Mistress called me yesterday to have a talk. She wanted to let me know a few things while they were fresh on her mind. First, she wanted me to know that I was in deed going to be punished for failing to pleasure myself this past Sunday. Mistress first was of the opinion that a punishment wasn't necessary but after further reflection, she changed her mind. She said that knowing and hearing about the kind self pleasure I was engaged in is a source of pleasure for her. Since I decided to have no self pleasure (other than inserting and wearing a butt plug that day), I had taken that pleasure away from Mistress K. She understands that it wasn't my intention to deny her that pleasure (or any pleasure), but that n fact is what happened on that day. So after further contemplation, I am in store for a punishment.
Also, we talked a few minutes about how we may have let some our "anchor points" in our FLM slide, and that Mistress was aware of that and has every intention of "righting the ship". Her assertive manner and tone as she was describing how things were and were going to be gave me an instant hard on. In fact, when she was done, I reminded her that being in service to her is what truly makes me happy and that letting me (or things) slide only had the effect of making me act out more. Although never my intention, I tend to get bratty, snippy and possibly even a bit disrespectful when we get away from our core beliefs in our marriage. In any event, Mistress has her eye on the ball.
When I was done reaffirming my dedication to her and to her service, she said "I know you do my pet and I'll bet you cock is hard just thinking about it". IT WAS. We didn't talk about a sex act, or fantasy or anything like that. We only talked about the foundation for our marriage. BOING! Love boner!
I am so much in love with this woman! Thank you Mistress K. for loving me, owning me and trusting in me enough to allow me to be yours.
I called that one right! Not sorry to hear that you will be getting the punishment you deserve. I know you want it.
ReplyDeleteGreat to hear that you are communicating well about your relationship. I think that is one of the benefits of a FLM is that it opens up the husband to communicate better. Something I actually want to do more of is talk as you say about the foundation of the marriage particularly in context of the FLM.
Great post!
Thanks so much!
DeleteJust wanted to let you know that I've enjoyed reading your posts this past year. You and your Mistress are an inspiration to me. I hope you have another great FLM year.
ReplyDeleteThanks again for sharing your thoughts. Penney
What an incredibly nice thing to say Penny. Thank you very much. I hope you and your have a fantastic New year as well. Thanks again.
DeleteFriend, hope you have a happy new year and that you get to ring in the new year with your mistress! Sometime when you have nothing to write about I would love to hear about your anchor points and exactly what those points are.
ReplyDeleteYou got it my friend. Happy New Year to you as well, hopefully in the presence of your beloved Mistress, like I will be.
DeleteFor me it's when The Man says, "Little Girl" in just that tone, or when he calls me to task or takes the time to discipline me for the good of us and me. I don't particularly like punishment spankings, but yes, it makes me all kinds of warm and fuzzy when he is the leader and goes.... "all Dom" on me...
ReplyDeleteMistress K is right in punishing you for not pleasuring yourself. What I seen when she told you that was she wanted to know you were playing with your cock possibly with your butt plug in and giving yourself a ruined orgasm. Knowing how much you love ruined orgasms she should spank you and make you masturbate in front of her to a full climax. then another spanking. Happy New Year to you and Mistress K
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The was absolutely no ejaculating of any kind allowed, including via a ruined orgasm. Mistress simply feels as though I denied her the joy and knowledge of me having sexual relations with myself, which were my orders.
DeleteHappy New Year to you too archedone