There are times when i naturally find myself very deep in subspace. Of course i am naturally there when i am naked and with Mistress, but there are also other times (like now) where i find myself deep in subspace without being in a scene or session with my beloved Mistress. Mistress has me wearing my favorite balls harness and that only adds to my desire.
It is time like these when i find myself looking to be brought to the very edge of my limits by Mistress. It's scary but also feels very natural. i wonder if this is progression that D/s couples naturally go through. It is times like now that if limits were to be tested, limits very well could be expanded. i know in the bottom of my heart this comes from safe place i find myself under the control of my beloved Mistress K.
I love you darling!
I think I have a pretty good sense of what you're saying. It is certainly wonderful to be loved in our special D/s ways. My Mistress took me last night and feel especially glowing this morning, but I often feel the same way.
ReplyDeleteThanks for stopping by and commenting Penny. I understand completely what you mean about "glowing". Good for you. I too hope to be glowing soon.
DeleteI love to have my David in just the sort of state you mention being in. I wish that he could spend 24/7 feeling it that strongly. It has to be a wonderful feeling for you subs to be so owned that you feel your submission like that.
ReplyDeleteIt really is wonderful. Without the trust I have for Mistress, it could also be very scary because while deep in subspace, I could be made to do just about anything.
DeleteI can only hope that Mistress can (at least occasionally) feel the same kind of intense dominant desire from knowing that there is another human being able and willing to exist for the purpose of providing her with pleasure.
Oh, and Mistress Marie, I forgot to properly thank you for viewing and commenting. I think you know I really appreciate your input. So .... thank you!
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