The past two mornings, before starting her routine for getting for the day, Mistress K. sat in her Queen chair in our bedroom, cup of freshly poured coffee next (that I had just brought her), opened up her iPad and did a little reading on this blog. I don't mind telling you what a thrill I get when Mistress will take the time to read my blog.
A few moments later, Mistress called me into the room. I didn't know why ... I assumed she needed her coffee warmed up. I walked over to her and she sent me back to the bedroom door to close and lock it. There were kids in the house still sleeping. "Get some lube in your hand", were her instructions and with that I removed my shorts and my rapidly hardened cock sprang forward. I went into the closet and placed lube in my hand and returned, standing in front of her. She pointed to the floor and said "kneel there". I kneeled ....... "Masturbate for me" were her next words. So while she continued to peruse my blog and read the comments from my dear friends and readers, I slowly, methodically stroked myself with my right hand while my left hand went behind my back.
She gets a little caught up with my thoughts here (although there is months worth of posts that she still hasn't had the time to read) and gets to see the comments left by my fiends and readers. For example, she asked me "Who is K in New England"? I asked her if she remembered me telling her about a small group of submissive wives that I had become close blog friends with, and how they had essentially accepted me as one of their submissive "sisters". She said she did and then mention that K was one of those sisters. She giggled and thought that was adorable. She then went "Ewwww" when reading a comment from Mistress A. who suggested in a comment on my post "Eve of Milking Day", that I be required to consume my cum on my monthly milking day. She went on to suggest that she knew that even though I have said it is not something that is appealing to either Mistress K. or me, that it was something that I wanted to be required to do anyway. Mistress K. asked me "you don't want to do that do you"? I said, those are her words Mistress, not mine.
I was in heaven. Dutifully kneeling there while she sipped her coffee and read by blog. (Did I mention that I so much love it when she reads my blog?) I sat there in awe of her as she sat so confidently in her chair, reading my blog. I wondered what she was reading and what she was thinking of what she was reading, never once ceasing to stroke my cock for her. I went through at least a dozen trips to the very edge of orgasm while she continued her reading, letting out moans of delicious agony as I struggled to continue to stroke myself while simultaneously struggled to avoid having an ejaculation.
Suddenly she said "go get my leather paddle". I thought this was it. I thought the dreaded, anticipated, significant punishment was about to happen. Instead, Mistress had me stand in front of her and while continuing to stroke myself, she played with my ass and her paddle. I instinctively knew that this wasn't the punishment I have anticipating with some dread and fear, and she confirmed that to be the case. "No, I just wanted to have a little fun is all". During this "play" spanking, Mistress discovered a way to be able to add a little extra sting with her paddle with a particular angle. It's just an added bonus when Mistress can unexpectedly discover something new with our dynamic that she can use in the future. After about 30 swats or so, she handed me the paddle, had me put it away and then told me to wash my hand, put my shorts back on and return to her. When those things where completed, I returned to her, kneeled in front of her as she sat in her throne and she extended an arm to me, pulling me into her so I could relish in her tenderness. I so very much love those moments after a paddling, even play paddling's like I had just received. The words "thank you for my spanking Mistress" involuntarily came from my mouth and upon those words, she pulled in closer.
Shortly after, she excused me so she could continue her reading uninterrupted. I am so in love with this woman!
A nice start to the day. I am frequently told to swallow my own cum when I am allowed to masturbate if I have been foolish enough not to have tissues to hand. I quite enjoy the submission involved in having to do this and the bitter sweet taste is not disagreeable.
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for your comment Michael M. I understand the appreciation for the symbolism involved, but ..... to each their own I guess.
DeleteI often get my subs to eat or swallow their cum. It's really not that bad . I think it's great Mistress is reading your blog
ReplyDeleteThank you for commenting as always anna louise. I agree, it is great whenever mistress K. wants to read my blog. I just love it.
DeleteThat's great! My wife has never read my blog, though I have read her some of my posts about some of our sexual activities. I wish she would read mine and other people's blogs, but she doesn't want to be influenced by others. Bad enough that I am! I think that certain blogs (femdom 101) would be very beneficial for her to read.
ReplyDeleteLucky sub to get a good spanking after edging for you Mistress! Several times recently, after my wife has had her orgasm and I am left hard and frustrated, I have thought that I am fine without having an orgasm but what I really would like at that point is to be spanked or whipped.
I don't have much opportunity to be made to eat my cum since I don't get to orgasm much anymore. I would be thrilled if my wife made me eat my cum on the rare occasion that she did allow me to release.
I know what you mean MRBILL. I often think about how much I believe Mistress K. would enjoy being a bit immersed in the conversation, thoughts and actions that we all share here and on the other blogs that I enjoy so much. The spanking was a spontaneous thing and as such was something that really she really seemed to enjoy. I love the feeling of objectification in those spontaneous moments.
DeleteLike you, I don't orgasm much anymore either. I'm not complaining when I say that, but it is a practicable reality. Mistress K. doesn't have any desire to make me eat my cum and neither do I, so I don't share your enthusiasm for being required to do it.
Thank you so much for commenting.
Hi SubHub
ReplyDeleteIt's a funny thing, I have grown to enjoy eating my cum even though I didn't at first. I don't know really why I persisted, since it wasn't something Mistress R wanted, although now she seems to enjoy pushing her cum covered fingers into my mouth.
Actually I find when I've been denied a long time I start to crave the taste...
Robert Anthony
Hi RA. Always an honor to have you stop by and comment. If neither of you wanted it, how did you get started?
DeleteHi sub hub, I think it is great that your Mistress reads your blog. Wish hubby would do that too, at least now and then. :( I love to read how close your Mistress and you are, it shines through in so many of your posts.
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Nina
Ni Na .... I know how you feel about wanting your husband to want to read your blog. So much is said. So much happens. You couldn't have said anything nicer than you have about our closeness shinning through in these posts. Thank you so much for that. *proud
Deletesub hub glad to see a new post from you. I think It's wonderful that Mistress reads your blog and the comments you get. It shows how close you are to each other. I can't agree with most of the posts today. So many are 'pushing' you to swallow your cum. I have been fed my cum from time to time and eagerly accept it. However doing that is not for everyone and if Mistress and you are not into that then don't do it. Being submissive is doing what your Mistress wants not what others feel you should do. Your masturbation and spanking sounds fun.
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Thanks archedone. I'm pretty comfortable with the notion that when others mention what they do in their marriages, they aren't necessarily pushing me to swallow. The exception being Mistress A. of course, who says exactly that. Even so, I don't feel as though she is being pushy but rather it is her way of giving advice. I don't know her by any other means than her occasional anonymous comments, so who knows, I could be wrong. Nonetheless, I appreciate her comments like I appreciate everyone else that has enough interest to take the time to express their thoughts.
DeleteWhat a wonderful moment between you and start to the day sub hub. I love that Mistress K reads your blog. It's a great feeling isn't it? Rick has always taken an interest in my blog. In fact, he reads every post before it is published. We have found it to be a great tool in our relationship as it gives him an insight into my thoughts and feelings.
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Roz
Thank you so much Roz. Mistress K. truly enjoys reading this blog and I really appreciate that she will occasionally carve out some time to do so. I know that it is something that she wished she had more time to do because she has said as much. Oddly enough, her biggest hurdle is being unfamiliar with how to navigate around "blogs" and comments. As much as I love her reading this blog and the comments from my dear friends like you, I'd also love for her to be able to get to know the many dear friends I have made here, like you!
DeleteTo answer your question ... yes, it's an enormously great feeling! In a perfect world, Mistress would read my blog posts before I published them. I would love that. She feels however that in doing so, it might alter the thoughts that I would put on paper, knowing she would essentially be approving them and she wants very much for me to able to have this unfettered connection to the outside world of like-minded people.
Thank you as always for stopping by and commenting. You know how much I appreciate it when you do!
SHIP, I won't go so far as to say that I am envious of your D/s relationship but I surely do admire it. You have found yourself quite the woman. She not only loves you but leads, maintains control, cares enough to confront and deal with your antics and has the guts to play with you as you described in this post - you stroking while she reads your blog and most likely smiles internally while peeking at you kneeling 'over there' following her orders. You got to love it! Enjoy your weekend!
ReplyDeleteSHIP, I won't go so far as to say that I am envious of your D/s relationship but I surely do admire it. You have found yourself quite the woman. She not only loves you but leads, maintains control, cares enough to confront and deal with your antics and has the guts to play with you as you described in this post - you stroking while she reads your blog and most likely smiles internally while peeking at you kneeling 'over there' following her orders. You got to love it! Enjoy your weekend!
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