Last night for dinner, Mistress and I were at a very, very fancy restaurant, with 6 other people, enjoying a beautiful meal in celebration of someone's birthday. Completely and utterly vanilla ......
There was a tiny moment of electricity. When we all got up to leave, Mistress was standing next to me and moved toward her and put my arm around her small waist. her body felt so good, so sexy so beautiful. Standing there saying our goodbyes, my arm pulled her closer and my hand wandered all over her back, her waist and her beautiful ass. I wasn't looking in her direction but I could COMPLETELY see her through my holding and touching her. Being able to smell her while holding her this vanilla way got me, well hard as a rock and my cock kept growing inside my pants to the point where I had to let go of Mistress's waist and use my jacket to cover my erection.
There is just something about the way she smells. Yummy!
You my friend are hopelessly in love. A serious question : if she did not provide the FLR and discipline when needed , would you feel the same way toward her. In other words is the discipline just icing on a delicious cake or it it a lot of the cake itself
ReplyDeleteI've always been in love with her but before our FLM, I, like many allowed my desire to wash down the drain when I would masturbate most mornings in the shower. Thus my sexual desire for her was less than it should've been. When she took literal ownership of my sex, my organs and my body, it allowed my desire for her to be laser-beam focused only on her. As a result of my constant state of desire for her, our loving relationship has never been better! The spankings, discipline and control are the ways we have chosen to not allow for things to ever become stale.
DeleteBy the way, I was remiss in not thanking you for for your incredibly nice compliment and for taking the time to comment. Thank you!
DeleteHi sub hub, this is so lovely to write here. I agree with Anonymous, you are in love. :) Wonderful, and the way you describe it I am so sure your Mistress knows perfectly well that you love her. Knowing to be loved by the one we love is the most awesome thing ever. I love this and it makes me happy to see you write these lovely words about your Mistress and yourself.
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Nina
I am so incredibly proud of the nice things you say seemingly every post Ni Na. Thank you so much. You are just so sweet!
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This is so lovely sub hub and really made me smile. I always enjoy reading here. Your love and devotion to each other shines through. You are both very blessed :)
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Roz
Thanks for taking the time to say so my friend! Love it when you comment
DeleteI liked this post subhub
ReplyDeleteI think any man in love can relate to this, must be even more powerful for someone in a FLR such as yourself
I know i myself can have moments when S will give me a certain (non sexual) look or a smile will appear on her lips where i get filled with a mixture of proudness and complete desire, maybe other emotions are present but those are the ones that are loud enough to blur the others out of my thoughts
Hope you enjoyed yourself and yes that is an rhetorical question :)
C