a miserable way to try and fall asleep, right, and decent Mistress would want for Her submissive husband to have to be tormented like that right?  OK, sometimes She would. OK, OK, usually She would ... not tonight.  Mistress has a surprise for Her dutiful sub husband.  She won't deny him the fullness and utter submissiveness of her strappy cock.  No, instead, when he has reached the pinnacle of lust and desire and after having fulfilled 3 of Her subs favorite desires, and he is begging for release, She simple pulls out, leans over and kisses him and tells him that release will not be happening tonight and that he should probably get some rest because at 8 am in the morning, he is going to be punished.

She's back!

Yay!  i was having dinner with a buddy when i got the text that Mistress and the kids were home.  Check please!  i left in a hurry.  Home was 2 minutes from where i was.  I pulled into the driveway and the car was there, trunk open and i saw the kids.  i was so happy to see them and they were so happy to see me.  We hugged and talked a little about their trip and then there She was.  The door to the garage opened and out She walked.  She was breathtaking.  A vision of gorgeousness.  The object of my desire.  my Mistress!

She saw me and smiled and came over and gave me a big kiss and a big hug.  It felt so good to hold Her.  She was wearing a very light sundress and i could feel Her naked body through the fabric.  i was hard in 2 seconds starting from when i first put my eyes on Her. 

The neighbor kids all gathered because they missed their pals and the house was in utter chaos with unpacking and kids running around everywhere.  One of O/our kids is leaving again today to visit a friend in San Diego so Mistress was busy focusing Her attention on getting him ready for his trip.  Laundry, unpacking, repacking and so on.  W/we had a few minutes to lay together on the couch and watch a show but there wasn't going to be any play tonight!  Holding Her, smelling Her kissing Her skin wherever it was exposed was glorious.  It was getting late and She had plenty more to do so She sent me off to bed but not before letting me know that for the foreseeable future there was going to be plenty of alone "we" time and that She was really looking forward to  putting me through my paces.

This morning She harnessed my balls with a splitter and sent me off to work.

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i feel Her now in my pants and am just so happy that She is back home.

Welcome home Mistress!

Suggested Long Distance Instruction

One of my favorite regular commenters, Hannah Jay, made a comment on a recent post called "Free Day" where she explained how she enjoyed having her husband plunge his cock and balls into a bucket of ice water.  She described it as "fun" for her husband.

Well, Mistress must've been able to set aside some reading time while on the road because here is the text i received from Her last night;    

 

Hmmmm...

Tonight you are to chill your balls in a bowl of ice water 4 times. Each for 15 seconds with 30 second rests in between. At the end you are to masturbate to full erection and on the edge of ejaculation. Then dip your balls 1 last time for 15 seconds. Do not touch your cock after that for the rest of the night. =

 

I have never done that before and was a little apprehensive because, well, shit it was ice water and i was supposed to submerge my balls in it.  As i was preparing the bowl with ice and water, my cock got rock hard and i know it was because i was about to do something that i normally would not at all like to do, but doing it for my Mistress gave me immense erotic pleasure.

i placed the bowl on a short stool and lowered my trembling balls into the icy exactly as instructed above and then went on to complete the task as instructed.

How did it go?  IT WAS COLD!  It wasn't painful but it was cold.  During the last plunge into the icy water, i left my balls submerged for 30 seconds instead of only 15 because i wanted to see if i could do.  Of course i was able to do it but just barely.  i later texted Mistress and asked if this was an activity that She now liked and her reply was an ominous "maybe".  We'll see.

Well Hannah Jay, as promised, if it happened i was going to tell you about it, so here you go, consider yourself told.  Mistress seemed to enjoy your suggestion very much. 

Long Distance Instructions

Via long distance instructions (texting), i informed Mistress this morning of my intentions to get dressed for the day.  Yesterday, on Her way out of town and right after She paddled my bottom kinda red, She instructed me to wear panties to the office.  As it turned out, i didn't go into the office because W/we had workmen there all day.  Because i never got dressed for work, i never put the panties on.  Not because i didn't want to follow instructions.  i get genuine pleasure out of following Mistress's instructions, but rather because i was busy with workmen and distracted all day and it simply dropped out of my mind.  Nothing too sexy for me to be around and dealing with sweaty workmen all.  Although, i'm certain that Mistress would've gotten a kick out having me in panties while i was dealing with these workmen.

Well, after receiving a reply to my text this morning, and while Mistress was contemplating my instructions for this day, i informed Her that i inadvertently failed to follow her instructions yesterday.  She replied and said that i was to wear my balls-separator harness and the panties was to wear yesterday.  She made a passing comment that i "should've worn the panties yesterday", but did not elaborate.  Although She didn't say, i suspect i am in line to be punished for that.  Something else that i wish i had read in a text but never came was the direction/authorization for free self-play (no cumming though).  Poor me!

Alone for 9 days

Mistress and i will apart for 9 days beginning tomorrow.  She isn't even gone yet and i am already missing Her terribly.  This morning i was awake early in anticipation of an early meeting I had scheduled at the office.  The entire house was sound asleep.  It was a wonderful, quiet summer morning.  It's supposed to be 112 here today, but at this time in the morning it was absolutely beautiful outside as i was watering some sickly plants we have. The kids were enjoying the kind of slumber a kid gets when out of school for the summer.  Cats, dogs and even a neighbor kid were all sleeping soundly as i went about my morning routine and then prepared for going to the office.

After is was done showering and shaving and putting on Mistress's favorite cologne, i went over to her in bed (our son sleeping beside her) and proceeded to "kiss her awake".  After all, i needed to know what is was to wear under my clothes this day.  Her eyes opened for just a brief moment, She said the word "splitter", rolled over and went right back to sleep.  i went right into the closet and proceed to get dressed, starting with the leather cock ring that snaps into place that has 2 separate straps that snap into place to spread and isolate each one of my balls.  it's one of my favorite things She has me wear. 

When i emerged from the closet, Mistress was in the kitchen going about starting Her day.  My first thought was ........... hole shit, i did not get Her coffee.  Right then She said "I got my own coffee".  Silly as it sounds, my heart sank for not having accomplished one of the simplest obligations i have to my Queen.  Then she said "you are due a punishment for that!".

Presumably, Mistress knows that while She is away, that i will do something that will earn a punishment.  i wonder if that will be on Her mind will She administers the latest earned punishment before she leaves.  Uh oh!

back from a long weekend

Hi everyone.  i hope you enjoyed the long weekend and the unofficial beginning of summer.  i was away from Mistress and our children for the entire weekend playing golf with my friends.  Event though the golf was outstanding, i so much miss being with my family.  Since this isn't the venue to talk about my children, i will tell you that i very much missed being in the physical presence of my Mistress Wife. 

Since the kids are out of school for summer, the whole house was sleeping as i quietly dressed for work (wearing balls stretcher under regular men's underwear) then scooted out the door for the office.  Once i arrived, i texted Mistress to thank her for surprise of allowing me to ruin an orgasm and empty my mess into her hand before i left town or the weekend.  She replied with a comment about how i had begged her not to allow me to ejaculate before my departure because i wanted my balls to ache for her while i was away, which in her mind was the opposite of being thankful.  i replied back saying "I did beg you not to make me cum, but being allowed by you to empty my balls is an honor under any circumstances.  She replied and affirmed that indeed it was an honor for me.

then it came ............... the picture of the dirty dishes in the sink followed by the text informing me that i will be punished within the next 48 hours.  When She declares that a punishment will occur "in the next 48 hours", that is my cue to be mindful of the fact that it must be completed within the next 48 hours, or the next one will be more severe.  Even if Mistress's schedule does not allow for the time to mete out the punishment, it is still considered my fault.  We do it this way because we both realize that the necessary spankings and punishments haven't been occurring sometimes because of real-life conflicts.  Mistress has made it my objective tot make whatever subtle or not-so-subtle adjustments in our schedules to see to it that the punishment happens once She has started the 48 hour clock. 

I'll keep you posted.

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Butt Plug under my clothes today

Mistress call me into the closet and had me kneel while She pondered Her options on what She wanted me to wear today.  While looking through it, Sshe turned and me present my cock to Her while She turned back around and pondered.  She showed me the balls stretching harness and the silicone butt plug. 

She then came over to where i was kneeling and trapped my hard cock between Her calves.  Not knowing if i was allowed to, i instinctively started fucking there area between Her legs and then looked up into her eyes and she was looking back into mine.  When our eyes met She smiled.  i truly cherish moments when i am able to demonstrate my complete vulnerability to her by looking at her, while she is watching me doing something that might otherwise be thought of as humiliating to others.  i love to perform sexually for Her viewing pleasure.  While continuing to "fuck" Her legs, She instructed me to worship Her belly so i lifted Her shirt and started kissing Her belly.  Mistress's belly is one of Her sexiest features.

She pulled away, told me to pull up my shorts and instructed me to masturbate myself to the edge three different times while in the shower. Also, i am to call Her during the day because Sshe is "pretty sure" that She will be having me masturbate and edge myself other times during the day today.

It has been some time since Mistress sent me off to work with my ass filled with Her plug.  Mistress and I will be apart over the Memorial Day weekend.  When i wear a butt plug, it naturally sets my "i soooo want to be an anal slut" mood in motion.  i wonder if it is Her intention to have me in that perpetual state of "please fuck me" while we are apart.  It might be a long weekend.

She also has me wearing a balls stretching harness today.

Isn't she awesome?

Wear your splitter today ....

 



and have a nice day.

 

*nods

 

Yes Ma'am.

 

 

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Deep in sub space

There are times when i naturally find myself very deep in subspace.  Of course i am naturally there when i am naked and with Mistress, but there are also other times (like now) where i find myself deep in subspace without being in a scene or session with my beloved Mistress.  Mistress has me wearing my favorite balls harness and that only adds to my desire.

It is time like these when i find myself looking to be brought to the very edge of my limits by Mistress.  It's scary but also feels very natural.  i wonder if this is progression that D/s couples naturally go through.  It is times like now that if limits were to be tested, limits very well could be expanded.  i know in the bottom of my heart this comes from safe place i find myself under the control of my beloved Mistress K.

I love you darling!

It doesn't take much

First of all, Happy Easter to those of you that celebrate it.

Yesterday afternoon, W/we found ourselves alone in the house unexpectedly.  Yesterday morning, Mistress told me to wear panties for the day.  i chose the small (they are hers) black thong with the sheer panel in the front.  She likes to see me in that because She can see my cock strain through the sheer material.

As many of you know, without being told, i am required to be nude when W/we are alone together unless otherwise instructed.  On this day She said She wanted to see me in my panties.  Later, i was alone on the couch looking at naughty pictures of submissive men being ass-whores (wishing i was one of them), when Mistress came over and wanted to take a nap.  She lowered herself on to the couch, laid her head in my lap and ran one of her arms under my leg so her hand could rest on my pantied cock.  In order for Her to find comfort enough to nap, i had to spread my legs wide and hold them there.

She napped for about 20 minutes but it was an incredibly wonderful 20 minutes for me.  i have been whining about not being touched enough lately and here She was, with her beautiful face resting on my panties cock, Her delicate hand gently cupping my aching balls and i am forced to keep my legs spread in order to give Her the most comfortable place to lay her head.  I sat there and wallowed in the joy before me.  She didn't tease me (although i so wanted her to).  She didn't want anything other than a soft place to lay her beautiful head and rest and it was one of the most amazing 20 minutes i could imagine.  When She rose a short time later, She did linger a tiny bit at my balls started to pinch them a bit (I so wanted her to grab me harshly at the base of balls and ____(_fill-in-blank-here___)____), but alas, it wasn't to be. 

Later last night, W/we entertained Her relatives that are visiting from out of town. After everyone left, i was lying on the couch watching Sports Center when Mistress decided it was bedtime for me.  She called out to me and told me it was time for me to come to bed.  i turned everything of, secured the house and then went into the bedroom where She was all curled up in bed.  i walked over to Her side of the bed to remove my clothes.  I will strip down to my panties (when wearing panties), pause and then symbolically, almost ceremoniously lower them like a little slut girl, while She witnesses.  Only when i am naked after that am i willing to enter bed for sleep.

All it took was the contact of my body to My Mistress for those 20 minutes.  It doesn't take much. 

Man i love this Woman!

Surprise Inspection

This morning, my Mistress did something that She had only done once or twice before since beginning O/our WLM.  She called me into the bathroom where She was sitting in Her sexy little nightgown, Her beautiful legs crossed, arms crossed and simply ordered me to present myself for inspection.  Inspection! Oh shit!  This meant i was to remove my shorts and reveal to Her the condition of hair around my cock, ball and ass.  Being smooth and hair free on my cock, balls and ass is a rule in our relationship and an infraction of that rule means there will be a punishment spanking.  :-(     Usually am I absolutely on top of keeping Mistress's boy parts free from hair, even though i have only had 1 or 2 inspections for that in the past.  On this day though, such was not the case.

To make matters worse, Mistress reminded me that there were 2 other previous unrelated infractions that were pending resolution, and when Mistress asked what they were for, i did not remember.  Nor did it matter that it was for an infraction from over 2 weeks ago.  It is my responsibility to know and remember what i am facing a future punishment for.  i'm a little nervous

If there is anything in my WLM that had the power to be able to change, it would be that Mistress would always mete out whatever punishments She deems i deserve immediately.  Of course i know that isn't always going to be possible, and it is even more difficult when there are kids around like we have.

Getting back to "Normal" whatever normal is

Mistress is feeling better today and i am very glad for that.  She has me in my favorite velcroed balls harness for the day.  As i have said before i love wearing this device because it holds my/her balls out in front of me and are constantly being moved by my legs as I move about.  That sensation alone is a constant reminder that those balls, the cock they are attached to and the hole that is nearby are mere playthings that Mistress owns and to use for Her amusement .... or not.

Speaking of "or not" .... Honestly, lately, i've been feeling that it has been more ignore and denial than tease and denial.  Life gets in the way, and things don't always get to work out the way i want them to.  i realize this is normal and sometimes unavoidable, but i still am subject to feeling this way from time to time as i am sure many subs are. 

my inner slut has been screaming to get out and as such, my body is craving contact.  Any contact.  Even the pain of a severe punishment.  i want to be objectified by Mistress, taken by Her, used as her human sex toy, seduced and fucked.  yes, i know, it isn't at all about what "I" want ................ but