i did something over the weekend that Mistress said if i did, i would be rewarded for. One day this, she will have lunch with me at which time i will receive my reward. i don't know what exactly that will be but i am very excited to find out for sure. i haven't had a full orgasm in over a month. That little fact alone has me so very excited for some reason that i can't explain. Frankly, i am hoping that my "reward" will include either outright orgasm denial or a ruined orgasm, while enjoying be able to witness her have orgasms.
I am also conflicted because i know what i need to receive the punishments that have been building up over the past few weeks. i'm conflicted because i know it something that i need plus i know it is something that will hurt. i need to be "cleansed" of my transgressions.
On this, when being told what to wear to work, i have to admit to being disappointed a great deal when told to go "normal" today. i made a pledge to myself not to question Mistresses' decisions so i will dutifully wear normal, vanilla clothes today after giving myself a fresh shave in the shower.
Stay tuned.
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