Mistress did something this morning that she very rarely does. She called me into the bathroom while she was getting ready and had me remove my clothes and go stand against the wall and wait there. She walked over to me, had me present herself by turning toward her. She began to down toward my cock and I thought .... hey, she's going to edge me with her mouth. Nice!
No ....... she was giving me an inspection. An inspection that I failed because there was stubble on my cock and balls. She pointed toward the closet, and had me stand flush against the wall and raise my arms above my head. She got her paddle and while doing so, informed that she was going to punish me for the "nasty hair" I allowed to grow where it shouldn't be, and that my other, more significant punishment was still pending.
She spanked me HARD. I mean hard. Harder than she usually ever does. She gave 15 or 20 really hard swats while scolding me about how my lack of adherence to her rules was going to be a thing of the past, and that this type of hard spanking will be the norm. She put the paddle away, had me kneel on the floor where she was standing and apologize for what I had done.
It hurt. A lot. Oh wait, I already said that, but this has me even more worried that my pending punishment for ejaculating without permission, you know, the one she told me I should probably mentally prepare for, is going to be hard to endure. As much as I am not looking forward to getting it, I know it is exactly what I need, what we need in our marriage. Thank you Mistress
Hi sub hub, this sounds like you are really in trouble with the pending punishment. Is it possible that you underestimated to what degree you displeased your Mistress? I hope all will be fine again soon for you. And I hope you have Happy Easter!
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Yes I believe I am and yes the anticipation is killing me. I don't think I ever underestimate the severity of displeasure Mistress may ever have when I am less than perfect. I carry enough of that on my own. I think it's more that it just something so sacred in our vows that violating that rule is significantly more sever than violating other, less significant rules.
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It sound like she is either really really still upset about your transgressions, or maybe they pushed her to into realizing a new level of enjoyment she might have at raising the level of pain she can inflict on you and that you have to submit to? :-D
ReplyDeleteHi jen smith. I think it is the latter and not the former. I also believe that it is a healthy and needed component in our marriage.
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Obviously no intention to rush her, but I hope you can get everything over with so you can enjoy your weekend. Good luck!
ReplyDeleteI have long ago learned that rushing Mistress is always a bad idea. I shall be content to wait until Mistress decided when and how this will be dealt with. Thank you for wishing me luck. I might need it!
DeleteMore trouble on the horizon sub hub. Mistress must still be contemplating how to handle your other indiscretion. The waiting must be killing you. Hopefully it won't be as bad, but sadly I think it will be. Stay strong and have a good weekend.
ReplyDeleteHi K, always nice to hear from you. I don't know if it is more trouble or not. it will certainly mean more spankings and punishments but I view that as a good thing, even though that means my ass will hurt more. until of course the desired effect of those punishment kick in and I become a more pleasurable submissive to my Goddess Wife.
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She wants you back in shape and back on track, that is clear. The best is when all is over.. hugs you. She notices, that is the most important.. what if she wouldn't?
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You are absolutely right ARS. There mere utterance of those by Mistress accelerated that process. I love her so much
DeleteSHIP, that was a great post! Katie and I have started our talk after I had the blues and wrote about it and my most recent post. I forwarded her a boiled down copy of what you wrote - Sharing what your mistress did to you when she inspected and then put you against the wall. I sent her about four different examples today of various things mistresses have done to their husbands to teach them how to better serve. Thanks for sharing with all of us this most recent example of how Mistress K took time to remind you how she expects you to keep your body. Isn't life great?!
ReplyDeleteIH, so happy to see glimpses of the IH that I have come to know and respect. Yes, life is great. Life is really great.
DeleteIt must be something in the air, or the time of year (overall stress about tax season perhaps?), but it sure does seem that your post has struck a chord with many of us husband living in a loving FLM. I've been thinking about you and your situation a lot since reading your post and although I don't really, actually know you personally, I also know that you always seem to express the truest, most honest feelings that exist in a "successful" WLM. For that I will always be grateful to you. You have a gift and that gift is painting a picture in the mind's eye of the reader.
After much (evolving) contemplation, I do feel that these occasional feelings are normal and to be expected. That fact alone doesn't make them any easier when they happen. I know that. But, like me, I suspect that within your soul and your heart, you realize that even though there are setbacks from time to time, there is no place you would rather be than figuratively and literally kneeling at the feet of your beloved Katie. Me too!!!
When I woke up yesterday morning, I was pouty and even a little mad at Mistress K. Why? Because the night before I had the expectation that we were going to have sex because that is what she said was going to happen the day before. I did everything I thought she would want in preparation for sex .... I showered, put a fresh shave on my private parts, dabbed a little of her favorite cologne on strategic parts of my body and then told her I would be waiting in bed for her. I waited. Nothing. Fell asleep and woke up the next morning wrongly feeling that I was deprived of something I was entitled to . On the way to the office, I texted her telling her that I had been mad at her, but then realized that I had no right to be and sincerely apologized. She replied "Hmmm I have to think about u being mad! I will let you know how I decide I feel about this." I replied "Yes Mistress. That's why I confessed." and then followed with "Mad is the wrong word. Pouty is a better word. It doesn't mean it is ok though" ... to which she replied "correct, it does not mean it is okay. Remember, if I am happy that's all that matters!" and she's right. She still hasn't told me how she felt about it, or what, if anything she feels she needs to do about it.
My point in all this is that as soon as I realize the basic core of my vows to my Mistress (her being happy is all that matters), I am actually able to gain some level of comfort, even joy in knowing that she can (and does) change her mind. It's not about me.
Sorry for the rambling reply ...... hang in there my brother. We all need you at peak operating condition, and more importantly, so does your beloved wife!
It's obvious you've become careless with letting the stubble hair grow and ejaculating without permission. But the good news is that she is not going to tolerate your misbehavior. The spanking was the first step into getting you feeling more submissive so you obey without question. It will be interesting to see what the next punishment will be. She is showing that she takes her role in controlling you very, very seriously. Sometimes a Mistress gets careless and slacks off and that causes the submissive get a bit off track. She is making sure this doesn't happen in your relationship. I am sure now you won't allow any stubble to grow and that you won't ejaculate without permission and that you will obey her orders without question. You must be very happy to know your Mistress is going to demand your submission. Good luck.
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Thank you FD. Yes, I am so very happy knowing that Mistress K. recognizes that we each have a role in our loving FLM and is willing to correct the things that she doesn't like. Yes, of course, she demands my submission, but perhaps more importantly, she commands it as well. I couldn't love her more if I tried.
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