It was an incredible 90 minutes

It was an incredible 90 minutes of worshipping and orgasms.  3 for Mistress, 1 (ruined) for me.  I'll just leave it at that. It was wonderful. 

One thing of note, after Mistress had her 3rd orgasm, she asked me, legitimately asked me if I wanted to have an orgasm.  She left it entirely up to me.  I was allowed the rare freedom to decide my immediate orgasm fate.  I was conflicted.  Of course I wanted a full orgasm ... who doesn't want a full orgasm. 

But wait, I so love it when Mistress denies me an orgasm, especially when I am so very horny, you know, like now.  But wait, that's not what is happening here is it?  No, Mistress is not denying me an orgasm, in fact, she's allowing one.  I'd be denying myself an orgasm.  Hmmm, not the same thing.

I was kneeling in between Mistress' legs when she told me I would be deciding my own orgasm fate. I had decided that a nice, ho-hum ruined orgasm was needed now as I was looking down at my cock resting on her tummy.  How lovely it seemed if a nice pool of ejaculate was deposited there, I thought.  I had just  pulled my cock from her altar (that's what we'll be calling her pussy from now on in real life, we'll have to see if it translates well here) having just staved off an ejaculation that would've unauthorized.  I asked Mistress if she would assist me in having a ruined orgasm and she said "of I would pet".  With that, she simply placed her warm, cupped hand under my tights balls and just held it there.  She asked me "can you cum like this?  With me just holding your balls like this?"  I was just so deep in lust at that moment that I didn't answer verbally, my body just started make it happen.  At the mere suggestion of her question, my body began produce all the feeling that precede a man's ability to ejaculate.  It was as if my cock was pumping furiously in and out of any one of her beautiful body opening.  The feeling was cumming fast and as it became apparent that I was indeed about to cum without any direct stimulation to my penis, Mistress started to root for it to happen and said "this is so impressive" as semen began to leave my body onto her gorgeous belly. 

I fancy myself as someone who is becoming more and more qualified to judge a good ruined orgasm when I see one ..... this was the best ruined orgasm I've ever had.  So intensely satisfying like a full orgasm, yet all of the benefits of continued sexual desire of a ruined one. 

Afterward, I laid there, on my back, watching the ceiling fan spin, the very first things that entered my mind was "is that going to be the last orgasm for me for the year?"  I never thought I'd be this guy but I'm pretty certain that during 2014, I've only had 4 full orgasms.  The rest (I'm going to guess 6 or 8) were ruined orgasms. 

Merry Christmas everyone!