Yesterday, I blew up at Mistress. Not because of anything she had done, or done wrong even. It's just that I was at a peak of frustrations that had nothing to do with Mistress or our lifestyle. Shit from work (people are sometimes just weasel-ass fuckers, aren't they?) and I was frustrated at a stupid faucet on a bathroom vanity that Mistress wanted me to install.
In the several wonderful years that we lived in our FLR, I have so very rarely allowed my frustrations in things that don't include mistress, to come out in frustration for Mistress. yesterday was one of those days. I am so very proud of my Mistress Wife. She knew the benefit of letting me blow off steam before she approached me to calmly ask me to settle down. When I didn't settle down ... she had very little interest in accepting my behavior and very sternly let me know! It took me a total of five minutes for me to come to senses and realize that not only did I blow up about essentially nothing, and certainly nothing to do with Mistress, but that my being pissy like I was is not something that should affect Mistress .... in any way .... ever.
We are all good. In fact, we are even better than we were because each of us continues to grow in our respective roles. There was nothing sexual at all about my outburst, nor in her commanding that it end. Nothing at all. Recalling this non-sexual event however has me hard as a rock because the only thing I can focus on was how Mistress did not waiver, did not back down, did not engage in an argument with her lunatic submissive husband. Instead ... she ended it! I love you Mistress.
Have a great weekend everyone. Mistress and I are planning to head back to the mountains this week for an 3 day weekend.
SHIP
P.S. Mistress did mention after the episode was over that the punishment I am still waiting to receive from a previous infraction (because she said it requires enough space and time to be able to execute in the manner she had in mind), will now be "significantly more escalated as a result of our little episode". After saying that to me, she kissed me on the head, patted me on the ass and left the room.
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Thursday, July 16, 2015
Wednesday, July 15, 2015
Milking Day
Hi everyone ... I hope you are all having a great week so far. It's Wednesday morning and I have just come from the bathroom where Mistress was getting ready to go to work. She was fully dressed and applying the finishing touches of make-up to those gorgeous eyes of hers.
I was summoned into the bathroom with her. "Masturbate for me", were the words that fell from her lips. There she was, beautiful, dressed and ready to leave the house and rule the day. I removed my shorts and started to masturbate behind her and off of her right shoulder. She kept me masturbating for longer than normal. When she could hear from my moans that I was getting close, she said "beg me not to let you cum". I proceed to beg her because I was really close, but it wasn't convincing enough for her. "Beg me like you mean it", she said, making me wonder if she was gong make me cum. Then she told me to stop. Standing, rock hard, my cock glistening from the lube, I waited motionless while she continued to apply her make-up. "Continue", she said and continue I did. I was held at the torturous edge of orgasm on at least 10 different occasions until she finally said "you are done. Go wash up". I was summarily dismissed.
All that on the heels of an exciting milking day Monday evening. For those of you that don't know, Mistress has installed a ritual in our life that calls for me to milked on the second Monday of every month. This past Monday was the second Monday of July. The ritual requires that I remind her of my pending milking the day prior and the morning the milking. Failure to remind her results in a sever punishment spanking. Calendar management is very important here. *smile
I reminded her Sunday and then again Monday morning. She was pleased that I did as I was instructed. On Monday evening, after putting me to work on several items around the house, Mistress told me to remove the glass butt plug that she had me insert hours earlier, and for me to get in the shower. I was instructed to let her know when I was done preparing myself. After my shower, I combed my hair, brushed my teeth and put a dab of her favorite cologne just below my belly button.
I came out to the family room to report I was prepared. She accompanied to our bedroom and told me to strip and to wait in her Queen chair, then disappeared into the bathroom. She emerged wearing nothing and walks right past me and into our closet. The vision of her naked body at that moment was almost too much to bear. She emerged from the closet with the strap on harness that goes on her thigh and ordered me out of her chair. She took a seat and unceremoniously put the condom covered dildo into the harness and secured it on her thigh. I was instructed to go lube myself and retrieve her wand vibrator. When I returned I was treated to one of them most beautiful, sexy vision I have ever seen. She was naked, harness installed on her thigh and she had slid to past the edge of the seat in order to allow me to straddle her cock covered leg. I handed her the vibrator. Before turning it on she said "put yourself on my cock". Facing her and with her looking into my eyes, I lowered myself onto her cock to the soft humming of the vibrator against her beautiful, smoothly shaved pussy. It slipped right in without any hesitation or discomfort. Like it belonged there.
It was heaven. Riding her cock while being able to watch her give herself an orgasm. She was encouraging me by saying "come on babe, let's get you drained". A few minutes later, while she was on her 3rd (?) orgasm and I was methodically riding up and down on her rubber cock,
she grabbed my cock, pumped it twice and expertly knew that my cum was about to cum out. Slowly, it began to ooze from my cock and onto her leg and belly. She used that energy to have yet another orgasm. Then she asked ... " are you empty". I said, "I don't know for sure bet I believe there is more in there". I reached behind, held my own ass as I resumed riding up and down on her thigh. I was soaking it all in. It was just so awesome to be before, fucking her strap on like a slut while she eagerly awaited another round of cum from my desperate cock. A short time later, more came out and covered her thigh and belly.
It was kind of like a ruined orgasm but not really. There was pleasure for sure, but it was non-orgasmic pleasure. It was more of the kind of pleasure that naturally comes for me by presenting myself to Mistress, and in this case performing for her by riding her cock like the ass whore I want to be for her. She was magnificent in her dominant demeanor. She was tender and loving but at the same time, very business like. After all, we weren't there for tender love making. We were there to drain the semen from my body. That being said ........ OMG, it was wonderful. The best part? Being able to watch Mistress bring herself to several orgasms. Oh yeah, the being fucked by her cock-wearing leg was nice too. *smile
I was summoned into the bathroom with her. "Masturbate for me", were the words that fell from her lips. There she was, beautiful, dressed and ready to leave the house and rule the day. I removed my shorts and started to masturbate behind her and off of her right shoulder. She kept me masturbating for longer than normal. When she could hear from my moans that I was getting close, she said "beg me not to let you cum". I proceed to beg her because I was really close, but it wasn't convincing enough for her. "Beg me like you mean it", she said, making me wonder if she was gong make me cum. Then she told me to stop. Standing, rock hard, my cock glistening from the lube, I waited motionless while she continued to apply her make-up. "Continue", she said and continue I did. I was held at the torturous edge of orgasm on at least 10 different occasions until she finally said "you are done. Go wash up". I was summarily dismissed.
All that on the heels of an exciting milking day Monday evening. For those of you that don't know, Mistress has installed a ritual in our life that calls for me to milked on the second Monday of every month. This past Monday was the second Monday of July. The ritual requires that I remind her of my pending milking the day prior and the morning the milking. Failure to remind her results in a sever punishment spanking. Calendar management is very important here. *smile
I reminded her Sunday and then again Monday morning. She was pleased that I did as I was instructed. On Monday evening, after putting me to work on several items around the house, Mistress told me to remove the glass butt plug that she had me insert hours earlier, and for me to get in the shower. I was instructed to let her know when I was done preparing myself. After my shower, I combed my hair, brushed my teeth and put a dab of her favorite cologne just below my belly button.
I came out to the family room to report I was prepared. She accompanied to our bedroom and told me to strip and to wait in her Queen chair, then disappeared into the bathroom. She emerged wearing nothing and walks right past me and into our closet. The vision of her naked body at that moment was almost too much to bear. She emerged from the closet with the strap on harness that goes on her thigh and ordered me out of her chair. She took a seat and unceremoniously put the condom covered dildo into the harness and secured it on her thigh. I was instructed to go lube myself and retrieve her wand vibrator. When I returned I was treated to one of them most beautiful, sexy vision I have ever seen. She was naked, harness installed on her thigh and she had slid to past the edge of the seat in order to allow me to straddle her cock covered leg. I handed her the vibrator. Before turning it on she said "put yourself on my cock". Facing her and with her looking into my eyes, I lowered myself onto her cock to the soft humming of the vibrator against her beautiful, smoothly shaved pussy. It slipped right in without any hesitation or discomfort. Like it belonged there.
It was heaven. Riding her cock while being able to watch her give herself an orgasm. She was encouraging me by saying "come on babe, let's get you drained". A few minutes later, while she was on her 3rd (?) orgasm and I was methodically riding up and down on her rubber cock,
she grabbed my cock, pumped it twice and expertly knew that my cum was about to cum out. Slowly, it began to ooze from my cock and onto her leg and belly. She used that energy to have yet another orgasm. Then she asked ... " are you empty". I said, "I don't know for sure bet I believe there is more in there". I reached behind, held my own ass as I resumed riding up and down on her thigh. I was soaking it all in. It was just so awesome to be before, fucking her strap on like a slut while she eagerly awaited another round of cum from my desperate cock. A short time later, more came out and covered her thigh and belly.
It was kind of like a ruined orgasm but not really. There was pleasure for sure, but it was non-orgasmic pleasure. It was more of the kind of pleasure that naturally comes for me by presenting myself to Mistress, and in this case performing for her by riding her cock like the ass whore I want to be for her. She was magnificent in her dominant demeanor. She was tender and loving but at the same time, very business like. After all, we weren't there for tender love making. We were there to drain the semen from my body. That being said ........ OMG, it was wonderful. The best part? Being able to watch Mistress bring herself to several orgasms. Oh yeah, the being fucked by her cock-wearing leg was nice too. *smile
Wednesday, June 3, 2015
Tuesday, April 7, 2015
Tell them ...........
Mistress walked up to me this morning, made me stand and then she took my cock through my shorts into her hand. "I want you to get on your blog and tell your friends that I am going to fuck you soon".
Unless being given a specific instruction to do so, I wouldn't normally write such a thing here after being told that for fear of "jinxing" the possibility. The last time I did that, circumstances prevented it from happening. I assumed it was my fault for assuming.
I am nothing if I am not dutiful, so hence here is the declaration that Mistress told me to make. I will remain hopeful that this comment coincides with it being Tuesday, which for me is butt plug day.
Have a great Tuesday everyone.
Unless being given a specific instruction to do so, I wouldn't normally write such a thing here after being told that for fear of "jinxing" the possibility. The last time I did that, circumstances prevented it from happening. I assumed it was my fault for assuming.
I am nothing if I am not dutiful, so hence here is the declaration that Mistress told me to make. I will remain hopeful that this comment coincides with it being Tuesday, which for me is butt plug day.
Have a great Tuesday everyone.
Monday, January 26, 2015
Unexpected but very welcomed
On Friday morning, I was waiting naked in my usual spot for Mistress to return from taking the kids to school. Being able to greet her naked when she walks in the door is one of those simple little pleasures that mean the world to me. I am grateful for being able to frequently do that during the school year. I will sometimes daydream about it being this way at all times once we are empty-nesters ... someday.
She walked in the door and as usual said "hello there naked boy" and came over and held me close. While we were hugging and I was pressing myself against (because she allows me to do that), she said "we need to trim your body hair. Come with me". With that she led me into the bathroom and instructed me to retrieve the clippers and get them set up. She took me into our walk-in shower and proceeded to trim (very closely) on my entire body. This process usually take about 10 minutes, not because I am that particularly hairy (she might disagree) but more because Mistress likes to do nice job. It's a wonderful feeling to be required to "stand still" and be naked while Mistress attends to my body, even if it is for a trim.
When we were done, I was cleaning up the hair from the shower floor (wasn't too much) and putting away the clippers and whatnot, Mistress was watching me intently. A quick rinse in the shower followed and when I emerged, Mistress wanted to touch me. Yummy. I love it when Mistress touches me but I especially do when she is feeling amorous and frisky. I love how she holds my ass cheeks open and reminds me that it is hers. I love it how she will tease me unmerciful by moving her hands all over my body but avoiding my cock and balls. On this morning however, she didn't avoid anything. She had me sufficiently teased and edged in no time. She'd bring me to the edge and then while I'm teetering on it, she tell me that I had better not cum. Then she'll stop for a moment and do it again. All this was happening while we were standing in the middle of the bathroom, in front of the mirror while she was having me look at what she was doing to me. This process repeated six or seven times and in the mirror, I was able to see the ledge on the edge of our big tub where just 5 or 6 days earlier, Mistress had called me into the bathroom while she was in the tub. She had me bring my phone to her. On that ledge I was told to stand facing her, spread my legs as far as need to straddled that end of the tub, and then masturbate for her viewing pleasure while she bathed, shaved her legs and shaved her pussy. Seeing the spot in the mirror brought my mind to what an incredible thing that was. All this reminiscing was happening while Mistress was edging me mercilessly. I was right on the verge, dangerously so and urgently I let Mistress know i was there. She didn't stop. I tried to wriggle away to avoid cumming without permission but she ordered me to not move. She continued despite my pleas to stop or "I will come". From experience I knew that Mistress had every intention of ruining my orgasm right then and so i asked her permission to ejaculate. She didn't say a word but it was obvious that I was at the point of no return when Mistress abruptly stopped stroking me and simple, and calmly said "yes, you may ejaculate if you are able", and then starting to rub my ass and hole. Within 10 seconds, my ejaculation was pouring out of me and on to the floor where I stood.
Once all the cum stopped draining from my needy cock, Mistress removed her hands from my body, kissed me tenderly on the cheek and said "clean up your little mess and get dressed for work". I said yes Mistress, thank You Mistress and went to retrieve a towel and some wet wipes while she walked out of the room. With all the talk recently about cum eating, I paused for a moment and wondered how it would feel if my instructions were to eat my cum. It was only a second and I was glad those weren't my instructions. I cleaned up the mess on the floor, went into the kitchen where Mistress was and thanked her for my ruined orgasm, for the body maintenance and for loving me like she does.
It was a good morning.
She walked in the door and as usual said "hello there naked boy" and came over and held me close. While we were hugging and I was pressing myself against (because she allows me to do that), she said "we need to trim your body hair. Come with me". With that she led me into the bathroom and instructed me to retrieve the clippers and get them set up. She took me into our walk-in shower and proceeded to trim (very closely) on my entire body. This process usually take about 10 minutes, not because I am that particularly hairy (she might disagree) but more because Mistress likes to do nice job. It's a wonderful feeling to be required to "stand still" and be naked while Mistress attends to my body, even if it is for a trim.
When we were done, I was cleaning up the hair from the shower floor (wasn't too much) and putting away the clippers and whatnot, Mistress was watching me intently. A quick rinse in the shower followed and when I emerged, Mistress wanted to touch me. Yummy. I love it when Mistress touches me but I especially do when she is feeling amorous and frisky. I love how she holds my ass cheeks open and reminds me that it is hers. I love it how she will tease me unmerciful by moving her hands all over my body but avoiding my cock and balls. On this morning however, she didn't avoid anything. She had me sufficiently teased and edged in no time. She'd bring me to the edge and then while I'm teetering on it, she tell me that I had better not cum. Then she'll stop for a moment and do it again. All this was happening while we were standing in the middle of the bathroom, in front of the mirror while she was having me look at what she was doing to me. This process repeated six or seven times and in the mirror, I was able to see the ledge on the edge of our big tub where just 5 or 6 days earlier, Mistress had called me into the bathroom while she was in the tub. She had me bring my phone to her. On that ledge I was told to stand facing her, spread my legs as far as need to straddled that end of the tub, and then masturbate for her viewing pleasure while she bathed, shaved her legs and shaved her pussy. Seeing the spot in the mirror brought my mind to what an incredible thing that was. All this reminiscing was happening while Mistress was edging me mercilessly. I was right on the verge, dangerously so and urgently I let Mistress know i was there. She didn't stop. I tried to wriggle away to avoid cumming without permission but she ordered me to not move. She continued despite my pleas to stop or "I will come". From experience I knew that Mistress had every intention of ruining my orgasm right then and so i asked her permission to ejaculate. She didn't say a word but it was obvious that I was at the point of no return when Mistress abruptly stopped stroking me and simple, and calmly said "yes, you may ejaculate if you are able", and then starting to rub my ass and hole. Within 10 seconds, my ejaculation was pouring out of me and on to the floor where I stood.
Once all the cum stopped draining from my needy cock, Mistress removed her hands from my body, kissed me tenderly on the cheek and said "clean up your little mess and get dressed for work". I said yes Mistress, thank You Mistress and went to retrieve a towel and some wet wipes while she walked out of the room. With all the talk recently about cum eating, I paused for a moment and wondered how it would feel if my instructions were to eat my cum. It was only a second and I was glad those weren't my instructions. I cleaned up the mess on the floor, went into the kitchen where Mistress was and thanked her for my ruined orgasm, for the body maintenance and for loving me like she does.
It was a good morning.
Wednesday, December 17, 2014
Yes Today
Whereas Mistress declined to allow me to edge myself and finger my bottom while in the shower the day before, yesterday she did allow it. Check that ... she did require. OMG, when she told I got so excited like a little puppy that knows he is about to get a treat. "Not only that", she said as she was walking out the door, "you will wear your glass plug today". I just looked at her with those .... holy crap I love you eyes.
In the shower I did my required edging and did so with a finger firmly inserted into my bottom hole. It was wonderful. I wish my arms were longer so as to make that process easier, but this is how god made. Still, having a finger inside me while edging is glorious.
After showering and before getting, I went through one of my favorite routines. Inserting the plug. Last night while laying in bed, Mistress asked how my 15 hours of wearing my plug went. I told her that it is my favorite constant physical reminder of her ownership of me and of my devotion to her. Perhaps that is because it presses on my prostate all day, or perhaps it is because it appeals to my ever growing desire to be fucked there. I replied by telling her that the glass plug was the best sex toy that we have ever bought. She giggled and said, "well, maybe you think so, but why should I think so?" I joked and said I'd be happy to get it and help with understanding why. She giggled again and declined the offer. She wanted to sleep.
But first, she grabbed my hardening cock. I had just told her that the part of wearing the plug is the process of inserting it. She told me to explain. I told her first, I am naked as I always when receiving instructions from her on what to wear under my clothes on any given day. Second, it makes me feel like her wanton slut to position myself in such a way to take her anal intruder. I told that I slowly insert the tip and allow my anus to accept the intruder and then relax just a moment. Being glass, it doesn't require much lubrication and so in order to help my bottom to relax and accommodate the plug, I will twist it slightly while pressing a little harder. This relaxes the hole and allows it accept a little more. Mind you, while doing all this, I am bent over while in a standing position with my right foot on a bench that is about 12 inches high and my head resting on a counter in our closet. A very submissive position to be in and one that I love. It presses my desire to be a slut. Her slut, and I am in this position for the sole purpose of accepting an intruder into rear hole. Yummy!
I will continue to ease the plug inside of me as it continues to open me wider and wider. Once I get to the widest part, I will hold the plug there for a moment or two and just relish in the fullness that it offers. I have become familiar enough with both my rear hole and the plug that I can always seems to find the spot on the plug that I can naturally hold it in place with my anus at the widest spot, remove my hand from and literally pull it into it final resting place. My ring securely surrounding the smallish base of the plug, while the widest part rests comfortably inside me. I love that process.
15 hours later (last night), I asked permission to remove my plug and was told to do just that. After giving it a thorough cleansing, I put it back in it's designated place in the drawer.
Until we meet again old friend. Soon I hope.
In the shower I did my required edging and did so with a finger firmly inserted into my bottom hole. It was wonderful. I wish my arms were longer so as to make that process easier, but this is how god made. Still, having a finger inside me while edging is glorious.
After showering and before getting, I went through one of my favorite routines. Inserting the plug. Last night while laying in bed, Mistress asked how my 15 hours of wearing my plug went. I told her that it is my favorite constant physical reminder of her ownership of me and of my devotion to her. Perhaps that is because it presses on my prostate all day, or perhaps it is because it appeals to my ever growing desire to be fucked there. I replied by telling her that the glass plug was the best sex toy that we have ever bought. She giggled and said, "well, maybe you think so, but why should I think so?" I joked and said I'd be happy to get it and help with understanding why. She giggled again and declined the offer. She wanted to sleep.
But first, she grabbed my hardening cock. I had just told her that the part of wearing the plug is the process of inserting it. She told me to explain. I told her first, I am naked as I always when receiving instructions from her on what to wear under my clothes on any given day. Second, it makes me feel like her wanton slut to position myself in such a way to take her anal intruder. I told that I slowly insert the tip and allow my anus to accept the intruder and then relax just a moment. Being glass, it doesn't require much lubrication and so in order to help my bottom to relax and accommodate the plug, I will twist it slightly while pressing a little harder. This relaxes the hole and allows it accept a little more. Mind you, while doing all this, I am bent over while in a standing position with my right foot on a bench that is about 12 inches high and my head resting on a counter in our closet. A very submissive position to be in and one that I love. It presses my desire to be a slut. Her slut, and I am in this position for the sole purpose of accepting an intruder into rear hole. Yummy!
I will continue to ease the plug inside of me as it continues to open me wider and wider. Once I get to the widest part, I will hold the plug there for a moment or two and just relish in the fullness that it offers. I have become familiar enough with both my rear hole and the plug that I can always seems to find the spot on the plug that I can naturally hold it in place with my anus at the widest spot, remove my hand from and literally pull it into it final resting place. My ring securely surrounding the smallish base of the plug, while the widest part rests comfortably inside me. I love that process.
15 hours later (last night), I asked permission to remove my plug and was told to do just that. After giving it a thorough cleansing, I put it back in it's designated place in the drawer.
Until we meet again old friend. Soon I hope.
Sunday, December 14, 2014
She needed it now
We have the greatest neighborhood. We can spontaneously end up at any of our neighbors house, have dinner together, get our drink on and just have a great time. Last night was one of those occasions. We were dancing, listening to music and having a great time. Mistress K. came over to tell me that I had an "infraction" that I would be punished for at a later time. I asked her what for and she said "I don't know. All I know is that Julie (not her real name) just told me that you were being a bad boy". I'm certain it wasn't in the context of Julie actually knowing our FLM dynamic and that she was just kidding but nonetheless, it seems I have earned a punishment. Even tough she was only joking, Mistress replied to Julie very loudly for everyone to hear that she was gong to spank me later for that. This was while the girls were all dancing with each other. Laughs all around and nothing else came of it. We'll see if Mistress really does intend on giving me a true punishment.
Mistress and I came home around 11pm and after made quick work of a temporarily, emotionally, needy child, she pulled me into the bedroom, locked the door and proceeded to the closet where she told me to get out of my clothes. It wasn't 10 minutes earlier that each of us was saying how we regretted having drunk too much earlier in the evening and how we each hoped it wasn't going to be one of those regrettable nights hugging the toilet. Now, Mistress is getting out of her clothes, telling me to do the same and she had that unmistakable look of "you are going to fuck me hard" in her eyes.
Honestly, I wasn't in the mood but the mere thought that I was being called upon to fuck my Mistress, hard and dirty like she wanted me too got my cock to begin to grow. She told me to get pinky, which of course is our cock sleeve. Wearing it means that I feel virtually nothing on my cock and so therefore I can fuck Mistress as long as she wants usually. That being said, even though it is like wearing 1000 condoms, eventually the mere fact that I am sexually satisfying my Mistress in this way is eventually enough for me to eventually have to tell Mistress that an ejaculation is near. That didn't happen for a good 15 minutes of hard "fuck me like a whore" fucking, but alas, the need to informed Mistress I was nearing the edge was upon me. She forbade me from coming.
She had already had one orgasm and although she was also fighting off the effects of maybe too much alcohol, Mistress needed to orgasm again. This time she wanted me to put a finger in her ass while she held the vibrator against her clit. What an incredible scene it was being behind Mistress with her ass in the air, face on the bed, vibrator on her sex, finger in her ass and a pinky covered cock in her pussy. She was completely lost in the abandonment of being fucked like a wanton slut and I wasn't going to anything but encourage her. When my finger entered her bottom hole and she let out a guttural moan of delight, I knew she wanted more. So I leaned to where her head was resting on the bed and while she was being fuck, fingered and vibed, I whispered a suggestion that she would probably prefer to have my cock in her ass than her finger. No response. Nothing. So I continue fucking her hard, pressing her head in the bed as if to hold her down while she was being fucked and she was loving every second of it.
With that she said "you're right, I do need your cock in my ass" and she lifted her head from the bed, ordering me to remove pinky and to put some lube on my cock. By the time I remove the sleeve, applied the lube to my cock and returned, she was laying on her side with one leg extended and the other leg had her knee pulled up to her chest. She was working the vibrator feverishly against her clit and was inviting me to enter her bottom by pulling her cheeks apart slightly. As much as she tried, she just couldn't find my cock entering her ass comfortable in the position, which was too bad because it was the sexiest that I have witnessed in a long time The sight of my Mistress inviting my cock into her most intimate orifice was just so amazing. She told me to lay on my back and when I did, she straddled me with her beautiful ass hovering over my cock. She wanted to be able to control the penetration and she slowly lowered herself onto my cock while keeping the vibrator right on the sweet spot. I could feel my cock slowly enter her warm, tight hole and I could the primal lust on her face and in her body as she hovered over. Once inside, she began to slowly move and while never allowing the head of the vibrator to leave her clit, and while my cock fully buried in her most intimate hole, Mistress began to have the most incredible, powerful, intense orgasm she has had in some time. It was just so awesome to see.
When she was done and after she recovered, she laid on top of me, holding me tight and with so much love I could feel it in my toes. She left my cock in her bottom while we laid there for a while and then after a few minutes, she eased herself off the intruder in her bottom, rolled to the side and said, "go clean up. It's time for sleep". I did as I was told, cleaned myself, the toys and put everything away and waited for her to return to the bed after doing her thing in the bathroom. She climbed in to bed naked and looking like a just ravaged Mistress that wanted to get some sleep. I welcomed her in to bed, kissed her goodnight and laid there for a few minutes with my still rock hard cock, thinking how much I was glad that Mistress denied me any kind of ejaculation this night.
Mistress and I came home around 11pm and after made quick work of a temporarily, emotionally, needy child, she pulled me into the bedroom, locked the door and proceeded to the closet where she told me to get out of my clothes. It wasn't 10 minutes earlier that each of us was saying how we regretted having drunk too much earlier in the evening and how we each hoped it wasn't going to be one of those regrettable nights hugging the toilet. Now, Mistress is getting out of her clothes, telling me to do the same and she had that unmistakable look of "you are going to fuck me hard" in her eyes.
Honestly, I wasn't in the mood but the mere thought that I was being called upon to fuck my Mistress, hard and dirty like she wanted me too got my cock to begin to grow. She told me to get pinky, which of course is our cock sleeve. Wearing it means that I feel virtually nothing on my cock and so therefore I can fuck Mistress as long as she wants usually. That being said, even though it is like wearing 1000 condoms, eventually the mere fact that I am sexually satisfying my Mistress in this way is eventually enough for me to eventually have to tell Mistress that an ejaculation is near. That didn't happen for a good 15 minutes of hard "fuck me like a whore" fucking, but alas, the need to informed Mistress I was nearing the edge was upon me. She forbade me from coming.
She had already had one orgasm and although she was also fighting off the effects of maybe too much alcohol, Mistress needed to orgasm again. This time she wanted me to put a finger in her ass while she held the vibrator against her clit. What an incredible scene it was being behind Mistress with her ass in the air, face on the bed, vibrator on her sex, finger in her ass and a pinky covered cock in her pussy. She was completely lost in the abandonment of being fucked like a wanton slut and I wasn't going to anything but encourage her. When my finger entered her bottom hole and she let out a guttural moan of delight, I knew she wanted more. So I leaned to where her head was resting on the bed and while she was being fuck, fingered and vibed, I whispered a suggestion that she would probably prefer to have my cock in her ass than her finger. No response. Nothing. So I continue fucking her hard, pressing her head in the bed as if to hold her down while she was being fucked and she was loving every second of it.
With that she said "you're right, I do need your cock in my ass" and she lifted her head from the bed, ordering me to remove pinky and to put some lube on my cock. By the time I remove the sleeve, applied the lube to my cock and returned, she was laying on her side with one leg extended and the other leg had her knee pulled up to her chest. She was working the vibrator feverishly against her clit and was inviting me to enter her bottom by pulling her cheeks apart slightly. As much as she tried, she just couldn't find my cock entering her ass comfortable in the position, which was too bad because it was the sexiest that I have witnessed in a long time The sight of my Mistress inviting my cock into her most intimate orifice was just so amazing. She told me to lay on my back and when I did, she straddled me with her beautiful ass hovering over my cock. She wanted to be able to control the penetration and she slowly lowered herself onto my cock while keeping the vibrator right on the sweet spot. I could feel my cock slowly enter her warm, tight hole and I could the primal lust on her face and in her body as she hovered over. Once inside, she began to slowly move and while never allowing the head of the vibrator to leave her clit, and while my cock fully buried in her most intimate hole, Mistress began to have the most incredible, powerful, intense orgasm she has had in some time. It was just so awesome to see.
When she was done and after she recovered, she laid on top of me, holding me tight and with so much love I could feel it in my toes. She left my cock in her bottom while we laid there for a while and then after a few minutes, she eased herself off the intruder in her bottom, rolled to the side and said, "go clean up. It's time for sleep". I did as I was told, cleaned myself, the toys and put everything away and waited for her to return to the bed after doing her thing in the bathroom. She climbed in to bed naked and looking like a just ravaged Mistress that wanted to get some sleep. I welcomed her in to bed, kissed her goodnight and laid there for a few minutes with my still rock hard cock, thinking how much I was glad that Mistress denied me any kind of ejaculation this night.
Friday, November 7, 2014
Wear your plug today
Mistress' bestie arrived last night and they spent plenty of time cathcing up, giggling and just having plain old fun. They just left to go to an overnight activity that will keep us apart until tomorrow night. Booo! Mistress' friend that arrived in town is the other other person that knows all about our FLM. There was no conversation about it that included me and frankly I am not aware that they even talked about it last night. This morning there was a couple of casual remarks in direct reference to my being controlled by Mistress K. with her friend and they seemed competely natural and without any embarrasement...on anyone's part. I don't know if there will be any conversation (or ?) or not once they return and before her friend leaves to go back home or not. I will of course leave that entirely up to Mistress K. I am prepared to demonstrate of role in our marriage in any way (subtle or otherwise) that Mistress K. might deem appropriate (or not).
This morning, after i got out of the shower and before they left, Mistress came into the closet where I was waiting for her, naked and in anticipation of her instructions on what to wear under my clothes today. She seemed unsure about what she wanted me to wear and asked me directly what is most comfortable to wear under my jeans. I'll give you two guesses as to what I told her, but you'll only need one. My glass plug. She agreed and ordered me to wear the plug. yay!
With that she stood up and reached for the lube and grabbed my flaccid cock and ordered it to get hard ... IMMEDIATELY. I don't need to be told twice and in a matter of seconds it was hard. She put lube in her hand and started stroking me. She then looked me in the eye and apologized for not having edged me in quite some time. Once i got close to orgasm and told her so, she held her hand firm and ordered me to fuck her hand. She likes to watch he stand there and thrust into her slippery hand. It was amazing as she continued to hold me at the edge for quite a while before she decided it was time to stop. I have to admit that it was rather exciting to know that she was doing that to me with her friend in the guest room sleeping. Once she was done, she told me to put my plug in and gave me an added bonus by standing there to watch while i put one foot up on a stool, bent over and worked the plug into my ass. She smiled and said, "you enjoy putting things in your ass while I watch, don't you"? All I could do was whimper a "yes I do Mistress". My goal is to wear my plug the entire 30 hours or so before i see her again. We'll see how that goes.
I can't wait till she gets home.
This morning, after i got out of the shower and before they left, Mistress came into the closet where I was waiting for her, naked and in anticipation of her instructions on what to wear under my clothes today. She seemed unsure about what she wanted me to wear and asked me directly what is most comfortable to wear under my jeans. I'll give you two guesses as to what I told her, but you'll only need one. My glass plug. She agreed and ordered me to wear the plug. yay!
With that she stood up and reached for the lube and grabbed my flaccid cock and ordered it to get hard ... IMMEDIATELY. I don't need to be told twice and in a matter of seconds it was hard. She put lube in her hand and started stroking me. She then looked me in the eye and apologized for not having edged me in quite some time. Once i got close to orgasm and told her so, she held her hand firm and ordered me to fuck her hand. She likes to watch he stand there and thrust into her slippery hand. It was amazing as she continued to hold me at the edge for quite a while before she decided it was time to stop. I have to admit that it was rather exciting to know that she was doing that to me with her friend in the guest room sleeping. Once she was done, she told me to put my plug in and gave me an added bonus by standing there to watch while i put one foot up on a stool, bent over and worked the plug into my ass. She smiled and said, "you enjoy putting things in your ass while I watch, don't you"? All I could do was whimper a "yes I do Mistress". My goal is to wear my plug the entire 30 hours or so before i see her again. We'll see how that goes.
I can't wait till she gets home.
Saturday, November 1, 2014
The Day I was Collared - final
After our officiant left, Mistress K. and I were alone for the first after the collaring. I have never been more in love and more in awe of my beautiful wife than I was at that very moment. She was the epitome of beauty and strength. She stood there in her incredibly perfect outfit. Her hair and makeup was impeccable and her scent filled the room. I was standing, staring at this Goddess, reveling in th eknowledge that she had just, officially accepted ownership me as hers. For me it was a very beautiful, emotional moment to be in that moment with the knowledge of what had just taken place. I was owned. I was a slave to the one person I loved the most in this. To the one person whose pleaure and happiness was what I lived for ... and there she was, standing before me with the obvious intention of using me for sex. Mmmmmmmm
She was standing in the doorway of the bedroom in our suite. Again she was the vision of female perfection. The vision opf lust, strength, power, vulnerability, beauty, grace and love. She called me over to her. I walked to her, bare footed wearing my cock cage, the pretty black lace panties that Mistress insisted i wear for the ceremony and the black silk boxers that covered it all. Also, of course i was wearing the very symbol of my submission and devotion to this Goddess .... my collar. When i arrived at the doorway, she moved toward me to accept me into her arms. She could I was wallowing in the joy of the moment and held my head against her breast and hel me tight for a few moments. It was beautiful. She was wearing these incredibly sexy, incredibly tall balck heels that made her taller than I was in my bare feet. She broke our embrace, held my face while looking down on me and whispered instruction in my ear to remove my clothes. I did and was standing there, looking up to her eyes, wearing only the symbols of my ownership. My cock cage and my collar. I moved toward her and she pushed me to my knees and I knelt before her. She put her hand on the back of my hand and led my face to the parts of her body that she wanted me to tenderly worship with the gentle kisses that she loves so much. The depth of devotion and love for this Goddess was undescribable. I get goose bumps right now even just recalling that moment. It was the afterglow of the ceremony that I had waited so long to have.
There was so much tender love making that followed that if i were to describe it all here, it could very well be the longest post in the history of posts. There were of course some moments that I will vividly remember for the rest of my life. While kneeling before her, she had me remove her garter that held her stockings while I was worshipping her legs and ass with my kisses. She told me to remove the incredibly sexy and beautiful panties that she was wearing. After having ceremoniously and slowly lowered them to the ground and as I was gazing at the alter of joy (her beautiful pussy), she pulled me to my feet by my collar and led me to the bed had me stand there while she entered our marital bed. She subtley indicate that she wanted me to join her on the bed and when i did she grabbed me by the collar and forced my head between her legs. I had often told Mistress K. that i thought she would enjoy reciving cunnilingus by sitting on my face. I was never her favortie position in the past, but we had done it a few times recently and she enjoyed it very much. On this particular night, she was going to enjoy it a whole lot more!!! It has become one of my favorite things to give her.
After several orgasms Mistress was wanting a small rest so she laid back on the pillows of our incredibly luxurious resort bed and just rested. She was looking at me with those beautiful eyes and I could tell she was conjuring up something. Exactly what, i didnt know. I was returning from the bathroom with a glass of water for her and I and she pulled a pillow into the middle of the bed and motioned me to join her on the bed with the "come here" motion of her finger. At that moment I was certain that Mistress was going to give me what I had hoped i would receive the most on this most special night. I was certain that the pillow she had placed in the middle of the bed was for me to on in order to put me in the perfect postion for her to consummate our marriage by penetrating me ass. My cock grew to rock hard status as best it could being confined in its caged. I was telling myself that this night couldn't get any better. My beautiful Mistress was about to symbolically claimed what was hers. My ass.
It wasn't to be. Mistress, at that moment had felt that a sound spanking was in order. I'm guessing that a nice red, sore, stinging bottom would be the third leg of the submissive stool (to go along with the collar and cage I was wearing). Perhaps Mistress just felt that she wanted to created a certain visual memory in her mind that she could recall upon in the future. Whatever the reason, it of course did not matter. I did not display a single ounce of disappointment when I realized it was going to be an ass whipping I was about to receive, and not the tender ass fucking I was hoping for. It's my place to question her motives. Especially on this night. Mistress proceeded to give me a very, very sound spanking. Probably the stingiest spanking I had had in weeks, and she was enjoying every minute of it. She seemed to relish in pushing the her own limits when it came to putting the ting in my ass. It hurt! When she was done spanking me, she had me walk around the room show she could take in the visual of my red bottom, my cage, and my beautiful new collar.
We made beautiful, tender love for another 45 minutes or so, wherein Mistress had a few more orgasms, mostly while I fucked her with the nice, big dildo she enjoys so much. When she was spent, she then said to me, get up, get out of the bed and remove your cage. I eagerly got up, went into the bathroom and while was watching, I ceremoniously snipped the numbered plastic locking tab on the cage and slowly removed the tube from my rapidly growing cock. It was at that moment that I began to wonder what was going to be my fate that night. Would I be dompletely denied? Would I be teased unmerciful and then be denied. Would I be allowed a ruined orgasm. OMG, shit .... was I about to be required to have a full on orgasm? That was it. That's what she wanted from. I began to panic a little, because full on orgasms are such a rare thing for me, that i frankly much prefer a ruined orgasms if I am lucky enough to be allowed to ejaculate for Mistress. On this night, Mistress wanted me to come to her in her marital bed, on the night of ceremony, with my new collar on and my freshly reddened ass, make love to her as her husband. She wanted me to penetrate her and lower mysef onto her and to fuck slowly at first then faster, all the while keeping my eyes on hers. She knows that doing this is my absolute favorite thing to do. I love looking directly ito her eyes while I am penetrating her. She was tender, she was beautiful, she was almost submissive in the way that she commanded me to fuck her until I orgasmed. I begged her to deny me a full orgasm and if she was going to require an orgasm from, could it be a ruined orgasm? She just did the shooosh motion with her mouth and reiterated what she wanted from me. I could feel the pending explosion and at that point, I asked Mistress K. for permission to orgasms, even though she had just told me to. She smiled with what seemed like pride at my asking for permission when she said "yes you may my pet". I had never had a longer, better, more intense orgasm in my life than the one I had at that moment. It was glorious, spiritual even.
It as every bit of the glorious evening i could've hoped for. I was emotional for the ceremony because I was so happy and pridefule to be there, in that position, with this glorious woman who was willing to accept ownership of me. Frankly, I wish all of you could've been there to witness it. I will be honest, there were a few things that i was hoping would take place that night that didn't. I had hoped Mistress would've required I wear my but plug during the ceremony. Actually, I had even hoped that Mistress K. would insert (or require me to insert) my plug during the ceremony as a submissive gesture. I had hoped that Mistress K. would've required that I be naked during the ceremony, wearing only my cage. I think she was considerig that, but as I have said before, Mistress K. is very much about keeping our most intimate moments discrete. Lastly, I was really hoping that Mistress K. would've donned her strap on and then penetrated my ass in what is a very tender, loving and obviously symbolic fashion. Don't get me wrong, I mention these things only because they were things I had previously hoped for in MY mind. As we all know though, it is not at all about me, but it is ALL about Mistress K. That being said, there is not a single thing about that night I would change. It was among the single most proud and loving moments of my life. I am married to the woman I love and I am her proud submissive husband in a beautiful, loving marriage. Life couln't be any better.
She was standing in the doorway of the bedroom in our suite. Again she was the vision of female perfection. The vision opf lust, strength, power, vulnerability, beauty, grace and love. She called me over to her. I walked to her, bare footed wearing my cock cage, the pretty black lace panties that Mistress insisted i wear for the ceremony and the black silk boxers that covered it all. Also, of course i was wearing the very symbol of my submission and devotion to this Goddess .... my collar. When i arrived at the doorway, she moved toward me to accept me into her arms. She could I was wallowing in the joy of the moment and held my head against her breast and hel me tight for a few moments. It was beautiful. She was wearing these incredibly sexy, incredibly tall balck heels that made her taller than I was in my bare feet. She broke our embrace, held my face while looking down on me and whispered instruction in my ear to remove my clothes. I did and was standing there, looking up to her eyes, wearing only the symbols of my ownership. My cock cage and my collar. I moved toward her and she pushed me to my knees and I knelt before her. She put her hand on the back of my hand and led my face to the parts of her body that she wanted me to tenderly worship with the gentle kisses that she loves so much. The depth of devotion and love for this Goddess was undescribable. I get goose bumps right now even just recalling that moment. It was the afterglow of the ceremony that I had waited so long to have.
There was so much tender love making that followed that if i were to describe it all here, it could very well be the longest post in the history of posts. There were of course some moments that I will vividly remember for the rest of my life. While kneeling before her, she had me remove her garter that held her stockings while I was worshipping her legs and ass with my kisses. She told me to remove the incredibly sexy and beautiful panties that she was wearing. After having ceremoniously and slowly lowered them to the ground and as I was gazing at the alter of joy (her beautiful pussy), she pulled me to my feet by my collar and led me to the bed had me stand there while she entered our marital bed. She subtley indicate that she wanted me to join her on the bed and when i did she grabbed me by the collar and forced my head between her legs. I had often told Mistress K. that i thought she would enjoy reciving cunnilingus by sitting on my face. I was never her favortie position in the past, but we had done it a few times recently and she enjoyed it very much. On this particular night, she was going to enjoy it a whole lot more!!! It has become one of my favorite things to give her.
After several orgasms Mistress was wanting a small rest so she laid back on the pillows of our incredibly luxurious resort bed and just rested. She was looking at me with those beautiful eyes and I could tell she was conjuring up something. Exactly what, i didnt know. I was returning from the bathroom with a glass of water for her and I and she pulled a pillow into the middle of the bed and motioned me to join her on the bed with the "come here" motion of her finger. At that moment I was certain that Mistress was going to give me what I had hoped i would receive the most on this most special night. I was certain that the pillow she had placed in the middle of the bed was for me to on in order to put me in the perfect postion for her to consummate our marriage by penetrating me ass. My cock grew to rock hard status as best it could being confined in its caged. I was telling myself that this night couldn't get any better. My beautiful Mistress was about to symbolically claimed what was hers. My ass.
It wasn't to be. Mistress, at that moment had felt that a sound spanking was in order. I'm guessing that a nice red, sore, stinging bottom would be the third leg of the submissive stool (to go along with the collar and cage I was wearing). Perhaps Mistress just felt that she wanted to created a certain visual memory in her mind that she could recall upon in the future. Whatever the reason, it of course did not matter. I did not display a single ounce of disappointment when I realized it was going to be an ass whipping I was about to receive, and not the tender ass fucking I was hoping for. It's my place to question her motives. Especially on this night. Mistress proceeded to give me a very, very sound spanking. Probably the stingiest spanking I had had in weeks, and she was enjoying every minute of it. She seemed to relish in pushing the her own limits when it came to putting the ting in my ass. It hurt! When she was done spanking me, she had me walk around the room show she could take in the visual of my red bottom, my cage, and my beautiful new collar.
We made beautiful, tender love for another 45 minutes or so, wherein Mistress had a few more orgasms, mostly while I fucked her with the nice, big dildo she enjoys so much. When she was spent, she then said to me, get up, get out of the bed and remove your cage. I eagerly got up, went into the bathroom and while was watching, I ceremoniously snipped the numbered plastic locking tab on the cage and slowly removed the tube from my rapidly growing cock. It was at that moment that I began to wonder what was going to be my fate that night. Would I be dompletely denied? Would I be teased unmerciful and then be denied. Would I be allowed a ruined orgasm. OMG, shit .... was I about to be required to have a full on orgasm? That was it. That's what she wanted from. I began to panic a little, because full on orgasms are such a rare thing for me, that i frankly much prefer a ruined orgasms if I am lucky enough to be allowed to ejaculate for Mistress. On this night, Mistress wanted me to come to her in her marital bed, on the night of ceremony, with my new collar on and my freshly reddened ass, make love to her as her husband. She wanted me to penetrate her and lower mysef onto her and to fuck slowly at first then faster, all the while keeping my eyes on hers. She knows that doing this is my absolute favorite thing to do. I love looking directly ito her eyes while I am penetrating her. She was tender, she was beautiful, she was almost submissive in the way that she commanded me to fuck her until I orgasmed. I begged her to deny me a full orgasm and if she was going to require an orgasm from, could it be a ruined orgasm? She just did the shooosh motion with her mouth and reiterated what she wanted from me. I could feel the pending explosion and at that point, I asked Mistress K. for permission to orgasms, even though she had just told me to. She smiled with what seemed like pride at my asking for permission when she said "yes you may my pet". I had never had a longer, better, more intense orgasm in my life than the one I had at that moment. It was glorious, spiritual even.
It as every bit of the glorious evening i could've hoped for. I was emotional for the ceremony because I was so happy and pridefule to be there, in that position, with this glorious woman who was willing to accept ownership of me. Frankly, I wish all of you could've been there to witness it. I will be honest, there were a few things that i was hoping would take place that night that didn't. I had hoped Mistress would've required I wear my but plug during the ceremony. Actually, I had even hoped that Mistress K. would insert (or require me to insert) my plug during the ceremony as a submissive gesture. I had hoped that Mistress K. would've required that I be naked during the ceremony, wearing only my cage. I think she was considerig that, but as I have said before, Mistress K. is very much about keeping our most intimate moments discrete. Lastly, I was really hoping that Mistress K. would've donned her strap on and then penetrated my ass in what is a very tender, loving and obviously symbolic fashion. Don't get me wrong, I mention these things only because they were things I had previously hoped for in MY mind. As we all know though, it is not at all about me, but it is ALL about Mistress K. That being said, there is not a single thing about that night I would change. It was among the single most proud and loving moments of my life. I am married to the woman I love and I am her proud submissive husband in a beautiful, loving marriage. Life couln't be any better.
Monday, September 22, 2014
Oh, one other thing .............
While I was away from Mistress last week, I was missing her terribly on Wednesday night (first night away from home). I was laying in bed, tossing and turning when I thought I'd sleep with my glass butt plug in as a way to remind me of Mistress. In the interest of full disclosure, I mention it to her this morning.
She wasn't happy. She reminded me that it was not my bottom hole and that I did not have the right to decide to fill it. She's thinking about what will happen now.
She wasn't happy. She reminded me that it was not my bottom hole and that I did not have the right to decide to fill it. She's thinking about what will happen now.
New Toys for Mistress
Hi everyone,
Today I was able to go home for "lunch". There was no food to eat, but there was something that needed to get accomplished. Mistress and I had been apart for 5 days and there was some catching up to do. A couple of weeks ago I sent a very sexy picture of a woman fucking herself on a suction cup dildo that was attached to a pole. Mistress thought that was hot and mentioned that I might want to look into to getting her one of those. Today, I got her two of them on my way home for lunch. I got two because I didn't know which of them she'd like better.
When i got home, I stripped naked of course. Then i eagerly showed Mistress the purchase I had made. In addition to the two suction cup cocks, i also bought some more lube and some Stud 100 desensitizing spray, which I believe is the best thing out there. Although .... I've never tried the Emla Cream. Has anyone else tried it? If so, drop me a note. I'd like to know more about it.
She was pretty excited at having those and as she was leading my into the bedroom, her only in panties and me naked, she told me to bring them along in case she wanted to use one of them. On this day, Mistress started me off like she usually does by having me give her entire body soft kisses. All over. When i first giving these kisses, she likes them to be soft and romantic. there are times that she says she could have me do that to her for hours ........... and I would because I consider it the ultimate treat to be able to put my mouth on her in any fashion. It's an incredible way to worship and Mistress just loves it.
As is usually the case Mistress started to get horny from the soft kisses. She told me to spend some time in the "ass area". I asked her if it would be ok if i removed her panties. She was laying on her tummy and simply raised her bottom up off the bed and pulled her legs together, indicating that she wanted them removed. I was able to worship Mistress' ass for about 15 glorious minutes. She had her back arched and was spreading her les wider and wider as i continue to tongue her tiny rear hole. It is one of the things i enjoy most and I am grateful that Mistress let me linger there today.
She wanted my mouth on her clit and the only way i was able to do that was to roll onto my back and slide under her between her legs. She loved and started to grind against my face. Mistress has said in the past that she doesn't usually like this position but her moaning and writhing told me that today she loved it. I was thrilled to see how she was enjoying it and i hope that she remembers how much she enjoyed. Suddenly she had be get the butt plug. She told me to carefully lube it so it be inserted in HER! She did not want any of the lube to get on her pussy because my mouth was going back there. i placed a small amount of lube on the plug and a tiny amount on her rosebud and started to press it against her when she told me to stop. She instructed me to get on my back again so she could straddle my face. She wanted me to resume licking her this way while I inserted the plug into her. Hole fuck that was awesome!
After what seemed like a long time, Mistress stopped and told me to grab one of her new suction cup dildos and follow her into the closet. She was looking frantically for a smooth service to putt he dildo on. I loved watching her walk from behind because i could see my pink glass butt plug firmly in her ass. She stuck the dildo against one of the cabinets and expertly backed herself right onto it. Then, from her knees with the cock in her pussy and the plug in her ass, she ordered me to kneel in front of her so she could suck my cock, thereby having all 3 holes filled. I asked her if this was something that she always wanted and she nodded and moaned in the affirmative while she fucked herself against the dildo. After only a few second she spit my cock out because it tasted bad. I had some lube on it somehow. ( I promised, there was no unauthorized stroking) Mistress then ordered me to lay on my back, feet facing away from her, and had me slide my face under hers and she was kissing me as passionately as she ever has while she was being fucked. I asked her if this was acting out a fantasy of being fucked by another while I watched and she said yes. She had me then put my hand on her clit and rub it so she could cum this way. She was kissing me as I laid there, arm stretched, rubbing her pussy and clit while she was getting fuck by the cupboard. She had tremendous screaming orgasm (I don't exactly know how many) and then just collapsed on the carpeted floor of the closet. We both laid there, breathing hard, trying to catch our breath.
After a moment, i asked her if I had just been cucked by the cupboard. We laughed her ass off and said "I guess so". We both laughed. Being cucked by a dildo wearing cabinet is fine with me ..... as long as Mistress never truly desires another man to perform that function.
After another minute, I got to my feet, my rock hard cock (I was not allowed to cum) pointing to the sky and i said to Mistress that i would clean things up while she rested. What an incredible day.
Today I was able to go home for "lunch". There was no food to eat, but there was something that needed to get accomplished. Mistress and I had been apart for 5 days and there was some catching up to do. A couple of weeks ago I sent a very sexy picture of a woman fucking herself on a suction cup dildo that was attached to a pole. Mistress thought that was hot and mentioned that I might want to look into to getting her one of those. Today, I got her two of them on my way home for lunch. I got two because I didn't know which of them she'd like better.
When i got home, I stripped naked of course. Then i eagerly showed Mistress the purchase I had made. In addition to the two suction cup cocks, i also bought some more lube and some Stud 100 desensitizing spray, which I believe is the best thing out there. Although .... I've never tried the Emla Cream. Has anyone else tried it? If so, drop me a note. I'd like to know more about it.
She was pretty excited at having those and as she was leading my into the bedroom, her only in panties and me naked, she told me to bring them along in case she wanted to use one of them. On this day, Mistress started me off like she usually does by having me give her entire body soft kisses. All over. When i first giving these kisses, she likes them to be soft and romantic. there are times that she says she could have me do that to her for hours ........... and I would because I consider it the ultimate treat to be able to put my mouth on her in any fashion. It's an incredible way to worship and Mistress just loves it.
As is usually the case Mistress started to get horny from the soft kisses. She told me to spend some time in the "ass area". I asked her if it would be ok if i removed her panties. She was laying on her tummy and simply raised her bottom up off the bed and pulled her legs together, indicating that she wanted them removed. I was able to worship Mistress' ass for about 15 glorious minutes. She had her back arched and was spreading her les wider and wider as i continue to tongue her tiny rear hole. It is one of the things i enjoy most and I am grateful that Mistress let me linger there today.
She wanted my mouth on her clit and the only way i was able to do that was to roll onto my back and slide under her between her legs. She loved and started to grind against my face. Mistress has said in the past that she doesn't usually like this position but her moaning and writhing told me that today she loved it. I was thrilled to see how she was enjoying it and i hope that she remembers how much she enjoyed. Suddenly she had be get the butt plug. She told me to carefully lube it so it be inserted in HER! She did not want any of the lube to get on her pussy because my mouth was going back there. i placed a small amount of lube on the plug and a tiny amount on her rosebud and started to press it against her when she told me to stop. She instructed me to get on my back again so she could straddle my face. She wanted me to resume licking her this way while I inserted the plug into her. Hole fuck that was awesome!
After what seemed like a long time, Mistress stopped and told me to grab one of her new suction cup dildos and follow her into the closet. She was looking frantically for a smooth service to putt he dildo on. I loved watching her walk from behind because i could see my pink glass butt plug firmly in her ass. She stuck the dildo against one of the cabinets and expertly backed herself right onto it. Then, from her knees with the cock in her pussy and the plug in her ass, she ordered me to kneel in front of her so she could suck my cock, thereby having all 3 holes filled. I asked her if this was something that she always wanted and she nodded and moaned in the affirmative while she fucked herself against the dildo. After only a few second she spit my cock out because it tasted bad. I had some lube on it somehow. ( I promised, there was no unauthorized stroking) Mistress then ordered me to lay on my back, feet facing away from her, and had me slide my face under hers and she was kissing me as passionately as she ever has while she was being fucked. I asked her if this was acting out a fantasy of being fucked by another while I watched and she said yes. She had me then put my hand on her clit and rub it so she could cum this way. She was kissing me as I laid there, arm stretched, rubbing her pussy and clit while she was getting fuck by the cupboard. She had tremendous screaming orgasm (I don't exactly know how many) and then just collapsed on the carpeted floor of the closet. We both laid there, breathing hard, trying to catch our breath.
After a moment, i asked her if I had just been cucked by the cupboard. We laughed her ass off and said "I guess so". We both laughed. Being cucked by a dildo wearing cabinet is fine with me ..... as long as Mistress never truly desires another man to perform that function.
After another minute, I got to my feet, my rock hard cock (I was not allowed to cum) pointing to the sky and i said to Mistress that i would clean things up while she rested. What an incredible day.
Friday, September 5, 2014
Cock-Therapy contnued
This morning was crazy.
On her way out the door to take the kids to school, Mistress whispers to me "be naked, have your bowels empty and your ass ready for me when I get home". Oh boy ...............
I wasn't sure if Mistress was intent on continuing the cock-therapy training this morning or not. I did have an idea that something was going to end up in my ass though. I did as I was told and she returned, I was working at the computer. She stopped by me, kissed me and said "stay here until I call for you" and disappeared into our Master suite. 10 minutes or so later she summoned me in with her and there she was, naked, gorgeous and wearing her strap on harness and blue rubber dildo. The blue one is still small, but it is bigger than the red one we had been using. She also had her pink leather paddle in her hand.
She called me over to the side of the bed and had me bend over the bed. She informed me that she was gong to give me a punishment spanking right now because i forgot to do something with the dog yesterday and in the caused the dog to pee in the house. She was not happy about that! Mistress proceeded to punish me with the paddle. it was obvious to me that she was intent on giving more severe, more significant paddling's when a punishment spanking was due. She seems to be adopting more and more the idea that a punishment spanking really is beginning once the whimpering and complaining starts. It hurt. Only on very rare occasion have I been able to feel the lingering effects of a spanking hours later. Now, as I write this 7 hours later, i can definitely feel the lingering effect of my spanking this morning. When it was over , Mistress had me stand, turn and then kneel before her for aftercare. Remember, she was wearing her strap on with the dildo in place, so it was something different for to kneel before her with her cock staring me straight in the face. I didn't think she had designs on me acknowledging her cock when she had me kneel because it's not her style, but I didn't know. She didn't. She pushed it to the side and it basically rested on my neck and shoulder while she administered the aftercare.
Next, she had me stand, then sit on towel she had laid out on the bed. The coarseness of the towel was immediately felt on the stinging, burning part of my ass i was resting on. She left the room to go into our closet. My cock was soft as i was recovering from my punishment. It was starting to come to life like it always does during aftercare but this was a harsh enough punishment that it was still soft. I was sitting on the side of the bed when she re-emerged in the room and informed me that we were going to continue with our cock therapy now. this time she had me count the number of strokes of her well-lubed, beautiful little hand on my cock. I can hardly last at all when she strokes my cock with her hand, but this time I was able to go well over 35 strokes before I had to tell her to stop. if you remember, our goal was 30 and anything less than 30 would result in that many more swats from the paddle.
Mistress was so proud of me and in turn I was proud of myself. I felt empowered and was rock hard and horny. She was sweet and tender when she told me to turn over so she could fuck my ass. She turned me over, bent over the side of the bed, told me to put my hands behind my back and tied them together. She smeared lube all over my rear hole and pushed a small silicone plug into my ass. At first it didn't have a lot of lube on it so it was burning. I immediately became discouraged that i wasn't going to be in any condition to take her strappy that looked so sexy on her. She did everything right. She didn't let me whine my way out of being fucked like she had intended. She forced me to find a way to deal with it and to give her what she was there to take ... my ass.
She expertly smeared lube all over the cock and my bottom hole and gently but firmly pushed her condom covered cock into my surprisingly eager hole. It was amazingly comfortable, even natural and my bottom accepted the intruder easily. Mistress smeared tons of lube all over my cock, ball and ass and methodically massaged my balls and perineum while slowly working the cock in and out of my ass. I could've gone on like that for Mistress for hours but she abruptly stopped, told me that she has business to attend to and told me to clean up the toys while she got ready to shower.
I had never felt like that before. I was so eager to continue. i was so eager to be taken to places that i had never ben before. To have my boundaries pushed. I was getting lost in the deep abandonment of the whole thing when it was abruptly over. I felt completely used. I loved it!
I think Mistress and I discovered a few of things this morning. A most severe and significant punishment routine is effective and useful. The sub will likely perform so much better when it comes to premature issues following a ruined orgasm, even the next day, and lastly, the subs ass can take Mistresses cock better, faster and easier than ever before.
It was a crazy good morning. I love you Misrtess K.
On her way out the door to take the kids to school, Mistress whispers to me "be naked, have your bowels empty and your ass ready for me when I get home". Oh boy ...............
I wasn't sure if Mistress was intent on continuing the cock-therapy training this morning or not. I did have an idea that something was going to end up in my ass though. I did as I was told and she returned, I was working at the computer. She stopped by me, kissed me and said "stay here until I call for you" and disappeared into our Master suite. 10 minutes or so later she summoned me in with her and there she was, naked, gorgeous and wearing her strap on harness and blue rubber dildo. The blue one is still small, but it is bigger than the red one we had been using. She also had her pink leather paddle in her hand.
She called me over to the side of the bed and had me bend over the bed. She informed me that she was gong to give me a punishment spanking right now because i forgot to do something with the dog yesterday and in the caused the dog to pee in the house. She was not happy about that! Mistress proceeded to punish me with the paddle. it was obvious to me that she was intent on giving more severe, more significant paddling's when a punishment spanking was due. She seems to be adopting more and more the idea that a punishment spanking really is beginning once the whimpering and complaining starts. It hurt. Only on very rare occasion have I been able to feel the lingering effects of a spanking hours later. Now, as I write this 7 hours later, i can definitely feel the lingering effect of my spanking this morning. When it was over , Mistress had me stand, turn and then kneel before her for aftercare. Remember, she was wearing her strap on with the dildo in place, so it was something different for to kneel before her with her cock staring me straight in the face. I didn't think she had designs on me acknowledging her cock when she had me kneel because it's not her style, but I didn't know. She didn't. She pushed it to the side and it basically rested on my neck and shoulder while she administered the aftercare.
Next, she had me stand, then sit on towel she had laid out on the bed. The coarseness of the towel was immediately felt on the stinging, burning part of my ass i was resting on. She left the room to go into our closet. My cock was soft as i was recovering from my punishment. It was starting to come to life like it always does during aftercare but this was a harsh enough punishment that it was still soft. I was sitting on the side of the bed when she re-emerged in the room and informed me that we were going to continue with our cock therapy now. this time she had me count the number of strokes of her well-lubed, beautiful little hand on my cock. I can hardly last at all when she strokes my cock with her hand, but this time I was able to go well over 35 strokes before I had to tell her to stop. if you remember, our goal was 30 and anything less than 30 would result in that many more swats from the paddle.
Mistress was so proud of me and in turn I was proud of myself. I felt empowered and was rock hard and horny. She was sweet and tender when she told me to turn over so she could fuck my ass. She turned me over, bent over the side of the bed, told me to put my hands behind my back and tied them together. She smeared lube all over my rear hole and pushed a small silicone plug into my ass. At first it didn't have a lot of lube on it so it was burning. I immediately became discouraged that i wasn't going to be in any condition to take her strappy that looked so sexy on her. She did everything right. She didn't let me whine my way out of being fucked like she had intended. She forced me to find a way to deal with it and to give her what she was there to take ... my ass.
She expertly smeared lube all over the cock and my bottom hole and gently but firmly pushed her condom covered cock into my surprisingly eager hole. It was amazingly comfortable, even natural and my bottom accepted the intruder easily. Mistress smeared tons of lube all over my cock, ball and ass and methodically massaged my balls and perineum while slowly working the cock in and out of my ass. I could've gone on like that for Mistress for hours but she abruptly stopped, told me that she has business to attend to and told me to clean up the toys while she got ready to shower.
I had never felt like that before. I was so eager to continue. i was so eager to be taken to places that i had never ben before. To have my boundaries pushed. I was getting lost in the deep abandonment of the whole thing when it was abruptly over. I felt completely used. I loved it!
I think Mistress and I discovered a few of things this morning. A most severe and significant punishment routine is effective and useful. The sub will likely perform so much better when it comes to premature issues following a ruined orgasm, even the next day, and lastly, the subs ass can take Mistresses cock better, faster and easier than ever before.
It was a crazy good morning. I love you Misrtess K.
Sunday, August 3, 2014
Are you naked under those shorts?
Mistress asked that question of me just now as she was walking out the door to bring some things over to our neighbors house for a party later today.
"Yes, I am naked under my shorts", I said.
"Go put your butt plug in and get busy putting that shelf up I told you about earlier!"
Installed and now I am off to do what I was told!
"Yes, I am naked under my shorts", I said.
"Go put your butt plug in and get busy putting that shelf up I told you about earlier!"
*** picture removed to comply with Blogger's new rules ***
Installed and now I am off to do what I was told!
Sunday, June 29, 2014
Pouty
i woke up a little pouty this morning and the reason is silly. I didn't rousted from my sleep in the middle and used forcefully as Mistress's human sex toy. It doesn't matter that the only expectation of such a thing happening was all in my mind, does it?
i came home last night around 10pm from outdoor physical activities with my son. When i got home, Mistress and my other son where down at the neighbors swimming (son) and drinking wine with the ladies on the street. Mistress had just returned from a lovely night out with Her friends at a local chain (but still very upscale) restaurant. She was having fun. The kids were all having fun and my buddies (the husband of the ladies on the street) had already left for the bar.
So there i was with choices. Do i swim with kids? Sometimes fun, but nah. Do i sit with the ladies and participate on the "hens clucking" (as we joke about here in the neighborhood)? Now this has some possibilities because Mistress is already loose from the drinks She had throughout the night, and since She had just returned from being out at a nice restaurant, She was looking FINE! I chose no to that too because i would've been the only one in the room that hadn't had a drink, i was dead tired and sweaty stinky from being on the baseball field all night. Instead, i would kiss my Mistress and then all the ladies goodnight to walk down the street, take a shower and get into my comfy bed.
In the shower, i shaved my cock, balls and ass as good as they have ever been shaved before. i don't know about y'all, but it can't hardly get 5 seconds into shaving my cock, balls and hole before i get hard and horny. Since it was a pretty thorough shave job, i was pretty horned up when it came time to rinse and dry. I was rubbing the aftercare lotion all over the shaved parts and was convinced that Mistress would appreciate the meticulous shave job as much as i was right then.
Nonetheless, i got into bed and my mind began to conjure up a scene (one of my favorites) where i'm sleeping in deep REM sleep, and Mistress will wake and immediately expect my full attention to her pending, urgent need to orgasm.
When my eyes opened, and i saw that it was light outside, i couldn't help be disappointed. i know, i know, my disappointment was self induced and all on me, but still ..................
i came home last night around 10pm from outdoor physical activities with my son. When i got home, Mistress and my other son where down at the neighbors swimming (son) and drinking wine with the ladies on the street. Mistress had just returned from a lovely night out with Her friends at a local chain (but still very upscale) restaurant. She was having fun. The kids were all having fun and my buddies (the husband of the ladies on the street) had already left for the bar.
So there i was with choices. Do i swim with kids? Sometimes fun, but nah. Do i sit with the ladies and participate on the "hens clucking" (as we joke about here in the neighborhood)? Now this has some possibilities because Mistress is already loose from the drinks She had throughout the night, and since She had just returned from being out at a nice restaurant, She was looking FINE! I chose no to that too because i would've been the only one in the room that hadn't had a drink, i was dead tired and sweaty stinky from being on the baseball field all night. Instead, i would kiss my Mistress and then all the ladies goodnight to walk down the street, take a shower and get into my comfy bed.
In the shower, i shaved my cock, balls and ass as good as they have ever been shaved before. i don't know about y'all, but it can't hardly get 5 seconds into shaving my cock, balls and hole before i get hard and horny. Since it was a pretty thorough shave job, i was pretty horned up when it came time to rinse and dry. I was rubbing the aftercare lotion all over the shaved parts and was convinced that Mistress would appreciate the meticulous shave job as much as i was right then.
Nonetheless, i got into bed and my mind began to conjure up a scene (one of my favorites) where i'm sleeping in deep REM sleep, and Mistress will wake and immediately expect my full attention to her pending, urgent need to orgasm.
When my eyes opened, and i saw that it was light outside, i couldn't help be disappointed. i know, i know, my disappointment was self induced and all on me, but still ..................
Friday, June 27, 2014
What will it be today?
As i do every morning, i presented myself naked to Mistress to inquire about what i would be wearing under my clothes today. At that moment Mistress K. was frustrated by O/our little shithead dog because all he wanted to do was sniff around the ground outside and play, while all She wanted him to do was poop. In that frustration, Mistress was not necessarily able to focus on what my attire would be for the day and then just blurted "it's a free day for you to choose what you want to wear".
Hmmm, now what?
my mind immediately to go through my options and of course i immediately went to all of the things that i enjoy wearing the most. Was it going to be the Velcro balls-separator that comfortably hold my balls so deliciously out in front of my legs when i sit and walk, that cause me to constantly be reminded of who owns them?
Was it going to be another one of my favorites, our new glass butt plug that feels like it was made for me, which constantly fills me and reminds me of who owns the cavity that holds it?
Would i go with cock ring with balls splitter?
Hmmm, now what?
my mind immediately to go through my options and of course i immediately went to all of the things that i enjoy wearing the most. Was it going to be the Velcro balls-separator that comfortably hold my balls so deliciously out in front of my legs when i sit and walk, that cause me to constantly be reminded of who owns them?
Was it going to be another one of my favorites, our new glass butt plug that feels like it was made for me, which constantly fills me and reminds me of who owns the cavity that holds it?
Would i go with cock ring with balls splitter?
Decisions, decisions. i went with panties! Why panties? i didn't know exactly except that when the thought crossed my mind, my knee-jerk reaction was one of submission in that panties always make me feel like Mistress's little slut girl. Also because i concluded that the decision was "edgy" because it was the first time on my own that i made a decision to wear panties. i don't have a desire to be feminized with a wig, eye lashes, lipstick and the like, but i do admit that i enjoy the feeling i get when Mistress will have me dress like a slut. i still have fond memories of when Mistress put a corset on me, which only served to rev up those 'dirty-girl' thoughts. In fact, panties are a very key component of one of my favorite fantasy sex photos where a strap-on wearing Mistress has her black thong wearing submissive laying on his tummy on a foot stool, while she is adorned with a lovely strap on, and his black thong panties are pulled to the side for the sole purpose of making his bottom accessible to his Mistress.
My first instinct was to wear the glass butt plug because the last time wore it, it was a pleasurable delight even after it being inserted for 13 hours straight. If you've never worn a butt plug, it helps when your colon is clear and your tummy is at rest and not churning, even a little. This particular morning, i wasn't convinced that my tummy was restful enough to be able to last the whole day. After concluding that, the thought did cross my mind to give it a go though because, let's be honest half the fun of wearing a plug is the process of inserting it. After a minute of contemplation, i realized that it would merely be an opportunistic and dishonest way for me to justify satisfying the desire to penetrate my own ass, under the guise of considering it. Mistress probably never even would've know because She was off that f*ucking dog of ours trying to him to poop. Still, i couldn't do it because it would've been akin to lying to Her.
So, here i am, in my panties, relishing the feeling of the lace that holds them up and the material that splits my ass cheeks and rests right up again my tiny rear hole. I feel like such and ass whore! Thank you Mistress. I love you.
Friday, June 13, 2014
Not Yet
Mistress has been home for a couple of days now and until last night, and only for a few brief seconds, She hasn't touched me. She's rubbed my ass, cock and balls through my clothes. She's patted my bottom playfully and has shown a lot of affection ... but hasn't touched my skin much.
i crave Her touch and She knows that i do. She knows that for me, having Her hand on my skin, especially those naughty, sexy parts of my skin can almost induce an orgasm in and of itself.
Last night i was in bed, almost asleep when She plopped into the bed, assuring that i would be awake. She immediately started to seductively rub my bod all over and eventually got to my cock and starting stroking my cock. It was heaven. i just lay there while She roams my body with Her. It is one of my all time favorite fantasies, laying there, especially bound, while i am mercilessly teased and at the edge of orgasm for hours. But i digress ....... Mistress was enjoying herself by reacquainting herself with my body.
Mistress asked .... "What do you have to do in the morning?" i told her i had a conference all at 9am. She said ...... "you will wake me up no later than 8am and no earlier that 7:30 am, because i want your cock inside me". Holy shit! I asked Her if i was going to be allowed or required to cum, and She said NO!!!! She then proceeded to seductively rub almost every inch of body but my cock and my ass. She would act like she was going for my cock, but would purposely avoid it. She would lightly run a finger over the crack of my ass as if She was going to dive in. i'd arch my back and offer it to Her like a wanton ass slut, but She would not indulge me. i eventually came right out and asked her to touch me. No, i begged Her to touch me. i begged her to fuck me. i begged her to allow me to enter Her pussy for 2 tiny thrust while i went to sleep frustrated and dreaming of Her. None of that happened.
She said .... "I want you to go to sleep hard", and then she turned over and went to sleep. I went to sleep hard. Right now, it is 6:30 am and i have gone to the side of Her bed and looked at Her, knowing that in an hour or so, i will be able to be inside Her. Unless of course She changes Her mind.
I love this woman so, so much!
i crave Her touch and She knows that i do. She knows that for me, having Her hand on my skin, especially those naughty, sexy parts of my skin can almost induce an orgasm in and of itself.
Last night i was in bed, almost asleep when She plopped into the bed, assuring that i would be awake. She immediately started to seductively rub my bod all over and eventually got to my cock and starting stroking my cock. It was heaven. i just lay there while She roams my body with Her. It is one of my all time favorite fantasies, laying there, especially bound, while i am mercilessly teased and at the edge of orgasm for hours. But i digress ....... Mistress was enjoying herself by reacquainting herself with my body.
Mistress asked .... "What do you have to do in the morning?" i told her i had a conference all at 9am. She said ...... "you will wake me up no later than 8am and no earlier that 7:30 am, because i want your cock inside me". Holy shit! I asked Her if i was going to be allowed or required to cum, and She said NO!!!! She then proceeded to seductively rub almost every inch of body but my cock and my ass. She would act like she was going for my cock, but would purposely avoid it. She would lightly run a finger over the crack of my ass as if She was going to dive in. i'd arch my back and offer it to Her like a wanton ass slut, but She would not indulge me. i eventually came right out and asked her to touch me. No, i begged Her to touch me. i begged her to fuck me. i begged her to allow me to enter Her pussy for 2 tiny thrust while i went to sleep frustrated and dreaming of Her. None of that happened.
She said .... "I want you to go to sleep hard", and then she turned over and went to sleep. I went to sleep hard. Right now, it is 6:30 am and i have gone to the side of Her bed and looked at Her, knowing that in an hour or so, i will be able to be inside Her. Unless of course She changes Her mind.
I love this woman so, so much!
Thursday, May 22, 2014
Butt Plug under my clothes today
Mistress call me into the closet and had me kneel while She pondered Her options on what She wanted me to wear today. While looking through it, Sshe turned and me present my cock to Her while She turned back around and pondered. She showed me the balls stretching harness and the silicone butt plug.
She then came over to where i was kneeling and trapped my hard cock between Her calves. Not knowing if i was allowed to, i instinctively started fucking there area between Her legs and then looked up into her eyes and she was looking back into mine. When our eyes met She smiled. i truly cherish moments when i am able to demonstrate my complete vulnerability to her by looking at her, while she is watching me doing something that might otherwise be thought of as humiliating to others. i love to perform sexually for Her viewing pleasure. While continuing to "fuck" Her legs, She instructed me to worship Her belly so i lifted Her shirt and started kissing Her belly. Mistress's belly is one of Her sexiest features.
She pulled away, told me to pull up my shorts and instructed me to masturbate myself to the edge three different times while in the shower. Also, i am to call Her during the day because Sshe is "pretty sure" that She will be having me masturbate and edge myself other times during the day today.
It has been some time since Mistress sent me off to work with my ass filled with Her plug. Mistress and I will be apart over the Memorial Day weekend. When i wear a butt plug, it naturally sets my "i soooo want to be an anal slut" mood in motion. i wonder if it is Her intention to have me in that perpetual state of "please fuck me" while we are apart. It might be a long weekend.
She also has me wearing a balls stretching harness today.
Isn't she awesome?
She then came over to where i was kneeling and trapped my hard cock between Her calves. Not knowing if i was allowed to, i instinctively started fucking there area between Her legs and then looked up into her eyes and she was looking back into mine. When our eyes met She smiled. i truly cherish moments when i am able to demonstrate my complete vulnerability to her by looking at her, while she is watching me doing something that might otherwise be thought of as humiliating to others. i love to perform sexually for Her viewing pleasure. While continuing to "fuck" Her legs, She instructed me to worship Her belly so i lifted Her shirt and started kissing Her belly. Mistress's belly is one of Her sexiest features.
She pulled away, told me to pull up my shorts and instructed me to masturbate myself to the edge three different times while in the shower. Also, i am to call Her during the day because Sshe is "pretty sure" that She will be having me masturbate and edge myself other times during the day today.
It has been some time since Mistress sent me off to work with my ass filled with Her plug. Mistress and I will be apart over the Memorial Day weekend. When i wear a butt plug, it naturally sets my "i soooo want to be an anal slut" mood in motion. i wonder if it is Her intention to have me in that perpetual state of "please fuck me" while we are apart. It might be a long weekend.
She also has me wearing a balls stretching harness today.
Isn't she awesome?
Monday, May 19, 2014
Deep in sub space
There are times when i naturally find myself very deep in subspace. Of course i am naturally there when i am naked and with Mistress, but there are also other times (like now) where i find myself deep in subspace without being in a scene or session with my beloved Mistress. Mistress has me wearing my favorite balls harness and that only adds to my desire.
It is time like these when i find myself looking to be brought to the very edge of my limits by Mistress. It's scary but also feels very natural. i wonder if this is progression that D/s couples naturally go through. It is times like now that if limits were to be tested, limits very well could be expanded. i know in the bottom of my heart this comes from safe place i find myself under the control of my beloved Mistress K.
I love you darling!
It is time like these when i find myself looking to be brought to the very edge of my limits by Mistress. It's scary but also feels very natural. i wonder if this is progression that D/s couples naturally go through. It is times like now that if limits were to be tested, limits very well could be expanded. i know in the bottom of my heart this comes from safe place i find myself under the control of my beloved Mistress K.
I love you darling!
Thursday, May 8, 2014
Here, put these on
Standing naked in the closet, waiting for Mistress to come in and tell me what to wear. She opens my panties drawer and retrieves one of 2 of my favorite pairs.
The pair She hands me are turquoise, tiny thong with a sheer front. i like that they are small because that makes fit snugly in my butt crack and one my bummy hole during the day. i like the sheer front because they allow my contained cock to be seen through the material.
The other pair of favorite panties? Same kind and brand, only they are black. i like to wear those for more formal settings.
The pair She hands me are turquoise, tiny thong with a sheer front. i like that they are small because that makes fit snugly in my butt crack and one my bummy hole during the day. i like the sheer front because they allow my contained cock to be seen through the material.
The other pair of favorite panties? Same kind and brand, only they are black. i like to wear those for more formal settings.
Sunday, May 4, 2014
Unexpected Opportunity
Wake Saturday morning to find there is a flat tire on my car. Not the end of the world, but sitting in the lobby of Discount Tire was not how i wanted to spend my morning hours on Saturday. Mistress was already relishing in the fact that She did not have to do anything all day, and was going to sleep in, lounge around, and be waited on.
Well, as i pull up to the tire shop, i notice that right across the street is a Fascinations sex shop. A little smile comes over my face knowing that i could at least use my 90 minutes or so at the tire shop to browse sex toys. i even told the guy at the shop i'd be "across the street" doing my Mother's Day shopping.
Came away with three items. A new glass butt plug to replace the other one that shattered when it hit the floor. This one while most certainly be easier to hold in.
Not an exact picture but pretty damn close. It's nice and fat and tapers down nicely to a skinny base that my ass should be able to grip well. The other one we have just didn't enough of a taper and when it was lubed up, it shot out of me like a missile onto the tile floor.
Also bought a spreader bar. We've never had one. I always wanted one and now we have one. I can't wait to play it. If i were to be honest (and i am nothing if i am not honest), i dream of Mistress asking me to place her legs in these. There, i said it!
The last item was more desensitizing spray Was almost out. This stuff is wonderful. It allows me to fuck Mistress for as long as she wants without cumming.
Boy o boy do i love Her!
Well, as i pull up to the tire shop, i notice that right across the street is a Fascinations sex shop. A little smile comes over my face knowing that i could at least use my 90 minutes or so at the tire shop to browse sex toys. i even told the guy at the shop i'd be "across the street" doing my Mother's Day shopping.
Came away with three items. A new glass butt plug to replace the other one that shattered when it hit the floor. This one while most certainly be easier to hold in.
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Not an exact picture but pretty damn close. It's nice and fat and tapers down nicely to a skinny base that my ass should be able to grip well. The other one we have just didn't enough of a taper and when it was lubed up, it shot out of me like a missile onto the tile floor.
Also bought a spreader bar. We've never had one. I always wanted one and now we have one. I can't wait to play it. If i were to be honest (and i am nothing if i am not honest), i dream of Mistress asking me to place her legs in these. There, i said it!
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The last item was more desensitizing spray Was almost out. This stuff is wonderful. It allows me to fuck Mistress for as long as she wants without cumming.
Boy o boy do i love Her!
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