Shortly after Mistress told me to insert my plug, she informed me that she was going to visit a friend for "a few minutes" and then she would be back home in plenty of time to go the neighbors party. One of the things about Mistress K. is that she is often late. When she is late, and it only affects me, there is no problem of course because I am a dutiful sub. When her being late affects others, I can't help but get a little frustrated.
Well, on this night, she was late. On this night, when our friends and neighbors were expecting us to arrive with our portion of appetizers to contribute to the party, Mistress was still with her friend going over decoration options for a bit of a remodel she is doing. I went to the neighbors house alone (wearing the plug) with a cocktail in my hand. Apologies all around for showing up empty handed but promising that Mistress would be along shortly with our contribution to the party.
45 minutes later, Mistress calls me home to help carry over the food. I was clearly unhappy that Mistress's lateness was going to be the cause of us being the last one's to arrive with our contribution to the party. She apologized to me for making it appear that we are rude and not appreciative of other people's time. She told me the same things she always does and that is nice she and her friend got to talking, she lost track of time. She told me that her friend felt so bad about keeping Mistress and causing her to be late, that she begged Mistress to give me a blow job in order to make it up to me.
Mistresses friend is not aware that we live in an true FLM and that Mistress doesn't have to give me a blow in order to make it up to me. She doesn't know that Mistress could've just come home and told me that there was no problem and that I would be punished for being pouty with her, and the situation would be smoothed over right then and there. Her friend only knows that Mistress and I have a great deal of love for each other and that Mistress like to make me happy (if she only knew ...). Anyway, Mistress still made it fun by teasing me that her friend begged her to suck my cock. Even though it was not intended to fit in as part of our lifestyle (even in an ironic way), it was still a sexy dynamic.
The party was fun but I left earlier than Mistress because the effects of my cocktails were wearing off and I was getting sleepy. I went home laid down on the couch, while the kids were running around the house having fun. While at the party, I asked if Mistress was going to do "what she was told" by her friend and suck my cock when she got home. She simply asked .... "did you shower?" I said I hadn't .... yet but was going to later.
When she got home from the party she told me to meet her in our bedroom. When the door closed behind me she told me to take off my shorts and get some lube. She was going to edge me. While edging me, she noticed that I was not smoothly shaved and asked me what this was about. I told I was sorry for not being smooth for her at that moment. While stroking me, she looked me in the eye and said "48 hours" (9:30 on Sunday night). SHIT! That feeling of regret for having disappointed her came rushing back. I hate how I feel when she has determined that I will be punished because it means she is disappointed with me. She brought me to the edge. I pleaded with her not to make me cum and then she stopped stroking my cock and simply turned and walked away. not only was I wallowing in my regret, I had been a particularly bratty sub husband this evening because of Mistress being late and all. Yes, I was teasing but I was also being a brat to emphasize my point and Mistress had mentioned on more than one occasion that she was well aware of my bratty behavior. We were with friends when she made comments like "I'm going to beat you later" and "He'll pay for that later". Even though our friends believe it is just harmless kidding, I knew that Mistress meant it and that she would remember it the next time she punished me. I'm afraid there will be some extra stinging on my bottom in the next 48 hours. We'll see.
After Mistress walked away, I jumped into the sower and cleaned my body really good. I shaved and very carefully made myself as smooth as possible in those areas Mistress requires it of me. I couldn't wait to show her. You know, like a child that knows he is in trouble, has a punishment coming and tries to "soften the blow" by eagerly demonstrating what a good boy he is? When I emerged from the bathroom she was tending to the children. I returned to the couch. When she was finished with the children, she called me into the bedroom once again, locked the behind us, turned to face me and pushed me gently so that my back was against the door. The she pulled my t-shirt up and had me hold it in my teeth and then grabbed the waistband of my shorts and roughly pulled them down, stripping me naked. Then she got on her knees and started to suck my cock. It was amazing. She held me against the door and sucked my cock like I had no choice in the matter (I don't actually, but ...). When she could tell that I was getting to the point of having an orgasm, she stopped, stoop up, kissed me on the cheek and whispered .... "that was from _______________ (her friend)". She then informed me she was going back to the neighbors house for one more drink and some chat with the lady of the house and that she was only going to be a few minutes. Here we go again ............
She returned from the party, went into the bedroom and 5 minutes later texted me and told me to meet her there. I went in and she was laying on the bed wearing only panties. "Take off my panties and then come and put your cock in me" Holy shit! That was the sexiest I thought I had ever heard! I did and climbed up on the bed, got between her legs, paused for just a moment to look at the beauty before me and relish in the fact that I was about to be allowed to be inside of her. I am always so appreciative f the fact that she will allow for me to touch her body and especially will allow me the honor of being inside of her. I never take that for granted.
It wasn't long before I knew I would be coming. For some reason I felt that she was intending for me to have a ruined orgasm this way. She's done it before and it was the most amazing thing ever. Then, I was to thrust inside of her until I am there and then pull out and without any direct stimulation, I was required to empty my balls on her tummy. It was so fucking awesome ... then ... but alas, I was not meant to be this night. She said "DON'T YOU DARE CUM! You will not be cumming tonight". She told me to go get my cock sleeve (pinky) and come back to finish the job. After putting it on and resuming my dutiful place between her open legs, I re-entered her with pinky and could feel her melt in pleasure before me. She was moaning in delight, lost in the pleasure of being fucked properly. Then it happened ............. KNOCK, KNOCK, KNOCK, followed by "Mom, are you in there?" followed by jiggling of the locked door handle. That was it, over. "we're done" she said and got up to go tend to the children. "Go clean up", she said as she made her way to her robe and to the door.
Later I asked her if she wanted me to remove the butt plugged I had been wearing for her all afternoon and evening. She thought about letting me sleep in it for a moment but decided against it and told me to remove it.
I loved every minute of it.
As always, I love reading about what is going in with you both. I so - as I am sure many subs/slaves can - can relate to that pouty feeling! You seemed to handle it so wonderfully well! :)
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Thanks Amber, for thinking I handled it wonderfully. I'm not so sure. Is there ever a time that it is ok for a sub to be pouty? Really, is there? It seems logically there is never a good time to behave that way. I mean if Mistress was late, who am I really to question that. We sub are, after all, human.
DeleteWelcome back and thank you as always for the kind words.
Very true - and I more meant you handled the after wonderfully. You realized how you felt, and why - you admit you felt pouty and frustrated. And that we, yes in fact are human and do have these feelings and these things do happen in all dynamics. :)
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Thanks Amber. Truly.
DeleteHot post. Seems maybe her extra drink worked to your advantage...at least until the kids knocked lol. You are very lucky she sucked your cock and allowed you in her considering you are due a punishment. Very lucky indeed.
ReplyDeleteI am so very lucky indeed Mistress Marie, I couldn't believe it. Like I said, looking down and seeing my beautiful Mistress kneeling and sucking my cock was just so incredible.
DeleteSince then, I have another punishment spanking due to me and the 48 hours I have to make sure that it happens expires this evening at 9:30. I'm nervous about it too.
Thank you so much as always Mistress Marie, for stopping by and commenting.
Just wanting to let you know that I finally got the follow up post done, and have quoted you, and linked to your blog in the post. :) Thank you again for the input you offered on the topic! :)
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I saw that Amber and even commented again. it is a fascinating topic. I know that once Mistress K. is able to read my comments of my feelings on this and other rituals and symbols of a true Dominant/submissive marriage, it will ultimately culminate in my "punishment" spankings being way more significant and harsh than ever before if they are are actually for deterring future bad behavior. A bruised almost bleeding bottom is not what I will want when Mistress needs to punish me. But, if it will help guide me toward my ultimate goal of obedience in service to Mistress, then it is what is necessary. God help me!
DeleteI saw, and as always .. you have brought much insight, and offered such great words there.
DeleteAs for what is necessary - we are in the same boat, I believe... and I am so with you. lol. I couldn't agree more with everything that you have said on the topic.
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WOW...I am loving your posts! And boy and I familiar with the knock at the door:)
ReplyDeletethanks so much little girl!. Yeah, that knock on the door by those little hands can sure change things in a hurry huh?
ReplyDeleteThanks as always for commenting.