I've missed this and all of you

Dearest friends ...... After 4 months of basically being AWOL from these airwaves, I have received some incredibly thoughtful messages from several people that read this blog.  Each of them has reminded me of the unquestioned acceptance and love (yes love) I have come to relish and enjoy in this odd little community so many of us enjoy.  I can't even begin to tell you how incredibly grateful I am to have come to know each of you.

I want to sincerely apologize for just disappearing.  I know that constant updates of Our/my existence is not like essential for anyone but Mistress K. and I, but I don't realize that there is a certain obligation to one's friends to, at the very least, not just disappear into the ether.  I promise I will try to avoid that behavior in the future.

I'd like to start by telling everything that everything in my world is JUST FINE!!!  I didn't disappear because of any trouble, or breakup in our marriage, or anything like that.  Which is a good thing.  Mistress K. and I are together, happy and continuing on the journey that we started 5 or 6 years ago.  In fact, we recently celebrated 2 anniversaries that fall on the same day every year.  One was for 17 years of truly wedded bliss.  I am just so proud to be married to the one person in the world that I truly adore more than any other.  The other was 2 years of truly FLM wedded bliss.  You may recall that on our 15th wedding anniversary, we used it as an occasion to formerly exchange vows and commitments to each other, that would specifically defined our FLM.

Even though I am a bit embarrassed and ashamed about the main reason for my absence (laziness), I am so incredibly thankful that it isn't for a reason that we sometimes see with our small but intimate group of blog friends.  It is sad every time something happens to cause a sadness in someone that otherwise always seemed to be wallowing in joy.  I miss those people and those times. 

I don't have any incredible sex stories to tell you (at the moment anyway) or any deeply spiritual thoughts and contemplations, but I can tell I am getting back to be in the mood to do so.  I hope that I haven't lost too many friends along the way during my absence.  I also hope that I get to see and hear again from some of those people that have gone to the dark side of the moon also.  Nyghtbird .... I'm looking in your direction!

Please accept my apology for having disappeared.  I am so excited about catching up with eac and every one of you!

SHIP