It's been two weeks since our ceremony. There has been very little anything for us since that wonderful. Real life has a way doing that and over the last two, that's exactly what happend. I have been silently longing for Mistress to edge torture me and last night I got my wish. Mistress had a couple of glasses of wine last night and was feeling a little frisky. She had been watching TV on her throne in our bedroom when I came and asked her if she wouldn't mind switching places with me. She could watch TV in the family room, and I could go to bed. When she said yes, I lowered my pants and showed her that I was still wearing the leather cock-ring with the balls splitter and strap that was held in place by a stout piece of leather that wrapped around my shaft and held in place by snaps. Anyway, I had worn it all day and presented myself to Mistress and asked permission to remove it before bed. She said yes and so I slowly removed, almost strip-tease style. She liked how the whole thing looked and soon she was tucking me into bed.
Before any of this and before I got into bed, I had asked Mistress this question "if I were to ask you if I could wear my butt plug to bed and sleep with it tonight, what would you say?" (see what I did there?) She reminded me that just a few minutes previous that was a wise-ass and such the amswered would be an emphatic NO!
Long story short, even though Mistress was slightly annoyed with my previous wise-ass remark, she had a couple of super great orgasms with the help of her Hitachi. I had been beggin her all night to allow me to ejaculate with a ruined orgasm. She continullay would stroke me while she said that it wouldn't this night all the while warning that if I had an accident that my ass would regret it.
Mistress is having her monthly blossom moment. During this time she doesn't want me to get anywhere near her pussy. It's also the time during which I may (or may not) get fucked by Mistress' strap on. So ........ I asked her to fuck me. It's been 3 months since I have taken her strap on and I was feeling so desperately horny and vulnerable. She said no, that she just wasn't feeling it. She also said that sometimes (like that moment) that she just gets oo much pleasure from seeing me beg, then denying me the thing that I am begging for. She told me this while stroking and edging me andthen asked me what I thought about that. I told her honestly that the mere fact that she would get pleasure from specifically denying for no other reason than she wanted to see me beg, was better than any selfich pleasure i would get otherwise.
I also reminded her that she gets pleasure from hurting me sometimes. That she always talks about wanting to draw blood, either from her bites or from heavy spanking. With that, she agreed and immediatley proceeded to tqake my nipples between her teeth and bite. Hard! She knows I hate to have my nipples bitten, even softly, but she didn't care, she was in one of those moments where inflicting actual pain on me was pleasing to her. So she continued to require me to offer my nipples to her so she could bite them. She even confessed that once, in a fit of intense passin, she even considered biting the tip off but thankfully thought better of it.
After edging and denying me a couple more times, she was finally ready for sleep. I was laying on her, looking into her eyes and dry humping her leg when she abruptly said, "i am done with you, get off and go to sleep". I continue to hump a couple more times but knew that if i pressed my luck it would be a bad thing. I got off her, completely and utterly sexually frustrated. Deep, deep, deep in subspace when she whispered ... "tomorrow, you will wash your body, you will clear out the inside of your body and you wear your plug all day". Here I am this morning, about to begin that very process. I love days like this.
Last thing, tomorrow, the one person on this planet that knows of our discrete lifestyle, Mistress K.'s best friend, will be coming to stay with us for a couple of nights. She has been aware of our lifestlye for nearly a year now, but lives in a different city far away and since being made aware of our lifstyle, hasn't seen or been with Mistress. You may recall that I posted about how Mistress had a friend that was having marital troubles with her husband and Mistress K. thought FLM would be something her friend could use. On that day she called me a what seemed like a panic to ask me if it would be ok for her to reveal our lifestyle to her friend in an attempt to help save their marriage. I said "yes, I trust you" and so she told her bestie everything. I even had a few conversation with her bestie because she wanted the sub husband's perspective on what a FLM was all about. In any event, that fried is coming to stay with us. Oddly, Mistress and I have had zero discussions about her coming and the fact that she is the only person on the planet that is aware of the intimate details of my submission, her dominance and our lifestyle. It is a situation ripe with many things to consider. I don't have any expectation that there will be any sex play involving Mistress's bestie while she is here, but I do have an expectation that there will be plenty of conversation. She is a bold, outgoing type of personality and not the kind to linger and wait for someone else to start a conversation. Our FLM will be the 800 lb. gorilla in the room. I fully intend to ask Mistress K. how she would prefer I behave. Other than the obvious answer of "be nice", I will specifically ask her if I am to avoid all references to our FLM and if a conversation begins, I may participate? Or, can i originate the conversation because the suspence will be killing me? We shall see. At the very, very least, I intend on not embarrrasing Mistress while she is with her friend.
A rather hot post. Such a shame you don't like the nipple play. david didnt always either but then we got snake bites and i had him use those daily and once it puffed his nipples out nicely they had more sensitivity than before and he started to get really into it. I'll be curious to see how her friend visiting goes and conversations.
ReplyDeleteBtw i emailed you with questions about your new collar and you never did reply to that part.
Wow, Mistress Marie, how very nice to "see" you again following your recent, unplanned surgery. Is it because you are feeling better that you are here? *smile
DeleteFirst, let me apologize for not responding to your email. I had no intention of letting it fall off the end of the table like that. I hope you can forgive. i will get right to it.
i don't know why, but I've always hated having my nipples pinched, even played with at times. For some reason, it just sends the kind of shiver through my whole body that is just so unpleasant. Similar to that feeling you get when you push on your belly button. That being said, if Mistress felt strongly enough about nipple play, I know I'd have to learn how to endure.
So glad to "see" you up and around, so to speak. I hope your recovery is going well.
Actually i am in a lot of pain and very fuzzy from the narcotics. I'm surprised this came out clear lol.
DeleteHang in there Mistress Marie. let those drugs do what they are intended to do. I sure hope you are physically able to resume the domination of slave david. Poor thing.
DeleteInstead of a cock ring, I am surprised she does not lock you in a cock cage and keep the key to be more in control of your cock. Has a cock cage been discussed? I think a cock cage is normal for the subhub in a FLM.
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Thank you for commenting FD. I consider it a bit of an honor to have such an esteemed blogger stop and say hello. I truly mean it. Thank you.
DeleteMistress K. used to lock me in a cage for the purposes of enforcing chastity. She stopped doing that after a while for a few reasons. The main reason was she found that there were times when she wanted spontaneous access to "her cock", and when it was caged, spontanaity was noweher to be found. When I was caged, she couldn't repeatedly edge me to orgasm or have me masturbate for her viewing pleasure. She also didn't much the hygiene factor. Lastly, and most importantly, Mistress felt that if she needed to really rely on a device to keep me from touching myself, or masturbating, or even fucking other women, then there was no trust. My chastity is now enforced by Mistress' paddle, and so far, I haven't had to be punished for chastity related reason. *knock on wood
All that being said, Mistress will occasionally have me wear the cage to symbolically demonstrate her control over my body and particular over my sex, or she will have me wear as punishment.
Thank you so much for stopping by FD. I really enjoy your blog as well.
Thanks for the kind words.I just discovered your blog and I enjoy it. You are fortunate to have such a good Mistress who can keep you in chastity without a cage. It is impressive that you don't masturbate or even touch without her permission and that she does put you in a cage occasionally to demonstrate her control or punish you. She is doing an excellent job of training you in the lifestyle and I will keep stopping by to see what her plans are in the future..I often talk to men who wish their wives would control them but they have no interest in doing it. You are so fortunate to have a Mistress who is meeting your needs. You must be so fulfilled knowing she controls you and all your sexual activity. What is the longest time she has denied you an orgasm and/or her pussy?
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Thank YOU for the kind words FD. I know how lucky I am to be married to the woman of my dreams. Someone that loves me enough to allow the natural course of our love for each other take place as it has, without repelling. I realize that many men (or females subs for that matter) aren't so lucky.
DeleteI think we have both benefitted greatly from talking the issues of FLM through completely, especially in the very beginning. I knew it was the right thing for us the minute I knew that I genuinely get my pleasure from seeing her have pleasure, sexual or otherwise. We both agreed that this lifestyle would play a major role in our ultimate goal in our marriage. Happiness!
the longest time I was denied an orgasm (excluding ruined orgasms and milking) was about 75 days. My normal time in between full orgasms has been averaging 30-40 days, although we don't have any set schedule. Mistress will just generally always deny me an orgasm but will on occasion require me to have one during some of our more intensely intimate love making sessions. Sometimes she just wants to feel and see me cum inside of her. It's funny, when she does that, she gives me aftercare that is very similar to the aftercare i get following a punishment. As far as her pussy is concerned, she doesn't deny her pussy to me. If she does, it's only because she feels that she isn't clean enough or she is in her monthly blossom time, but for the most part I am able to see, touch and kiss it whenever it is appropriately available.
For those submissive husband that have wives that aren't "into it", i will always believe it is merely a matter of being able to properly articulate the benefits of FLM (or any D/s relationship). If these men are merely hoping to have a partner that is willing to cave into their kink, then it isn't a true Dominant/submissive opportunity. However, if these men can truly get their pleasure from serving their wives (providing them with pleasure), then it is meant to be.
I look forward to you stopping by and commenting from time to time. I especially appreciate the feedback and comments i am able to get from a dominant.
Thanks for all the info You have a wonderful relationship. Does she sometimes have you give an orgasm with your tongue or fingers while you remain in denial? Does she play with your cock very often and get you very aroused and then deny you a cum? And I enjoy getting input from a subhub serving his Mistress.
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My pleasure. Yes, she does have me give her orgasms with my tongue, fingers, dildos, vibrators, etc., while keeping me completely denied. As a matter of fact, that is what happens 90% of the time. She also pays a lot of attention to my state of arousal by rubbing my cock, or rubbing through my clothes during those stolen moments when nobody else is watching. She will often command that I produce an erection at any given moment, sometimes without touching it after it has been achieved. She likes to know that it can come to attention at a moments notice whenever she commands it to. Also, she will send me to the bedroom, tell me to remove my clothes and wait for her, then come in and have me edge myself, and of course deny any ejaculation. Although there have been times when she will spontaneously edge me with her hand, demanding that I not come while purposely getting me to the point where i cannot no longer hold it back, and then she will ruin my orgasm. I don't know if you have been able to tell by reading in my blog, but if I am to have an orgasm, i have been trained to prefer a ruined orgasm so there is no "hangover" effect and lost desire.
DeleteAll that being said, I also enjoy giving any input you may want. thank you for your interest.
Very hot story sub hub. When I'm told to clean inside it's a sign I'm going to get pegged, I hope you will have the same pleasure. Having a friend visit that knows of your life style could be very interesting, esp. that you have talked to her before. Depending on how Mistress K's friend is doing with FLR, Mistress K just might decide to have you display how your butt plug looks in use and the equipment you use on your cock and balls. It would be in the best interest of all if that were to take place and being submissive to Mistress K you would be happy to help.
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Oh archedone, I don't have any disolusions about having our friend engaged in such things as seeing my butt plug or my cock and balls equipment. If that were to come around naturally then so be it, but that's not Mistress' style.
DeleteThank you always for your continued support.